Chained to my Demons: Embraced by the Kingdom of Darkness by Hannah Havenspell is a very honest and deep poetry collection. It talks about growing up, family pressure, and the pain of fighting with your own mind. When I read lines like “I don’t know the girl who died,” I felt it so strongly, like it was written for me. This book made me think about my own life, my struggles, and how sometimes we hide behind a mask and pretend to be okay.
For me, reading this book was very emotional. I saw myself in many poems — the pain of not feeling good enough, the loneliness, and the anger at myself. It made me stop and think about how often I have asked myself the same question — “Why do I feel like this?” Hannah’s words felt very real and comforting at the same time, like she understood what I have been through.
I really liked how this book does not hide the darkness. It shows the bad days, the crying, the thoughts you cannot say out loud, but it also shows a little hope. The poem “Welcome” was one of my favourites because it talks about nightmares but also dreams and wishes. It felt like there is still something to look forward to.
I would tell other readers that this book is not just poems, it is someone’s heart on paper. If you have ever felt sad, broken, or lost, you will feel connected to these words. This book will not make your pain go away, but it will remind you that you are not alone in feeling this way.