✰ 2.75 stars ✰
“Damned if I do, damned if I don’t.”
Midway through reading, I was ready to throw in the towel and call it a day. There's only so much gaslighting and manipulative coercion I can take before I get fed up with trying to understand what exactly is the basis of the story, while also figuring that Eric simply did not possess a redeemable cell in his body, thus earning him worst husband of the month award. 🙅🏻♀️ Yet, somehow, I persisted. And surprisingly enough, what was aiming for a lower rating, somehow managed to work its way up into a much more --- not exactly promising end, but made it seem worth my while to have made it to the end. 💪🏻
“Her mother was making her question things that were perfectly reasonable. Which made her wonder: Who was gaslighting whom?”
The mother-daughter relationship is truly the heart of the story. What Kate, a woman of too many contradictions, thinks of Julie, how Julie values Kate, how she feels that whatever decision she makes is meant to be the right one, but somehow turns out to be a calculated one on her mother's terms. It was an interesting cat-mouse game of ’prioritizing the details of her life and business’ that inadvertently was taking place, despite how much Julie was unaware of. I would not go so far as to say that Julie was gullible; she was trusting - unless that is the same thing. 🤔
For when things went from worse to worst, things actually became clearer for her, instead. She's being blindsided, okay, gaslighted, from so many different corners, that when she's finally left alone, things actually start to make sense to her - the air clears and she finally can make decisions on her own. ’No one needed a flow chart to understand why that made sense.’ 😥 But, I liked that she started to grow a backbone for herself; learned to put herself first and get out of a marriage that was seriously crippling her, mentally and emotionally. 😔
I did not know about the Tylenol murders; it is learning new things that makes me feel so grateful to be a reader. It is shocking enough of a tragedy, itself, but to incorporate into Julie's life and the basis of which her mother's desire for a lucrative marriage drastically and rapidly falls asunder is a shocking and sad one. 😢 For it is also a story that showcases how being so obsessed with vanity can lead to heartbreaking loss; there was a hidden meaning in each action, which explains why certain characters behaved the way they did.
“Every accusation roared inside her mind, and she felt the weight of every single one crushing her.
But another voice was able to penetrate all that din. Her own.”
None of the characters were likeable; intentionally so, which is fair, since everyone was having their own agenda, and Julie, herself, was beginning to doubt their misconstrued good intentions. Eric, especially, gosh, what a tool of a husband. 😒 But, I liked how they became intertwined, how Kate even in death was pulling the strings, how Julie was unwittingly a fool despite her steadfast resolve. To go from seeing herself as ’the dupe, the sucker, the easy target’ to finally using her head - common sense - was groundbreaking - for her! A couple of twists were unfortunate for her, but executed nicely by the author that I did like. 👍🏻
For it was beyond the halfway mark that the momentum picked up a notch, as the pieces started to fall into place, and I was immersed in the story. I needed to know for myself what really took place – even if the truth may not be one I necessarily agree with. 🙂↔️ And that is a credit to the writing again to keep my intrigue enough to reach the end. I started to see the connection between calling it Shell Games more so than just the name of the island on which Kate's luxurious estate was situated upon. It brought the story full-circle in a way that explained that the games were more than just on paper, but one where even a hint of a doubt can lay the seed of distrust to eventually lead to even more speculation that won’t be put at ease till the truth finally comes to light. 💡