This book follows Cole Hayes and Hendrix Moore — two kids who met at fifteen, fell stupidly in love, and then spent the next five years breathing the same air, the same music, the same dreams. Together they built a band, Reckless Abandon, and a makeshift little family that felt more real than anything either of them grew up with.
But the second the band got signed and the world finally started paying attention, everything unraveled. Hendrix didn’t just slip away… she disappeared. From Cole. From the guys. From the only people who ever loved her right. And she did it without a goodbye.
Ten years later, she’s not the girl who used to light up rooms. She’s quieter, steadier, tucked behind the soundboard as a mixing engineer and co-owner of an audio company — basically doing everything possible to avoid the version of herself who lived too loud and loved too hard.
And then fate (because that messy little gremlin loves drama) puts Cole in front of her doorstep
Because his label contract ends and he's staring at a blank notebook, realizing he hasn’t written a single meaningful song in a decade — because when Hendrix walked out, she took his muse with her. So he makes the one decision he’s been avoiding: he brings her back into the picture… even though she swears she hasn’t written in years.
Hendrix’s turmoil? So palpable. She’s guilty, anxious, terrified — but she still says yes.
Not for the band.
Not for the music.
For him.
Because once upon a time, she didn’t just love Cole — she lived for him. And leaving him broke her just as much as it broke him.
Their reunion? Awkward, emotional, and dripping with ten years’ worth of unresolved everything.
Cole’s friends — Saint, Axel, and especially Carter — are ice cold toward her, and honestly? Fair. She was their family too, and she vanished without a trace. That tension adds so much grit and realism to their dynamic.
The book also dives deep into parental neglect and how it shapes you long after you’ve escaped it. Hendrix’s parents failed her in every possible way, and that pain is exactly what pushed her to run from the one place she actually belonged.
Watching her work through that trauma — with the help of her girls, Riles and Talia — was one of my favorite parts. When she finally starts choosing herself, she finally chooses Cole, too.
Also, the way she kept everything? Ticket stubs, old merch, CDs, framed memorabilia — a whole damn wall dedicated to their achievements. It made her love for him hit harder than any dramatic confession could.
At its core, this book is about found family, music, healing, forgiveness, and the terrifying, beautiful mess of coming home to someone who never stopped waiting.
Overall? A solid four-star read. Emotional. Musical. Perfectly chaotic. And packed with that second-chance ache that grabs you right by the heart.