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At six foot four, muscles for days, and a take charge attitude, Duncan Hawkins is exactly my type and everything I've sworn to avoid... So when I find myself in trouble, why is he my first call?

Mika has run before—first from trouble at home, then from an abusive ex.

For the past two years, he’s built a quiet, safe life in Vesper, Texas, determined to never run again. But when his past comes knocking, he needs protection. And there’s only one man he trusts to keep him safe—Hawk.

Hawk is ex-military, a seasoned bodyguard, and the very type that man Mika has spent years avoiding—big, tough, and in charge. Exactly his type. Exactly the kind of man who once broke him.

But Hawk is different. He’s protective, patient, and unwavering in his promise to stand between Mika and danger. As Hawk teaches Mika to fight back—both in his self-defense classes and in life—sparks fly.

But trusting a man like Hawk means risking everything, including his heart. And with his ex growing more dangerous by the day, Mika must keep running, or stand and fight—with Hawk by his side.

324 pages, Kindle Edition

Published May 7, 2025

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3,969 reviews146 followers
June 3, 2026
POSSIBLE TRIGGER WARNING: Past domestic abuse, and a little trauma
At six foot four, muscles for days, and a take charge attitude, Duncan Hawkins is exactly my type and everything I've sworn to avoid... So when I find myself in trouble, why is he my first call? Mika has run before—first from trouble at home, then from an abusive ex. For the past two years, he’s built a quiet, safe life in Vesper, Texas, determined to never run again. But when his past comes knocking, he needs protection. And there’s only one man he trusts to keep him safe...Hawk. Hawk is ex-military, a seasoned bodyguard, and the very type that man Mika has spent years avoiding—big, tough, and in charge. Exactly his type. Exactly the kind of man who once broke him. But Hawk is different. He’s protective, patient, and unwavering in his promise to stand between Mika and danger. As Hawk teaches Mika to fight back—both in his self-defense classes and in life, sparks fly. But trusting a man like Hawk means risking everything, including his heart. And with his ex-boyfriend growing more dangerous by the day, Mika must decide; keep running or stand and fight; with Hawk by his side.

In some previous books by this author, we've been with the firefights of the town, but this time we're with the security experts at Three Bears Tactical Service. I waited for this first book in this series to arrive from Amazon, and I couldn't wait to start it. I'm happy to say that it did not at all or in any way, disappoint...but Jacki James has never disappointed me. Mika and Hawk are just perfect together; they 100% compliment and deserve each other. Mika has been through a lot. He was young and made a bad choice in a boyfriend, but he planned and executed a clever escape and thought he had run far enough way that his ex would never find him. Wrong! This guy didn't like to lose or be told "no", so when his past shows up again in the form of this brutish ex-boyfriend that he thought he had escaped from...Hawk is there to help out and protect him.

Daniel Hawkins; (Hawk), loves what he does. He's part owner of the Three Bears Technical, a Security firm. While teaching a self-protection class that Mika was taking to help him better defend himself...especially if his ex should show up.... Hawk becomes very interested in the young man. Later while Hawk is providing protection for Mika, they both became "interested" in one another. Hawk was trying to give Mika time to be more comfortable around him, but when Mika is scared and reaches out there's just no more time or space between them. Hawk & Mika are so perfect for each other. They each have something to offer one another; something besides sex.... but of course, sex is on the table also! Hawk shows Mika how strong he really is, and Mika helps Hawk feel more connected to his new life. There are also some really great side characters. You can't help but love Mika's elderly friend, Mrs. Thompson, who taught him to crochet, and of course all the men that make up Three Bears Tactical. Is anyone surprised that I read the books out of order? With this series, it really doesn't matter all that much. An added benefit of this one is that there is a really, really cute dog!

If you like the M/M romance genera and a story that is engaging and filled with action, chemistry, healing and fun I can highly recommend this one or any other books by Jacki James.
1,632 reviews69 followers
May 8, 2025
This is a bodyguard romance, featuring Duncan Hawkins and Mika, and is book one in the Protector Daddies series.

Mika has built a quiet life after escaping his past, but when danger returns, he turns to Hawk—a strong, protective ex-soldier he’s tried to avoid because he is just Mika’s type. As Hawk helps keep him safe, Mika starts to fall for him and must decide whether to keep running or finally give in to his feelings.

This book was a slow burn but it was quite gentle because of Hawk. He is this giant guy and super protective but he just exudes this claiming presence. There is a little drama with the horrible ex, but they tackle it together.

They get a HEA but the book ended on a series cliffhanger of sorts and it is going to make me think about it over and over until book two to find out what the heck happened.

Things to expect in this book are:
Book 1 in series
MM bodyguard romance
Protector x Protectee
Slow burn
Small town
Hurt/Comfort
Living with past trauma
Horrible ex
Grumpy x Sunshine
Opposites Attract
Size difference
Calls him mouse
Daddy / baby boy
Spicy times & dirty talk
Found Family
HEA
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1,500 reviews62 followers
May 11, 2025
3.5

Nice sweet story. I loved how these two were with each other. Hawk was so patient and understanding, and I loved how Micha actually listened to directions to keep himself safe. These two worked really well together. It was nice visiting with other couples from other books. This is very Daddy lite if you want to dip your toes in.

For future me:

Dual pov
No cheating/sharing
Strict role on page
No clear on diversity
Not a super suspenseful
No smexy before relationship
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1,651 reviews35 followers
May 7, 2025
from reading the station 69 series , was already in love with Mika, and when Three Bears Tactical (TBT) came into the picture, I needed more from their world. Was very happy to see Jacki went in this direction and showed us the inner workings of TBT and their men. With each new team member we meet, you need another story.
knowing Mika had a rough past was nice to see Hawke took his time easing into things with Mika. These two had a spark from day one. They just needed the time to become comfortable. it was nice to see how protective Hawke was but at the same time not overbearing that wouldn't have worked in this dynamic. As usual, I loved seeing cameos from past Daddies and boys to see how they are going along with life after their stories were completed. I am looking forward to seeing who tames our Gator in the next installment.
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1,752 reviews84 followers
May 13, 2025
4.5 stars, rounded up.

Hawk and Mika were introduced in the Station 69 series. I was interested in Hawk, but I was really eager to learn Mika's story because he was somewhat guarded, mysterious.

I loved these two guys together. Hawk is such a Daddy, and he's determined to protect Mika at all costs. Mika is a sweetheart. He may have depended on Hawk, but he was also very independent with his job, his friends, and his hobbies.

There's some drama with Mika's violent ex. I love how all that came together.

I'm eager to read Gator's story.

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1,578 reviews20 followers
May 7, 2025
Hawk is the first book in the Protector Daddies series. This is the story of Mika and Hawk. I love that this continues on from the Station 69 series. I loved Mika and wanted to know more about him. I also wanted to know more about the guys from Three Bears Tactical (TBT) where Hawk is from. I love watching these two work together and figure things out. They are just perfect for each other. I loved this book and can't wait for the next book in the series. I would definitely recommend this book.
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869 reviews16 followers
Did Not Finish
March 21, 2026
I think it’s me. I wasn’t feeling the flow of the book. I wasn’t feeling the chemistry between the mc’s. I called it quits at 73%
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May 10, 2025
Duncan Hawkins (1m93) et Mika Simpson (1m65)
Ancien Militaire/Garde du corps
Daddy
Vesper (ville au Texas)

Butch (ex de Mika)
Perséphone (Steph, chienne de Andy)
Andy (meilleur ami de Mika, pompier)
Mars (meilleur ami de Mika, proprietaire d'un magasin)
Zeva (Gestionnaire du magasin de Mars)
Jesse (Daddy de Andy, propriétaire du bar)
Samuel (Daddy de Mars, pompier, chef de caserne)
Caleb et Keith (ami de Andy et Mika, et son Daddy)
Mary Ellen Thompson (Patronne de Mika)
M. Thompson (mari de Mary Ellen, mort)
Gator, Rylan, Tucker, Axel, (equipe de Three Bears et amis de Hawk)
Three Bears (Agence de securité)

Interessant. Belle relation amicale et amoureuse.
J'adore leur team.

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Avec ses 1,93 m, ses muscles à revendre et son attitude responsable, Duncan Hawkins est exactement mon type et tout ce que j'ai juré d'éviter... Alors, quand je me retrouve en difficulté, pourquoi est-il mon premier appel ?

Mika a déjà fui, d'abord pour échapper à des problèmes familiaux, puis à un ex violent.
Ces deux dernières années, il s'est construit une vie tranquille et sûre à Vesper, au Texas, déterminé à ne plus jamais fuir. Mais lorsque son passé le rattrape, il a besoin de protection. Et il n'y a qu'un seul homme en qui il a confiance pour le protéger : Hawk.
Hawk est un ancien militaire, un garde du corps chevronné, et le type même d'homme que Mika a passé des années à éviter : grand, costaud et autoritaire. Exactement son genre. Exactement le genre d'homme qui l'a brisé un jour.
Mais Hawk est différent. Il est protecteur, patient et inébranlable dans sa promesse de se dresser entre Mika et le danger. Alors que Hawk apprend à Mika à se défendre, aussi bien dans ses cours d'autodéfense que dans la vie, les étincelles fusent.

Mais faire confiance à un homme comme Hawk, c'est tout risquer, y compris son cœur. Et face à son ex de plus en plus dangereuse, Mika doit choisir : continuer à fuir ou se battre, avec Hawk à ses côtés.
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Mon visage était enflé et commençait déjà à se couvrir de bleus. Ses gars allaient adorer ça. Je les entendais maintenant. « Tellement remis ta meuf à sa place, Butch. Ça lui apprendra le respect. »

J'ai posé mes mains sur le bord du lavabo et me suis penchée vers lui, fixant ses yeux tristes. La dernière fois qu'il avait été violent, je m'étais promis que si cela se reproduisait, je partirais. Je savais qu'il ne changerait jamais, car, pour lui, il avait parfaitement le droit de me traiter ainsi. C'était la culture du club de motards dont il faisait partie, et ils partageaient tous ce sentiment.

Je secouai la tête et m'écartai du lavabo. En fait, j'avais une décision à prendre. Je pouvais rester ici jusqu'à ce qu'il me tue, ou partir tant que c'était encore possible. Ce ne serait pas facile. Je ne pouvais pas rentrer chez moi. Non pas que mes parents ne seraient pas ravis de me voir revenir – ils le seraient – ​​mais il savait où ils habitaient et il n'allait pas me laisser partir aussi facilement. Pour lui, j'étais sa propriété – j'avais le tatouage pour le prouver – et s'il me retrouvait, il paierait le prix fort.

Je n'avais pas d'argent. Bon sang, je n'avais même pas de compte en banque à ce moment-là, mais je savais où il cachait son argent, et ça me suffirait pour m'éloigner de lui et repartir à zéro. Je me suis précipitée dans la chambre et j'ai attrapé mon sac à dos que j'avais caché au fond du placard. Il ne contenait pas grand-chose, mais je n'avais pas le temps d'emporter autre chose. De toute façon, je ne voulais rien qui me rappelle les six derniers mois.

Butch gardait la majeure partie de l'argent provenant des activités illégales du club dans une boîte en métal, cachée dans un trou dans le sol, mais il en cachait aussi une plus petite quantité dans une canette de café dans le placard de la cuisine. Je voulais sortir, mais je n'avais pas envie de mourir, alors hors de question que je touche à la boîte. La petite somme dans la canette aurait suffi. Je l'ai ouverte et j'ai sorti l'argent. Cinq mille dollars. Bon, je pouvais faire avec. C'était là qu'il gardait sa bière et son argent de poche, alors je doutais vraiment qu'il sache combien il y avait dedans. J'ai pris la moitié et laissé le reste, espérant qu'il ne se rendrait pas compte que je l'avais pris.

Je l'ai fourré dans la poche de mon sac à dos et me suis faufilé par la porte de derrière. Je n'avais pas de voiture, alors je suis parti à pied, en restant dans l'ombre et en espérant que personne ne me verrait. J'avais besoin d'un moyen rapide et économique de quitter la ville, et la seule chose qui me venait à l'esprit était le bus. Je n'en avais jamais pris, mais j'avais repéré une gare routière sur Walnut Street, alors c'est là que j'allais.

Il m'a fallu près d'une heure pour y arriver, et le temps d'arriver à la gare, j'étais à bout de nerfs. Butch était-il déjà rentré ? D'habitude, il rentrait tard pour aller boire un verre avec les copains, mais ce n'était pas le cas ce soir-là. S'il savait que j'étais partie, il me chercherait, et s'il me retrouvait, impossible de savoir ce qu'il ferait.

Une femme âgée aux cheveux gris bouclés se tenait derrière le guichet, l'air fatigué, grincheux et pas du tout content d'être au travail. J'ai attendu mon tour, puis je me suis approché du guichet et j'ai jeté un coup d'œil à son badge. « Euh, excusez-moi, Marge. Je dois prendre un ticket pour le prochain bus qui part de la ville. »

Elle leva les yeux, l'air agacé, mais ses yeux s'écarquillèrent en voyant mon visage, et ses traits s'adoucirent. « Oh, ma puce, on dirait que ça fait mal. »

J'ai tendu la main, touché ma joue et hoché la tête.

« Bon, alors, où veux-tu aller ? »

« Je m'en fiche, je m'en fiche de la destination du prochain bus quittant la ville. »


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Hawk était le mec le plus canon que j'aie jamais vu. « J'imagine. Mais il n'est vraiment pas mon genre. » C'était un mensonge.

J'ai toujours été attirée par les gars qui étaient plus grands et plus forts que moi, et s'ils avaient une petite mauvaise attitude, c'était encore mieux.

Mais c'était l'ancienne moi. L'expérience m'avait appris que ce genre de gars n'était que source d'ennuis. Si jamais je décidais de tenter une nouvelle relation, je choisirais un homme gentil et doux. Ce genre d'homme ne me plairait peut-être pas, mais ils étaient sûrs – et il y avait du bon dans la sécurité.
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134 reviews1 follower
January 1, 2026
this was just whatever I guess..oh lord somebody get me out of this terrible book slump of sorts..this sucks
747 reviews18 followers
May 5, 2025
Hawk by Jacki James is the first book in her Protector Daddies series. It is the story of two men, one on the run from something awful and the other willing to do anything to protect him as they find love. Mika Simpson was living in Kansas when he met a strong, bad boy motorcycle gang member. At first Butch seemed like a good man but when he got him to leave with him and move to Las Cruces, New Mexico, Mika realized his mistake as he became controlling and abusing and he was scared of what would happen to him. This caused him to take some money and get on a bus which eventually led him to Vesper, Texas. There he found good friends and their Daddies, a job he loved with being a caretaker and to 80 year old Mary Ellen, and a place to call home. But Butch was always in the back of his mind and he was worried that he would eventually find him, even after 2 years. This led him to take a self-defense class led by Duncan Hawkins otherwise known as Hawk. Hawk was the ex-military owner of 3 Bears Tactical Security along with his friends Wolfe and Gator. They owned a large building that was originally a home improvement store that now housed their offices, a gym, classroom space, and apartments for people who worked there if they wanted them. The three of them also had condos on the top floor. Hawk had first seen Mika at Kirby’s, a club owned by his friend Jesse, and had an instant attraction to him but saw that he was skittish so he bided his time. Mika had always been attracted to big guys with a bad attitude but after Butch he was only looking for nice, gentle, and safe ones. One day on a walk he thinks he sees Butch which scared him but then he thought he might be mistaken. However, when a note was left on his car he knows something is not right. When he goes to self-defense class that night Hawk knows something is wrong and gives Mika his card and phone number and says to call him any time. Then Mika was dog sitting for his best friend Andy and Butch shows up at his door. Luckily Seph scared him long enough for Mika to call Hawk. Butch leaves before he gets there and when he does it begins the start of his protection at all costs because he knows Mika is his and he just has to convince him of that. He has his security company checking out Butch and his club The Jackels and they find out they aren’t good people, dealing in drugs, guns, and trafficking. Hawk gives Mika a panic watch and he stays at his house on his couch which soon moves to his bed. When another gang member shows up Mika hits his panic watch and Hawk takes him back to 3 Bears Headquarters where he stays to be safe. Then Hawk realizes that now would be a good time to tell Mika he has feelings for him which leads to a kiss and then to a hot love scene as Hawk tells him he wants to be his Daddy. They realize there may be a huma trafficking ring led by the Jackels in Vesper so they get the FBI involved which leads to an epic scene involving Mika and Hawk where everything comes together to take them down. When it’s all over and they return to their condo they declare their love for each other and it’s a wonderful feeling for Mika to know he is finally free. I really enjoyed this book. Mika is a sweet man who made some bad choices when it came to men and now he is paying for them. He tries to go on with his life by making friends and having a good job but he is always looking behind him and this gets in the way of his happiness. Hawk is the ultimate protective Daddy who cautiously approaches Mika until he finds out the trouble he is in and then goes full force to take care of him. He is a good man who makes Mika feel safe and he’s there when he needs him, especially when they find out Butch is after him. Mika’s friends, Mary Ellen, and everyone at 3 Bears Tactical Services are ready and able to help them whenever they can. Butch and the other bikers are really not good men so it’s nice to see them get what is coming to them. I highly recommend this book, especially if you like stories about a boy in trouble and the Daddy who wants to be there to protect him and does when it comes their way and how they find love together.
1,916 reviews9 followers
May 21, 2025
The blurb sets this book up well, and I found myself reading non-stop, unable to put it down. Mika was a very relatable character, still affected by trauma from his ex two years ago (although he thought he was pretty over it most of the time). He was proactive enough to attend self defense classes (taught by Hawk), and developed a sense of trust and safety with Hawk which stood him in good stead when danger actually arrived. He was attracted to Hawk, but leery due to size similarities with his ex, which caused him to avoid too many interactions with the man, but once he felt threatened, Hawk was the first one he thought of for help. When confronted by his ex and the reason behind his appearance in Vesper, Mika discovered a strength and resilience he didn’t realize he had, all supported by Hawk in the background.

Hawk is a big, tough, muscular guy, intimidating Mika due to his size, but also calming Mia due to his protective and caring nature. Hawk was drawn to Mika from their first meeting, but he could read the fear and trepidation in Mika and followed a plan of moving slowly as he quietly pursued the young man he wanted to claim as his. Hawk is a Daddy and he recognized Mika’s need for someone to care for him and give him the structure and support he needed. Fiercely protective, he will do anything to keep Mika safe.

There was a smaller Daddy/boy dynamic in the book than I expected, more emphasis being put on the threats to Mika and the protective side of Hawk than the Daddy/boy interactions. There were a few steamy scenes, but to me it was more a Daddy attitude and “voice” in more intimate situations than a more structured 24/7 Daddy relationship. Nothing wrong with that, much of Hawk’s “Daddy-ness” was his protective mode. It worked well for them and met the needs of both.

World building was good, the supporting characters really added to the story (along with offering more chances for additional couple stories in the series). I adored Mary Ellen and Mika’s interactions with her, she was a feisty old thing who really cared for Mika and his well being, and the mutual respect and care for each other came through loud and clear. I could vividly picture their interactions in my mind’s eye. Mika’s joy with Milly was another vivid section for me.

I was engaged in the story the entire time, invested in Hawk’s care and protection of Mika, impressed with Mika’s fortitude in following through with something he didn’t want to do to shut down Butch and the gang, and was very satisfied with the conclusion to Hawk and Mika’s story. I look forward to Gator’s book, to see who will be the one for him and what adventure will unfold as their relationship develops. This is a good series with action and romance, one I would recommend.

I received an ARC from the author and this is my voluntary review.
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406 reviews1 follower
August 6, 2026
I've only just started listening, literally only 9mns in, but they should've gotten a different narrator &/or 2 narrators!

Liam di Cosimo is not a bad narrator, but he can't do voices to save his life. Why do so many authors seem to love him?! Frankly, he's one of the worst narrators out there IMO, his voice is too robotic/monotone, without any real inflection nor emotion... again, I don't mind him in a dual/duet narration, but he does NOT have the capabilities to narrate an entire book by himself!

He's basically using the same voice (his normal voice) to voice both characters, so unless you already know both character's names... which of COURSE I don't, I've only just started the damned book FFS. There's no way to know WHICH F'ing character's POV he's voicing! 🤬🤬

I'm having to use my grey cells to deduce that he's narrating the other MC who hasn't just escaped his abusive BF, seeing as he's talking about having employees...but again, that's simply an assumption on my part, for all I know, this is months down the line & the escapee MC has completely changed his life around... who TF knows 🤷‍♀️

But seriously... who thought it was a good idea to use a narrator who CAN'T do any other voice besides his own to narrate TWO characters on the same book?!

Authors... trust me, narrators can make or break your stories, don't just use a well known name... use somebody who will do justice to your books!

I've listened to many a crap book that had a good narrator & I carried on listening because although the story IS beyond crap... that narrator is so good, that they've actually improved it!

& the same goes the others way, I've listened to books where the narrator is crap... apologies, but the ones that I honestly can't stand are Mary Sarah & her weird ass British English pronunciation & purposefully breathless cadence 😬🤢 . Justine Eyre's equally weird assed British English accents, how she elongates some vowels... grating AF 🫥, Guy Veryzer, James Talbot & a few others, are names that will ensure that I won't even consider listening to that book under any circumstances.

So, I GENUINELY wish that authors actually trialled narrators rather than just trying to get a popular narrator, especially if it's a single narrator for dual POV... PLEASE get someone who CAN do different voices &/or even accents at least, so we as listeners can easily differentiate between the MCs 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
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822 reviews14 followers
May 8, 2025
When I reviewed Smoke Screen I mentioned that I wanted Mika's story, so I was really excited to read Mika's story in this new series.
Mika already had my heart and reading what he went through to get to Vesper, he was so brave. But after 2 years he wanted to take full control of his life and signed up for self defence classes.
We were first introduced to Hawk when Three Bear Tactical was hired in Hot Zone, part owner of the company, a big friendly giant of a man and ex military he was good at making folk feel safe.
Whilst there was instant attraction Mika had vowed to stay away from the bad boy image and whilst Hawks instincts screamed to keep Mika safe, he knew he had to take it slowly. But when Mika's past came knocking at his door, Mika knew there was only one man that could keep him safe.
Whilst the romance was a slow burn, it never felt slow as we watch Mika learn to trust Hawk. Hawk so gentle with Mika, gentle and overprotective, his only mission to keep the man he was falling in love in safe. I loved Hawk's possessiveness, when he got all growly, usually at the expense of his team who had a great camaraderie and laughed at some of the comments from Maddox and Axel, but it showed how close they all were. Good to see the firefighters and their partners and catching up with them.
There was tension running through this story as Mika was in danger with his past making me want to read it in one sitting.
With Gator's story teased I am curious to see what danger he will be in
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2,818 reviews
August 2, 2026
Mika’s dream relationship sours when his biker boyfriend turns abusive and Mika’s forced to hide in the small town of Vesper, Texas. He builds a comfortable life there but he’s never really felt safe, despite the self-defence classes run by the hunky Duncan Hawkins, one of the owners of Three Bears Tactical. Duncan has his eye on the cute Mika, but he doesn’t want to come on strong and scare him off. However, when his vengeful ex comes banging on Mika’s door, Duncan is the first person he turns to for help. Duncan goes into protection mode, moving in with Mika and engaging the resources of his security company. But Mika’s ex isn’t the only biker in town and the Feds seem pretty interested in their activities. Should Mika agree to being used as bait?

This was sweet daddy / boy fluffiness mixed with mild suspense and violence. Despite the occasional life-threatening situations, the tone was generally feel-good with minimal angst. Duncan is part of a group of older daddies, each on the lookout for a boy to lavish their praise and affection on. Mika had built a new life but he’s still in survival mode so he’s the perfect person to be rescued and pampered by Duncan. I didn’t mind this but never felt fully engaged—I’ve encountered lots of these tropes before and didn’t feel there was anything new. 🎧 Liam DiCosimo’s light voice really suited Mika; less so Duncan, but it wasn’t a deal-breaker.
1,303 reviews33 followers
July 4, 2025
DNF @ 53%

Tons of named characters, Jesus. I assumed they were MCs from associated books, but that never excuses dropping 5+ different names and relationships in a single chapter.

The POV swaps mid chapter got a little annoying. I'm not particularly sure they were needed (like Mika and Hawk's conversation over breakfast would've been perfectly fine if we'd seen it through just one of their POVs. I'm not sure we gained anything worth the disruption of flow)

Why the fuck did Mika try and act normal right after he just ran away from Butch's friend? He was literally assaulted and finally got to a place with tons of people around. WHY DIDN'T HE ASK FOR HELP or draw attention to the fact that someone literally just tried to snatch him away?

DNF-ing primarily because I couldn't get over the numerous POV swaps that interrupted what was already feeling like a chore to read and the romance wasn't very satisfying since both Mika and Hawk had already expressed attraction to one another and there wasn't enough romantic tension to make it enjoyable to read. Also, the dialogue and exposition just felt super clunky. Mika and Hawk's conversations about their lives was fine as a way to show that they were getting to know each other, but having long winded conversations be the primary way they interacted mad it very tedious and dull to see their story develop.
2,072 reviews8 followers
May 13, 2025
Very Daddy lite but still good

I loved Mika in the previous series, Station 69, and Hawk seemed to be perfect for him on what little we saw.
I loved Mika's back story, bringing him to Vesper and the catalyst for taking self-defence classes where he can't avoid Hawk. Hawk was a sweetheart, waiting patiently until the obviously jumpy Mika might be ready for a relationship with him. The attraction between them was there but I respected Jacki for not having them jump into bed within the first few pages but keeping a professional distance between them while Hawk is protecting him. The drama around Mika's ex was well-written and made their story far more interesting.
Mika's relationship with his employer was wonderful, and I loved how feisty she was, especially with Hawk! Seeing him with his friends Andy and Mars was a nice bonus too.
I loved all the Three Bears Tactical men and hope that this is not just a trilogy as there's more than Hawk, Gator and Wolfe who need their stories told.
This really is very light on the Daddy side of the relationship, if that's what you're looking for. Yes, Mika calls Hawk Daddy but that's about it.
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2,012 reviews
May 23, 2025
This is the first book in the Protector Daddies series. Even though this is the first book, you will probably recognize a few characters from the Station 69 series. This is the story of Mika and Hawk. We meet Mika when he is escaping an abusive relationship. He ends up in Vesper because he wants to get as far away from his ex as he can. Slowly Mika rebuilds his life. He now his friends and a found family. Hawk is one of the owners at Three Bears Tactical Services. He is a security expert and is using that knowledge to run local self defense classes. Mika is attending one such class. Hawk and Mica meet through mutual friends and Hawk is immediately smitten. But he recognizes that Mika is running from something. As Hawk is fairly large and intimidating, he decides to bide his time and let Mika get used to him being around. But when Mica's ex shows up looking to get Mika back, all bets are off. Hawk knows Mika is his and is going to protect him at all costs. This is their story. The book is well written and easy to read. Both main characters are likeable as is their friends. I enjoyed this book. I am looking forward to book 2 in this series.
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128 reviews
July 22, 2026
I was going to give this 3 stars and go on about my day. Forgettable, sweet, nothing objectionable. But than I started to think about this.
The pacing was uneven. There were inane conversations that dragged on and on but brought nothing to the plot or to the characters. The scenes that moved the plot forward were glossed over.
The characters were inconsistent. The classes that the Three Bears Tactical run, showcased their competence but when doing the actual bodyguarding, Hawk was in turn very good at his job and the next moment unplausibly clueless. Mika waffled between believing in him and Hawk and then the next moment acting like Hawk hadn't shown any signs of romantic interest.
All that time spent inside the character's heads and still by the end of the book they had as much dimension as cardboard cutouts.
And the sex scenes were meh.
This is the most vanilla daddy/boy I've read in recent memory.
At least Mika understood pretty quickly that he was in danger and worked with his bodyguards and not against them.
Actually, I'm still going to give this 3 stars because there was no third act separation and no stupid misunderstandings the romance genre is plagued with.
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825 reviews22 followers
May 4, 2025
First in series (Protector Daddies). Daddy/boy. Hurt/comfort. Found family. Close proximity. Slow burn. Dual POV. There probably should be content warnings for past domestic abuse and violence.

Mika has run from an abusive ex and established a new life for himself, but he still doesn’t trust his judgement when it comes to big, confident men like security expert Hawk. He’s been patiently waiting to let Mika get to know him, but now Hawk has to protect Mika and there’s no hiding his desire to make Mika his boy.

It was easy to tell that Hawk had his Daddy hat on from the first moment he met Mika, and appointing himself as a bodyguard to Mika fit into his hopes of caring and protecting the other man. It was nice to see Mika be able to trust his instincts as Hawk is a cinnamon roll Daddy that is no stranger to danger and is willing to do anything to keep Mika in his life. I really enjoyed that once they started their relationship there was no hesitation from either man, and even though it seemed quick it felt natural for them to fall into a permanent future together.
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5,352 reviews48 followers
May 11, 2025
Mika, who has a history of running from trouble and an abusive ex, has built a safe life in Vesper, Texas. However, when his past catches up to him, he reluctantly turns to Duncan "Hawk" Hawkins for protection. Hawk, an ex-military bodyguard, is physically Mika's type but also embodies the kind of dominant man Mika has sworn to avoid due to past trauma.   Despite his reservations, Mika finds Hawk to be different—protective, patient, and dedicated to keeping him safe. As Hawk teaches Mika self-defense, a strong attraction develops between them. Mika is faced with a critical choice: continue running from his dangerous ex or risk his heart by trusting Hawk and standing to fight for his safety and a potential future together.  

I loved this story with the two men who were drawn together and the situation with Mika's ex. Lots of danger and drama as the two men became closer to each other. Easy to feel and understand. This was an MM story with mature content and a BDSM-like Daddy/boy dynamic.
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103 reviews7 followers
May 14, 2025
This is book number 1 in the Protector Daddies series by Jacki James. I was so excited to finally read HAWK since the first blurb I got in Jacki James' newsletter and I was not disappointed. So let's get to it with my likes and dislikes. I received this book as an arc for an honest review.

Dislikes:
I will say the POV switching was a bit confusing for me when I was reading, that did take me out of the story in a few places because it would switch back and forth within the chapter. So that is something to take note of when going into this book. That is about the only complaint I have as this book was exactly what I needed and delivered on what I expected!!

Likes:
Something about very burly, rugged men who are teddy bears hits all the right notes for me. This story held fluff, romance, suspense and some right but kicking and I was happily along for the ride. I felt so much for Mika as it's so hard to navigate abuse and come out the other end unscathed, but Hawks continued support, love, and protection helped him find himself again. Loved this story!
143 reviews1 follower
May 11, 2025
Amazing story!!

We are back in Vesper. This time we are not with the firefighters but with the security experts at Three Bears Tactical. I’ve been excitedly waiting for this story and it did not disappoint! I love Mika and Hawk so much!! Mika has been through a lot and when his past shows up again Hawk is there to help. Hawk loves what he does, but he has a crush on Mika. He’s trying to give him time to get comfortable around him, but when Mika is scared and reaches out there is no more time for space. These two are perfect for each other. Hawk shows Mika how strong he really is and Mika helps Hawk feel more connected to his life. There are also some great side characters in this story. I love Mrs. Thompson and all the other guys at Three Bears Tactical. I can’t wait for their stories. Plus there are some cute dogs! If you want a story that is engaging and full of action, chemistry, healing and fun I highly recommend this one. I can’t wait for more stories!
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2,268 reviews15 followers
May 20, 2025
Hawk❤️Mika

Thank you for the book, here is my honest opinion:
I like Hawk and Mika together. It’s light on the Daddy/boy dynamics but I don’t mind too much. Hawk is impressive in protective mode and I loved Mika’s strength in fighting for a better and safer life for himself. The characters are excellent but the book feels so very long with a lot of stuff that didn’t enhance the romance, the plot, or the characters. Lot of talking about crochet, self defense techniques, and other side characters not involved in the plot - really made this drag on a bit. The suspense side is good, it’s a good take on evil ex, even if that is a plot I see a lot. I really liked the characters and I’m sure Three Bears Tactical will have lots of good stories to tell. Plus, I absolutely loved Mika’s relationship with his employer Mary Ellen, she is awesome and they were lovely together.
527 reviews
May 4, 2025
It was a refreshing shift of focus for this author, delving into the (little bit) grittier side of Vesper. Hawk was so patient, supportive, protective, and bada$$, exactly what Mika needed. Mika is one tough cookie in his own right, all he had to deal with, unpack, work through, and overcome - past AND present - thanks to his (bad word here) ex. Loved getting to know the guys surrounding both MCs, Three Bears Tactical & Mika's friend group, and all the cameos from the previous series. These two just worked, fit together perfectly. As for the overall plot; the darker, heavier issues were handled well, and I'm curious to see where the rest of the series goes. Love the banter & camaraderie among the TBT employees. Steamy, sweet, has some intense subject matter & action at times, excellent series start, looking forward to more!
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36 reviews
May 5, 2025
Hawk introduces us to a new series, in which we already know some of the characters if you've read the author's Station 69 series, although we only knew them by passing in that one.
I liked the suspense in the plot and that any problems were outside of the characters' relationship (we stan adults who actually communicate!).
Although I usually like possessive MC, I'm not entirely sure it's the healthiest thing for Mika after what he's lived through, but he is super into it and Hawk always puts him first, his needs and wants, so it's completely different from Mika's past.
I loved the crochet bits, as I follow the author adventures in crochet and have absolutely loved seeing the small references to her own adventures in Mika's!

I will be looking forward to the next book in the series.

Thank you for the opportunity to read this ARC and give my honest opinion!
1,224 reviews16 followers
May 12, 2025
3.5 rounded up to a 4

I really wanted to love this story, the characters were intriguing, and I was invested in seeing Hawke and Mika come together to take down Butch. However, despite me liking Mika and Hawk as characters, and then being a couple, I just wasn't in love with this book. For me, the writing just felt off and a bit.. clunky. For instance, while some of the chapters were marked when the POV switched, some weren't. And in the middle of one of Mika's POV chapters, halfway through it without mentioning it was switching, it switched to Hawk's POV, then a few pages later switched back to Mika's again without noting it. That chapter was very confusing to read because there were so many POV switches without them being marked, and because of that it left me feeling a bit lost.

I did like both Mika and Hawk, I just couldn't get into this story as much as I was hoping I would. I also enjoyed Hawk's fellow co-workers and friends, they were great side characters! I loved the end of the book, Mika not only got a dog of his own but Hawk and the guys who live in the same building as him, renovated the roof to be an area specifically for the dog. Which is so sweet and very cute!

While I didn't love this story, it doesn't mean you won't. You could end up loving this, so please give it a chance if it sounds interesting to you.
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2,110 reviews43 followers
May 7, 2025
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Awww, Daddy bodyguards are my new favourite. The Three Bears Tactical is home to some of the best and most entertaining guys and gal.

Co-owner, Hawk may look like big and bad, but damn he’s a sweetheart. So patient and protective.

Love him for Mika. Someone who’s willing to wait until he’s ready, and who recognizes his strength, even when Mika himself doesn’t always feel it.

It’s a great pairing and a highly entertaining plot line that showcase this team, Hawk’s gorgeous nature and Mika’s journey to taking back his life.

And as this is part of a large world of Jacki’s we get to see some of our other favourite men.
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1,242 reviews
May 11, 2025
Hawk by Jacki James is book 1 in the Protector Daddies series. We first met the men from Three Bears Tactical in the Station 69 series. I was intrigued then and I really enjoyed reading about Hawk and Mika. Two years ago, Mika left his abusive motorcycle club boyfriend. When his ex finds and threatens him, Hawk steps up. He’s always wanted Mika and is afraid to lose him before he gets him.

I loved how Hawk was willing to be patient and wait for Mika to be ready. He didn’t know the particulars of Mika’s past, but he realized there was something holding him back. He is a good man. These two were really well suited for each other. Mika bloomed under Hawk’s care. I am looking forward to reading Gator and Wolf’s stories. I know they will be just as entertaining!

I received an ARC from the author for my honest review>
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710 reviews2 followers
May 25, 2025
Surprised

I was truly surprised when I read this. I’m not sure why because Jacki James is an amazing author. Maybe it’s just me with reading so many books that I was thinking this book would be the same as a lot of the others. But I was thoroughly wrong and shocked. I don’t think I even put this book down for to long. Hawk and Mika are off the charts. Hawk with all his sexy military experience plus a sweet daddy heart and Mika an intelligent young man who entered into a toxic relationship, and had to escape, set for a wonderful story. After two years of escaping abuse, Mika’s ex appears in town to seek revenge on Mika. But Mika has help. Daddy Hawk and all his peeps that work for him and with him go out of their way to make Mika’s life better. This book gets 5 stars ⭐️ on the ratings.
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