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Forbidden Goals #9
Pinned Down
A forbidden MM sports romance featuring WRESTLING
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488 pages, Kindle Edition
Published January 2, 2026
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Rebecca Rathe
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January 2, 2026
Pinned Down follows two wrestling athletes, Brody and Beck. These two could not be more different, yet they compete on the same team, each facing distinct circumstances. Brody has a complicated home life and background that are constantly thrown in his face, while Beck faces a different kind of pressure from his family.
Despite their personal struggles, they are immensely talented, which puts them in the perfect position to compete against one another. Their chemistry is strong, and their connection is consistent and evident throughout. What I really enjoyed was the overall journey and growth both characters endured throughout this story. There is a strong emotional payoff that is fully earned and deserved for both characters.
*** I reviewed a complimentary copy of this story.***
Despite their personal struggles, they are immensely talented, which puts them in the perfect position to compete against one another. Their chemistry is strong, and their connection is consistent and evident throughout. What I really enjoyed was the overall journey and growth both characters endured throughout this story. There is a strong emotional payoff that is fully earned and deserved for both characters.
*** I reviewed a complimentary copy of this story.***
January 4, 2026
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️.75 rounded up to 5
🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️
Tropes:
✨MM
✨College Romance
✨Bully to lovers
✨Rivals to lovers
✨Wrestlers
✨He has a beard who encourages him to get his man
✨Lots of angst, jealousy, denial
🔞
✨First times with a man
✨Feminization
✨Hand necklace
✨Humiliation and degradation
✨He's his good girl
✨ Risky/public places
✨Cum play
✨Edging
✨Spanking
✨Messy Blowjobs
✨Some dub-con
✨Strict Top/Bottom
My review:
This book brings us back into the Forbidden Goal series with Beck and Brody, who unexpectedly cross paths again when they end up on the same college wrestling team. Beck has spent the last two years trying to bury what happened between them, so being forced back into Brody’s orbit feels less like fate and more like a cruel joke. Meanwhile, Brody transfers closer to home to support his family and immediately finds himself dealing with some truly insufferable people. The bullying he faces is constant and infuriating, and it makes it impossible not to root for him. I would argue that Beck was actually not held responsible enough when it comes to the bullying because he had the power to stop it; it only added to the angst and tension though so I'm not too mad about that.
The tension between Beck and Brody was done so well. Their first real interaction had me holding my breath. It was uncomfortable, charged, emotional, and exactly what it needed to be. Rebecca really knows how to make two characters collide in a way that feels raw instead of dramatic for the sake of it but also so very real and almost..cruel. I LOVE IT!!
Beck was a complicated one for me. I won’t lie, there were moments where I straight up disliked him, but at the same time I understood him. He’s been shaped by a toxic environment and is desperately chasing approval from someone who will never give it to him. Watching him slowly unlearn that and start figuring out who he actually is, especially with Brody pushing back against his walls, was one of the strongest parts of the story.
Brody, on the other hand, was such a grounding presence. He’s tough, confident, and knows exactly what he wants, but there’s so much heart under all of that. His dynamic with Beck was also a highlight for me. Beck is soft, a little lost, and still trying to understand himself, while Brody is fierce and protective and refuses to let him stay closed off. Watching Brody fight for Lincoln to feel safe enough to open up was genuinely lovely annnd so so hot.
The banter throughout the book was sharp and fun, balancing out the heavier themes really well. Overall, this installment had a great mix of angst, tension, growth, and warmth, and it kept me fully invested from start to finish.
I'm also fully into this whole beard/lavender marriage thingy Rebecca Rathe has going on in this series and I need more!
🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️
Tropes:
✨MM
✨College Romance
✨Bully to lovers
✨Rivals to lovers
✨Wrestlers
✨He has a beard who encourages him to get his man
✨Lots of angst, jealousy, denial
🔞
✨First times with a man
✨Feminization
✨Hand necklace
✨Humiliation and degradation
✨He's his good girl
✨ Risky/public places
✨Cum play
✨Edging
✨Spanking
✨Messy Blowjobs
✨Some dub-con
✨Strict Top/Bottom
My review:
This book brings us back into the Forbidden Goal series with Beck and Brody, who unexpectedly cross paths again when they end up on the same college wrestling team. Beck has spent the last two years trying to bury what happened between them, so being forced back into Brody’s orbit feels less like fate and more like a cruel joke. Meanwhile, Brody transfers closer to home to support his family and immediately finds himself dealing with some truly insufferable people. The bullying he faces is constant and infuriating, and it makes it impossible not to root for him. I would argue that Beck was actually not held responsible enough when it comes to the bullying because he had the power to stop it; it only added to the angst and tension though so I'm not too mad about that.
The tension between Beck and Brody was done so well. Their first real interaction had me holding my breath. It was uncomfortable, charged, emotional, and exactly what it needed to be. Rebecca really knows how to make two characters collide in a way that feels raw instead of dramatic for the sake of it but also so very real and almost..cruel. I LOVE IT!!
Beck was a complicated one for me. I won’t lie, there were moments where I straight up disliked him, but at the same time I understood him. He’s been shaped by a toxic environment and is desperately chasing approval from someone who will never give it to him. Watching him slowly unlearn that and start figuring out who he actually is, especially with Brody pushing back against his walls, was one of the strongest parts of the story.
Brody, on the other hand, was such a grounding presence. He’s tough, confident, and knows exactly what he wants, but there’s so much heart under all of that. His dynamic with Beck was also a highlight for me. Beck is soft, a little lost, and still trying to understand himself, while Brody is fierce and protective and refuses to let him stay closed off. Watching Brody fight for Lincoln to feel safe enough to open up was genuinely lovely annnd so so hot.
The banter throughout the book was sharp and fun, balancing out the heavier themes really well. Overall, this installment had a great mix of angst, tension, growth, and warmth, and it kept me fully invested from start to finish.
I'm also fully into this whole beard/lavender marriage thingy Rebecca Rathe has going on in this series and I need more!
December 31, 2025
5 stars
Plot: 5/5
Characters: 5/5
Spice: 4.5/5
MM Romance
Collegiate Wrestling
Rival Teammates
Found Family
Exploration
Angst
“good girl”
Pinned Down is book nine in The Forbidden Goals series. All of the books are standalone and can be read in any order.
This book completely rocked my socks off. If I could give the characters ten stars, I absolutely would. There is personal & relationship growth, hurt & healing, and enough spice for a five alarm chili. Run, do not walk, to get this amazing read.
Plot: 5/5
Characters: 5/5
Spice: 4.5/5
MM Romance
Collegiate Wrestling
Rival Teammates
Found Family
Exploration
Angst
“good girl”
Pinned Down is book nine in The Forbidden Goals series. All of the books are standalone and can be read in any order.
This book completely rocked my socks off. If I could give the characters ten stars, I absolutely would. There is personal & relationship growth, hurt & healing, and enough spice for a five alarm chili. Run, do not walk, to get this amazing read.
January 5, 2026
3⭐️
“That boy is beneath you!”
“Actually, I’m usually the one beneath him.”
I don’t know what it is about this author, but her books never fully convince me, there’s always something missing. This is the third book of hers that I’ve read, and I felt exactly the same way as I did with the other two.
Beck wants me. He just doesn’t know how to let himself want me.
The story is interesting and entertaining, but 390 pages were absolutely NOT necessary, my God. There were scenes that could’ve been shortened or even cut altogether without affecting the story at all. The pacing was SO slow, I kept waiting for something MORE and it never came. It picked up a bit around the 70–80% mark, during the third-act breakup, and then it went right back to its usual tone.
“You didn’t have to come and stay.”
“Yeah, I did.”
That being said, I did like the two of them. I really liked that scene, and how Brody knew how to read Beck so well, how to give him exactly what he needed, including space.
“your body interpreted the loss of control as the first actual breath of relief it’s been given in who knows how long.”
Special mention to Caty, that girl could read Beck like an open book. Everyone knew what he needed except Beck himself, but once he finally made peace with it, he went after it.
My thighs. My lap. That was my man she was sitting on, even if he won’t say it.
All in all, a good book, but nothing extraordinary.
“That boy is beneath you!”
“Actually, I’m usually the one beneath him.”
I don’t know what it is about this author, but her books never fully convince me, there’s always something missing. This is the third book of hers that I’ve read, and I felt exactly the same way as I did with the other two.
Beck wants me. He just doesn’t know how to let himself want me.
The story is interesting and entertaining, but 390 pages were absolutely NOT necessary, my God. There were scenes that could’ve been shortened or even cut altogether without affecting the story at all. The pacing was SO slow, I kept waiting for something MORE and it never came. It picked up a bit around the 70–80% mark, during the third-act breakup, and then it went right back to its usual tone.
“You didn’t have to come and stay.”
“Yeah, I did.”
That being said, I did like the two of them. I really liked that scene, and how Brody knew how to read Beck so well, how to give him exactly what he needed, including space.
“your body interpreted the loss of control as the first actual breath of relief it’s been given in who knows how long.”
Special mention to Caty, that girl could read Beck like an open book. Everyone knew what he needed except Beck himself, but once he finally made peace with it, he went after it.
My thighs. My lap. That was my man she was sitting on, even if he won’t say it.
All in all, a good book, but nothing extraordinary.
January 3, 2026
4.5 🌟 So bummed this series is over! Beck and Brody were so charming and fun to read about I was sat 🔥🤼♂️
January 3, 2026
Beck + Brody
-mm bully romance
-college wrestling
-enemies to teammates to lovers
-opposites attract
-dom/sub dynamics
-“good girl”😏
i honestly don’t think rebecca can do ANY wrong in their books!! none!! they ALWAYSSSS deliver on EXACTLYYYY what i need!! & these two were DELICIOUSSSS oh my god!!! & coming off the tail end of the heated rivalry high…this ATE!!! like literally just as amazing as hr with the dynamics & the YEARNINGGGG but make it wrestling!! TOP MARKS!!
-mm bully romance
-college wrestling
-enemies to teammates to lovers
-opposites attract
-dom/sub dynamics
-“good girl”😏
i honestly don’t think rebecca can do ANY wrong in their books!! none!! they ALWAYSSSS deliver on EXACTLYYYY what i need!! & these two were DELICIOUSSSS oh my god!!! & coming off the tail end of the heated rivalry high…this ATE!!! like literally just as amazing as hr with the dynamics & the YEARNINGGGG but make it wrestling!! TOP MARKS!!
January 4, 2026
Another good one
Rebecca nailed this one too. Like I've said before, this series is so dang good. Each one so unique. Each one overcoming different things for different reasons, going through hard stuff to get to the good stuff.
I fell in love with Brody ugh he's just so amazing all around that you can't help to side with him throughout the book.
Then there were times that my heart hurt for Beck. I went back and forth with him throughout the book, liking him one minute and then the next not, to back to liking him. You get such an understanding why he was the way he was.
Rebecca does such a great job describing the internal struggles of these characters throughout this series that you end up loving both characters because they overcame such hurdles, struggles and everything in between. You literally feel for these characters.
Seriously one of my top favorite series
Rebecca nailed this one too. Like I've said before, this series is so dang good. Each one so unique. Each one overcoming different things for different reasons, going through hard stuff to get to the good stuff.
I fell in love with Brody ugh he's just so amazing all around that you can't help to side with him throughout the book.
Then there were times that my heart hurt for Beck. I went back and forth with him throughout the book, liking him one minute and then the next not, to back to liking him. You get such an understanding why he was the way he was.
Rebecca does such a great job describing the internal struggles of these characters throughout this series that you end up loving both characters because they overcame such hurdles, struggles and everything in between. You literally feel for these characters.
Seriously one of my top favorite series
January 5, 2026
Amazing. Perfect. Everything I wanted from this book. Brody and Beck were insatiable. The way this story was handled and the way the kinks were shown had me giddy and wanting more. I could read a hundred more pages of these two. Being a vibes girl these vibes were everything I wanted. Another amazing book by Rebecca
January 7, 2026
Great book
I really enjoyed these two. Things aren't easy for either of them. Brody always tries to see the positive. But one person can only take so much.
These two don't have any easy road. They eventually get their hea.
They were super hot together.
I really enjoyed these two. Things aren't easy for either of them. Brody always tries to see the positive. But one person can only take so much.
These two don't have any easy road. They eventually get their hea.
They were super hot together.
January 3, 2026
Wow! Okay! That was a freakin RIDE! A wild one. FULL RTC
dnf
January 5, 2026Can't get into it. As usual this author remains hit and miss for me.
January 8, 2026
From a purely writing perspective, this could have been a 4-star read. The prose is solid and Rebecca Rathe clearly knows how to structure a romance. Unfortunately, it leans hard into a few tropes I have very little patience for—namely internalized homophobia and endless push/pull—and those choices dragged the book down for me.
I skimmed much of the first 25% because I don’t enjoy bullying narratives and again I really don’t enjoy internalized homophobia as character trait. Beck was difficult to like early on, and the lack of a concrete physical description didn’t help. “Tall, lean, perfect dark hair” is vague enough that my brain latched onto John Mulaney—which, while not unattractive, is not the energy I want in my romances. Once that image set in, it was impossible to shake. Between that and Beck’s behavior, the beginning was a slog.
To be blunt, Beck spends most of the book hovering somewhere between frustrating and actively unlikable, and I have a pretty low tolerance for that. The redemption arc simply wasn’t strong enough to balance out how consistently dickish he was for a solid 80% of the story.
Brody, on the other hand, had the opposite problem. He’s way too mature for his age. Lines like “I’ve been waiting my entire life for someone like him” made me roll my eyes. Sir, you are 21. Please cool your boots. That’s a sentence you earn the right to say at, like, 30 maybe.
A personal quibble (but one that really affects my enjoyment): I can’t fully relax into sex scenes when the relationship is secret and they’re hooking up in places where someone could easily walk in and this happens a lot here. You’re a deeply closeted college athlete routinely getting rimmed by your teammate in a stairwell? That’s not hot to me; it just feels unbelievably reckless.
Brody also veered into Mary Sue territory—preternaturally perfect, emotionally evolved, and sexually accomplished in a way that didn’t quite ring true for a 21-year-old. Yes, people start earlier now, and porn exists, but the level of confidence and expertise felt a bit inflated. And despite being “perfect,” he was weirdly obtuse during the Nebraska trip. The entire third-act conflict felt very manufactured. His openly flirting with a good-looking twink (don’t give me that, “it’s platonic” bullshit, he knew what it looked like) was a huge stretch. I know romance thrives on contrived misunderstandings, but this one didn’t work for me.
In the end, there’s good writing here and enough emotional payoff to keep me reading, but the tropes, the imbalance between the MCs, and an underwhelming redemption arc kept this from being something I could really love.
I skimmed much of the first 25% because I don’t enjoy bullying narratives and again I really don’t enjoy internalized homophobia as character trait. Beck was difficult to like early on, and the lack of a concrete physical description didn’t help. “Tall, lean, perfect dark hair” is vague enough that my brain latched onto John Mulaney—which, while not unattractive, is not the energy I want in my romances. Once that image set in, it was impossible to shake. Between that and Beck’s behavior, the beginning was a slog.
To be blunt, Beck spends most of the book hovering somewhere between frustrating and actively unlikable, and I have a pretty low tolerance for that. The redemption arc simply wasn’t strong enough to balance out how consistently dickish he was for a solid 80% of the story.
Brody, on the other hand, had the opposite problem. He’s way too mature for his age. Lines like “I’ve been waiting my entire life for someone like him” made me roll my eyes. Sir, you are 21. Please cool your boots. That’s a sentence you earn the right to say at, like, 30 maybe.
A personal quibble (but one that really affects my enjoyment): I can’t fully relax into sex scenes when the relationship is secret and they’re hooking up in places where someone could easily walk in and this happens a lot here. You’re a deeply closeted college athlete routinely getting rimmed by your teammate in a stairwell? That’s not hot to me; it just feels unbelievably reckless.
Brody also veered into Mary Sue territory—preternaturally perfect, emotionally evolved, and sexually accomplished in a way that didn’t quite ring true for a 21-year-old. Yes, people start earlier now, and porn exists, but the level of confidence and expertise felt a bit inflated. And despite being “perfect,” he was weirdly obtuse during the Nebraska trip. The entire third-act conflict felt very manufactured. His openly flirting with a good-looking twink (don’t give me that, “it’s platonic” bullshit, he knew what it looked like) was a huge stretch. I know romance thrives on contrived misunderstandings, but this one didn’t work for me.
In the end, there’s good writing here and enough emotional payoff to keep me reading, but the tropes, the imbalance between the MCs, and an underwhelming redemption arc kept this from being something I could really love.
January 3, 2026
3.75⭐️ Brody is a perfect sweetie boy but I don’t loooove Lincoln.. he needed to grovel big time even BEFORE the big “betrayal” at the end. All the little shit he did in the beginning, the hazing, all the times he brushed Brody off, the denial. Ugh it all just made my heart hurt for Brody. I usually sympathize with characters like Lincoln but idk o just really didn’t like him that much. He would immediately shut down and shut Brody out and Brody would grin and bear it every single time but I know it hurt. He flipped like a switch when Brody went missing though and he had to start calling and texting him with no answers. Idk I just wish there were some hints of that type of behavior before the big “betrayal” bc otherwise it feels a little manipulative. They also never spent any time together other than the days they were sick - otherwise it was all just hooking up. No emotional bonding. Anyways I love Brody’s family and how they immediately took Lincoln (beck) in, they were so sweet. And Caty was a bad bitchhh
I never feel like these books are complete either, we only get to see like a month into their HEA and I need more long term. I mean they’re literally college students . I also don’t think we needed the bit with beck’s dad at the end, I mean good riddance
I never feel like these books are complete either, we only get to see like a month into their HEA and I need more long term. I mean they’re literally college students . I also don’t think we needed the bit with beck’s dad at the end, I mean good riddance
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
January 3, 2026
Ok so wtf and why is this now my favorite forbidden goals book?? I really thought no one could outdo Jack and Bryant for me but here we are 😭 Last 15% of the book had me crying like a baby and now I don’t know what to do!!! Why is it so hard for me to write reviews on books I love like what😅 I don’t know what it was about them but I was quite frankly pinned down IMMEDIATELY. There’s something about a completely submissive MMC that does it for me and man Beck was the most sub to EVER sub and I ate that up. The words that came out of Brody’s mouth at times had me gagged like I’m sorry but the whole baby girl thing??? Bye 😩🧎 Like I was ready to beg him too if I’m being completely honest.
Brody’s backstory was also freaking sad but on top of that was the caretaker role he had that made him that much more lovable. I always say, there’s nothing better than a dom who’s both gentle and a huge softy. I loved the way the relationship between him and Beck developed seamlessly even throughout Beck’s denial and cowardice, and avoidance of Pierce’s blatant bullying. But as things got deeper Beck noticed more and more how safe he felt around Brody and that it was time he stood up for him. It was time for him to acknowledge and accept who he was and who he wanted to be with, no matter how hard he tried to ward it away. And the way Brody didn’t want to force him to come out of the closet just as long as he accepted himself?? I really do love that man.
The Christmas at his family’s house when Beck over made me sick. The ways in which Beck was able to experience what a true family felt like and what it really meant to be surrounded by love and acceptance. The ways in which he told Brody he loved him like 5 times in one day after showing up at his doorstep sick over Brody thinking that he betrayed him??? He quite frankly was just over hiding himself and could no longer risk the idea of ever losing Brody. He really ripped his father a new one before that and told him he was gay AND that he was the one beneath Brody and I was so proud of him in that moment. I loved when he told Brody he defended himself and not only did Brody say how proud he was of him, but that he was proud of himself too and that was just everything 🥹
Seeing everyone rally around Brody after his altercation with Pierce and writing words of support after that douche bags incessant and disgusting bullying made me so emotional. He couldn’t believe that these people stood up for him and believed him and I just UGH can’t deal. Like yes, you really do deserve all good things in life and it’s best you remember that!!
I seriously was not expecting to love this as much as I did. I really just loved these two and what they brought out in each other. How Brody trusted in Beck to be honest with himself and his feelings and what he wanted, and how Beck trusted in Brody to be his safe space in all aspects of their relationship. That he would wear that damn collar around his neck and be the most good girl to ever exist!! I just know none of that made sense and I definitely missed out on some thoughts I had but I guess I’ll stop before I write an entire book report. But like how do I request more of them? I desperately need more sappy scenes (I guess I didn’t cry enough) and I also need a bonus scene or something on a conversation between Brody and Beck’s dad. I just want to see Brody rip into him too 😂
And um, it goes without mentioning that the spice in this book actually goes crazy. The first explicit scene between them will probably take up some decent space in my brain. It was just a perfect representation and introduction to how much of a sub Beck is and I loved that 🤭
— quotes 🥰 (it’s always a lot)
“I know this man is going to ruin me. Again.”
“I can tell by the way his eyes flick to mine whenever his skin comes in contact with mine. Like he’s cataloguing every reaction to the little jolts of electricity that course through me. Like he can feel the deep and uncomfortable awareness I’ve spent over two years shoving into a locked room inside my chest.”
“It’s like he crafted his personality from a manual titled How to Make Brody Miller’s Dick Hard and Life Difficult, Vol. 1.”
“Because I can lie with my voice. But my body won’t let me. My body is pulsing with adrenaline and panic and something far, far more dangerous. Something I definitely don’t want Brody Miller to see. Something I have spent years burying so deep I hoped it would die. But it’s not dead. It’s alive, clawing its way out of me from the inside, hissing and starving.”
“”You’re so weak for me, I bet it wouldn’t take more than one word to make you lose your shit and make a mess all over yourself like the pathetic little man you are.” A whimper escapes me. A fucking whimper.” — “”Come.” One word. One simple, clipped command given in a low, gravelly voice. And I am undone.” (THIS SCENE LIKE OMG AND THE WHIMPER???)
“Think less and pay attention to me more. Because right now, I’m in charge. You might get to be top dog everywhere else, but right now, I’m your fucking captain. Understand?” — “What’s wrong, puppy? Don’t want to call me captain?” (I’m sorry puppy??!!! 😩)
“He buckles like he’s been shot. And then he moans into my mouth like he’s dying. No. Like he’s coming. He’s coming. In his pants. Because of a kiss. Fuck. Me.” (I’m so gagged like truly)
“If you want to play my game, you have to play by my rules. And only good girls get to come. So, are you a good girl or aren’t you, Becky?”
“Has he been… holding off entirely? I told him I wouldn’t make him come, but did he interpret that as not being allowed to come at all? And he fucking obeyed?” (SUB CORE TO THE T!!!)
“I’m a good girl,” he wails, the words tearing out of him on a sob. “I’m your good girl—” — “That’s fucking right you are.”
“Do you want to know what you taste like?” — “You taste like sin and sweet desperation,” I say, surprised when he doesn’t argue about being desperate. “You taste like mine.”
“My body knows better than my brain does. Because the truth is, I get a hit, a visceral jolt of lightning through my whole self, every time I’m around Beck. Something inside me recognizes him, like I’ve been waiting my entire life for someone with his exact combination of arrogance, panic, and submissive need hiding under a perfectly starched collar.”
“It was Brody, of course, who gave me the opportunity to try so much more. So, so much more. But the acceptance of the only person who’s ever loved me is what gave me the confidence to admit to her, and myself, that this is part of who I am.” (🥹🥹)
“It’s so hard not to give in and give him what he wants, what we both want because the only thing better than making him beg for me is making him come for me. Hearing my name on his lips as he shatters to pieces.”
“Tell me who you belong to, Becky.” — “”Y-you,” he whimpers immediately.” — “I’m your good girl.”
“These kisses aren’t frantic or desperate, they don’t hurt, and they aren’t driven by a need to dominate or consume him. They’re cautious kisses, learning how to fit together like puzzles that were missing pieces.”
“This is different,” — “It’s different because he’s not fighting me. It’s different because he’s letting himself feel.”
“I don’t like that the idea of being devoured by him is so enticing. And I absolutely do not, under any circumstances, enjoy feeling like a soft, delicate thing in his grasp. I hate being petted and cooed at like a weak little pet. Even more, I hate turning and presenting myself when he so much as blinks at me the right way, because some primal instinct gets triggered in his presence. I’ve come to terms with the fact that all these things are true. But I don’t want them to be true.”
“I want you to fuck me…” he says, voice trailing off as if he’s unsure of what he said and might want to take it back. But then he lifts his chin and pulls his shoulders back. “You heard me, Brody. And I mean it.”
“We’re here because you looked at me like that in the courtyard.” — “Like I’m something special or some shit. Not because of my academic or athletic achievements, or because you want something from me. Not because I have something to prove. It’s because you looked at me like that, then kissed me like you just did, and it was hot and I fucking want to.”
“When I mark you from the inside, baby girl, you’re going to know you belong to me.” — “I already said I’m yours.”
“Brody pushes me, yes. He takes control, yes, but only because he knows I want him to—need him to. He’s never truly forceful and would never cross that line. Somewhere, deep down, I trust him in a way that terrifies me.”
“I don’t want him to mistake my words for anything other than exactly what they are. Acceptance of myself. “Actually, I’m usually the one beneath him.”” (YEAHHH IKTR!!!)
“I don’t know who he talked to or what they said, but I promise I didn’t tell him. I would never do that to you. I… I love you.” (I cant😭)
“I was mostly furious at myself for carelessly falling in love with a rich, uptight douchebag who did everything he could to make my life miserable for three months. I was mad I fell for it. For you.” — “You love me?” — “You’re still a pretentious asshole.” — “But I’m your pretentious asshole, if you still want me.” — “Obviously.”
“I kiss him again. This time it’s softer, slower. Deeper and dizzy with feelings. Messy, complicated feelings. Love and relief and shame and regret.”
“He’s right, you know,” I say quietly. “You’re the strongest person I know, too.” (This had me sobbing)
“I can’t help feeling like everything that’s happened led me to you,” he says quietly. “In the beginning, you annoyed me and pissed me off. Then I thought you needed me. I thought you were just fun to play with. But somewhere along the way, I fell in love with your pretentious ass.”
“Loving you is the strongest thing I’ve ever done. It feels like gaining a level of strength I didn’t know existed. I am proud to belong to you, Brody. To be yours. And I don’t care if everyone knows it. I’ll wear a collar if it makes you happy.” (Like stop🥹😭)
“I’m really proud of you.” “I’m kind of proud of me, too, actually. Not sure I’ve ever felt that before.” (This also made me super emo)
“Brody,” he says, making my name sound like an apology and a prayer all at once. “You’ve given me everything. You gave me something I didn’t know I was missing.” (Bye bye bye 😭😭)
“You’re going to have traces of me inside you, leaking out of you. I’m going to mark you from the inside, and you’re going to be mine.”
“That was intense and I… Fuck, Becky, I love you.” — “”I love you,” I echo.”
“Such a good girl,” — “Your good girl,” I rasp, dizzy and stupidly happy and absurdly turned on all at the same time. My fingers curl around his wrist where it holds the chain. “Yours.”
“It’s a good thing I can’t get pregnant,” Beck says with a snort. “You sure about that?” (LMFAO)
“You rose above it. You kept showing up. You did your job. That says a lot about who you are. This,” he taps the folder again, “says a lot about who you are. That’s why all these people went to bat for you. Don’t lose sight of that.” (Thanks coach you had me sobbing)
“My boyfriend, Beck. My totally out and mostly confident boyfriend, who still gets to his knees and crawls to me when I catch him in the showers late after practice. Who still obeys when he’s told to meet me in the stairwell with his pants down and his hands on the wall. Who blushes fiercely when we walk out of either of our dorm rooms after I turn him out, but isn’t ashamed.”
Brody’s backstory was also freaking sad but on top of that was the caretaker role he had that made him that much more lovable. I always say, there’s nothing better than a dom who’s both gentle and a huge softy. I loved the way the relationship between him and Beck developed seamlessly even throughout Beck’s denial and cowardice, and avoidance of Pierce’s blatant bullying. But as things got deeper Beck noticed more and more how safe he felt around Brody and that it was time he stood up for him. It was time for him to acknowledge and accept who he was and who he wanted to be with, no matter how hard he tried to ward it away. And the way Brody didn’t want to force him to come out of the closet just as long as he accepted himself?? I really do love that man.
The Christmas at his family’s house when Beck over made me sick. The ways in which Beck was able to experience what a true family felt like and what it really meant to be surrounded by love and acceptance. The ways in which he told Brody he loved him like 5 times in one day after showing up at his doorstep sick over Brody thinking that he betrayed him??? He quite frankly was just over hiding himself and could no longer risk the idea of ever losing Brody. He really ripped his father a new one before that and told him he was gay AND that he was the one beneath Brody and I was so proud of him in that moment. I loved when he told Brody he defended himself and not only did Brody say how proud he was of him, but that he was proud of himself too and that was just everything 🥹
Seeing everyone rally around Brody after his altercation with Pierce and writing words of support after that douche bags incessant and disgusting bullying made me so emotional. He couldn’t believe that these people stood up for him and believed him and I just UGH can’t deal. Like yes, you really do deserve all good things in life and it’s best you remember that!!
I seriously was not expecting to love this as much as I did. I really just loved these two and what they brought out in each other. How Brody trusted in Beck to be honest with himself and his feelings and what he wanted, and how Beck trusted in Brody to be his safe space in all aspects of their relationship. That he would wear that damn collar around his neck and be the most good girl to ever exist!! I just know none of that made sense and I definitely missed out on some thoughts I had but I guess I’ll stop before I write an entire book report. But like how do I request more of them? I desperately need more sappy scenes (I guess I didn’t cry enough) and I also need a bonus scene or something on a conversation between Brody and Beck’s dad. I just want to see Brody rip into him too 😂
And um, it goes without mentioning that the spice in this book actually goes crazy. The first explicit scene between them will probably take up some decent space in my brain. It was just a perfect representation and introduction to how much of a sub Beck is and I loved that 🤭
— quotes 🥰 (it’s always a lot)
“I know this man is going to ruin me. Again.”
“I can tell by the way his eyes flick to mine whenever his skin comes in contact with mine. Like he’s cataloguing every reaction to the little jolts of electricity that course through me. Like he can feel the deep and uncomfortable awareness I’ve spent over two years shoving into a locked room inside my chest.”
“It’s like he crafted his personality from a manual titled How to Make Brody Miller’s Dick Hard and Life Difficult, Vol. 1.”
“Because I can lie with my voice. But my body won’t let me. My body is pulsing with adrenaline and panic and something far, far more dangerous. Something I definitely don’t want Brody Miller to see. Something I have spent years burying so deep I hoped it would die. But it’s not dead. It’s alive, clawing its way out of me from the inside, hissing and starving.”
“”You’re so weak for me, I bet it wouldn’t take more than one word to make you lose your shit and make a mess all over yourself like the pathetic little man you are.” A whimper escapes me. A fucking whimper.” — “”Come.” One word. One simple, clipped command given in a low, gravelly voice. And I am undone.” (THIS SCENE LIKE OMG AND THE WHIMPER???)
“Think less and pay attention to me more. Because right now, I’m in charge. You might get to be top dog everywhere else, but right now, I’m your fucking captain. Understand?” — “What’s wrong, puppy? Don’t want to call me captain?” (I’m sorry puppy??!!! 😩)
“He buckles like he’s been shot. And then he moans into my mouth like he’s dying. No. Like he’s coming. He’s coming. In his pants. Because of a kiss. Fuck. Me.” (I’m so gagged like truly)
“If you want to play my game, you have to play by my rules. And only good girls get to come. So, are you a good girl or aren’t you, Becky?”
“Has he been… holding off entirely? I told him I wouldn’t make him come, but did he interpret that as not being allowed to come at all? And he fucking obeyed?” (SUB CORE TO THE T!!!)
“I’m a good girl,” he wails, the words tearing out of him on a sob. “I’m your good girl—” — “That’s fucking right you are.”
“Do you want to know what you taste like?” — “You taste like sin and sweet desperation,” I say, surprised when he doesn’t argue about being desperate. “You taste like mine.”
“My body knows better than my brain does. Because the truth is, I get a hit, a visceral jolt of lightning through my whole self, every time I’m around Beck. Something inside me recognizes him, like I’ve been waiting my entire life for someone with his exact combination of arrogance, panic, and submissive need hiding under a perfectly starched collar.”
“It was Brody, of course, who gave me the opportunity to try so much more. So, so much more. But the acceptance of the only person who’s ever loved me is what gave me the confidence to admit to her, and myself, that this is part of who I am.” (🥹🥹)
“It’s so hard not to give in and give him what he wants, what we both want because the only thing better than making him beg for me is making him come for me. Hearing my name on his lips as he shatters to pieces.”
“Tell me who you belong to, Becky.” — “”Y-you,” he whimpers immediately.” — “I’m your good girl.”
“These kisses aren’t frantic or desperate, they don’t hurt, and they aren’t driven by a need to dominate or consume him. They’re cautious kisses, learning how to fit together like puzzles that were missing pieces.”
“This is different,” — “It’s different because he’s not fighting me. It’s different because he’s letting himself feel.”
“I don’t like that the idea of being devoured by him is so enticing. And I absolutely do not, under any circumstances, enjoy feeling like a soft, delicate thing in his grasp. I hate being petted and cooed at like a weak little pet. Even more, I hate turning and presenting myself when he so much as blinks at me the right way, because some primal instinct gets triggered in his presence. I’ve come to terms with the fact that all these things are true. But I don’t want them to be true.”
“I want you to fuck me…” he says, voice trailing off as if he’s unsure of what he said and might want to take it back. But then he lifts his chin and pulls his shoulders back. “You heard me, Brody. And I mean it.”
“We’re here because you looked at me like that in the courtyard.” — “Like I’m something special or some shit. Not because of my academic or athletic achievements, or because you want something from me. Not because I have something to prove. It’s because you looked at me like that, then kissed me like you just did, and it was hot and I fucking want to.”
“When I mark you from the inside, baby girl, you’re going to know you belong to me.” — “I already said I’m yours.”
“Brody pushes me, yes. He takes control, yes, but only because he knows I want him to—need him to. He’s never truly forceful and would never cross that line. Somewhere, deep down, I trust him in a way that terrifies me.”
“I don’t want him to mistake my words for anything other than exactly what they are. Acceptance of myself. “Actually, I’m usually the one beneath him.”” (YEAHHH IKTR!!!)
“I don’t know who he talked to or what they said, but I promise I didn’t tell him. I would never do that to you. I… I love you.” (I cant😭)
“I was mostly furious at myself for carelessly falling in love with a rich, uptight douchebag who did everything he could to make my life miserable for three months. I was mad I fell for it. For you.” — “You love me?” — “You’re still a pretentious asshole.” — “But I’m your pretentious asshole, if you still want me.” — “Obviously.”
“I kiss him again. This time it’s softer, slower. Deeper and dizzy with feelings. Messy, complicated feelings. Love and relief and shame and regret.”
“He’s right, you know,” I say quietly. “You’re the strongest person I know, too.” (This had me sobbing)
“I can’t help feeling like everything that’s happened led me to you,” he says quietly. “In the beginning, you annoyed me and pissed me off. Then I thought you needed me. I thought you were just fun to play with. But somewhere along the way, I fell in love with your pretentious ass.”
“Loving you is the strongest thing I’ve ever done. It feels like gaining a level of strength I didn’t know existed. I am proud to belong to you, Brody. To be yours. And I don’t care if everyone knows it. I’ll wear a collar if it makes you happy.” (Like stop🥹😭)
“I’m really proud of you.” “I’m kind of proud of me, too, actually. Not sure I’ve ever felt that before.” (This also made me super emo)
“Brody,” he says, making my name sound like an apology and a prayer all at once. “You’ve given me everything. You gave me something I didn’t know I was missing.” (Bye bye bye 😭😭)
“You’re going to have traces of me inside you, leaking out of you. I’m going to mark you from the inside, and you’re going to be mine.”
“That was intense and I… Fuck, Becky, I love you.” — “”I love you,” I echo.”
“Such a good girl,” — “Your good girl,” I rasp, dizzy and stupidly happy and absurdly turned on all at the same time. My fingers curl around his wrist where it holds the chain. “Yours.”
“It’s a good thing I can’t get pregnant,” Beck says with a snort. “You sure about that?” (LMFAO)
“You rose above it. You kept showing up. You did your job. That says a lot about who you are. This,” he taps the folder again, “says a lot about who you are. That’s why all these people went to bat for you. Don’t lose sight of that.” (Thanks coach you had me sobbing)
“My boyfriend, Beck. My totally out and mostly confident boyfriend, who still gets to his knees and crawls to me when I catch him in the showers late after practice. Who still obeys when he’s told to meet me in the stairwell with his pants down and his hands on the wall. Who blushes fiercely when we walk out of either of our dorm rooms after I turn him out, but isn’t ashamed.”
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
January 15, 2026
Wow, what a book! It's one of those stories where you know from the very first moment, oh, this is going to be good! It had me hooked from the very first second. One of the best I've read by Rebecca so far (well, I don't think this is the first time I've written that here, but what can I do, they's just a great writer and keeps outdoing themself 🤷🏻♀️).
It's a bully romance between Brody and Beck, two rivals on the same wrestling team. Lots of repressed feelings, chemistry, tension—and the spice was out of this world, so good 🌶️! Incredibly hot and intense, I enjoyed it so much 🔥! These two guys have been on my mind a lot these days, I can't get them out of my head. Discovering what was hidden behind their tough exterior was just wonderful ❤️. I highly recommend this book and the entire series.
It's a bully romance between Brody and Beck, two rivals on the same wrestling team. Lots of repressed feelings, chemistry, tension—and the spice was out of this world, so good 🌶️! Incredibly hot and intense, I enjoyed it so much 🔥! These two guys have been on my mind a lot these days, I can't get them out of my head. Discovering what was hidden behind their tough exterior was just wonderful ❤️. I highly recommend this book and the entire series.
January 5, 2026
Love Locked
Dee’s Grade: A+
I’m so in love with Beck and Brody. Beck’s character had a lot of growing to do and that’s part of what made the story so great. Was watching Beck learn what really matters in life.
Brody was just a testament to resilience and trying as hard as you can to be comfortable in your own skin.
These two together were powerful in ways they didn’t even know.
Dee’s Grade: A+
I’m so in love with Beck and Brody. Beck’s character had a lot of growing to do and that’s part of what made the story so great. Was watching Beck learn what really matters in life.
Brody was just a testament to resilience and trying as hard as you can to be comfortable in your own skin.
These two together were powerful in ways they didn’t even know.
January 13, 2026
ahhh Rebecca NEVER MISSES. this series! every book has been so good. This book highlights Bullying and the culture of it within sports . such a fantastic read. and the SPICE?🔥🌶️🥵 whew Mama! and the hard fought HEA is perfect.
January 2, 2026
I wasn't so sure about my opinion on this in the first half but the second half made up for it. I always enjoy Rebecca Rathe's writing and characters. Another solid read from her. :)
January 9, 2026
2.75 idk maybe i was in a bad mood
January 18, 2026
i ❤️ wrestlers
January 12, 2026
As usual, my girl Rebecca did not disappoint! Strong characters, daddy issues, traumatic back stories, and so much delicious spice. Rivals to lovers. Read it now!
January 9, 2026
Feminization is fine but I cannot get behind calling someone’s asshole a pussy. Instant ick. Also, this just felt very lackluster. I really thought this was going to be an addition to this series that I enjoyed. I’m a sucker for hurt/comfort but I barely feel like there was much till like 80% in.
January 12, 2026
4.75/5
January 10, 2026
❤️ Loving You Is The Strongest Thing I've Ever Done ❤
"I know this man is going to ruin me. Again. He's going to dismantle everything I've built. Take away everything I've earned after clawing my way back from shame. He's going to rip it all away from me. Just like he did before."
"It's not jealousy or apprehension or even heart-burn. It's far worse than that. It's....want."
"It's like he crafted his personality from a manual titled 'How to make Brody Miller's d*** hard and life difficult vol. 1."
"Is this how you want it? Want me to hold you down and ride your a** while you writhe beneath me?"
"They're still pretending that he's not mine, and I don't like that. He's mine. Mine. Mine. F****** mine."
"You'll belong to me in all the ways. Not just your bratty little attitude and your mouth and a**. Down to your marrow, Becky. You. Will. Be. Mine."
"Loving you is the strongest thing I've ever done. It feels like gaining a level of strength I didn't know existed. I am proud to belong to you, Brody. To be yours."
I have been waiting for this book to come out and now I'm sad that this series is over. This was a fantastic book and now one of my favorites in this series. I love how this author always writes about real world problems. She doesn't shy away from important issues, problems, and ugly things happening in this world. She writes with justice and care. Her stories are always fleshed out and the spice is top-notch 🔥🔥🔥🔥. The emotional aspect and trauma/hurt/comfort is written flawlessly.
This story follows Brody and Beck. Both of these boys are wrestlers and first meet in high school at a match. They're matched against each other. Beck is still in the closet with his sexuality so when he ends up feeling something for Brody when he has him pinned down, he freaks out bad. Time passes and Brody ends up transferring to college where Beck is. Beck is the captain of the team and once he sees Brody, he panics and instantly hates him. Brody ends up getting bullied by past guys he knows and Beck doesn't do anything to stop it. Brody doesn't give up on Beck, continues to push him, and Beck caves hard. Can Beck finally accept who he's meant to be? Will the bullies finally break Brody? What more obstacles stand in the way of these two being happy?
My heart broke for both of these boys. Brody is such a golden retriever who is trying to survive and live his best life. With past family struggles, he just wants to succeed. Beck is more the black cat. He closed off, perfectionist, and closes off his emotions. The way he was raised made me so sad. He has to hide who he is and become someone his dad approves of. I loved the banter, angst, want, need, tension, and yearning these two had for each other. Straight off, Brody knew what Beck was hiding and he coaxed it out. Brody knew how to handle Beck and what to give him. The push and pull between these two was delicious. The spicy scenes OMG they were everything and so hot 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥. The mouth on Brody was 🥵😏😉💦. This also had some good kinks as well 😏. It took so long for Beck to accept and become vulnerable, but when it happened, it was beautiful and made me emotional. I felt so bad how he battled his internalized homophobia 😥. I also felt so horrible when Brody kept getting bullied for his past 😭. Both of these boys were so strong and deserved that HEA.
I loved how the team rallied for Brody and supported him. Especially the coach. I loved Brody's family and how much they all supported each other. That made me tear up. Lastly Caty was such a great friend. I loved her character. I wanted to punch Pierce again 😤. All in all, this was a phenomenal end to this series and I can't wait to see more new stories from this author!
"I know this man is going to ruin me. Again. He's going to dismantle everything I've built. Take away everything I've earned after clawing my way back from shame. He's going to rip it all away from me. Just like he did before."
"It's not jealousy or apprehension or even heart-burn. It's far worse than that. It's....want."
"It's like he crafted his personality from a manual titled 'How to make Brody Miller's d*** hard and life difficult vol. 1."
"Is this how you want it? Want me to hold you down and ride your a** while you writhe beneath me?"
"They're still pretending that he's not mine, and I don't like that. He's mine. Mine. Mine. F****** mine."
"You'll belong to me in all the ways. Not just your bratty little attitude and your mouth and a**. Down to your marrow, Becky. You. Will. Be. Mine."
"Loving you is the strongest thing I've ever done. It feels like gaining a level of strength I didn't know existed. I am proud to belong to you, Brody. To be yours."
I have been waiting for this book to come out and now I'm sad that this series is over. This was a fantastic book and now one of my favorites in this series. I love how this author always writes about real world problems. She doesn't shy away from important issues, problems, and ugly things happening in this world. She writes with justice and care. Her stories are always fleshed out and the spice is top-notch 🔥🔥🔥🔥. The emotional aspect and trauma/hurt/comfort is written flawlessly.
This story follows Brody and Beck. Both of these boys are wrestlers and first meet in high school at a match. They're matched against each other. Beck is still in the closet with his sexuality so when he ends up feeling something for Brody when he has him pinned down, he freaks out bad. Time passes and Brody ends up transferring to college where Beck is. Beck is the captain of the team and once he sees Brody, he panics and instantly hates him. Brody ends up getting bullied by past guys he knows and Beck doesn't do anything to stop it. Brody doesn't give up on Beck, continues to push him, and Beck caves hard. Can Beck finally accept who he's meant to be? Will the bullies finally break Brody? What more obstacles stand in the way of these two being happy?
My heart broke for both of these boys. Brody is such a golden retriever who is trying to survive and live his best life. With past family struggles, he just wants to succeed. Beck is more the black cat. He closed off, perfectionist, and closes off his emotions. The way he was raised made me so sad. He has to hide who he is and become someone his dad approves of. I loved the banter, angst, want, need, tension, and yearning these two had for each other. Straight off, Brody knew what Beck was hiding and he coaxed it out. Brody knew how to handle Beck and what to give him. The push and pull between these two was delicious. The spicy scenes OMG they were everything and so hot 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥. The mouth on Brody was 🥵😏😉💦. This also had some good kinks as well 😏. It took so long for Beck to accept and become vulnerable, but when it happened, it was beautiful and made me emotional. I felt so bad how he battled his internalized homophobia 😥. I also felt so horrible when Brody kept getting bullied for his past 😭. Both of these boys were so strong and deserved that HEA.
I loved how the team rallied for Brody and supported him. Especially the coach. I loved Brody's family and how much they all supported each other. That made me tear up. Lastly Caty was such a great friend. I loved her character. I wanted to punch Pierce again 😤. All in all, this was a phenomenal end to this series and I can't wait to see more new stories from this author!
January 5, 2026
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
🌶️🌶️🌶️
Oh-My-Lanta Rebecca has done it again!!! I’m so happy with how great this book was! I didn’t love the last one as much as the previous in this series so I was a bit worried about this one. But boy was I so wrong. This story HIT! I know nothing about wrestling but this did a wonderful job of depicting the tournaments and duals etc.
This story is with Beckett and Brody. Brody transfers to a new college to be closer to home since his brother has recently gotten out of rehab and is recovering at home. He immediately recognizes Beck, who is the captain of his new college wrestling team. In high school they once had a match against each other where Beck got a noticeable boner and now he’s embarrassed and worried that Brody will out him to the team. Brody also recognizes an unfriendly face on his new team, Pierce Jamison. Pierce was a tormenter and bully in high school causing major damage for Brody’s family.
Brody quickly finds himself enjoying messing with the uptight Beck once he realizes Beck likes to be told what to do when they’re alone.
Beck has his own issues, having grown up privileged, his father demands the best from his son which includes getting the best grades, being the best wrestler and definitely NOT being gay. He is trying to figure out his sexuality while staying deeply in the closet to please his father but the pressure is on and at some point he’s going to explode.
I enjoyed so much about this book. I loved the way Brody always had Becks best interest no matter what curveballs Beck threw at him. Beckett was hurting so much and keeping everything bottled up not knowing how to handle everything that was going on with his family, mainly his issues with his dad. Then Brody and his family issues and the pressure he had to not only deal with the bullying at school, but also trying to keep everything quiet so his bully didn’t find out and harass him even more. At times their lives seemed so dire but the times they got to be together is what helped them both through it all.
🌶️🌶️🌶️
Oh-My-Lanta Rebecca has done it again!!! I’m so happy with how great this book was! I didn’t love the last one as much as the previous in this series so I was a bit worried about this one. But boy was I so wrong. This story HIT! I know nothing about wrestling but this did a wonderful job of depicting the tournaments and duals etc.
This story is with Beckett and Brody. Brody transfers to a new college to be closer to home since his brother has recently gotten out of rehab and is recovering at home. He immediately recognizes Beck, who is the captain of his new college wrestling team. In high school they once had a match against each other where Beck got a noticeable boner and now he’s embarrassed and worried that Brody will out him to the team. Brody also recognizes an unfriendly face on his new team, Pierce Jamison. Pierce was a tormenter and bully in high school causing major damage for Brody’s family.
Brody quickly finds himself enjoying messing with the uptight Beck once he realizes Beck likes to be told what to do when they’re alone.
Beck has his own issues, having grown up privileged, his father demands the best from his son which includes getting the best grades, being the best wrestler and definitely NOT being gay. He is trying to figure out his sexuality while staying deeply in the closet to please his father but the pressure is on and at some point he’s going to explode.
I enjoyed so much about this book. I loved the way Brody always had Becks best interest no matter what curveballs Beck threw at him. Beckett was hurting so much and keeping everything bottled up not knowing how to handle everything that was going on with his family, mainly his issues with his dad. Then Brody and his family issues and the pressure he had to not only deal with the bullying at school, but also trying to keep everything quiet so his bully didn’t find out and harass him even more. At times their lives seemed so dire but the times they got to be together is what helped them both through it all.
January 3, 2026
Rebecca… honestly, HOW? How do you keep making me feel everything and fall a little bit in love every single time I pick up one of your stories?
Beck and Brody? Obsessed. Zero questions. They are the ultimate push–pull duo. Brody somehow knows exactly what Beck needs before Beck even figures it out himself. And yes, it has bully-romance vibes at times, but it never feels cruel or malicious. These two men are beautiful, flawed, human. They mess up, they grow, they learn. Their journey is all about acceptance—who they truly are vs. who they think they’re “meant” to be. Their dynamic never feels transactional or forced; it’s essential to their HEA.
And Rebecca… you may have written my favourite clap-back line of ALL TIME. I won’t spoil it, but just know: I screamed.
Also, can we PLEASE talk about Caty? This girl is the ultimate ride-or-die support system. Her friendship with Beck is so wholesome, judgement-free, and exactly the voice he needs when he’s terrified of his own truth. I don’t usually connect with female side characters but, in true Rathe chaos, you basically said: “hold my drink and let Leigha eat her words.”
And the side characters? ICONIC. Coach “boners happen” McCoy, Ms Delia, the whole team growing right beside our boys—I loved every single one.
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ / 5
Rebecca could write a book about people literally just sitting on a couch and I would DEVOUR it. Every. Damn. Time.
Beck and Brody? Obsessed. Zero questions. They are the ultimate push–pull duo. Brody somehow knows exactly what Beck needs before Beck even figures it out himself. And yes, it has bully-romance vibes at times, but it never feels cruel or malicious. These two men are beautiful, flawed, human. They mess up, they grow, they learn. Their journey is all about acceptance—who they truly are vs. who they think they’re “meant” to be. Their dynamic never feels transactional or forced; it’s essential to their HEA.
And Rebecca… you may have written my favourite clap-back line of ALL TIME. I won’t spoil it, but just know: I screamed.
Also, can we PLEASE talk about Caty? This girl is the ultimate ride-or-die support system. Her friendship with Beck is so wholesome, judgement-free, and exactly the voice he needs when he’s terrified of his own truth. I don’t usually connect with female side characters but, in true Rathe chaos, you basically said: “hold my drink and let Leigha eat her words.”
And the side characters? ICONIC. Coach “boners happen” McCoy, Ms Delia, the whole team growing right beside our boys—I loved every single one.
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ / 5
Rebecca could write a book about people literally just sitting on a couch and I would DEVOUR it. Every. Damn. Time.
January 8, 2026
This may be my favourite in the Forbidden Goals series. It's a story about the most homoerotic of sports: wrestling. Our MCs are two college wrestlers, Beck - captain of the team and uptight closeted rich boy, and Brody - charismatic transfer student from the wrong side of the tracks. Beck and Brody have interacted in a wrestling match before, but Beck had an intense and embarrassing reaction to it, so he hates Brody on sight. He was such an asshole at the start of the story, unlikable and highly entitled. Brody is a nice guy, but he sees something in Beck that makes him want to push his buttons and somehow these two end up in various kinky situations in which Beck learns that he is kind of subby, and just a little into being bossed around and humiliated. Beck takes this in stride, and we get some delicious but conflicted smut, which Beck is always running from. They go back and forth for a long time, Beck fighting tooth and nail to deny himself, but eventually we get a satisfying reconciliation that bleeds into a fair amount of cheesiness in the end. I mostly enjoyed it though. I enjoyed the difference between the two, their chemistry. I enjoyed the use of 'babygirl' and Brody calling Beck "Becky". It was a pretty steamy story with a solid emotional backbone. Also, kudos to Rathe for her activism (see the book's afterword), we love an outspoken queen.
January 13, 2026
Rebecca Rathe proves once again why she is an insta buy author for me. This series is seriously so amazing and I literally devoured every single book, and this one was no different.
This book takes us back to Huntson University! This time to the wrestling team, although a few very recognizable baseball players do make a cameo! Beck and Brody's story grabbed me from page one and never let go.
Brody is literally a golden retriever with BDE, and a literal big 🍆 to back it up! He is so sweet and literally tries to make life easier for every person around him, even those that don't deserve it. He is so strong even through relentless harassment, stays true to who he is.
Beck is struggling with the truth of who he really is, and what he wants. He is wound so tight he just needs an escape. A way to let some of who he truly is out before he shatters. Brody is that person for him. He allows Beck to be his true self with no judgement, just unwavering support. The growth that Beck undergoes highlights Rebecca Rathe's ability to create characters that are dynamic, and real.
This book made me laugh (looking at you Ms. Delia), cry (thanks Davis and your speech IYKYK), and swoon (this one is on you Brody). Not to mention the spice. 🥵🔥 sizzling as ALWAYS.
I cannot wait for whatever comes next!
This book takes us back to Huntson University! This time to the wrestling team, although a few very recognizable baseball players do make a cameo! Beck and Brody's story grabbed me from page one and never let go.
Brody is literally a golden retriever with BDE, and a literal big 🍆 to back it up! He is so sweet and literally tries to make life easier for every person around him, even those that don't deserve it. He is so strong even through relentless harassment, stays true to who he is.
Beck is struggling with the truth of who he really is, and what he wants. He is wound so tight he just needs an escape. A way to let some of who he truly is out before he shatters. Brody is that person for him. He allows Beck to be his true self with no judgement, just unwavering support. The growth that Beck undergoes highlights Rebecca Rathe's ability to create characters that are dynamic, and real.
This book made me laugh (looking at you Ms. Delia), cry (thanks Davis and your speech IYKYK), and swoon (this one is on you Brody). Not to mention the spice. 🥵🔥 sizzling as ALWAYS.
I cannot wait for whatever comes next!
January 3, 2026
es increíble como un problema tan insignificante que no fue prioridad para la autora sea la razón por la cual quedé con un sabor amargo en la boca, pero creo que es sano de mi parte aceptar que esto está en mi, jaja :c
a veces es mejor aceptar mi pettiness y darle créditos a la autora porque genuinamente adoro su forma de escribir y como lleva a cabo a sus personajes. no es la primera vez que termino uno de sus libros con una pesadez basada en percepciones subjetivas que eventualmente termino descartando después de una segunda lectura, así que espero en unos meses editar esta reseña y expresar una opinión mucho más ligera y expresando lo mucho que me gustó este libro (realmente me gustó)
SIN MENCIONAR!!! que hay cameos de los personajes de choke up (libro fav de la serie) y me encantó ver una nueva perspectiva de ellos y entender las inside joke, neta, estaba suuuper emocionada cuando caí en cuenta que sus líneas temporales estaban conectadas
FINALMENTE, amé la relación entre brody y beck, amé la dinámica de ellos con sus amigos, con sus familias y obvio siempre puedo confiar en rebecca rathe para manejar temas serios con delicadeza!!
a veces es mejor aceptar mi pettiness y darle créditos a la autora porque genuinamente adoro su forma de escribir y como lleva a cabo a sus personajes. no es la primera vez que termino uno de sus libros con una pesadez basada en percepciones subjetivas que eventualmente termino descartando después de una segunda lectura, así que espero en unos meses editar esta reseña y expresar una opinión mucho más ligera y expresando lo mucho que me gustó este libro (realmente me gustó)
SIN MENCIONAR!!! que hay cameos de los personajes de choke up (libro fav de la serie) y me encantó ver una nueva perspectiva de ellos y entender las inside joke, neta, estaba suuuper emocionada cuando caí en cuenta que sus líneas temporales estaban conectadas
FINALMENTE, amé la relación entre brody y beck, amé la dinámica de ellos con sus amigos, con sus familias y obvio siempre puedo confiar en rebecca rathe para manejar temas serios con delicadeza!!
January 14, 2026
I enjoyed this book just as much as I thought I would.
Beck and Brody were so good together. The push and pull between them (mostly on Beck’s side lol) was everything. I’m so happy Beck learnt to love himself for who he was by the end of the book. Brody was the sweetest and it was so heartbreaking to learn about his backstory and how he never fought back after people made certain comments. I’m glad Pierce the POS got what he deserved after basically harassing and abusing Brody and guising it under “hazing”. It was good to see the team be on his side too.
All the domestic scenes were the sweetest especially the ones over the Christmas break where Beck met Brody’s Mom and brother Davis - it was so cute seeing them all interact and how Beck went to David’ AA meeting with the rest of the family.
I also like the little bit where the best friends Aaron and Jay were in a relationship.
I will say though that sometimes the writing was too much telling and not enough showing (this lead to some parts of the book being boring). It also felt like there were a lot of loose ends, one example being Eric and how Brody never explained who he was to Beck.
Beck and Brody were so good together. The push and pull between them (mostly on Beck’s side lol) was everything. I’m so happy Beck learnt to love himself for who he was by the end of the book. Brody was the sweetest and it was so heartbreaking to learn about his backstory and how he never fought back after people made certain comments. I’m glad Pierce the POS got what he deserved after basically harassing and abusing Brody and guising it under “hazing”. It was good to see the team be on his side too.
All the domestic scenes were the sweetest especially the ones over the Christmas break where Beck met Brody’s Mom and brother Davis - it was so cute seeing them all interact and how Beck went to David’ AA meeting with the rest of the family.
I also like the little bit where the best friends Aaron and Jay were in a relationship.
I will say though that sometimes the writing was too much telling and not enough showing (this lead to some parts of the book being boring). It also felt like there were a lot of loose ends, one example being Eric and how Brody never explained who he was to Beck.
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