Though this book wasn’t my favorite Dani Collins book, this book was pretty darn good. It was enjoyable and completely readable. I never felt bored nor did I try to skim through it to get to the “good” parts. I was engaged pretty quickly from the most clever opening ever that made the story start off with a little bit of kick to it with a small amount of suspense and danger thrown in to make it coming off differently than any other Presents that I have read in the past. Though I did find it strange the it was the prologue, but whatever it was a good jumping off point and setup the reunion of Jaya and Theo.
After the setup of the story was presented, then the story took us back eighteen months in the past to Jaya and Theo’s relationship. I liked they already had an established relationship at the point already with Theo being her boss and Jaya having a major crush on him, which made her decide to leave because she knew it was asking for trouble. So basically she was saying goodbye to him, though the struggle to leave him as were her feelings for him were very apparent. The struggle was real, but also in this scene I could feel the attraction between them and how they both suppressed it because of their working relationship. Just that back and forth in that moment as they tried to deny their desire for each other., but that didn’t exactly happen. Granted they never would have acted on their feelings if she wasn’t leaving nor was he in the best place emotional, but a passionate interlude followed.
Despite the fact that it happened really early in the book it didn’t set my hackles up like it usually does this early in the book because I am all about the anticipation factor before the act even happens, but in this case I was okay with it because it was very beautifully written and really showed off the trust and connection between them. It was a loaded scene too because this was the first time that she wanted a man after she was sexually assaulted years ago, and tended to stay away from men in that way. Theo was the first man to really interest her in that way, and though she did go back and forth of whether she should or shouldn’t be with him, she decided she did and feel the pleasure that he could provide her in that moment. She felt very empowered by that decision and felt nothing but pleasure with him, but she was only able to do that because she had feelings for Theo. If it was anyone else I don’t think she could have done that. The fact they had a backstory and a pre-established relationship helped her to allow that kind of intimacy with him because she felt like she knew him, and that also made it for me a little easier to swallow because it wasn’t just a one night stand or a stranger she was engaging in this behavior with. There was that trust and intimacy already there, and I could feel that.
Also I loved Theo in that scene because he truly came off as a good guy even if he was playing it off as if he was anything but. He didn’t know about her past, but he could tell that she was wavering about whether to do this or not. He was very sweet and understanding about the whole thing, and even though he desperately wanted her, he was willing only as far as she was willing to go, and actually he meant it and it wasn’t just words coming out of his mouth to “convince” her to sleep with him. He started off slow and gauged her the entire way, and always made sure she was okay before continuing on, and it was the way he did not that he did it. It was very genuine, and I could tell that he wanted her as into this as he was into her, which just made the scene all the hotter.
Plus all the anticipation leading up to the big event just made it all the more sizzling, and the closer that they got physically the closer the got emotionally, and it was just a good scene. It showed the meaning of the ultimate connection in every single level that there was. It was clear that it was meaningful scene for both of them and became the utmost of important, and definitely was a night to remember in every way possible including a consequence that would have lifetime implications.
Fast forward to the present, and come to find out that Theo needed Jaya’s help in taking care of his nephew and niece after a situation had occurred that left his siblings trapped at sea and the children needed to protected. Theo could think of no one else he could trust but Jaya. And when they met again, the connection was still clearly there for both of them and it went deep along with some hurt feelings along the way. He ignored her calls when she called him, wounding her in the process and kind of gave up meeting him again. She was mad at him, but it was so much more complicated than that as were her feelings for him, but she agreed to help him take care of his niece and nephew.
Then truth slowly get revealed about their pasts as well as the present. They were open and honest with each other, and as that happened they got closer and closer and started to reconnect again and try to make a life together with their son.
This book could have used a little more angst for my taste. I just didn’t feel that raw, gripping angst that I am accustomed by Dani Collins. It was more of this truth and that truth coming out as they came to get know each other again, which was fine, but I think more angst added would have given the story a little more intensity and oomph to it. Not that they didn’t have intense conversations or complicate emotions weren’t explored because there were, and it was some heavy stuff too, it just didn’t give me those gripping feels that I expected. There wasn’t a lot of tension or butting heads I felt either. It was more coming to grips with things than anything else. I was just expecting more of a fight between them to lead into passionate interludes. And that didn’t happen.
In fact aside from their first time together in the past, there was really only one other proper love scene. Don’t me wrong it was a good scene, and it was nice to see them together and renew that connection between them. And there was a little bit of anticipation leading up to the moment, but it wasn’t consumed through the entire book. There attraction was there and the need for closeness was there, but not that raw sexual tension that I would have expected after all this time being separated, instead it was more subtle than anything else. That wasn’t a bad thing, it just was different. It was satisfying when they did finally come together again, and it was a a beautiful scene between them as they came together on every level. I felt their connection and the specialness that they had, and it was all the more poignant because there was such honest and truth between them. They really knew each other and saw all their past demons and accepted them as who the person was, which just made for a really powerful statement. I loved seeing them together and have that passionate connection in that moment.
Even though this book wasn’t perfect, and I have loved other Dani Collins stories more, I enjoyed this one. I wouldn’t classify this book as a bad book, but it was different and I didn’t get all the angsty feels that I was expecting especially considering the premise on the back. But I never had any feelings of hate towards it at any point, nor was a bored or felt like I was just slogging through it to get through it. I just wanted to feel more intensity while I was reading it. I enjoyed Jaya and Theo as a couple. They had some raw moments, but they had some sweet moments too that were just filled with moments of connection and honesty between them. Theo did make some mistakes along the way, but he wasn’t that typical cruel alpha jerk, and he had some really sweet moments with Jaya and the children. How he saw himself was more heartbreaking than ever. Jaya and Theo were just the perfect pair, and I loved Jaya and all she had overcome in her life to be this independent and successful woman that didn’t need Theo, but she wanted him. They just had a beautiful thing going on, and a beautiful relationship. I loved the fact they had history together, which made their present complicated, but it just carried the story forward so they could have a strong, healthy relationship for the future. It was a good addition to the unofficial MaKricosta’s siblings quartet.