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Binary Souls Duology #1
Forgiving Darkness (Book One in a Binary Souls Duology): A seductive romantasy of witches, fae, and morally grey characters.
Dark Fantasy Romance Fans, enter the Romantasy Realm of Forgiving Darkness
If you crave the spellbinding worldbuilding of fantasy romance books, with witch & fae romance, morally grey characters, and the irresistible fated mates fantasy trope, this duology is for you.
United by fate. Bound by secrets. Burned by betrayal.
As the runaway daughter of the tyrant King Rodden, nineteen-year-old witch Estrid lives a life of furtive exile. She will do anything to escape the iron-clawed grip of her father and his blood-soaked reign, even if it is her birthright.
But Estrid’s solitude is shattered during a hunting trip in the Dark Forest, when she stumbles upon a wounded, ethereal being unlike any she’s seen before. The Fae is golden-haired, rippling with power, and dressed in the finery of a wealthy lord. Even weakened and bleeding, he is the most beautiful, and deadliest, creature she’s ever encountered.
Yet Estrid isn’t the only one hiding a secret identity. The Fae’s arrival could threaten the freedom she’s fought so hard for, and the kingdom she loves.
Forgiving Darkness is the first epic installment of the seductive dark fantasy romance duology, Binary Souls.
Perfect for fans
Fated MatesFound FamilyRedemptionBetrayalHidden WorldsFae MagicBecause every romantasy reader deserves a story that feels dangerous, seductive, and unforgettable, start Forgiving Darkness today.
If you crave the spellbinding worldbuilding of fantasy romance books, with witch & fae romance, morally grey characters, and the irresistible fated mates fantasy trope, this duology is for you.
United by fate. Bound by secrets. Burned by betrayal.
As the runaway daughter of the tyrant King Rodden, nineteen-year-old witch Estrid lives a life of furtive exile. She will do anything to escape the iron-clawed grip of her father and his blood-soaked reign, even if it is her birthright.
But Estrid’s solitude is shattered during a hunting trip in the Dark Forest, when she stumbles upon a wounded, ethereal being unlike any she’s seen before. The Fae is golden-haired, rippling with power, and dressed in the finery of a wealthy lord. Even weakened and bleeding, he is the most beautiful, and deadliest, creature she’s ever encountered.
Yet Estrid isn’t the only one hiding a secret identity. The Fae’s arrival could threaten the freedom she’s fought so hard for, and the kingdom she loves.
Forgiving Darkness is the first epic installment of the seductive dark fantasy romance duology, Binary Souls.
Perfect for fans
Fated MatesFound FamilyRedemptionBetrayalHidden WorldsFae MagicBecause every romantasy reader deserves a story that feels dangerous, seductive, and unforgettable, start Forgiving Darkness today.
366 pages, Kindle Edition
Published December 13, 2024
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About the author
Cat Sirota
2 books44 followersCat Sirota moved to Middle Earth (known informally as New Zealand) at the age of 12. The moody, romantic landscape inspired her passion for fantasy novels and would go on to shape her own fiction writing, setting the scene for lush worldbuilding, dark characters, and satisfying plot twists.
Every morning, at 5am, long before her rambunctious household has risen, Cat pours a cup of coffee and gets to work. When she isn’t writing and editing, she’s lost in the stories of authors like LJ Andrews, Penn Cole, and Jennifer L. Armentrout. For Cat, only one thing trumps the magical alchemy of reading, and that is crafting new portals of escapism in her own stories.
Every morning, at 5am, long before her rambunctious household has risen, Cat pours a cup of coffee and gets to work. When she isn’t writing and editing, she’s lost in the stories of authors like LJ Andrews, Penn Cole, and Jennifer L. Armentrout. For Cat, only one thing trumps the magical alchemy of reading, and that is crafting new portals of escapism in her own stories.
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February 3, 2025
*Received an ARC via NetGalley in return for an honest review*
Lets start with the good things about this novel. Sirota does a marvellous job creating scenery and helping you to visualise the characters, I never spent one moment wandering what everything looked like- particularly the dark forest and King Rodden, and the pure visual elements had me so intrigued I kept reading. I want to especially mention the first scene with running through tall grasses, I could almost feel the wefts brushing past me as I read. Absolutely fantastic imagery. The entire character of Estrid, being seen as almost a dark witch who lives in the forest and scares of village folk but being very different on the inside was really interesting, and I loved the scenes in the first quarter of the book of her just going about her daily life. I really want to see more from this author even if I didn't personally enjoy this novel as much as I wanted, I feel they have so much potential!
In terms of things that needed work, there is a lot.
The most noticeable problem I couldn't get over the entire book was the use of the present tense within a third person POV. It kept jarring me every page and I struggled to actually enjoy the story because I found myself getting made aware of how I wasn't reading from the characters unique perspective but instead was meant to be watching the scene from a distance. Traditionally, third person is used with past tense, and the only exceptions are found within incredibly skilled writers who are using it with intention. I think this entire novel needed a redraft under the eye of a seasoned editor with either the tense changing, or it changing to first person POV's for different characters.
Lastly, I think this story really needed to have about 2-3 chapters in the beginning following Estrid alone in the woods/trying to escape from her father pre-events to really sell us on who she is, I think we the readers needed more from her to really get in her head and know who she is as a person.
Much love to the author, I hope to see more!
Lets start with the good things about this novel. Sirota does a marvellous job creating scenery and helping you to visualise the characters, I never spent one moment wandering what everything looked like- particularly the dark forest and King Rodden, and the pure visual elements had me so intrigued I kept reading. I want to especially mention the first scene with running through tall grasses, I could almost feel the wefts brushing past me as I read. Absolutely fantastic imagery. The entire character of Estrid, being seen as almost a dark witch who lives in the forest and scares of village folk but being very different on the inside was really interesting, and I loved the scenes in the first quarter of the book of her just going about her daily life. I really want to see more from this author even if I didn't personally enjoy this novel as much as I wanted, I feel they have so much potential!
In terms of things that needed work, there is a lot.
The most noticeable problem I couldn't get over the entire book was the use of the present tense within a third person POV. It kept jarring me every page and I struggled to actually enjoy the story because I found myself getting made aware of how I wasn't reading from the characters unique perspective but instead was meant to be watching the scene from a distance. Traditionally, third person is used with past tense, and the only exceptions are found within incredibly skilled writers who are using it with intention. I think this entire novel needed a redraft under the eye of a seasoned editor with either the tense changing, or it changing to first person POV's for different characters.
Lastly, I think this story really needed to have about 2-3 chapters in the beginning following Estrid alone in the woods/trying to escape from her father pre-events to really sell us on who she is, I think we the readers needed more from her to really get in her head and know who she is as a person.
Much love to the author, I hope to see more!
December 12, 2024
4⭐️!
Wow! For a debut novel this was pretty damn good! (Also, bonus points because the author lives in New Zealand, where I’m from!)
To be honest, the cover art is what initially drew me in. It’s so fucking sick I love it! And then the blurb sounded interesting too and I knew I had to give this a go and I’m really pleased I did.
I like to think that world maps should be a standard inclusion in fantasy books, so I loved the fact that there was one!
What makes this a 4 star read rather than 5 is that I have a couple grievances. For starters, although I like Estrid and Zain as characters, I do think their relationship was quite rushed and because of this I didn’t really see much chemistry between them or connect with them how I would’ve liked to. I would’ve loved to hear more backstories about them. Also, for two powerful characters who have gone through some bad things, they were very trusting of each other in the start, which I felt was a bit unrealistic.
Secondly, I would’ve really liked some more development and backstory about the Courts (Shadow Court in particular) and a bit more world-building so I hope book two will deliver on this!
There were some things I also really enjoyed, like the contrast between the characters having light magic versus shadow magic, and I LOVED that it was the FMC that had the shadow magic rather than the MMC. The shadow magic is so interesting (and deadly) and I want more!
The plot was super interesting and adrenaline-filled which was super cool to read.
I will say, the first few chapters really draw you in, but then the story falls flat in the middle, before picking up again in the second half. Goddamn that second half was SO good. Infinitely better than the first half. And that battle and ending? Amazing!
I am really glad I had the opportunity to read this, and I am excited for book two!
Thank you to NetGalley, the publisher, and Cat Sirota for providing me with an ARC in exchange for an honest review!
Wow! For a debut novel this was pretty damn good! (Also, bonus points because the author lives in New Zealand, where I’m from!)
To be honest, the cover art is what initially drew me in. It’s so fucking sick I love it! And then the blurb sounded interesting too and I knew I had to give this a go and I’m really pleased I did.
I like to think that world maps should be a standard inclusion in fantasy books, so I loved the fact that there was one!
What makes this a 4 star read rather than 5 is that I have a couple grievances. For starters, although I like Estrid and Zain as characters, I do think their relationship was quite rushed and because of this I didn’t really see much chemistry between them or connect with them how I would’ve liked to. I would’ve loved to hear more backstories about them. Also, for two powerful characters who have gone through some bad things, they were very trusting of each other in the start, which I felt was a bit unrealistic.
Secondly, I would’ve really liked some more development and backstory about the Courts (Shadow Court in particular) and a bit more world-building so I hope book two will deliver on this!
There were some things I also really enjoyed, like the contrast between the characters having light magic versus shadow magic, and I LOVED that it was the FMC that had the shadow magic rather than the MMC. The shadow magic is so interesting (and deadly) and I want more!
The plot was super interesting and adrenaline-filled which was super cool to read.
I will say, the first few chapters really draw you in, but then the story falls flat in the middle, before picking up again in the second half. Goddamn that second half was SO good. Infinitely better than the first half. And that battle and ending? Amazing!
I am really glad I had the opportunity to read this, and I am excited for book two!
Thank you to NetGalley, the publisher, and Cat Sirota for providing me with an ARC in exchange for an honest review!
December 13, 2024
I was blown away by this remarkable debut! You couldn't even tell it was a debut. The writing, the story, the characters, the world building; it was all phenomenal!
Forgiving Darkness: Book 1 in a Binary Souls Duology by Cat Sirota follows Estrid, a 19 year old witch who has run away from her father, the king. She encounters an injured male in the woods she's been hiding in. He happens to be a extremely handsome, mysterious, and has a ton of dangerous secrets. Oh, and did I mention? He's fae and has no idea how he portalled to the human realm.
This is the first installment in this dark fantasy romance duology.
I enjoyed this book so much. It was full of twists and turns and had me hooked from the first page! I liked that it wasn't the typical fae romantasy. It had many unique and surprising pieces.
It kept me interested from page 1 until the very end. And there were just enough details, that it was still surprising but easy to read and understand what was going on.
I am so excited for the next installment! Thank you to NetGalley and Cat Sirota for providing me with an ARC of this book!
Forgiving Darkness: Book 1 in a Binary Souls Duology by Cat Sirota follows Estrid, a 19 year old witch who has run away from her father, the king. She encounters an injured male in the woods she's been hiding in. He happens to be a extremely handsome, mysterious, and has a ton of dangerous secrets. Oh, and did I mention? He's fae and has no idea how he portalled to the human realm.
This is the first installment in this dark fantasy romance duology.
I enjoyed this book so much. It was full of twists and turns and had me hooked from the first page! I liked that it wasn't the typical fae romantasy. It had many unique and surprising pieces.
It kept me interested from page 1 until the very end. And there were just enough details, that it was still surprising but easy to read and understand what was going on.
I am so excited for the next installment! Thank you to NetGalley and Cat Sirota for providing me with an ARC of this book!
December 28, 2024
Summary:
Forgiving Darkness is a breathtaking dark romantasy that grips you from the very first page. With a stunning cover that perfectly matches the enchanting yet ominous tone of the story, this book is a must-read for fans of A Court of Thorns and Roses. It weaves together thrilling world-building, dynamic character growth, and an unpredictable plot full of twists and turns. The story features fascinating fae characters, a human world on the brink of destruction, and a dark mage and ruthless king who must be stopped. It’s a gripping blend of romance, danger, and magic that will leave you desperate for more.
Full Review:
What an incredible read! I couldn’t put this book down—it had me completely hooked from the start. The world-building was immersive, and the characters were all so compelling. I especially loved how each character showed real personal growth throughout the story. Initially, I thought the plot might be predictable, starting as a sweet romance with a touch of magic, but I was completely wrong. As the story progressed, it grew darker, richer, and more surprising, with twists that kept me on the edge of my seat.
The romantic tension was captivating, and the hints of spice added to the intensity without overshadowing the intricate plot. Every reveal heightened the stakes, making the narrative more thrilling. And that ending? Absolutely devastating. The cliffhanger left me sobbing, unable to move on to anything else for hours.
If you love dark fantasy with unforgettable characters and a touch of romance, Forgiving Darkness is for you. The only downside is the wait for the sequel—I need the second book in the Binary Souls Duology on my shelf as soon as possible! This series is destined for a place of honor in my collection.
Many thanks to NetGalley for providing me with the opportunity to read this ARC.
Forgiving Darkness is a breathtaking dark romantasy that grips you from the very first page. With a stunning cover that perfectly matches the enchanting yet ominous tone of the story, this book is a must-read for fans of A Court of Thorns and Roses. It weaves together thrilling world-building, dynamic character growth, and an unpredictable plot full of twists and turns. The story features fascinating fae characters, a human world on the brink of destruction, and a dark mage and ruthless king who must be stopped. It’s a gripping blend of romance, danger, and magic that will leave you desperate for more.
Full Review:
What an incredible read! I couldn’t put this book down—it had me completely hooked from the start. The world-building was immersive, and the characters were all so compelling. I especially loved how each character showed real personal growth throughout the story. Initially, I thought the plot might be predictable, starting as a sweet romance with a touch of magic, but I was completely wrong. As the story progressed, it grew darker, richer, and more surprising, with twists that kept me on the edge of my seat.
The romantic tension was captivating, and the hints of spice added to the intensity without overshadowing the intricate plot. Every reveal heightened the stakes, making the narrative more thrilling. And that ending? Absolutely devastating. The cliffhanger left me sobbing, unable to move on to anything else for hours.
If you love dark fantasy with unforgettable characters and a touch of romance, Forgiving Darkness is for you. The only downside is the wait for the sequel—I need the second book in the Binary Souls Duology on my shelf as soon as possible! This series is destined for a place of honor in my collection.
Many thanks to NetGalley for providing me with the opportunity to read this ARC.
June 23, 2025
First of all I want to thank #Netgalley for the chance to read #ForgivingDarkness by #CatSirota in return for a fair and honest review.
Estrid has always had a power unlike anyone else in her life. It a power that caused her father King Rodden used her to conquer others in the name of power. He used his mage Neros to control her until she was finally able to escape them. Now she lives in the Dark Forest with her wolf Rafe trying to redeem herself for the many lives she took under the control of her father and Neros.
Fate however has a way of inserting itself into our lives and for Estrid fate was about to intrude upon her in the form of a startling handsome and muscular summer fae named Zain. The next thing Estrid knows her life is full of fae and fae courts.
Something dark is coming for all of fae and for those in the human realm and Estrid's power holds the key to releasing it. Together with humans and Fae alike they must find a way to defeat the darkness coming for them all while trying to unlearn many biases that threaten to undermine everything they are trying to save.
#ForgivingDarkness by #CatSirota is a great book centered very much around family, found and biological alike. I truly recommend reading it!
Estrid has always had a power unlike anyone else in her life. It a power that caused her father King Rodden used her to conquer others in the name of power. He used his mage Neros to control her until she was finally able to escape them. Now she lives in the Dark Forest with her wolf Rafe trying to redeem herself for the many lives she took under the control of her father and Neros.
Fate however has a way of inserting itself into our lives and for Estrid fate was about to intrude upon her in the form of a startling handsome and muscular summer fae named Zain. The next thing Estrid knows her life is full of fae and fae courts.
Something dark is coming for all of fae and for those in the human realm and Estrid's power holds the key to releasing it. Together with humans and Fae alike they must find a way to defeat the darkness coming for them all while trying to unlearn many biases that threaten to undermine everything they are trying to save.
#ForgivingDarkness by #CatSirota is a great book centered very much around family, found and biological alike. I truly recommend reading it!
August 28, 2025
Forgiving Darkness pulled me in from the very first chapter. Following a 19 year old witch who escapes her father the King and stumbles across an injured fae male in the woods, the story blends danger, romance, and magic in such an engaging way. I enjoyed the worldbuilding and the characters, especially the protective, caring MMC and the fated mates element, which added a layer of tension and sweetness to their connection. It was a fast, easy read that kept me turning pages, and I’m looking forward to seeing how the Binary Souls Duology wraps up in the next book
February 22, 2025
Such an epic book to be a debut! I was completely captivated from the first chapters and loved getting immersed within the world building that Cat created! The plot twists are wonderfully heart wrenching and the shadow magic X light magic element is SO COOL! I’m still high from the adrenaline that this book is filled with! 100% recommend!
January 8, 2025
The plot was a tired rehashing of the classic fae plot we’ve been reading so much of, but with nothing unique to distinguish it. Significantly more telling than showing, particularly via the characters’ inner monologue. I struggled to feel connection to the characters, perhaps because I struggled to find the plot compelling. I think more backstory for Estrid might be beneficial in this regard.
Overall, while the book shows promise, it reads more like a first draft than a polished final product. I truly appreciate the hard work the author has poured into this project, and I never want to diminish anyone’s creative dreams. My suggestion would be to collaborate with a skilled editor to refine the story into the gripping read I believe it has the potential to become.
Unfortunately, I DNF’d after chapter four.
Thank you to NetGalley for providing the ARC!
Overall, while the book shows promise, it reads more like a first draft than a polished final product. I truly appreciate the hard work the author has poured into this project, and I never want to diminish anyone’s creative dreams. My suggestion would be to collaborate with a skilled editor to refine the story into the gripping read I believe it has the potential to become.
Unfortunately, I DNF’d after chapter four.
Thank you to NetGalley for providing the ARC!
January 13, 2025
This one had me hooked from the first chapter! For a debut this was so well written and atmospheric, I was instantly drawn into the world and the characters.
The world gave ACOTAR vibes - season themed courts, an evil ‘shadow’ court, fae and human realms. Going on a journey across the realms to stop an evil ruler from decimating their world.
The MMC Zain was a young king with the responsibility of a court on his shoulders. Faced with a familial war when his uncle turns against him and tries to take over the kingdom.
He seemed to instantly fall for Estrid and was always conflicted with doing the best for her or his kingdom. Overall I liked him as a MMC, he makes some questionable choices and some things happen outside of his control - but overall he’s a loyal likeable guy and I can’t wait to see what happens with him in book 2.
The FMC - Estrid - was so intriguing. She was so powerful, not only with her shadow powers but also in combat. Her guilt over her actions and want for redemption really shone through. She feels remorse at how she was used in the past and the pain it caused, so now she isolates herself and tries to help people. She really went on a self discovery journey throughout this book and am curious to know how her story ends!
In terms of side characters, Rafe was my fave. It is, however, weird how many romantasy heroines have a pet wolf, who’s meant to be a dangerous deadly creature but a big softy for her.
I was also a massive fan of Alvey. He was loyal to his brother, but also seemed to be a protector of the everyone. Really liked his character. Big brother vibes with Estrid.
Another side character, Des, had a redemption arc throughout the book. She was highly
unlikable at the start but went through major character development and was one of my favourites by the end.
The relationship between the MMC & the FMC - not instalove but he was attracted to her from the start. The fact she saved and cared for him. They were perfect for each other - their powers were yin and Yang. Balanced each other out perfectly. Loved the imagery that she was this powerful witch everyone feared, yet he just saw a woman he wanted to protect and wasn’t afraid of her darkness.
With betrayals, found family and tension - Forgiving Darkness is a fantastic novel I would recommend! The relationships between the characters in this book and the journey they go on just make this a really enjoyable read.
ARC copy provided by C R Sirota Industries LTC & NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
The world gave ACOTAR vibes - season themed courts, an evil ‘shadow’ court, fae and human realms. Going on a journey across the realms to stop an evil ruler from decimating their world.
The MMC Zain was a young king with the responsibility of a court on his shoulders. Faced with a familial war when his uncle turns against him and tries to take over the kingdom.
He seemed to instantly fall for Estrid and was always conflicted with doing the best for her or his kingdom. Overall I liked him as a MMC, he makes some questionable choices and some things happen outside of his control - but overall he’s a loyal likeable guy and I can’t wait to see what happens with him in book 2.
The FMC - Estrid - was so intriguing. She was so powerful, not only with her shadow powers but also in combat. Her guilt over her actions and want for redemption really shone through. She feels remorse at how she was used in the past and the pain it caused, so now she isolates herself and tries to help people. She really went on a self discovery journey throughout this book and am curious to know how her story ends!
In terms of side characters, Rafe was my fave. It is, however, weird how many romantasy heroines have a pet wolf, who’s meant to be a dangerous deadly creature but a big softy for her.
I was also a massive fan of Alvey. He was loyal to his brother, but also seemed to be a protector of the everyone. Really liked his character. Big brother vibes with Estrid.
Another side character, Des, had a redemption arc throughout the book. She was highly
unlikable at the start but went through major character development and was one of my favourites by the end.
The relationship between the MMC & the FMC - not instalove but he was attracted to her from the start. The fact she saved and cared for him. They were perfect for each other - their powers were yin and Yang. Balanced each other out perfectly. Loved the imagery that she was this powerful witch everyone feared, yet he just saw a woman he wanted to protect and wasn’t afraid of her darkness.
With betrayals, found family and tension - Forgiving Darkness is a fantastic novel I would recommend! The relationships between the characters in this book and the journey they go on just make this a really enjoyable read.
ARC copy provided by C R Sirota Industries LTC & NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
December 22, 2024
Thank you NetGalley, the Author Cat Sirota and Victory Editing for an early copy in exchange of an honest review.
The start of this book was amazing, Estrid was realistic, her ways of speaking and uncertainty with Zain when he popped up waved a perfect start to the book. Alvey bless his sweet soul needs to have more screen time in book 2 or I will riot while I'll be if Del doesn't end up with Mr It's-been-a-while-since-I-lost. But for me the MVP of the book is hands down Rafe, oh you lovely wolf I want 10 versions of you to keep close to me at every time.
This of mine is a question with spoilers:
Sooo many questions which I hope will be answered with the sequel and last installation of this duology.
The book felt...lacking after I passed the first half, some (maybe all) twists were obvious. Taking out Zain's complement I hated the way Faris and Estrid became basically besties from day 2. With him always hugging her and her yet not calling her father with that title. It felt unreal, a bit forced, they don't know each other well (they aren't even family) and yet they go around hugging and grinning and displaying way too much affection. Especially since we were referred to how Estrid and Zella were raised while living under Rodden. (Another thing that felt short was Zella becoming so good into wielding a sword after what? A month? Two? Especially considering she isn't fae but 100% human.
Would this book had been better had it been 50 pages longer? Yes. Maybe with even less characters? Again Yes.
At the end, however, this is a gripping debut perfect for those who would like even remotely to have something close to SJM'S ACOTAR.
3.80⭐️ rounded up to 4 0.75/1🌶️
The start of this book was amazing, Estrid was realistic, her ways of speaking and uncertainty with Zain when he popped up waved a perfect start to the book. Alvey bless his sweet soul needs to have more screen time in book 2 or I will riot while I'll be if Del doesn't end up with Mr It's-been-a-while-since-I-lost. But for me the MVP of the book is hands down Rafe, oh you lovely wolf I want 10 versions of you to keep close to me at every time.
This of mine is a question with spoilers:
Sooo many questions which I hope will be answered with the sequel and last installation of this duology.
The book felt...lacking after I passed the first half, some (maybe all) twists were obvious. Taking out Zain's complement I hated the way Faris and Estrid became basically besties from day 2. With him always hugging her and her yet not calling her father with that title. It felt unreal, a bit forced, they don't know each other well (they aren't even family) and yet they go around hugging and grinning and displaying way too much affection. Especially since we were referred to how Estrid and Zella were raised while living under Rodden. (Another thing that felt short was Zella becoming so good into wielding a sword after what? A month? Two? Especially considering she isn't fae but 100% human.
Would this book had been better had it been 50 pages longer? Yes. Maybe with even less characters? Again Yes.
At the end, however, this is a gripping debut perfect for those who would like even remotely to have something close to SJM'S ACOTAR.
3.80⭐️ rounded up to 4 0.75/1🌶️
December 10, 2024
I really wanted to love this one. There's so much potential to the story, but unfortunately it fell a bit flat, though I will say it got a lot better in the second half which is the reason I'm giving it 3 stars and not 2.
Estrid as the daughter of the tyrant king could have been incredibly interesting, if: the relationship between her and Rodden had been better fleshed out, we had seen more of the kingdom and generally the topic had gotten more time.
I liked Zain and Estrid both well enough on their own, but the relationship was also incredibly rushed and to be honest I didn't feel a shred of chemistry between them.
The rest of the characters just felt flat, mainly because every interesting relationship was build off-page. We never saw Del and Estrid became anything resembling friends, we were just told about it. We never saw Estrid building the friendship with that bookstore owner either, it was just suddenly there.
The first half felt very rushed to get to the second part which was a lot better. We actually got some time to process some happenings for a while, there was actually some meaningful interactions and a bit more worldbuilding. But even then, give me details about the Shadow Court! Show me the city, show me more of the people, the history, the quirky little details that make a fantasy world feel alive. I would have loved more worldbuilding in this book.
Overall, I think this book would have benefitted from either having less happen or from having a couple hundred pages more. However, I would recommend giving this a go if you are just looking for a quick, fun fantasy read with fae.
Thank you to Netgalley and the publisher for the arc.
Estrid as the daughter of the tyrant king could have been incredibly interesting, if: the relationship between her and Rodden had been better fleshed out, we had seen more of the kingdom and generally the topic had gotten more time.
I liked Zain and Estrid both well enough on their own, but the relationship was also incredibly rushed and to be honest I didn't feel a shred of chemistry between them.
The rest of the characters just felt flat, mainly because every interesting relationship was build off-page. We never saw Del and Estrid became anything resembling friends, we were just told about it. We never saw Estrid building the friendship with that bookstore owner either, it was just suddenly there.
The first half felt very rushed to get to the second part which was a lot better. We actually got some time to process some happenings for a while, there was actually some meaningful interactions and a bit more worldbuilding. But even then, give me details about the Shadow Court! Show me the city, show me more of the people, the history, the quirky little details that make a fantasy world feel alive. I would have loved more worldbuilding in this book.
Overall, I think this book would have benefitted from either having less happen or from having a couple hundred pages more. However, I would recommend giving this a go if you are just looking for a quick, fun fantasy read with fae.
Thank you to Netgalley and the publisher for the arc.
January 5, 2025
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
Eistrid, known as the Witch, is living in isolation - hiding from the people who hate her and the people who want to control her. Saving an injured man, she’s drawn into the realm and politics of the Fae all whilst fighting for her own freedom among the humans.
Wow what a fantastic read - hard to believe this is a debut novel! I cannot wait for book 2. If you like fantasy with a hint of spice and lots of magic then this is for you!
Main characters - absolutely wonderfully crafted. Loved them all. Loved the tension in the middle to late part between some of the side characters as their arcs come out and how it all ended. Eistrid - loved her strong moral compass, her unwavering perseverance and that fact she was the shadow character! Zain - well there were times I wanted to punch him in the throat but hey we have all been there with that main man. All the side characters were great and would love to see them developed more in the future! Villans were done perfectly, hated them all - not an ounce of care for them at all!
Writing - very well done, the book gripped from the first page and kept me turning page after page. The writing, pace, suspense, structure was brilliant. If I had one comment - the character descriptions were flawless but I did find it difficult to get the same guidance for the world itself and found myself lacking in that area at times. It didn’t detract from how much I loved it.
Romance - I think this was done well. It wasn’t overly spicy; just the right amount for me. There was chemistry and would like to see that develop more in book 2 between the main characters and the side characters.
Genuinely cannot wait for book 2!
Eistrid, known as the Witch, is living in isolation - hiding from the people who hate her and the people who want to control her. Saving an injured man, she’s drawn into the realm and politics of the Fae all whilst fighting for her own freedom among the humans.
Wow what a fantastic read - hard to believe this is a debut novel! I cannot wait for book 2. If you like fantasy with a hint of spice and lots of magic then this is for you!
Main characters - absolutely wonderfully crafted. Loved them all. Loved the tension in the middle to late part between some of the side characters as their arcs come out and how it all ended. Eistrid - loved her strong moral compass, her unwavering perseverance and that fact she was the shadow character! Zain - well there were times I wanted to punch him in the throat but hey we have all been there with that main man. All the side characters were great and would love to see them developed more in the future! Villans were done perfectly, hated them all - not an ounce of care for them at all!
Writing - very well done, the book gripped from the first page and kept me turning page after page. The writing, pace, suspense, structure was brilliant. If I had one comment - the character descriptions were flawless but I did find it difficult to get the same guidance for the world itself and found myself lacking in that area at times. It didn’t detract from how much I loved it.
Romance - I think this was done well. It wasn’t overly spicy; just the right amount for me. There was chemistry and would like to see that develop more in book 2 between the main characters and the side characters.
Genuinely cannot wait for book 2!
May 12, 2025
Estrid, a powerful young witch and the fugitive daughter of a tyrannical king, lives in hiding to escape her dark legacy. Her quiet exile is disrupted when she discovers a wounded and mysterious Fae in the Dark Forest. As secrets unravel, their encounter threatens not only Estrid’s hard-won freedom but also the fate of the kingdom itself.
I was lucky enough to meet Cat Sirota at Ages of Pages and she signed my copy!! She was an absolute dream to meet, so kind and lovely! That made reading this book even more special. The fact that she’s a New Zealand author just makes my heart happy too!
This book was everything I needed. As a debut novel, it absolutely blew me away. The writing was so descriptive and beautiful, it painted such vivid pictures in my mind and really brought the world to life. The cover is stunning as well! I felt so drawn to it right from the start
There were so many twists and turns throughout the story, which kept me completely hooked. The romance was soft and beautiful, and I loved every second of it. Estrid is such an intriguing and powerful FMC. I can’t wait to see how much stronger she becomes in book 2. And Rafe ... he is perfect. I need more of him in every single chapter next time! He adds such a sweet, adorable element to the story that I couldn’t get enough of
The side characters were also a highlight. I fell in love with them and looked forward to every scene they were in. The tropes were so good: shadow magic, betrayal, fated mates, hidden world, redemption, found family, chosen one ... just everything I love wrapped into one magical story
This is book one in a duology and I am SO eager for the next one. I need to know what happens!! I highly recommend diving into this magical world!
I was lucky enough to meet Cat Sirota at Ages of Pages and she signed my copy!! She was an absolute dream to meet, so kind and lovely! That made reading this book even more special. The fact that she’s a New Zealand author just makes my heart happy too!
This book was everything I needed. As a debut novel, it absolutely blew me away. The writing was so descriptive and beautiful, it painted such vivid pictures in my mind and really brought the world to life. The cover is stunning as well! I felt so drawn to it right from the start
There were so many twists and turns throughout the story, which kept me completely hooked. The romance was soft and beautiful, and I loved every second of it. Estrid is such an intriguing and powerful FMC. I can’t wait to see how much stronger she becomes in book 2. And Rafe ... he is perfect. I need more of him in every single chapter next time! He adds such a sweet, adorable element to the story that I couldn’t get enough of
The side characters were also a highlight. I fell in love with them and looked forward to every scene they were in. The tropes were so good: shadow magic, betrayal, fated mates, hidden world, redemption, found family, chosen one ... just everything I love wrapped into one magical story
This is book one in a duology and I am SO eager for the next one. I need to know what happens!! I highly recommend diving into this magical world!
January 31, 2025
Thank you NetGalley and C R Sirota Industries LTC for this eCopy to review
Forgiving Darkness by Cat Sirota took me on an intense journey into a fantastical world filled with magic, power struggles, and personal redemption. The story follows Estrid, a nineteen-year-old witch, who has escaped the tyranny of her father, King Rodden, to live in self-imposed exile. Estrid's life is one of constant vigilance, always on the lookout for her father's soldiers.
During a hunting trip in the Dark Forest, Estrid encounters a mysterious and gravely injured Fae, Zain. This meeting sets off a chain of events that forces Estrid to confront her past, her powers, and the true nature of the Fae. As she navigates the complexities of her growing bond with Zain, Estrid discovers secrets that challenge her understanding of her world and herself.
Sirota's writing is richly descriptive, bringing the dark and eerie landscape to life. The characters are multi-dimensional and their development throughout the story is both believable and compelling. The themes of betrayal, forgiveness, and the struggle for freedom are skilfully woven into the narrative, making for a thought-provoking read.
The plot is full of unexpected twists and turns that kept me on the edge of my seat. Just when I thought I had everything figured out, a new revelation would completely upend my expectations. The climax was both thrilling and emotionally satisfying, leaving me eager for the next book in the duology.
In conclusion, Forgiving Darkness is a beautifully crafted fantasy novel that combines intricate world-building with deep emotional characters, making it a must-read for fans of fantasy and dark romance.
Forgiving Darkness by Cat Sirota took me on an intense journey into a fantastical world filled with magic, power struggles, and personal redemption. The story follows Estrid, a nineteen-year-old witch, who has escaped the tyranny of her father, King Rodden, to live in self-imposed exile. Estrid's life is one of constant vigilance, always on the lookout for her father's soldiers.
During a hunting trip in the Dark Forest, Estrid encounters a mysterious and gravely injured Fae, Zain. This meeting sets off a chain of events that forces Estrid to confront her past, her powers, and the true nature of the Fae. As she navigates the complexities of her growing bond with Zain, Estrid discovers secrets that challenge her understanding of her world and herself.
Sirota's writing is richly descriptive, bringing the dark and eerie landscape to life. The characters are multi-dimensional and their development throughout the story is both believable and compelling. The themes of betrayal, forgiveness, and the struggle for freedom are skilfully woven into the narrative, making for a thought-provoking read.
The plot is full of unexpected twists and turns that kept me on the edge of my seat. Just when I thought I had everything figured out, a new revelation would completely upend my expectations. The climax was both thrilling and emotionally satisfying, leaving me eager for the next book in the duology.
In conclusion, Forgiving Darkness is a beautifully crafted fantasy novel that combines intricate world-building with deep emotional characters, making it a must-read for fans of fantasy and dark romance.
March 20, 2025
Some books whisper their magic; Forgiving Darkness sinks its claws in and demands you listen. Cat Sirota delivers a dark, seductive fantasy where trust is fragile, secrets cut deep, and fate is as much a curse as it is a promise.
From the moment I met Estrid, I was all in. A runaway princess, a witch with power burning beneath her skin, and a woman desperate to carve out a life free from her father’s cruelty. She’s been hunted, hardened, and haunted by the legacy she wants nothing to do with. But fate? It doesn’t care about what she wants.
Enter him—a wounded, golden-haired Fae who should be everything Estrid fears. Even bleeding, he exudes power. Even weakened, he is danger incarnate. And yet, she saves him. And that? Changes everything.
The tension between them is deliciously sharp, filled with mistrust, slow-burning desire, and the kind of connection that both could destroy. But what really gripped me was the web of deception tightening around them. Neither Estrid nor her Fae stranger are who they seem. And as truths unravel, the real question isn’t if they’ll betray each other—but when.
🔥 What I loved:
✔️ A witch with fire in her veins and a past that refuses to let go
✔️ A Fae lord dripping in secrets and deadly charm
✔️ Slow-burn romance packed with tension, mistrust, and undeniable attraction
✔️ A rich, dark world where magic thrives in the shadows
✔️ An ending that had me desperate for Book 2
If you love fantasy steeped in secrets, passion, and impossible choices, Forgiving Darkness is your next obsession. Betrayal is coming. The only question is—who will survive it? 🔥✨.
From the moment I met Estrid, I was all in. A runaway princess, a witch with power burning beneath her skin, and a woman desperate to carve out a life free from her father’s cruelty. She’s been hunted, hardened, and haunted by the legacy she wants nothing to do with. But fate? It doesn’t care about what she wants.
Enter him—a wounded, golden-haired Fae who should be everything Estrid fears. Even bleeding, he exudes power. Even weakened, he is danger incarnate. And yet, she saves him. And that? Changes everything.
The tension between them is deliciously sharp, filled with mistrust, slow-burning desire, and the kind of connection that both could destroy. But what really gripped me was the web of deception tightening around them. Neither Estrid nor her Fae stranger are who they seem. And as truths unravel, the real question isn’t if they’ll betray each other—but when.
🔥 What I loved:
✔️ A witch with fire in her veins and a past that refuses to let go
✔️ A Fae lord dripping in secrets and deadly charm
✔️ Slow-burn romance packed with tension, mistrust, and undeniable attraction
✔️ A rich, dark world where magic thrives in the shadows
✔️ An ending that had me desperate for Book 2
If you love fantasy steeped in secrets, passion, and impossible choices, Forgiving Darkness is your next obsession. Betrayal is coming. The only question is—who will survive it? 🔥✨.
December 15, 2024
ARC Review <3: This book has the type of trope that is my favorite- girl in human world meets fae from a faerie world, and gets thrown into all their drama. The story is interesting from the first chapter, and i found myself having a lot of questions after only a few pages- so it definitely leaves you wanting to know more from the start.
I felt like the story at times did end up being a bit rushed, as we jump very quickly forward and I wish that we were left in a bit more suspense throughout the book. However, the story is very action filled all the way through, which is a big plus. The pacing did however affect how i connected with the characters, as i felt like i could not connect as deeply with them as i would like- including that i wish there was a bit more character development.
However this book does have lots of twists and turns from the very start, that will intrigue fantasy lovers. I also found myself really liking a lot of the side characters, with their banter and sass. And of course one of my favorite things about this story is Estrid's wolf companion, Rafe. Absolutely loved him. And the ending was a major cliffhanger, that will definitely leave you with lots of questions!
I would recommend this book to fantasy readers that love a fast-paced and action filled book with a cute romance, companion animals, found family, twists & turns, and fae. A solid debut novel from Cat Sirota! <3
Thank you so much to Netgalley and Cat Sirota for providing me with this ARC!
I felt like the story at times did end up being a bit rushed, as we jump very quickly forward and I wish that we were left in a bit more suspense throughout the book. However, the story is very action filled all the way through, which is a big plus. The pacing did however affect how i connected with the characters, as i felt like i could not connect as deeply with them as i would like- including that i wish there was a bit more character development.
However this book does have lots of twists and turns from the very start, that will intrigue fantasy lovers. I also found myself really liking a lot of the side characters, with their banter and sass. And of course one of my favorite things about this story is Estrid's wolf companion, Rafe. Absolutely loved him. And the ending was a major cliffhanger, that will definitely leave you with lots of questions!
I would recommend this book to fantasy readers that love a fast-paced and action filled book with a cute romance, companion animals, found family, twists & turns, and fae. A solid debut novel from Cat Sirota! <3
Thank you so much to Netgalley and Cat Sirota for providing me with this ARC!
February 28, 2025
The concept of the book is undeniably captivating, showcasing the author's impressive imagination and ability to create a rich and immersive world. The vivid imagery leaps off the page, painting the scenes in such detail that you can almost feel yourself standing alongside the characters. This strength in descriptive writing is one of the book's standout qualities, and it deserves full recognition.
However, where the book falls short for me is in its portrayal of the romance. While the relationship is positioned as a pivotal element of the narrative, it feels rushed almost as if the emotions are declared without being fully earned. The characters seem to move from strangers to deeply connected partners in an instant, leaving the romance feeling somewhat unconvincing and hollow. The lack of gradual development or meaningful build-up to their connection makes it difficult to become truly invested in their journey. I found myself wishing for those small, subtle moments of growth and emotional exchange that make love stories feel genuine and impactful.
Ultimately, while the book excels in its imaginative world-building and evocative descriptions, the emotional depth and authenticity of the romance left me wanting more. With a stronger foundation for the characters' relationship, the story could have reached greater heights and delivered a more resonant experience.
However, where the book falls short for me is in its portrayal of the romance. While the relationship is positioned as a pivotal element of the narrative, it feels rushed almost as if the emotions are declared without being fully earned. The characters seem to move from strangers to deeply connected partners in an instant, leaving the romance feeling somewhat unconvincing and hollow. The lack of gradual development or meaningful build-up to their connection makes it difficult to become truly invested in their journey. I found myself wishing for those small, subtle moments of growth and emotional exchange that make love stories feel genuine and impactful.
Ultimately, while the book excels in its imaginative world-building and evocative descriptions, the emotional depth and authenticity of the romance left me wanting more. With a stronger foundation for the characters' relationship, the story could have reached greater heights and delivered a more resonant experience.
September 20, 2025
It's extremely shocking, especially because I'm from NZ, that this is the first Kiwi author's novel I've read!
Cat Sirota is a beautiful writer, and her writing immerses you into the world she has created. You can picture everything in remarkable detail, which can be vary rare without confusing the reader with an overload of world building, but I think she's done it amazingly.
It could be because I'm used to slow burns, or because I've learnt to never trust the first love interest in a fantasy novel, but I found the chemistry between Zain and Estrid to be a bit fast.There was no real build up between the two characters, it was very much 'love at first sight' sort of vibes. Now this isn't a bad thing, it's quite refreshing from all the other fantasy novels I've read recently. Estrid also felt a bit naive, but to be fair, she was living in isolation with a wolf as her only companion. I did fall in love with the characters, and Alvey and Rafe will easily become some of your instant favourites, especially if you loved Kingsley (Assistant to the Villain) and Carrion Swift (Quicksilver).
This book hooked me from the get go, and I somehow managed to devour it within a day with 2 kids under 2. I can't wait for book two to be released, and I say with certainty, if you're on the fence about whether or not to read this book, get off it. You won't be disappointed.
Cat Sirota is a beautiful writer, and her writing immerses you into the world she has created. You can picture everything in remarkable detail, which can be vary rare without confusing the reader with an overload of world building, but I think she's done it amazingly.
It could be because I'm used to slow burns, or because I've learnt to never trust the first love interest in a fantasy novel, but I found the chemistry between Zain and Estrid to be a bit fast.There was no real build up between the two characters, it was very much 'love at first sight' sort of vibes. Now this isn't a bad thing, it's quite refreshing from all the other fantasy novels I've read recently. Estrid also felt a bit naive, but to be fair, she was living in isolation with a wolf as her only companion. I did fall in love with the characters, and Alvey and Rafe will easily become some of your instant favourites, especially if you loved Kingsley (Assistant to the Villain) and Carrion Swift (Quicksilver).
This book hooked me from the get go, and I somehow managed to devour it within a day with 2 kids under 2. I can't wait for book two to be released, and I say with certainty, if you're on the fence about whether or not to read this book, get off it. You won't be disappointed.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
January 2, 2025
Estrid, known as the Dark Witch to the people, has been on the run from King Rodden. Hidden in the Dark Forest, she finds solitude in a small cottage with her wolf dog Rafe until she finds a wounded Fae. After helping him, things aren't the same as she has to leave behind her refuge in the forest to save the people and kingdom she loves.
The beginning of this was really strong and the magic was so interesting I thought for sure this would be a quick read. There were several aspects I liked about this. Rafe, the interesting magic of Estrid, the mystery of the human world and Faery, and a few choice characters. With good though there is “bad.” It did slow down a lot, became pretty predictable, and there wasn't much chemistry between the FMC/MMC. There wasn't much connection to any of the characters really aside from just liking their attitude.
I wish the battle scenes had a little more feeling to it, or really just the whole book. Sometimes it felt like things were happening around the characters rather than the characters actually making decisions to get there. This wasn't a bad read for all the magic in it, though i just couldn't connect to the story and characters themselves.
Thank you to Netgalley and the publisher for the ARC ❤️
The beginning of this was really strong and the magic was so interesting I thought for sure this would be a quick read. There were several aspects I liked about this. Rafe, the interesting magic of Estrid, the mystery of the human world and Faery, and a few choice characters. With good though there is “bad.” It did slow down a lot, became pretty predictable, and there wasn't much chemistry between the FMC/MMC. There wasn't much connection to any of the characters really aside from just liking their attitude.
I wish the battle scenes had a little more feeling to it, or really just the whole book. Sometimes it felt like things were happening around the characters rather than the characters actually making decisions to get there. This wasn't a bad read for all the magic in it, though i just couldn't connect to the story and characters themselves.
Thank you to Netgalley and the publisher for the ARC ❤️
December 10, 2024
✨Forgiving Darkness - Cat Sirota✨
“So, you two seem to be better then?”
Okay, I’m internally screaming right now! This debut book by Cat Sirota is everything. I had the privilege of reading Forgiving Darkness as an ARC, and let me tell you! This is why I sometimes loath unfinished series, that Cliffhanger! Absolutely Wild, buttt totally worth it! 😅😏
We follow Estrid, a nineteen year old runaway with some deep secrets and regrets. She’s trying to atone for past deeds while staying out of reach from those who want to use her. Her quiet life of solitude gets totally thrown a curve ball when she encounters a wounded fae during a hunting trip in the Dark Forest. Oh, and did I mention he’s dangerous….and smokin hot?🥵
This book is the first in the Binary Souls duology, and let’s just say I’m on the edge of my seat waiting for more. The good news? You won’t have to wait long to jump into this world! Forgiving Darkness officially drops on Friday, 13th December 2024!
Tropes:
✨Magic
🧚♀️Fae
🖤Dark Romance
🗡️Baddass FMC
Rating:
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️/out of 5
🌶️🌶️/out of 5
“So, you two seem to be better then?”
Okay, I’m internally screaming right now! This debut book by Cat Sirota is everything. I had the privilege of reading Forgiving Darkness as an ARC, and let me tell you! This is why I sometimes loath unfinished series, that Cliffhanger! Absolutely Wild, buttt totally worth it! 😅😏
We follow Estrid, a nineteen year old runaway with some deep secrets and regrets. She’s trying to atone for past deeds while staying out of reach from those who want to use her. Her quiet life of solitude gets totally thrown a curve ball when she encounters a wounded fae during a hunting trip in the Dark Forest. Oh, and did I mention he’s dangerous….and smokin hot?🥵
This book is the first in the Binary Souls duology, and let’s just say I’m on the edge of my seat waiting for more. The good news? You won’t have to wait long to jump into this world! Forgiving Darkness officially drops on Friday, 13th December 2024!
Tropes:
✨Magic
🧚♀️Fae
🖤Dark Romance
🗡️Baddass FMC
Rating:
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️/out of 5
🌶️🌶️/out of 5
December 12, 2024
ARC Review of Forgiving Darkness by Cat Sirota
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A thrilling start to a series that taking us on a journey of redemption and chaos, magic and fae, life and death!
The start of the read had already drew me in, believing that our FMC Estrid was into so trouble, but this young woman has got power that others shoudl prepare for. She has darkness and malice, but it is also obvious she has empathy and an awareness of her actions. With her haunted past, and the present where she struggles where she progresses through her own character's evolution, her future may be not of shadows and blood and carnage.
Then we have the MMC, Zain. Hello, yes please.. When he enters a place he did not plan, and gets some unexpected help from a dark witch, he also did not expect to fall for her.
Dang they are spicy together!
There are people we want dead. There are people we want to fight and live for. Eic battles, steamy scenes, a cliff hanger that has you burning for the next read!
Plus, Rafe...can I have him?
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A thrilling start to a series that taking us on a journey of redemption and chaos, magic and fae, life and death!
The start of the read had already drew me in, believing that our FMC Estrid was into so trouble, but this young woman has got power that others shoudl prepare for. She has darkness and malice, but it is also obvious she has empathy and an awareness of her actions. With her haunted past, and the present where she struggles where she progresses through her own character's evolution, her future may be not of shadows and blood and carnage.
Then we have the MMC, Zain. Hello, yes please.. When he enters a place he did not plan, and gets some unexpected help from a dark witch, he also did not expect to fall for her.
Dang they are spicy together!
There are people we want dead. There are people we want to fight and live for. Eic battles, steamy scenes, a cliff hanger that has you burning for the next read!
Plus, Rafe...can I have him?
September 2, 2025
United by fate. Bound by secrets. Burned by betrayal.
From the very first page, Forgiving Darkness pulled me into a shadow-drenched world full of danger, magic, and heartbreak and I didn’t want to leave.
Cat Sirota delivers an explosive debut that hits every note I crave in YA fantasy: a rebellious heroine with a tragic past, a richly imagined world teetering on the edge of chaos, a slow-burning tension between enemies and just enough magic and mystery to leave you breathless and desperate for book two.
Estrid, the runaway daughter of a cruel, bloodthirsty king, is a powerful young witch in hiding fierce, complicated, and so deeply human. Her struggle to outrun her past and reclaim her future is both emotionally resonant and narratively compelling. I loved how her magic felt wild and untamed, a perfect mirror for her inner turmoil.
A stunning debut that blends fantasy, danger, romance, and rebellion into a story that feels both fresh and timeless. Forgiving Darkness is the kind of book that stays with you long after you’ve turned the last page and leaves you wanting more.
From the very first page, Forgiving Darkness pulled me into a shadow-drenched world full of danger, magic, and heartbreak and I didn’t want to leave.
Cat Sirota delivers an explosive debut that hits every note I crave in YA fantasy: a rebellious heroine with a tragic past, a richly imagined world teetering on the edge of chaos, a slow-burning tension between enemies and just enough magic and mystery to leave you breathless and desperate for book two.
Estrid, the runaway daughter of a cruel, bloodthirsty king, is a powerful young witch in hiding fierce, complicated, and so deeply human. Her struggle to outrun her past and reclaim her future is both emotionally resonant and narratively compelling. I loved how her magic felt wild and untamed, a perfect mirror for her inner turmoil.
A stunning debut that blends fantasy, danger, romance, and rebellion into a story that feels both fresh and timeless. Forgiving Darkness is the kind of book that stays with you long after you’ve turned the last page and leaves you wanting more.
December 6, 2024
Thank you so much, Cat, for giving me the opportunity to read this book as an ARC!
For a debut novel, the author blew it out of the water! It takes so much talent to write a book and even more to publish it. I find fantasy so hard to write sometimes (a personal experience). It takes so much world building and planning and the way this was presented was wonderful.
Not too descriptive but there was enough there to keep you understanding of the world. I like it like that! Estrid and Zain’s immediate connection was beautiful and I loved Estrid’s development throughout the book.
It took me so long to start reading it, but I’m very happy I did. Please be proud of yourself, Cat, because what you created for a first ever novel is extraordinary.
Also the light magic with the dark magic? Eeek! I always see the males with the shadows and it’s refreshing to see the females be the ones to harness it.
For a debut novel, the author blew it out of the water! It takes so much talent to write a book and even more to publish it. I find fantasy so hard to write sometimes (a personal experience). It takes so much world building and planning and the way this was presented was wonderful.
Not too descriptive but there was enough there to keep you understanding of the world. I like it like that! Estrid and Zain’s immediate connection was beautiful and I loved Estrid’s development throughout the book.
It took me so long to start reading it, but I’m very happy I did. Please be proud of yourself, Cat, because what you created for a first ever novel is extraordinary.
Also the light magic with the dark magic? Eeek! I always see the males with the shadows and it’s refreshing to see the females be the ones to harness it.
December 16, 2024
This book was good! Thank you, NetGalley and Cat Sirota, for the ARC copy. Honestly, I waivered between a 4 and 5 star for this book because I really enjoyed the story, the characters, and the twists in the plot. It was excellent, and I can't wait to see what happens in book 2. The book needed to grab me more to get to a 5-star. It's a book that I really enjoyed reading and might think about for a day or two, but it won't continue to ruminate in my brain.
Estrid and Zane work together to fight an evil that is rising, and the book ends on a cliff hangar—especially the twist between the FMC and MMC at the very end (chef's kiss). Cat Sirota gave an excellent twist on the light and shadow powers seen in many romantasy novels by making the FMC the shadow/dark magic wielder.
If you are looking for an easy read with engaging characters that involves battles with both fae and mortals, dark vs. light, and fated mates, this book is for you. It does lean teen/YA, but there are a few spicy scenes, which are tastefully written without being overly graphic for a younger audience.
Estrid and Zane work together to fight an evil that is rising, and the book ends on a cliff hangar—especially the twist between the FMC and MMC at the very end (chef's kiss). Cat Sirota gave an excellent twist on the light and shadow powers seen in many romantasy novels by making the FMC the shadow/dark magic wielder.
If you are looking for an easy read with engaging characters that involves battles with both fae and mortals, dark vs. light, and fated mates, this book is for you. It does lean teen/YA, but there are a few spicy scenes, which are tastefully written without being overly graphic for a younger audience.
January 9, 2025
I absolutely loved this book, the book was full of suspense, adventure, romance, a little bit of spice, I loved the storyline and plot. I devoured this book and it had me hooked from the first couple of pages.
I loved the world building with the different fae courts and the human realm, there were so many different twist and turns it throughout the book it had me sitting on the edge of my seat, I couldn’t put it down.
It was such a well written book that wasn’t to fast paced and flowed nicely making me want to keep turning the pages, I liked that there was a little bit of spice towards the end of the book but not enough that it overtook the plot line,
The characters were great and well thought about, I loved tension between some of the characters and the relationships formed throughout the book! I can’t wait for the second book, thank you hot tree publish and Cat sirota for giving me the chance to read and review this amazing book
I loved the world building with the different fae courts and the human realm, there were so many different twist and turns it throughout the book it had me sitting on the edge of my seat, I couldn’t put it down.
It was such a well written book that wasn’t to fast paced and flowed nicely making me want to keep turning the pages, I liked that there was a little bit of spice towards the end of the book but not enough that it overtook the plot line,
The characters were great and well thought about, I loved tension between some of the characters and the relationships formed throughout the book! I can’t wait for the second book, thank you hot tree publish and Cat sirota for giving me the chance to read and review this amazing book
November 1, 2025
2.5 This first installment employs a unique narrative voice, utilizing present tense with third person perspective, and while I do think works with this combination stand out, I’m not sure it serves this particular narrative.
Estrid is set up as an interesting character, but readers don’t get much time to know her or understand her circumstance prior to Zain’s arrival; it makes it a bit difficult to connect and sympathize with her across the narrative.
One thing I think this narrative does exceptionally well, is ground readers in the scene. The imagery is vivid, detailed, and immersive. However, this aspect is often overshadowed by the inconsistent pacing of the scenes; transitions are abrupt, and when combined with the decisive writing style, it can feel clunky and disjointed.
I do think this narrative has a lot of potential, and I will be curious to see how it progresses further.
I received a free copy of this book and am voluntarily leaving a review.
Estrid is set up as an interesting character, but readers don’t get much time to know her or understand her circumstance prior to Zain’s arrival; it makes it a bit difficult to connect and sympathize with her across the narrative.
One thing I think this narrative does exceptionally well, is ground readers in the scene. The imagery is vivid, detailed, and immersive. However, this aspect is often overshadowed by the inconsistent pacing of the scenes; transitions are abrupt, and when combined with the decisive writing style, it can feel clunky and disjointed.
I do think this narrative has a lot of potential, and I will be curious to see how it progresses further.
I received a free copy of this book and am voluntarily leaving a review.
December 17, 2024
As a lover of high fantasy fiction and avid reader of this genre, I quickly found an escapism in Cat Sirota's debut novel (not that you could tell), within the first few pages of this book: Forgiving Darkness: Book one in the Binary Souls Duology. The worldbuilding was instant and who doesn't love a powerful witch and beautiful Fae's among other creatures?
The character building develops strongly throughout and you're quickly drawn into loving (or hating) them. There's clear direction for all characters that are introduced, none are rushed, which entices you further into wanting to know and read more about this world.
I really enjoyed this book. If you're a fan of Sarah J. Maas or Holly Black, you'll enjoy this easy read. I look forward to the next installment and what this author will explore.
The character building develops strongly throughout and you're quickly drawn into loving (or hating) them. There's clear direction for all characters that are introduced, none are rushed, which entices you further into wanting to know and read more about this world.
I really enjoyed this book. If you're a fan of Sarah J. Maas or Holly Black, you'll enjoy this easy read. I look forward to the next installment and what this author will explore.
December 19, 2024
I devoured Forgiving the Darkness by Cat Sirota in a single day — it was that engaging! Sirota weaves an emotionally charged story filled with rich fantasy and just the right level of spice! I cannot put into words how fantastic Cat Sirota is at world building; it was a pleasure being transported into the world of Estrid and Zain.
Selfishly, I found myself wishing for more depth in the love story between the two-their connection is compelling, but I wanted more moments of interaction that truly explored their bond. Despite this, it did not take away from what a good read this was for me!
If you enjoy fantasy with emotional weight and thought-provoking themes, this is definitely worth a read. I am excited to read the next instalment and escape to this world again! Bravo on your debut novel, Cat!
Selfishly, I found myself wishing for more depth in the love story between the two-their connection is compelling, but I wanted more moments of interaction that truly explored their bond. Despite this, it did not take away from what a good read this was for me!
If you enjoy fantasy with emotional weight and thought-provoking themes, this is definitely worth a read. I am excited to read the next instalment and escape to this world again! Bravo on your debut novel, Cat!
December 19, 2024
this debut novel is so captivating and kept me hooked the entire time i was reading, i couldn’t put it down!
i loved the relationships that grew between all the characters as the story went on. although i felt that the connection between our main characters Estrid and Zain felt a bit rushed at the start, i grew to love them and their relationship by the end of the book.
also the banter between some of our side characters kept me entertained throughout.
i hope the next book dives a bit deeper into the histories and backstories of all the courts in more detail as it would be interesting to learn more about the world as a whole.
overall i absolutely loved this story and would recommend to any romantasy lovers.
thank you to Cat Sirota and her team for the arc of this book and i cannot wait for the next book!
i loved the relationships that grew between all the characters as the story went on. although i felt that the connection between our main characters Estrid and Zain felt a bit rushed at the start, i grew to love them and their relationship by the end of the book.
also the banter between some of our side characters kept me entertained throughout.
i hope the next book dives a bit deeper into the histories and backstories of all the courts in more detail as it would be interesting to learn more about the world as a whole.
overall i absolutely loved this story and would recommend to any romantasy lovers.
thank you to Cat Sirota and her team for the arc of this book and i cannot wait for the next book!
December 28, 2024
I read this book as an ARC which I was so happy to receive. I had seen the cover and read the blurb and thought it looked so good!
I loved Estrid and Rafe and their cosy cottage life, and when she meets Zain, he fits right in. I loved the introduction of their family and friends and seeing their relationship change and grow.
The story was engaging and well plotted, though I’m still not quite sure exactly what happened at the end! It’s definitely a cliff hanger ending but I was a bit confused - guess I’ll have to wait for the next one to find out!
The one thing that I found a bit distracting is that is written in present tense - I don’t think I’ve ever read a whole book in present tense before and I found I kept fixating on certain words and thinking they didn’t seem right - they were, but I had trouble adjusting.
I enjoyed this book and look forward to the next one!
I loved Estrid and Rafe and their cosy cottage life, and when she meets Zain, he fits right in. I loved the introduction of their family and friends and seeing their relationship change and grow.
The story was engaging and well plotted, though I’m still not quite sure exactly what happened at the end! It’s definitely a cliff hanger ending but I was a bit confused - guess I’ll have to wait for the next one to find out!
The one thing that I found a bit distracting is that is written in present tense - I don’t think I’ve ever read a whole book in present tense before and I found I kept fixating on certain words and thinking they didn’t seem right - they were, but I had trouble adjusting.
I enjoyed this book and look forward to the next one!
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