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144 pages, Paperback
Published September 2, 2025
I will survive
the wrong I've done. All the love
that didn't serve me.
My youth used up
worshiping mercurial
myopics. I've cried a lot
very briefly. This sorrow has helped
make my career. Yes,
I'm a difficult person
to endure, I hardly manage.
Oh hum, the rest of my life
keeps coming. It feels just
like I knew it would.
I Went Out to Hear
The sound of quiet. The sky
indigo, steeping
deeper from the top, like tea.
In the absence
of anything else, my own
breathing became obscene.
I heard the beating
of bats’ wings before
the air troubled above
my head, turned to look
and saw them gone.
On the surface of the black
lake, a swan and the moon
stayed perfectly
still. I knew this was
a perfect moment.
Which would only hurt me
to remember and never
live again. My God. How lucky to have lived
a life I would die for.
It's true: I am learning to believe
there are beautiful things
never meant for me.