Mettle is a poignant exploration of being a Māori woman, and the responsibilities, innate spirituality, grief and joy that comes with this (her) life.
I really loved this collection — it's playful in both tone and form, both in the sense of each individual poems use of spacing and lines, but also the segmented nature of the collection too. Much like its title (say Mettle out loud to a friend, and you'll realise they'll hear it completely differently), different structures suggest multiple meanings. Though, if you aren't a poetry reader, don't be intimidated — neither am I and yet I found this accessible and meaningful!
Now, while I don't believe in picking favourite poems, there were a few that felt particularly resonant to me:
'Blood Brothers' jarringly juxtapositions the essence of what it means to be Māori, of cultural practices and innate spirituality, with the monotony and dread of capitalism and colonialism which traps us in survival mode and prevents us from reaching for more.
'Words That Feel Good In My Mouth' has the lines (to paraphrase) "Free Palestine means Always Will Be means I Love You", and the idea that to love is to resist you know is so important at a time where people feel really disillusioned and exhausted and beat down. It's a compassionate reminder that resisting is not, like, a chore — it’s an act of love, abd love is at the centre of all radical politics.
Other themes explored that left me pondering and feeling for days were the exploration of what it means to use the coloniser's tongue (“before alphabets and prisons / nouns and indifference” suggesting language as both connecting us to each other, but if you’re a person from a land that’s been colonised, language can also be an alienating force), and the idea of timelessness and existing in between lines — literally in the poems but also metaphysically in space and time, especially when Anne-Marie Te Whiu brings in the Gregorian calendar into it and how this doesn’t align with cultural practices. It reminded me of a short story in Always Will Be by Mykaela Saunders which depicts Aboriginality as existing outside of linear time. Much food for thought!
This collection will resonate with anyone who has been displaced, whose ancestors have been colonised, who feels trapped by time but also sometimes freed by it? Sometimes we have to live in contradictions, and this is especially true for marginalised folks battling colonialism. 5/5 stars.