I think that the best way to describe this is that it's a hardcore love story.
The the love of Garett's life, the woman he planned to marry, his heart,has been dead for one year, sixteen days and almost twenty-four hours. In that time, Garrett has become the perfect killing machine. He could care less if he lives or dies.
"He'd filled in the cracks in his spirit with the no fuss mortar that let in no more light, and let out no more feeling. He liked it so much that he piled on years worth of the gunk, letting it harden into layers of a warrior they called Hawk. The guy with the surprise claws. The indispensable killer.
He can't move on. He's stuck. Caught in a constant longing for Sage. Unable to cope with her loss. Unable to deal with what the loss of her, the lost of control has brought to the surface in him. He is a changed man.
Then a miracle happens. He goes on a rescue mission, only to find that one of the captives is Sage.
"The angels had given her back to him, and he sure as fuck wasn't blowing the chance. He'd never again let her go, and he'd never again rest before knowing she was safe, secure, completely protected.
. . .
"Welcome back Sage Weston."
. . .
"Welcome back. ...to what?"
"To life, sugar." He brushed her lips softly with his own again. "To life."
However, his vow to protect her, now includes protecting her from himself. He's not the same person he was before she died. He can't reconcile his desires, with his love for her.
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This book was all sorts of an emotional roller coster. You'd think that the focus of a book where the heroine is rescued from a year in captivity would be healing her, and finding a way to get her to acclimate to being back in her old life. In this case, you'd be wrong.
Sage is a kick-ass heroine (both literally and figuratively ). She has kept her shit together by using Garret as her talisman. Ever step forward was for him. She is so damn strong, there were times I was mad at her for not giving up and breaking down. She was determined. She was not going to let anyone mess up her future with Garrett, not even Garret himself.
Garrett was as frustrating a hero as I've come across in a long time. It all made sense. He's special forces. He's used to keeping secrets, not talking about his feelings. He's used to being in control. Add a year thinking Sage was dead and he has been stripped down to his very core. Only, he doesn't like what's there, and he refuses to be that guy with Sage.
I swear I was ready to crawl into the book and either kick him in the balls or slap him upside the head for being such a stubborn dumbass. The love between Sage and Garret was palatable. It pored off the page. There was no doubt they adored each other beyond all reason. So, it made the fact that Garret was the source of their angst epically maddening.
This book was great - a fresh breath in the sometimes same 'ol same 'ol world of BDSM books. The Sage and Garret felt very real, and I was intensely invested in their struggle. The secondary characters were great as well. I cannot wait to get my hands on Zeke's story. Highly recommended.