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224 pages, Paperback
Published October 21, 2025
Logically, Ray had plenty of reasons to forgive himself. He had been introducing himself as Jessica for the past twenty-two years. He imagined an especially vast groove in his brain where the name Jessica, in the myriad voices of family and friends and strangers of his past, dwelled like a great, territorial beast, at all times ready to leap out of his mouth. By comparison, Ray meant nothing to him yet. No one had called him Ray during an argument, no one had asked Ray if he was really listening or cried out Ray as they came. Ray could not exist for him without the voices of other people. He hated Jessica, but Jessica had long delighted and infuriated, stopped listening, got lost. Jessica had been called upon. Jessica had been seduced, dumped, loved.