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Euihyun Kim will nicht mehr leben. Als er einen Haufen Schulden erbt, und alles aussichtslos erscheint, beschließt er, ins Meer zu gehen – in den Armen sein kleiner Bruder, das Einzige, was ihm in dieser Welt noch etwas bedeutet. Bald wird alles vorbei sein … da taucht plötzlich Taeju auf, der die beiden aus dem Wasser zieht und Schlimmeres verhindert. Er bietet Euihyun Geld an, eine Wohnung und einen Job. Doch für seine Hilfe erwartet Taeju eine Gegenleistung. Euihyun muss ihm die Schulden zurückzahlen. Dazu ist ihm jedes Mittel recht. Und der Geruch von Euihyun zieht Taeju magisch an …

300 pages, Paperback

Published December 16, 2024

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1,997 reviews25 followers
August 22, 2024
So, TWs for every possible thing. From suicidal ideation to graphic violence of every sort—this series has it.

This is not a nice story.

The bulk of this story is toxic sewage. The central relationship—between the handsome but brutal gang boss and the son who was left with not only his abusive father’s debt to pay back to the gang but a baby brother to raise as well—is a carefully woven collection of red flags. Everything that isn’t super awful is deeply sad.

All that said, I really LIKED this story.

It has a very problematic premise and I don’t condone a lot of the BL genre tropes here (especially the “abusive relationship turned loving” trope—which is all too common in the genre).

But, at the end of the day, this is a queer, ABO erotic romance.

It has its problems—but, the *spice* is very appealing and satisfying. The romance—though flawed—also becomes something very intimate and intense, something that really taps into the “dangerous but soft for me” fantasy fulfillment.

If I were seeking this story out for any other reason other than pleasure and entertainment, I would have many, many critiques—as I’m sure other readers would. But, my suspicion is that the readers seeking out this story and others in this genre are, like me, not necessarily doing so in hopes of encountering choice literature. You feel me?

As far as the BL genre goes, I don’t think the violence or themes in this story really stand out. I wouldn’t even put this in the top ten most problematic BL series I’ve read (in the past month let alone beyond that). Which, probably speaks more to the genre at large than this story. But, I digress.

Anyway, problematic romance aspects aside, I also want to briefly acknowledge how this story depicts depression.

Euihyun’s struggle with depression is so visceral.

What compelled me to read this whole story isn’t necessarily the romance or the erotic nature of this narrative but the depiction of Euihyun’s struggle in that very first chapter—and the deeply sad, defeated choice he almost makes. It’s so compelling and heartbreaking. I feel such deep sympathy for him. Especially as an older sibling myself, Euihyun’s pain really resonates. Watching Taeju come to understand just how unwell Euihyun is and coming to care deeply for his wellbeing (in a 180 turnaround that the genre doesn’t usually get at) is also rather compelling.

Do I think it’s the most tactful depiction of mental illness? No.

But, it’s somehow stumbled into being better by comparison than a lot of other contemporaries. In the hands of a different storyteller in a different genre, this could be a really lovely story.

But, there isn’t another story in another universe. There is just this story in this universe—and I appreciate it well enough. This isn’t a recommendation for the faint of heart. But, if you can handle an erotic manhwa with its fair share of content and trigger warnings, this might be something for you to check out. Proceed with caution though~
Profile Image for Katie.
629 reviews7 followers
April 9, 2025
Finished season 1

Do review on season 3.
Profile Image for Nothing.
802 reviews41 followers
August 21, 2025
*flips a table* what the fuck is this
Profile Image for kelly.
420 reviews31 followers
April 19, 2024
5 ✨ (for the overall story)

will also write a full review

Yes. I just got my physical copy and yes I spent way more than I should but I don’t think anybody will ever be able to understand the love I have for this story. Especially for Kim Euiyoung.

I know I have a lot of explaining to do when it comes to this one. But it is unapologetically my favorite BL of all time.

I have also read this story 27 times (that’s literally my current count, not an exaggeration).

(PLS BEWARE OF THE TW)
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Profile Image for riley ☠︎︎.
515 reviews76 followers
October 14, 2025
4 stars✨

- using this edition bc I want my webtoon read to count, damn it

Basically, season 1 was a fucking tragedy. Season 2 was great. I saw another review say “TW: practically everything” and they’re right. Good lord. I did NOT think there would be a happy ending. It’s very abusive, dark, and toxic in the first season. But things start to change in season 2! I actually really loved the second season!! I loved the HEA and extra side stories🥹🥹
I would probably have more to say if I’d actually kept notes but tbh I didn’t think I’d finish this so I didn’t bother lol
Profile Image for Irsula.
219 reviews1 follower
July 21, 2024
mi nuevo imperio romano.

Únicamente leer si se tiene la suficiente inteligencia emocial para decir "esto es una relación tóxica y no hay que normalizar tales comportamientos. Aún así yo estoy LIVVVVVVIN porque ambos personajes tienen una personalidad muy arrolladora que hace la trama muy interesante. Ahora siento un vacío existencial para saber qué pasará... ¿baby in the oven (me parecería demasiado soon pero claro, la trama tiene que tirar por alguna parte; aunque apuesto un poco por la trama con el padre de hyung...)? ¡Tantas dudas y tan pocas respuestas!
Profile Image for Mei ☽︎.
427 reviews78 followers
July 28, 2024
I'm caught up to ch 94 as of July 2024.

PERFECTION, AMAZING, BEAUTIFUL. LOVE THESE TWO. THEIR DYNAMIC AND GROWTH. Taeju's character growth alone is something I wish we see in many many many many more leads. Their relationship is so good.

Euihyun and Euiyoung's relationship is adorable. The "second love interest" was done well here.

I'm so excited to be following along newly released chapters, which is super rare for me!!!

I regret not continuing it last month or earlier when I was supposed to awekrljg. I'M DOING GOOD NOW THOUGH RIGHT? RIGHT???
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602 reviews108 followers
March 3, 2025
All of the smooches and hugs for euihyun and euiyoung because they deserve all the happiness of the world. Now coming to the unpopular opinion: I LOVE TAEJU. You can come at me and tell me he's a walking talking fucking red flag but what can i say, i'm colorblind
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97 reviews1 follower
December 26, 2024
4.5⭐️ Rating for the whole story (100 episodes). What a rollercoaster! Mind all the TWs.
Profile Image for Jenna Giampaolo.
22 reviews
September 13, 2025
9/10 i loved this so much, it was a long one and i really liked the art for it. now to the story, i LOVE LOVE LOVE that the main guy has a little brother that he’s taking care of. like he’s just a depressed man but he won’t khs because he loves the brother and it’s just ahhh my heart. the love interest was good, i mean it’s basically a mafia man who is slowly falling in love and he doesn’t know what to do about it since he thinks the other guy hates him. it was a very good read
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444 reviews163 followers
June 11, 2024
Taeju x Euihyun supremacy
This is a webtoon for all the NikoBran girlies but make it omegaverse.


They could never make me hate Taeju, idc if he's a little red in the first volume, I AM BLIND. Euiyoung is also the sweetest baby, I LOVE HIM and I am not overly fond of kids in stories but 🥹🥹🥹🥹


I WOULD DIE FOR THEM
Profile Image for Joa.
250 reviews
August 9, 2025
Mi más sincera opinión: no es de a huevo hacer manhwas.
De verdad que todo mal con esta historia, personajes horribles, SA EN EL SEGUNDO FOKIN CAPITULO, la relación bien forzada (literalmente, porque Taeju ejercía poder sobre el otro wey), trama inexistente, "villanos" de cartón, y muchas cosas más que mataron mis neuronas. Si tienen la oportunidad de leer esta historia, la neta desaprovechenla.
Profile Image for gi❀ia ⁷.
253 reviews3 followers
December 23, 2024
hate sorry.
idk what everyone was talking about this being cute; but i personally will NEVER EVER root for a love interest if the first thing i see them do is r ape the mc.
bye boy bye i hope you rot in hell idc what comes after
Profile Image for Leila ✨.
1,770 reviews479 followers
September 9, 2024
Me sorprende lo mucho que me gustó este manhwa, teniendo en cuenta lo incómoda que me hizo sentir en varios momentos. Siento que por momentos me hizo sentir lo mismo que Pearl Boy, con la diferencia que la trama de este libro al menos sí existía xd. Otra cosa por la que siento que me gustó mucho más esta historia es porque la trama no se centra en el romance, sino más bien en la relación entre el protagonista y su hermano, y en ver cómo va saliendo del pozo depresivo en el que se encuentra hasta volver a tener ganas de vivir. Honestamente, leer sobre esas dos cosas me generó una felicidad indescriptible. El romance lo que tuvo de bueno fue que, si bien el ML fue una basura, de verdad se lo vio arrepentido e intentó redimirse, en vez de simplemente pedir perdón y listo problema resuelto (como suele pasar en cualquier otro manhwa BL).

En conclusión, le tenía muchas ganas a esta historia pero no muchas expectativas, pero terminó siendo una muy linda (si sacamos todos los momentos que me hicieron sentir para el orto) de leer.

3.75 de 5 estrellas.
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194 reviews7 followers
August 2, 2025
I'm emotionally recked but this is among one of my best red-flag-turned green manhwas and I recommend it to every BL manhwa fans who want an enemies to lovers, high angst, tension and action packed story with plot twists and high romance.
Profile Image for fer ♡.
349 reviews1 follower
September 13, 2024
This emotionally wrecked me. I love Taeju so much😭
Profile Image for Umarie.
65 reviews
November 11, 2024
Euja you're terrible! (You genius) I hate you so much, how dare you?! (I'll read anything you else you create)

This was so good! Someone said she put her whole back into drawing these two and I agree. The art style, the detail, was perfection. Plus, I wish it was longer but the ending gave so much closure that I can't be too mad. Always serve me a side of complex characters and emotional growth with my BL, yes please.

The people need side stories. They do. We do. I do.

And that miscarriage twist blew me the fuck away. I didn't see it coming. The foreshadowing and build up to the moment had me crashing like, "Euja go to Hell and take this amazing writing with you, you awful talented person!!" I was worried that Taeju was going to be the one to toss himself into that ocean. Although now that the dust has settled, I can really appreciate the direction this went in.

Nothing can make me roll around in bed kicking my feet like a good comic. Good stuff.

The creator's note at the end was too sweet! As happy as I am that I found this story after completion, it made me wish I was there through it all. (⁠ノ⁠◕⁠ヮ⁠◕⁠)⁠ノ⁠*⁠.⁠✧
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Profile Image for Miyaki.
42 reviews1 follower
June 5, 2025
don't ask me why I rated this 5 stars
Profile Image for Chery.
302 reviews2 followers
August 16, 2025
Me engañaron los edits de Instagram. Qué turbio, la verdad. Pero me entretuvo. Taeju se va de cabeza a mi estantería de toxic rats.
Profile Image for Yuli Veloz.
39 reviews
September 12, 2025
why why the SA I just can't get over it
I mean the redemption was there but I won't forget all the things that he did
Why Taeju ? whyyyyyy?
Profile Image for Moony Black.
591 reviews
September 20, 2025
Hay mucho que decir de este manhwa pero de momento, me gustó más de lo que creí pero claro hay que cuestionar mucho y analizar que está pasando (lo cual sigo haciendo la verdad)
Profile Image for maru ✿.
133 reviews1 follower
March 23, 2025
⭐ 0/5. lo peor que leí en el año. literalmente el alfa fucking vi0ló al omega en el primer puto capítulo y todas lo romantizan porque el chabón se redime DE UN TIRO EN LA CHOTA HABÍA QUE REDIMIRLO PELOTUDAS. la angustia, el DESAGRADO Y la REPUGNANCIA que sentí es real, por qué mierda leí esto....

debo agregar, de todas formas, que euihyun (+ el chiquito) me cae genuinamente muy bien, yo creo que si taeju no lo hubiese tratando tan pero tan para el orto (puto enfermo de mierda; me chupa un huevo el omegaverse, el rut y que sea un gángster. NADA de todo eso justifica una mierda como ustedes piensan), mi puntuación sería otra. les juro por el todo el amor que tengo que no entiendo cómo mierda se enamoran.

(ch. 100)
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Profile Image for Andrea.
107 reviews3 followers
January 1, 2025
4.75 ⭐️

Well that was toxic... I love it.

Can't wait for the side stories!
Profile Image for sara 📖.
3 reviews
February 1, 2025
no lo pude continuar después de los primeros capitulos, que tienen con los protas 🎻🎻 odie desde un principio a ese tipo, abuso del chico en el auto y ahi dije basta ya no quiero leer JAJAJJA
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