'it took me too long to realise that i am a grown woman still believing in fairytales'
in this haunting true poetry story, the beauty and agony of a love too intense to last is laid bare. from the electric jolt of love at first sight to the wild, all-consuming passion that follows, and finally to the devastating descent into heartbreak, this is a autobiographic story of souls that burned too brightly together.
for anyone who has ever loved too deeply, felt the sting of loss, or found poetry in the ruins of a broken heart, this book is a kindred spirit, a mirror, and a hug.
I devoured this book within a day. The author captures the feeling of unrequited love perfectly. As well as the yearning and the wanting. I find it so brave of her to put her own story on paper in a way that is comforting for the reader. She describes the book perfectly; like a mirror and a hug. I found the book beautifully written and very realistic.
I will upload an in depth review on my TikTok account next week.
I'm not normally someone who reads poetry. I tried once when I was 16-ish and just couldn't connect to popular poetry books. To me it just felt like random words without a story. But then I saw Michelle wrote this and I just KNEW I had to get it. I've followed her for a few years now and really admire her. She seems like an amazing and kindhearted person and is also incredibly talented. Even if I wasn't going to end up reading it, I wanted to support her - but I was also very curious so knew that I would read it.
And wow, did I love this. Michelle has a beautiful writing style that truly makes you feel her emotions. Even if I didn't relate to something, I could feel it, and I found myself holding my breath.
I've never had my heart broken before, I think, but reading this definitely felt close to it.
It is a beautiful way to tell a heartbreaking story of love and self acceptance and the reality that life isn't a fairytale.
It's also very brave. I've often thought about writing about my own pain but never dared to. It is incredible that Michelle did not only write this, but also published it and let other people read her thoughts and feelings.
Of course, the book also had fantastic illustrations, but that's a given when it's made by Magic & Books (aka my favorite webshow ever, I am in love with every fox-themed thing Michelle makes and eagerly collect them all.)
Michelle, we don't know each other very well, but I am sending you virtual hugs. You are an amazing and talented person. Thank you for telling us your story ❤️
I told myself to read one page before bed… I failed and read the whole book in one sitting. The story so loving and yet so sad. The perfect words to capture such an heart breaking experience. I literally have no words. Thank you so much for sharing your story, not only making me feel less alone but a lot of people. Michelle, you said in your book you were weak, but making this book into a reality, being so raw about how you felt, makes you one of the strongest woman I know. <3
I tore through “ok, i have no problem” in a day. The story, narrated in verse, is a captivating and intimate retelling of the author experiencing unreciprocated love. Writing a book like this is indescribably courageous, especially since the author explicitly states that it is a true story. I kept thinking, “Look how hard she is trying to be loved.” By putting her story out there, Michelle Louise might give others the courage to be unabashedly honest when it comes to their deepest feelings. The fact that the story cannot be wrapped up in a neat bow just makes it all the more real. I’d have liked to know more about some of the other characters featured in the book, especially the friend the author refers to as “he.” But given the fact that the book feels a lot like text messages from one’s heartbroken best friend at 2am, it actually makes sense that the focus is on the artist herself.
4.5 stars for writing a book that SNAPPED me out of my reading slump, and for having the guts to OWN her story. As writers, we always bare our souls in our work, but most of us maintain a loincloth-sized bit of plausible deniability, at least. And then there’s Michelle Louise, who straight-up admits to still believing in fairy tales AND to the fact that the fairy tale she got was traditional Grimm rather than Disney. She writes about her experience in unflinchingly clear terms, even the parts that make her look naive or otherwise less-than-heroic. And that’s beautifully, refreshingly authentic. “Humans are messy” is something I say at least three times a day. I’m grateful to Michelle Louise for writing such a human story.
This heartbreaking poetry story makes you want to give this person a good big hug. This was so heartbreaking to read cause we don't always choose who we fall in love with and when it turns out the opposite person only takes and you get nothing in return and that the person isn't really who you thought he or she would be is sad.
I do really feel for the author, when you are reading this book you do really feel her pain and her unhappiness and that makes me sad. Normally I'm not a big poetry person but this book really got me from the beginning till the end and I really hope that she will find somebody who she deserves 💓
I would also like to compliment Michelle for being so open and so raw with the readers. It takes alot of guts to write this topic and publish it. It's still a very personal experience and story that alot of people wouldn't dare to talk out loud. I think this will maybe help some people who experienced the same as her.
I alot do love the illustrations that are in the book it gives something more to look at. The writing is easy to follow and if wanted to you could finish it in one sitting like me.
I read this book in one sitting. I started somewhere in the evening and I finished it at 3 in the middle in the night, silently crying, not trying to wake anyone up.
I find it difficult to say “it was very beautiful” because it was actually very sad and that doesn't even begin to match what the author must feel. After reading everything and feeling all the feelings and I came to the letters of the author, I could only cry... When I read (and this can be a spoiler!) "i just don't understand, and i guess i never will" it made me cry. Like those silently cries where only your heart is hurting. I think it hit me somewhere where I didn't expect it and I just felt so sad...
I had never read a poetry book before and I really enjoyed reading it in such a way. It really felt like I was seeing everything through the authors eyes, the way the story was told. I felt like I was feeling everything the author was feeling.
I want to say so much more about this book, but I can't really find the words... but this book really touched me 🩵
Michelle Louise's "Ok, I Have a Problem" is a testament to courage and resilience. Writing such a deeply personal story is no small feat, and the bravery it took to share this part of her life with the world is truly commendable. Her poetic narrative is not just moving; it captivates the heart and soul of the reader, leaving an indelible mark.
The beautiful poetry woven throughout her story is both haunting and healing. It speaks to the universal truths of love, pain, and the challenging journey towards healing even if you feel like you never could. As I turned each page, I couldn't help but wish I could give Michelle a hug and tell her how deeply her words resonated with me.
May her heart find solace and healing, and may she eventually be embraced by a love as profound as the one she once gave. And to that corner of her heart that still aches for the past, I hope it grows smaller with each passing day, replaced by the joy and peace she so richly deserves. 🩷
The rose on the cover reminded me of Beauty and the Beast, my favourite fairytale. I knew that I wanted to own this book, to display it in my library. The trigger warnings made me doubt, do I dare?
This book was a rollercoaster of emotions so familiar. I have this guy too, that I will never forget. That guy that has a piece of my heart and I don’t think he even cares. The way the author wrote down her feelings, it’s beautiful. I felt the happiness, the hope, the love, the insecurities, the doubts, the sadness. That is what great writing does in my opinion.
Without trying to spoil anything, the poem on page 71. Everybody should read this, especially those who have ever doubted whether it was SA or not.
3.5 stars! i loved the raw vulnerability a lot, and it feels somehow so comforting to read someone's relatable thoughts! unfortunately, the writing style wasn't for me, as it was very straightforward, and there were some typo's/spelling mistakes. a gripping but somehow also easy-going (style-wise, not content-wise!!) read that i got through in one sitting.
Just wow. This is my first time reading poetry and I freaking loved it. It was heartbreaking and beautiful at the same time 😭
Some pieces were so relatable to me, and it was so healing reading someone put into words what I've been feeling at times. But also...oh my god I'm so sorry you went through all of this. 🫂
I want to start with something positive first. The cover and illustrations are gorgeous and I really liked what I read on the back.
But from page 204 I skipped through the pages. I never give one star reviews, but this book made me and my friend cringe. So it is supposed to be a story, not a poetry collection but also not entirely a novel? I disliked the structure and style, well the lack of it. It also felt annoyingly repetitive. Typo was very unnecessary and made it feel rushed and nonchalant.
Respect for putting yourself out there of course and compliments for your illustrations.
Ok, i have no problem is Michelle's first book, following the heartbreaking and personal journey of the writer last year. In this poetry bundle, we see Michelle fall in love just to deal with a devastating aftermath. I truly admire her for writing down her raw feelings without any sort of filter. We see her at her best, and at her worst. We see a girl who wants to give someone her whole heart, gets the worst treatment, and still believes in a happy ever after. That shows beauty and above all, courage.
This book shows that love comes in many forms and in the most unexpected ways. It reminds us that love cannot be measured in time, and while it's a beautiful and fierce part of life, it can be equally devastating and destructive.
This book hit me in the feelings more than I expected it to and I am very grateful to Michelle for writing it. Having read it in one sitting, I know I will look at these poems in difficult times to remind me I'm not alone in the things I feel/have felt
“you gave heaven a meaning and would ruin me forever”
This poem collection is a very raw work of art, filled with many oh many beautiful poems which tell a heartbreaking story, I don’t think, a novel would do justice. Because it is real, very real. I am still thinking about this book. And the way sometimes not every story ends with love but a broken heart. A broken heart which will take time to heal.