*Thank you to the publisher for sending me a copy of this one!*
I just really love Kathleen Glasgow and everything she writes is astounding. Like, she literally floors me every single time with her storytelling, and the meticulous crafting of her very complex, very lovable characters. Her books are always such an emotional rollercoaster but I really appreciate how raw and honest she is in her exploration of such difficult topics. It’s very messy but very real, and unpacking a lot of this stuff of page through the characters feels almost cathartic. It’s a long and bumpy road to recovery as we see in this book and no person is wholly good or bad in their choices, they’re just people. Trying their best. It’s all so relatable and realistic, and after turning that final page you’re just going to sit and soak in the brilliance of it all. I can never think of anything to criticise in her books, they pack a really powerful punch every time. One of my all time favourite and autobuy authors for a very good reason.
As usual, we kind of have to hit almost rock bottom in this book to start seeing the light again so please be warned, it’s quite heavy to digest. I think it really nailed the discussions happening, and it really did the topic of addiction in adolescents credit. They're a group that often flies under the radar when we talk about addiction and addictive behaviours, so Bella’s story is so important for a plethora of reasons. I think Glasgow is really talented in not sugar coating anything, she really goes for the hard hitting reality of struggle, you see her characters and the people around them sometimes at the lowest and most difficult periods of their life, trying to build themselves up again. And she doesn’t make it look easy or smooth, and it’s not always the perfect happily ever after tied up in a cute little ribbon. That’s what makes these stories so special to me, how vivid and real they are. At points, you completely forget it’s a fictional account you're reading. Her writing is absolutely gorgeous, and balances the dry self deprecating humour that I love, with really tender and vulnerable moments too.
Bella was such a sweetheart of a character, and I was rooting for her so deeply. Her mental health struggle and her experience with grief and how it impacted almost every aspect of her life was so difficult to watch, but I appreciated how fleshed out the characters and their dynamics were. There was a lot going on in this book, and it takes you on a really crazy journey, but it’s all done so masterfully. I loved her and her journey, and it was still somehow so hopeful despite it being so harrowing to read. Love.