The only reason I did not chuck this book away at about the 100-page mark was the vain hope that at least Sidney would get some kind of comeuppance. Alas, it did not happen.
The cornerstone of why this book is awful is that pretty much everyone in it is awful. And not awful in an interesting way, awful as in positively horrific. The book jacket will tell you this book "explores the complex relationships of women" but there is nothing complex here. They're just truly awful people who have zero communication skills!
Oh, it starts out promising enough with Cate Kay aka Cass Ford aka Annie, the elusive author of a best-selling dystopian trilogy turned movie series "The Very Last" who is penning her memoir. (Sidenote: based on the premise of the book and the few excerpts we get of it, I find it very hard to believe you could successfully stretch the premise into a trilogy, much less a freaking theme park.)
Her memoir begins with her childhood friendship (and on Annie's end, more than friendship) with Amanda and their dreams of achieving super stardom together, but with the begins of cracks and the possibility of drifting apart and wanting different things as they graduate high school. All good so far.
The very moment this book fell apart for me at the aforementioned 100-page-ish mark when Amanda is seriously injured in a freak accident and Annie flees town after calling 911 and does not come back to find out if her friend lived. I just... can't get past this. I tried, with thinking things like "maybe Annie is just in shock? Maybe she is afraid to learn the truth if the truth is bad?" But I just can't. How in the hell do you love someone that much and just immediately turn your back on it completely?? Even when she thought Amanda was dead, wouldn't you at least check in with her beloved sister? ? It just felt out of character for the Annie we had gotten up until Amanda's accident.
I think the author even anticipated people having this criticism by including a book club discussion of "The Very Last" with members arguing about the separation of besties Samantha and Jeremiah in that story. (Except in that case, Samantha and Jeremiah were separated by a FUCKING NUKE and Samantha had to leave him with medics in order to deliver important, lifesaving information to survivors. Annie and Amanda are separated by a car ride and Annie doing nothing of great significance at first .)
To her credit, she does consider going back, but then... Sidney.
Sidney, after knowing Annie only a short time from a class, manages to find out about the situation via Annie having a breakdown over it. She promptly drives to Annie's hometown to find out the truth (Amanda lived, though she is paralyzed), and then lies to Annie about Amanda being dead. And for some reason, Annie takes this heartbreaking news at face value even though she barely knows Sidney.
THIS IS SUCH INSANELY SOCIOPATHIC BEHAVIOR AND SHE NEVER FACES ANY CONSEQUENCES OR HAS ANY REGRETS. Sidney's last chapter in the book is her saying everything about her and Annie's toxic as fuck relationship and what Sidney did is "forgiveable." Even when Annie finds out about what Sidney did, her response is more "dang, Sidney sure was clever and manipulative" rather than the apoplectic rage a normal person would feel. If nothing else, I at least wanted someone to tell Sidney off, and we didn't even get that.
From that point on, I admit I had an uncharitable view, so maybe I am being colored by that when I say the rest of the story is weak and honestly kind of boring. Everyone except maybe Amanda is just so terrible and oblivious to how terrible they are. Any examination of their flaws feels performative or still egotistical. (E.g. Annie being oh so embarrassed about how profitable and successful her trilogy was it's so gauche to talk about how wealthy I am.)
Even Persephone, one of the characters from "The Very Last", uses her one brief appearance to make sure we know that she left her best friend in the dead of night without a goodbye for absolutely no clear reason at all. Does anyone in this book know what friendship and love are?? (Sidenote 2: Persephone's existence is a bit confusing. Her mom Samantha is explicitly gay and has been out since she was a teenager. Obviously gay people have kids too, but methods like surrogacy/sperm donors/etc. would almost certainly not be available in a post-nuke NYC and the Persephone section does make it sound like she is Samantha's biological child and not adopted. So did Samantha just decide to have sex with a dude for purely reproductive purposes, even though nothing about her sections suggests she wanted children and Persephone says she seemed like an afterthought to her mother? I'm probably overthinking this.)
The latter half of the book banks hard on having us believe Annie and Ryan (the star of The Very Last films) are this great love story because they are so deeply in love despite only being together about a month before having a years-long falling out that would have been prevented/solved with one simple conversation. (It says how detestable Sidney is that I didn't even care that Annie was cheating on her with Ry. Tragically, Sidney does not seem to care much either.) Their relationship just read as shallow to me and the falling out was so contrived and childish. I did not care whether or not they got back together.