Star level: 5 stars Spice level: 🌶️🌶️
Trope: black love, BDE, obsession, possessive, delulu, he falls first, unhinged male love interest
Trigger warnings: death
Fav quotes: “Go to him before he clears this shit out. He can be real… unreasonable when he don’t get his way. Please see what this nigga want.”
“But you are my woman and right now you playing with that nigga life. Hear me when I say this, I’m not playing ‘bout you, Mama. I will kill niggas… hoes too behind you. Be smart on how you move. Again, you ready?”
“Look, I may be a lil’ crazy but a nigga ain’t never been delusional. You mine now so where’s the delusion in that.”
“Hear me when I say this, baby, I’m a selfish nigga. Don’t let me hear you and that nigga had conversation again. I will set this bitch on fire with you and that bitch ass nigga in it. I love you enough to make sure I’m the last nigga you love. Don’t take me there.”
“I just want you to know, I’ll kill you and tell the whole world how I lost the love of my life. Please don’t play with your life like that again, Mama.”
About the book: This book was EVERYTHINGGGG! It fed my delusional mind with a very delulu unhinged MMC. Xander was delulu from the start I mean the moment he seen Zara he was calling her his wife. For someone that is suppose the be the chief for general surgery I dont know how this man got this job. He literally inserted himself into Zara life not taking no for an answer. Island if she got did I little push back he got “hurt”. Zara was just as delulu as him After the third time meeting they were exchanging I love you. And he was ready to off any man behind her. Now Zara was trying to push back on their relationship she was balancing being the mom of her family, proving for them, and watching over her brother; so entering a relationship was the last thing on her mind but Xander was ready to step in and make it better. And that’s exactly what he did letting her know she didn’t have to worry about a thing he was ready to help her and her family. Now the ex was doing too much and got what he deserved I just wish the other lady would’ve got touched just like the receptionist. I also wish we knew what happened with her mom and brother’s relationship, and if they did the mayor mission. Other than that the book was good!