There were two me's while reading this book.One thatliked the book, the other not so much. I spent most of the book trying to figure out why I both liked and didn't like it.
Then about 30 pages or so from the end I realized why. This is a school book. I wasn't reading this book because I enjoyed it. I was reading this book because I enjoyed analyzing it.
It was the part of me that likes analyzing works and then writing essays on them that liked this story. The part of me that was reading for the story for enjoyment was much less entertained by it.
I came across this book because goodreads was like hey because you read Ready Player One (RPO) you might like: and this was one of the options. And I like the summary when I read it. Boy
must help girl trapped in video game. It was the vague description of the book when I added it to my TBR list. Flash forward two years later when I actually impulse buy the book on a late night
binge of ebook shopping. It's not at all what I expected.
My first problem comes with how this book tries to incorporate video games. There is nothing inheritantly special about the use of video games in this story. You can replace the FPS games that are
played with an email and virus. Or the DS with a iPod or even cell phone. Though it does get points for not following the total immersion gaming of RPO, SAO, and Log Horizon.
My second problem is our villain, Silas. For as terrified of Silas as the characters are, he's hardly present. Though this was only a problem for part of me that wanted entertainment. The
part of me that wanted to write an essay about this book thinks Silas makes a great devil parallel. Just the thought of him can goad the heroes into action.
Then there was the nexus, where I almost called it quits with the whole book. It's not even that the nexus is bad, it how Keven is changed by it. Though again, analytic me was ready to get down
with the how experience leads to enlightenment as well as just the meaning of the nexus itself.
I love ghost stories, I love video games stories. This should have been a story that I connected with. But, the stronger reality won, and in it I found a story that would have given me a few
interesting writing prompts if I was still in school. I_am_Kronos tries to be too much in too little space. I love what this book could have been though. If only. But, then, I guess Keven asks
himself the same question, doesn't he? In the end, we can only accept what is. And carry a little bit of what could have been with us.