Overall really enjoyed this read. As soon as I saw that the sequel to Losing Sam was released, I immediately started reading. I’d been anticipating this for a while and, for the most part, it was a good follow-up to the first installment of this series.
Nicole is a very talented writer and I’m always impressed by the smooth flow of her stories, along with the realistic and entertaining dialogue, three-dimensional characters, and well-developed settings. Another major strength—which I think was the highlight of this book—is her ability to build-up tension and chemistry. I also can’t leave out that the few spicy scenes that were in this book were written extremely well. Kudos for that. Lastly, before I go into my critiques of this story, I have to say that I absolutely adored Jess in this book. I loved her in the first book too, but she really grew into herself and showed a lot of character development in this sequel and I was living for it.
The main things that prevented this from being a 5-star read for me were 1) Sam being super infuriating for pretty much the entirety of this novel and 2) The inclusion of a third-act breakup.
To the first point: This book was written solely from Sam’s perspective and I’ve never wanted to slap a character more in my life. Despite eight years having passed from the events of the first book, Sam had seemingly not developed or matured and seemed literally incapable of doing anything that would show Jess that she loved/wanted to be with her. How many friends had to tell her to stop being dumb and do something instead of running away, just for Sam to ignore them? And how hard could it be for her to initiate a kiss, genuine words of endearment, a romantic gesture, or literally anything to make it so Jess wasn’t the only one putting herself out there? She needed to prove that she would choose Jess instead of running away and she repeatedly did the wrong thing at pretty much every opportunity she had to prove herself and, if I’m being honest, I don’t even feel very satisfied that she improved much by the very end of the story. Her grand gesture felt lackluster to me and a twinge too-little-too-late. Jess is better than me for forgiving her and trusting her again so easily.
As for the third-act breakup, I felt it was unnecessary. This was a slow-burn. We, as readers, endured two book-lengths of back-and-forth so we could see a HEA. That, in-of-itself, provides enough tension and conflict to keep readers interested without having to break up the characters at the very tail-end of the book. Frankly, at the placement that this fallout took place in the story, I actually feel it would have been the perfect place to have had Sam display character development and finally choose Jess over her habit of running away out of fear. Instead, the choice to have her repeat her previous actions again dragged things out, lost momentum, shattered trust we spent the entire book trying to build, and gave insufficient time at the end of the story to do damage control, wrap things up satisfyingly, and give readers time with Sam and Jess to see them as an official, happy, and healthy couple.
Sam and Jess had so much chemistry and we were robbed of being able to experience what that looked like. I want a domestic happy couple as my payoff dammit! Even the epilogue-of-sorts had the two women barely interacting with each other so we really didn’t get to see their dynamic when they aren’t failing to communicate and experiencing angst every two seconds. Such lost potential there.
With all of that said, I would still recommend this series. As I stated pre-rant, I enjoyed this story and its characters a lot. I blew through this second installment in less than a day and don’t regret reading it at all. I think there were elements that could have done better, but they’re weren’t enough to completely ruin things for me. I’m glad for the HEA, loved seeing another well-written sapphic love story, and look forward to future reads from this author <3