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304 pages, Hardcover
First published February 13, 2024
"For those who didn't make it out of the ivory tower unscathed: you have always been worthy."
"Erotica was one of the only places I could find frank discussions of my own proclivities, rendered in fantastical prose that both titillated the body and delighted the mind. Reading those books felt like slipping on a beribboned mask and surrounding myself to the whirl of a hedonistic masquerade, plunging into a world where I was at once at home and a stranger in a strange land."

❛A modern retelling of Carmilla with sizzling hot tension and an addictive lure of dark academia.❜





“Sometimes my poems venerated her like a saint, other times they cast her as the Devil herself, but Carmilla always played a starring role.”
She kissed me with a martyr’s agonized desperation, like I was the only sword she ever wanted to fall on. I kissed her right back like the cutting edge of a blade, trying to inflict as much damage as possible.
I wanted her to be able to think of nothing but this kiss when she was alone in her bed at night. I wanted her to feel just how much I reviled and desired her, to what maddening brink she drove me.