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281 pages, Kindle Edition
First published August 12, 2025
This is the Wale I fell in love with. This man right here. The Wale who was always a shoulder to cry on whenever I got a rejection email. The Wale who encouraged me when I couldn’t motivate myself. The Wale who affirmed me. The Wale who was the type of prince who would hand me his own sword to help me slay my dragons. The Wale who saw me. Who trusted me.
Before I realize what I’m doing, I wrap my arms around his waist and rest my head on his chest, just below his neck. Wale sinks his cotton-soft chin into my hair, and I feel him physically relax. Our hug is a silent exchange. *Thank you*: he squeezes me tight. *I’ve got you*: I give him one back.This is told from the first-person present-tense POV of Temi.
‘My dad – he’s one of those strong African men who shows no emotion. I frustrated him ’cause I was sensitive and cried all the time.’I am glad that Wale learns that it’s okay to let emotions out and not supress them, and handles things like a real man ought to – and this cannot be emphasised enough. He tries not to have his friend Kojo cause a scene and tries not to rise to his bait because it would fuel the idea that black men are violent/cause trouble.
Why does being ‘fat’ need to be something derogative? It is not a descriptor like the word ‘thin’ or ‘tall’ or ‘pale’? Sadly, not everyone thinks this way. For some, if you’re overweight, you’re by default unworthy, less than.
I only get one chance to be a debut, so if I’m going to publish a book, I want it to be something that I’m passionate about, not a hastily written treatise about my ex. The Ultimate Payback was born out of anger. I want to spread love through my writing.
‘Remember a few weeks ago when we sat here?…When I looked you in the face and said people assume that I’m too scared to love? Well I’m telling you now, I’m not. I was just hesitant to say it. But not any more. I love you, Temi. I always have.’