"I kiss his furry head, stroke his cheeks the way he likes, feeling like a villain in my lair, petting my cat, except that I'm not. A villain, I mean. I love her."
WHOA. A dark stalker tale that puts you right in the mind of the antagonist, and it's a disturbing place to be. Chris sees Serena in the grocery store and it's LOVE at first sight. They have a brief friendly exchange that seems perfectly normal. What's NOT normal is that when Serena accidentally drops her grocery list written on the back of a receipt, Chris has what he needs to gather information about her online, and soon enough, he has her home address...
I'm not gonna lie, I found Chris to be somewhat charming in the beginning, similar to Joe in 'You'. I was kind of rooting for him. At first. I would even cringe when he just couldn't help but let loose his controlling and clingy behavior. Like, Chris...my dude, you're BLOWING IT. Things begin to take a downward spiral, because of course they do, he's a STALKER! Though the story is told entirely in first person from Chris' perspective, Serena holds her own as an interesting character. The way she moves through life and deals with Chris as he becomes increasingly unhinged feels realistic and believable. My FAVORITE character is Sirius, Serena's dog. Sirius is such a larger than life presence throughout adding a touch of the unpredictable as well.
On one hand there isn't much humor and the story gets dark pretty quickly and on the other hand, I wanted it to be even a touch DARKER. That isn't to say it didn't get uncomfortable and go off the rails, it absolutely did. In some ways, ALL BECAUSE OF YOU feels like a cautionary tale. How much of yourself are you putting online? Private details? How similar is your daily routine? Am I little more paranoid now than I was before I read this? Maybe, and maybe that's a GOOD thing. Then again, I'm the type to cover the cameras on my devices, so take what I say with a grain of salt. Ifyou're like me, and find being in the mind of an unstable person fascinating, a little scary and hard to look away from, this one is definitely for you!
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Thank you Lissa Lovik for my gifted copy. All thoughts are mine own.