4 stars!!
”I’ll tell you why.” My voice was soft, the hiss of a blade cutting through the night air. “Because you had a choice. You chose to betray me, to sell a girl for money, to frame her for gain. And so, I chose this.” I lifted the glistening dagger in the torchlight of the garden, where the guards I had hired lay dead. Anger burst inside of me. But there was something else there too, savage, elemental.
The power of knowing this was righteous anger.
A history of women and girls being wronged by men who never had any consequences.
Now I would be the consequences.
“I choose vengeance. I choose death. And in the end, that’s what you choose too.”
Okay, this book was great.
The revenge was amazing and I felt like I was getting revenge myself in this. The characters were so amazing and badass, it was incredible. But, some things dragged or went too fast. But really, I kinda loved it.
BUT CAN THERE PLEASE BE ONE BOOK WHERE THE FMC’S PROBLEMS AREN’T SOLVED BY A MAN??
—SPOILERS—
🫂 Characters 🫂
⤷they were actually really good!! I enjoyed all of their personalities and what fueled them in what they did.
⚔️ Dania ⚔️
⤷OMG I LOVED HER
”I wasn’t going to rein myself in any longer.
I closed my fists tight, thinking of Casildo, the man who had double-crossed my father. They had been friends since childhood, and the man had been like an uncle to me. That he could so easily turn my father in made my skin cold. But in that coldness I found power, as if I could lock out all emotion and it would distill my goals to the only ones that mattered. Maybe that was the answer to everything. Maybe if I turned my body to ice I could become the weapon I needed to avenge my father.
To avenge myself.”
She was such a cool character!! I really loved how she was so sarcastic and always spoke her mind. Honestly if that happened to me idk if I would be able to keep control like her and not stab everyone right there. Her thoughts did get a little repetitive sometimes but I loved feeling the satisfaction from each piece of revenge she got.
Even if I wish she killed Mazin…shhhhh
🌿Noor🌿
⤷honestly not that huge of an impact on me
”I want freedom,” she said finally. “I want it so badly I can taste it. But I also want retribution. Emperor Vahid stole my entire life from me. And I want it back.”
Okay she was fine but sometimes I didn’t understand her. She has been through so much and suddenly she wants Dani to forgive Maz? Girl, seriously? You were tortured for 3 fricking years and you want to hand out mercy? Your father was murdered and you just want to…what? Forgive and forget? Hell no.
Anyway, I did like her, she was funny.
👑 Mazin 👑
⤷aww, he’s so sweet!!—is what I would have said if I only read the “before” chapters
”It was if some of his boyish youth had deserted him, and in its place he was cold, calculating. A killer.
I understood that, because I was too.
We were what he made us.”
Can someone please tell me why tf Dani forgave him that easily?? GIRL, PLEASE
I’ll get into that later. He was actually so sweet and I loved him in the before chapters but other than that I wanted him to die.
That’s it. He could have done so much more than send her to prison.
💕Romance💕
⤷so cutesie
”Did you think I wouldn’t know you? I’d know you with any face. Any skin. Any hair. A thousand djinn could disguise you from me and I’d still be able to find you just by the sound of your breath.”
I. WANTED. MORE. GROVELING.
Seriously I got ONE. CHAPTER.
I was not satisfied. Dude you could have stopped it and you didn’t? His “apology” wasn’t close to enough. I don’t forgive you, you should be dead.
ANYWAY
The before scenes were rlly cute and I enjoyed them a lot. They were perfect for each other until that RAT screwed it all up.
BUT
He might have grown on me in the end…
🏞️ Plot 🏞️
⤷this was so cool and I enjoyed it a lot. The prison break was great and I loved the way everything was described. I didn’t expect the plot twist, though making it her grandma seemed like a cheap shot to justify Mazin. All of the buildup to her getting revenge was solved in A. SINGLE. CHAPTER.
Then they hooked up.
OF COURSE
Honestly I feel like the magic system wasn’t that explained but nevertheless I liked it. BUT everything felt way too easy at the end and like the author rushed it.
BUT
I loved watching her cheat and trick her way into getting revenge
I LOVE ME SOME FEMALE RAGEEEES
If only she had killed him in the end…but then I also like him so Idk man 🥲
✍️ Quotes ✍️
⤷ ”If I focused on being afraid, I would never leave this place, and all my plans and plotting would come to nothing.”
⤷ “If I was going down, I would take the bitch with me.”
⤷ “Names had meaning. Names were power. I knew that if my name had been different, if my family had been different, I might not be in this prison at all. But here, we were all the same.
We were all nothing.
And my name had no meaning behind these stone walls.”
⤷ “If I were free, I would make them all lay the price for what they had done.”
⤷ “It wasn’t magic I craved, but the weight of steel in my grip.”
⤷ “Let them think I gave up. They would soon enough know how wrong they were.”
⤷ “Do you have a plan?”
“No, but I have a sword.”
⤷ “Never show them your fear. The weak feed from fear.”
⤷ “Not while Mazin lives. He’s the catalyst for everything. And I’m going to do whatever it takes to make sure he feels my rage.”
⤷ “Arming myself with beauty, to distract from the true weapon that I was. And while they were busy admiring me, I’d slice their fingers off with my blade.”
⤷ “Winning a battle isn’t about skill, Dani. It’s about heart.”
⤷ “Kindness was seductive. As Sanaya I could pretend I was kind, that I did things out of the goodness of my heart, and not because I wanted to destroy her brother.
But revenge was much more satisfying.”
⤷ “You’re just a girl,” he said, his eyes as old as mine. “You don’t have it in you to kill.”
I looked at his bloodied knife in the dirt, then to the house he’d set aflame.
“Being a girl never stopped me from stabbing someone who deserved it. You picked the wrong village to raid today.”
⤷ “Why should it be a surprise? You taught your sister to fight. I’m assuming you’ve seen other…girls fight? We are not so different from you. Putting on a pretty outfit doesn’t mean we can’t slit your throat.”
⤷ “And how would you read me?”
“I would read you like a novel. From cover to cover, learning everything about you.”
“Leisurely, only taking me out when you felt like it?”
“Is that how you read your novels, Mazin? How uninspiring. No, I mean in a fierce frenzy, by candlelight, devouring you until I finished every page and committed it to memory, and then I’d flip right back to the front and start again from the beginning.”
⤷ “I am a tool of vengeance now,” I uttered. “I exist only to destroy those who came for me and my family.”
⤷ “Let me prove it to you now. Tell me what you want, Dani.”
“What I want?” I lifted my sword in front of my face, the rain beating against the blade. “I want my fucking cat back.”
⤷ “Was this who I would have become?
Was this the future that awaited me?
A woman wretched and shriveled with her need for vengeance?
No. Not anymore. You had to choose to become this, to forsake all joy in favor of destruction.
That would not be me.”
⤷ “You may have given him forgiveness, but that doesn’t mean you owe him kindness.”
⤷ “Dani, you know I’ll follow you anywhere.”
✨Overall✨
⤷overall a fast, enjoying read with enough vengeance to leave you happy and almost satisfied. It was such a nice palette cleanser and I honestly rlly liked it (even though all of the crap I just talked about it lol)
~Sometimes it is those we trust the most who will betray us~