Thank you Netgalley and Querencia Press for the ARC in exchange for an honest review!
Barbara Shoup’s “About Grace” is an emotionally charged and unflinchingly honest portrayal of a young woman’s journey through trauma and accountability. The book has gripping storytelling with introspective character study, which helps Shoup craft a deeply human story that examines the complexities of the juvenile carceral system, the long shadow of past abuse, and the redemptive power of friendship. Before going into this review, I do want to note that this book is darker than I expected going into it, and this book may be triggering for some readers. The ARC I read did not have any content warnings at the beginning, but I definitely believe they are necessary. This book featured suicide, drug use, and child abuse. The child abuse may be especially triggering as this sexual abuse was depicted through Grace’s flashback as a child (9 years old) by a family friend, and this abuse was described through Grace’s perspective as a child. Please be aware of this specific content before going into this book so that you are prepared.
Grace Lowery is, on the surface, an average Midwestern teenager from a seemingly typical single-parent household. However, a series of poor decisions, spurred by her wealthy and reckless boyfriend, lands her in a state juvenile correctional facility for girls. As she navigates life in the facility, Grace encounters staff members who range from apathetic to caring, peers with their own complex backstories, and a system that exposes the stark inequalities of privilege and justice. The book alternates between Grace’s present in juvenile detention and flashbacks to her troubled past. These glimpses of her childhood reveal the fractures in her seemingly normal life, from her parents’ separation to the harrowing abuse she suffered at the hands of her Uncle Jack. The fragmented timeline mirrors Grace’s struggle to piece together her own story and make sense of her pain.
One of the book’s greatest strengths is its authentic portrayal of incarcerated youth. Shoup’s experience with this demographic shines through in her nuanced depiction of the characters. They are flawed, rough-edged, and achingly real, offering a rare and much-needed perspective in young adult fiction. Each character has a distinct personality, even the more minor characters, and many of the girls in juvie are in much need of stability and care.
Grace’s relationships with others in the facility are another highlight. Her reluctant but ultimately meaningful friendship with Jessica, a fellow detainee who often pushes her religion, and her growing connection with Electra, offer glimpses of hope and humanity amid a harsh environment. The therapy sessions Grace attends, guided by a compassionate counselor, provide some of the book’s most poignant moments as Grace begins to confront her trauma and grief. The story also doesn’t shy away from exploring systemic issues, such as the impact of privilege and socioeconomic status on legal outcomes.
However, the book’s frequent timeline shifts, while thematically resonant, can be confusing at times, as the transitions between past and present are not always clear as they may occur in the middle of chapters or in the beginning of them, making it difficult to keep track of exactly what is going on as well as when.
At its core, “About Grace” is a coming-of-age story rooted in resilience and self-reclamation. While the book tackles some heavy topics, the book also offers a sense of hope, as Grace begins to find strength in therapy, unexpected friendships, and the process of understanding herself. Shoup’s portrayal of incarcerated youth feels raw and genuine, and Grace’s journey is one of both heartbreak and hope. For readers looking for a story that dives deep into the complexities of trauma and personal growth, this book is a must-read.