I really didn’t want them to end up together…
I tried to go into this with an open mind because I really enjoyed the first book and the whole setting that the town is in, but I already knew that friends to lovers wasn’t my favorite trope. That being said, this was one of the worst examples of this trope that I’ve read😅
The main characters had no chemistry, like, none. And I’m not just meaning romantically, even though that was definitely lacking, but their friendship in general had no banter and hardly any meaningful conversations even though they had been friends for 25 years?? I just didn’t understand how the whole time the author was trying to say how they were each others ‘person’ and ‘soulmates’ and they couldn’t even have a conversation that wasn’t awkward. Why would I root for them to be together when I couldn’t even understand why they were friends in the first place other than trauma bonding?
Also, I’ve got to say it, Carson sucked😅 I really wanted to like him, and I was excited about his and Perry’s story from their appearances in the first book but I just couldn’t make myself like him as a character. He was never really held accountable for his actions, and he was just so emotionally cruel to Perry throughout the whole book and I kept waiting and waiting for like, a redemption moment I guess, but he never really had one for me. Even towards the end when he realized that he loved Perry (after a TON of wishy washy back and forth) his declaration of feelings just fell so flat for me. I wanted her to be with West honestly, he seemed so much more interested than Carson even though he was barely mentioned🙃
Another thing, the majority of this book was heavy on the inner monologuing and very very light on backstory. Carson’s military past was basically never mentioned even though this was supposedly a very formative part of his life whenever he left Perry, and, GOT MARRIED TO ANOTHER WOMAN AFTERWARDS. I still can’t get over that, I don’t care if Perry forgave him, I couldn’t. One of the really sad aspects of Perry’s backstory was the fact that she was never anyone’s first choice, and then she ends up with the guy who she was in love with for 25 years even though he quite literally left her and married someone else?? No thank you. Also, Perry had no friends outside of Carson, even though she was somewhat friends with his sister, and this didn’t change at all during the entire story. No girl friends, just the guy who was a pretty terrible friend to her on top of being pretty self centered in my opinion. She deserved better, even though she definitely wasn’t my favorite character because she just gave in anytime Carson wanted something with hardly any pushback. And she basically came to the conclusion that she would have to accept every horrible thing Carson did because she loved him. Which I’m not saying I wanted her to hold a grudge, but really she never even made him work that hard for anything🙃
I had really high hopes for this book, but I was left super disappointed. I’ll still be reading the next in the series, but I really hope it’s more like the first book instead of this one.