I can no longer remember how Art Edwards’ ‘Stuck Outside of Phoenix’ came to my attention. I am sure it is because I was a fan of the band ‘The Refreshments’. Edwards was their bass player, and somehow I received word through the grapevine that his debut novel was forthcoming. I truly enjoyed this book for selfish reasons. I was able to recognize so much of the landscape, the people, and the places. I had grown up in this same time and place. I find that listening to any of the familiar music from those years or re-reading this book can fill me with nostalgia for something that no longer exists but that can be conjured up in my hazy fading memory.
There is a Waffle House restaurant in the book’s first scene, I have eaten there and driven past it many times over the years. I remember the dirt field that was across the street as described in the book that has since become the site of a mall and chain restaurants. The book’s protagonist Hote goes to a show at the Mesa Amphitheater, I saw many concerts there in the 80s and 90s. In one scene Hote is getting ready to take his leave of Phoenix and goes for a last drive around town, Edwards’ description of driving around and reminiscing about places like hole in the rock at Papago park, and the sights and sounds of Tempe, and driving south into Chandler always makes me homesick for a place that no longer exists.
The other fun part of the book is guessing whether any of these fictional characters or locations are actually stand ins for places I used to visit or people I used to know. Although Edwards lists venues like the Sun Club by name, he never mentions Long Wongs, although you can be sure that is where some of the scenes are set. Some of the characters remind me of people that I met or heard about over the years. They say you should write what you know, and it seems to me that he knew the Tempe scene inside and out.
As the years went on I acquired and enjoyed Edwards’ second novel ‘Ghost Notes’ and learned more about Hote’s fate. I was struck by how he seamlessly switches the narration from one person to another to move the story forward. We learn about other points of view, what motivates them and makes them tick.
I was introduced to a new character named Betty in ‘Ghost Notes’ and as she came to life, I wanted to learn more about her. In this book she is a 16 year old cashier at Dart Mart who aspires to get out of the town she lives in so she can go be a famous punk rock singer. She has already dropped out of high school and has begun making her mistakes as she tries to grow up. She has started playing with her band, No Fun Intended, which includes Stuart, her 12 year old neighbor, on the drums. With a little encouragement from Hote she is ready to keep writing and making music, possibly utilizing the talents of Pedro on Bass. Who knew I would be waiting seven years for the next novel to come out so that I could find out what happens to her next.
I continued to wonder how many of these story ideas were fiction, and how many if any were based on real life. When Hote has to kick his best friend and band drummer Lance out of his band, is there any correlation with a true life scenario when Dusty was replaced as the drummer of the Refreshments? When Hote leaves Fun Yung Moon, did anything like this play out with the breakup of the Refreshments? Was the conversation with Digs Ven based on any real life conversations with Doug Hopkins? When Hote says he quit writing songs because Gad does not want to use anyone else’s material, is this whole exchange made up? When Hote tells Lookout about the real reason bands drift apart, is it the author or the character, or both speaking to us?
Was this wishful thinking, that an author would actually share true to life details like that in his fiction? I have my doubts that anyone left a sound check and started camping out in order to leave a band, but it made for a memorable tale. I have to quit my bad habit of reading anything more into it than is on the page and remember that these are just well thought out fictional accounts that help move a story along for fictional characters, but I can still pretend that these are actual back stage revelations as to what really went down all those years ago.
The next work that came to my attention that Edwards was involved in was the low budget feature length movie version of ‘Stuck Outside of Phoenix’. As the theater darkened at the movie premiere, I was caught up in the same story I had re-read so many times unfolding on the big screen. I have seen the movie twice so far, and at the second screening I attended I found it interesting, when they asked how many of the movie’s cast members or audience members at the screening had actually read the book, the answer was not many.
As is usually the case with the films I see, the book was better than the movie, although much of that is due to a low budget and the fact that in my mind’s eye the cast and location always looks like the memories I have. How can any movie be expected to compete with something I can plainly see in my head?
After reading an early copy of the novel ‘Badge’ I still cannot decide if the title character makes me angry or sad. Every time he loses something it is his own fault, due to his own poor choices. Who can you blame other than yourself when you choose to start drinking, especially when you already know that you are a lousy drunk?
I find it interesting that both Hote’s father Dale in ‘Ghost Notes’ and Badge are both drawn to drinking and cheating and it costs them both dearly. Neither one seems to realize how good they have it until it is gone. None of Edwards’ characters seem to be able to enjoy a blissful married life, except for the possibilities that exist for Lance with his job selling trucks and his new wife and kid.
I literally had to put ‘Badge’ down and quit reading one night as Badge’s choices led to awful consequences. My stopping for the night had nothing to do with the storytelling, I was so wrapped up in the downward spiral of the character’s choices that I needed a chance to regroup and catch my breath. Edwards had me rooting for these characters, I cared about them and I kept expecting that they would dig their way out of the messes they had made, but the simple solutions to the character’s problems were not taken.
How often do we find the same thing plays out in real life, we think we know exactly what people around us need to do in order for all of their problems to go away and their life to become bliss. We presume to know what is best for other people without ever having walked around a bit in their shoes.
When things go from bad to worse for Badge, I can agonize as I think of friends and acquaintances that I have had over the years that have made poor decisions that left me shaking my head as I wondered how they could be so blind to their own talent and potential.
(SPOILER ALERT)
There was a scene with a hooker and some drugs that seemed like the perfect answer to everyone’s dilemma, and the beginning of the fairytale happy ending, but it did not work out the way I was expecting it to.
(END SPOILER ALERT)
I was caught off guard when this played out the way that it did, in any sitcom or typical Hollywood movie this would be the predictable scene where the world would be set right. When it does not work out the way that I thought that it might, I can take comfort in seeing that their lives are messy too, there will not be any easy paths taken by these characters to solve their many problems.
Edwards’ books always leave me wanting more, and leave enough ambiguity that I cannot help but ask questions. What happened next? What about that other character? Is it just coincidence that in ‘Ghost Notes’, Betty’s dad keeps thinking about a trip he took with his wife to Mexico, where they listened to calypso music on the beach? Did that somehow enter Betty’s mind as she thought of the name of her song?
I like the lack of a Hollywood ending in his books. Nobody ends up living a typical ‘happily ever after’ scenario. They just keep on living and doing the best they know how, like any of the rest of us. At the end of ‘Stuck Outside of Phoenix’ Hote is in his car driving into an unknown future in Seattle. At the end of ‘Ghost Notes’ I thought it was interesting that Hote ended up in Northern California, applying to go to college. I often wonder if he ended up as a writer like the guy that brought him to life. At the end of Badge, what happens after that final concert?
Any adaptation of a book is never quite the same as the way you might have imagined it. The actual audio recording of ‘Calypso’, one of the songs from ‘Badge’ is not the way I envisioned it would sound either. It could just be that I picture Betty singing the song differently, it isn’t the instant radio hit that is described in the book and brought to life within the confines of my skull. It is a memorable song that I enjoy listening to, it is just not what I had made myself believe it would sound like. As with the filmed version of ‘Stuck Outside of Phoenix’ it almost isn’t fair to have something in the real world try to compete with what my fantasy can conjure up, my imagination will usually win.
Over the coming years I am sure I will take these books out and re-read them from time to time, especially when I want to remember a time and a place that no longer exists, if it ever did.