This book went between “it’s okay and I like some of the ideas” to “THEY WOULD NOT SAY THAT” so often. In it, Michelangelo and Vittoria are romantically/sexually into each other (historically their relationship was a very intense platonic thing of two weirdos matching each other’s freak in a way that only happens once a century). And then the ending where she rejects his marriage proposal killed me in a bad way, she says
“we are very different people, you and I; we don’t think the same way, we don’t love the same way. I never thought to marry again after Ferrante, and I still honor him every day in my heart; that you and I have come so close that I weighed it for so long, that I questioned my soul every night about it, I never thought another man could ever bring me such joy. But you are hard to hold close, you are hard work, Michela—I am lesser when I’m with you, and I will stay in no-one’s shadow, nor stand supported by anyone.”
and. This is like the EXACT OPPOSITE OF THEIR RELATIONSHIP. She and Michelangelo were a lot alike and they loved in the same way and SHE WOULD NEVER SAY HE’S HARD WORK OR THAT SHE FEELS LESSER WHEN WITH HIM.
Needless to say I am mad.