lol! This whole book was absolutely wild asf and very OTT. I wrote notes along the way because H kept pissing me off, and I had to take breaks. 🤪 This will be a long rant/spoilers/recap. I rage-read most of this book.
This book is a stepsilbings bully romance (but that’s not important to this story. Nobody ever mentions them being step-siblings)
The bullying is definitely a big part of the story.
Ari (h) is BFF with Zaiden's (H) sister, Kacie. Kacie was killed, and not long after that, Zaiden's dad divorced his wife, then married Ari's mom (the two moms happened to be BFF), so..complicated.
Zaiden hates Ari and blames Ari for his sister's death. He promises to make her pay. Ari doesn't understand why Zaiden blames her.
Zaiden is a major arse hole.
Some of his bullying
🚩Calls her w*hore among other names
🚩Ties or handcuffs her multiple times, naked, and leaves her. Once he released his fluids all over her. He plans on leaving her there, and she’s like “what if the coach finds me like this” and he’s all like “then I hope he fks your throat like the good w*ore you are” - and he LEAVES her there tied up.
(This is after KNOWING that the coach is forcing his dance team to do unthinkable things with him to keep their scholarships)
🚩Throws her into an open grave and leaves her.
🚩Records her dry humping him, then plays it to all their friends
🚩Blackmails her with the video of her doing oral on her coach
🚩Blackmails her with the video of her friends doing oral on the coach
🚩Gives her oral while her parents are in the room
🚩Makes h give him oral in front of everybody at a party
🚩h gets kicked off the dance team and faces expulsion because of H's videos he has recorded
What’s even worse about all this is that we will get tiny bits where H remembers when they were kids, and they were very close. Like…when they were 7 and had a sleepover. She got scared, and he held her. 😭 It’s clear he has feelings for her. We slowly find out that as they got older, Kacie made him promise that he would leave h alone. He promised, but his feelings kept growing.
This is where I almost DNF. h is an absolute moron because she decides to go to a party one night EVEN though she knew Zaiden would be there. (This is after he threw her in the open grave.)
Even her bff was like “maybe we shouldn’t go to that party tonight” 🤦♀️🤦♀️🤦♀️
As if this whole mess isn’t already f’ed up enough, there’s some stupid rule that the dancers belong to the football team. Idk, it’s so dumb.
Ari starts investigating why H thinks she killed his sister. *Olivia Benson is the house* 🙄🙄
h gets drugged at a party. H rescues her in time, but now it’s “war” between the hockey team and the football players. I’m seriously laughing at the absurd plotline of this book
H’s whole POV during this is “should have just left her and let the whole football team plow her.”
Swoon: HUSBAND MATERIAL ❤️🔥❤️🔥
h was picked by the coach (he picked a girl all the time to have smex with), but H saved her before it went anywhere……..then we had some random school shooting. The creepy coach was ☠️ (the shooter was a character I’ve never heard of)
Finally, we start to get a little backstory on what happened that night Kacie died. H and h were in a secret relationship, and h was not going to be his dirty little secret. H promised to talk to his sister.
Supposedly, Kacie showed up to the party angry, and she left. H assumed she found out about h and him. OW told H that Kacie was mad at h. h keeps telling H she didn’t even see his sister that night.
Both MCs are immature morons. This whole mess could be cleared up if they had an actual 5-minute discussion.
What do you think all these morons decide to do after a school shooting?
Party 🎉 Yep! Another party.
Ohhhhh nice! We are 46% in, and Zaiden shows up at the party. He decides h should give him a BJ in front of EVERYONE (he blackmailed and threatened to release the videos of her friends giving the coach oral)
Like OMFG, this m’fer literally forced/blackmailed her into this. Yuck yuck yuck. The whole next chapter is h at home, being so turned on she does self-care. 🥴 girrrrrl. You need therapy.
About 3 days later, these two dummies *FINALLY* talk at 53%.
The backstory: Kacie actually saw Zaiden kissing h that night. So technically, it was HIS fault his sister took off in a huff. She felt betrayed. 🤷♀️🤷♀️ She had a car accident, and she wasn’t drunk. Her brakes were not working
(I just DO NOT UNDERSTAND this whole motive/plot. It's so goofy.)
Btw- h is a V. 🤪
⛔️For those who want to know when they actually have smex- 63% at a party. Hey, I was actually surprised he put a condom on first. 😂 (about 80% in, he does away with the condoms)
One quote from H “If I lick it, it’s MINE.”
What? The? fk?
A few days later, they are all back at school. h gets called into the Dean’s office. She’s kicked off the dance team because the video of her “being forced” to give H a BJ is going around. Ofc, nothing happens to the hockey god. This idiot H justifies his treatment of h as “it had to happen” because that’s the only way he could claim her from the football team. H goes to talk to the coach/dean, and he happens to catch them boinking. For some asinine reason, we get H’s POV about how hot the dean is and how she came on to him the previous year. He almost took her up on the offer.
H threatened the dean. Ahhh, now h is no longer suspended.
h’s friends overheard the football team talking about graping h. (This plot goes nowhere)
Then somebody ran H and h off the road while they were on a motorcycle. 🤪
So the grovel…..h tells H he needs to get on his knees and apologize. 🙃🙃🙃 He does…and she thinks “this powerful man is on his knees for only me. FORGIVEN”
H and h are now the couple of the year. True Love! H guards her like a German shepherd UNTIL the one day he doesn’t, and H’s mom tries to kill h. 😱 Come to find out, H’s mom killed her daughter and was behind everything- even the school shooting. Why? Because Kacie was not actually her daughter. H’s dad had an affair, and the woman dropped the baby off. She raised her as hers. So H’s mom was sleeping with the coach. Kacie found out and was going to expose her. If she were exposed as cheating, she wouldn’t get any money.
Anyway, H makes it in time to save h. Mom is arrested.
2 years later, H is in the NHL. h is still in college. They are still in a relationship. He proposed and she said yes. 🙌
Mom is serving life.
What a wild and very bizarre ride. I’m rating it 3 stars because it definitely kept me entertained. There are a few plot holes.
Welp 🤪