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438 pages, Kindle Edition
First published May 22, 2025
“In the beginning, there was Benjamin Ashford.”







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”Did you say he dumped you?” “Yeah, but he’s here now. And he wants to do the right thing. He says he loves me and he always has, but I don’t think we would be together if I wasn’t pregnant. And that really bothers me.” “Gabbs, he’s deaf. Have you even tried to imagine what he must be going through?” “No. I haven’t because I’ve been a little preoccupied being pregnant.” “You’re going to be pregnant for nine months. He could be deaf for the rest of his life. And pregnancy isn’t a disability.”
”Ben’s history with female “friends” involved sex.”
“She was pretty enough. Curly, blond hair and blue eyes. She was shorter than me, maybe even shorter than Gabby, but she had huge breasts.
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She bit her lip and batted her long eyelashes. Was she cute? Yes. Did I like her big boobs? Sure. Had I thought about having sex with her? Of course. Was I going to? Not likely.
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If I went there, we were going to have sex. I wasn’t stupid. And after the fact, I would hate myself because I took Gabby’s virginity,
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I felt an odd responsibility to let Gabby know I was moving on before actually moving on*. And I pitied whoever came after Gabby, who would always feel like the only girl for me.
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And if we had sex, I felt certain I wouldn’t be taking her virginity, and she wouldn’t expect it to mean anything. “Maybe another time,” I said. Laurel nodded. She was cool like that.”
"My Gabby is stunning—always the most beautiful girl in the room."
And maybe he could think of all the times I found solace in his arms, and how my hand always navigated to a spot over his heart because Ben had the biggest heart of anyone I had ever known.
You are my song. I know every word and every beat. You keep me awake at night and pop into my head first thing in the morning. You inspire and consume me.