MAJOR Plot spoilers ahead. Read at your own risk.
I was contemplating staying away from shifter romance for a little while especially after yesterday’s read, which just didn’t do it for me, but this one intrigued me based on the synopsis. Plus it was another M/M romance, which I’m really into at the moment especially it being a M/M shifter romance. And I am so glad that I decided to read this because it was totally worth it in the end.
This story had so much going on, but in a totally good way. It really explored at lot of serious issue within the context of the romance between John and Logan, which made it really, really good I thought. It added just so much flavor by having those issues, which in turn deepened the relationship between John and Logan. It showed how truly special their relationship was with one another. I really, really liked that.
One of the interesting things about the story was the setup. Logan came to this bush Alaskan town with his son for wilderness trip in order to reconnect with him due the fact that he missed time in his son’s life due to fact him being deployed overseas. So, Logan needed a guide/pilot to take him and his son into the wilderness for this living off the land trip. That was where owl shifter John, came in, who was not only a local, but a pilot and amateur guide in his own right so Logan hired John to be their guide. Trouble was there was already simmering attractions between them the first time they met at the bar, which made things even more deliciously complicated.
Then also add to the fact that John had to bring his little sister who he had raised she was five into the little adventure right along with Logan and his son, which made it slightly even more complicated. She added quite a little bit a flavor into the story with her own sparkling personality, which made it more entertaining.
As they all begin this adventure together, lots of dynamics were in play between everyone, giving this story yet another layer to the story. They were all dealing with each other out in the middle of nowhere and living off the land. It was very remote. It was very isolated. It was very quiet. And they only had each other for company. The outside world was very, very far away. So, their whole world was just the camp sites that they were at.
As everyone was trying to deal with each other and work together, John and Logan were fighting this awesome chemistry they had with each other. At first it was a little wary between them, not knowing where they stood with each other, but once they both realized that they were very, very attracted to each other that was when the banter, innuendo, and just all up and up flirting with one another. It was adorable and fun, yet very sexy and hot. It was so good.
Before they truly got together though they had their own issues that they were dealing within themselves. For example, John was keeping the secret that he was in fact this owl shifter, which were never revealed to humans ever, which both Logan and his son were. So, John would have to sneak out so he could shift whenever he felt he needed to, which was a lot because apparently at the time shifters were feeling very randy and they could only deal with it one of two ways either shift or engage in some hot bedroom activities. It became even more complicated for John because of how severely attracted to Logan he was.
While in the case of Logan, he was dealing with multiple issues. The main one was him connecting with his son. The other one was the fact that maybe two years or so ago that he came out as gay, and for the first time was living his life as a guy man. He knew that he was gay, but denied it to himself for a very, very long time. He even married a woman and had a child with her in order to appear “normal.” So, he was just learning to date as a gay man. The last issue that Logan had to contend with was the fact that he was a double amputee and lost both of his legs while on deployment. Now, he had this prosthetics on both his legs in order to walk. He was a little self conscious about them as well as dealing with his issues of what he could and could do. He got very embarrassed especially when John and his daughter, Cora found out about his prosthetics when he got into John’s plan. So, Logan had quite a bit going on with him.
What was great was that once they did give into their attraction to one another, how quickly they became intimate with one another. It was really them getting to know each other as well as indulging in some great, sexy moments together. They really liked getting to know each other. The more they had the more they wanted. I think what was most beautiful was when they showed their insecurities and fears to each other especially in Logan’s case. Logan was a little nervous to show John his prosthetics for the first time, but John was very understanding and caring as he offered Logan his support during that vulnerable moment. That carried on to the moment at the lake where John helped Logan take off his prosthetics for the first time, and did it in a very sexy, yet powerful way. It just showed how John wanted the man and everything that had to due with said man. It just really brought them closer and become more involved with one another.
There was another great moment between them as well. Being the Logan had only recently come out as gay, and dating for the first time men, Logan didn’t have a lot of experience in physical, intimate relationships with men. It was all new for him. It was as scary as it was arousing for him as he embraced this side of himself. So, Logan never really was with a man in the bedroom before. Yes, he engaged in some kissing and touching with men, but nothing more than that. It was a little nerve racking for him, but he wanted to be with John in a completely physical intimate way. Though he was enjoying himself as they played together, letting enthusiasm being his guide, he did feel nervous when it came to their full blown first time. John was very sweet and caring as he vowed to make it the best for Logan by guiding him along the way. John was very patient and understanding as he allowed Logan to explore and enjoy him for the first time. John didn’t know how much it would blow his head off to allow Logan that freedom so it was a win for him too. But there was also some great consent in that scene too with John checking in with Logan the entire time. It wasn’t just that scene either. It was the final love scene as well, which showed how much he cared about Logan as a person. This was more than just a hookup.
Those sexy times scenes between them. Oh boy, they were so stinking steaming and sexy that it partially melted the words off the pages. I’m not just talking about the two full blown love scenes either. It was everything in between. The kissing scenes were scorching. The caressing and touching scenes were sizzling. And other activities were just as smoking hot as everything else. It showed how much chemistry these two truly had with each other, and I don’t think that it would have been that way with anyone else. They just had it from the moment that they met at the bar. It continued all the way through the story. Even though they had lots going on physically between them, there was a lot of things going on emotionally for them too. Their bond was just growing deeper and deeper. The closer that they got physically then the closer they got emotionally. I really liked seeing that progression. It made for a nice balance between the two aspect of their relationship, but it made for a complete relationship between the two fo them. That was done really well I thought.
I felt John being a shifter didn’t play a big roll in the story, yet it did. I felt it was such a natural part of who John was as a person that it was easy to forget that it was unusual. For Logan and Will, it was, and they did have questions, but it didn’t overwhelm the story where it felt like that part just took over the entire plot. It wasn’t like this thing hanging over their heads where it was preventing John and Logan from being together. It were other obstacles that were causing that divide and friction between them. So, it didn’t feel as big of a deal, yet added to the story to give it richness. I liked that.
One thing that seemed out of place for me had nothing to do with the romance, but a scene between the children that had me like “what?” Both Cora and Will, Logan’s son decided to pull a prank out their parental figures. First I didn’t understand why the pulled that particular prank because it wasn’t really funny at all. It was just weird and just asking for trouble on so many levels. I get their kids, but still they had to know how Logan and John would have reacted to that prank. It’s not the typical prank. It bordered on serious. Secondly, it just took the pacing off a bit I think when they did it because it just came out of nowhere. I wasn’t expecting it. I didn’t care for it.
Overall, the romance was really good I thought. There was a great balance between the emotional and physical side of John and Logan’s relationship. I did fear that it was going to be too much focused on the physical the way they were interacting in the beginning, but the changed very quickly as they started to get to know each other by having those intimate and as their relationship progressed more honest conversations with one another. I loved seeing those vulnerable moments that they had together especially in Logan’s case as he showed his insecurities over his prosthetics as well as the damaged that was left behind of his leg to John for the first time. I could feel Logan’s fear yet his strength as he wanted to show it to John, knowing that John was this great person that would never belittle him or mock Logan’s physical imperfections. In fact John was very careful and understanding as he took the prosthetic off of Logan’s leg for the first time. John was very loving and caring all while gently massaging his leg while he did so. It was just very cute and sweet, balancing out the hot and sexy side that these two engage in multiple upon multiple times within the story. Very steamy of read, but an intimate one as well. I liked how they both had to overcome things before they got their happily ever after in the end. It was very clear that they belonged together. It was just an enjoyable and sexy read that was so much better than yesterday’s read. It was step up, for sure, which was a win in my book.