Remember the good old days when you'd happen upon an absolute gem of a "slash" fanfiction that's so perfect, so well written, exactly what you dream of finding after hours of searching? That's this book.
The writing style actually really reminds me of a lot of the best fanfics I've read, the ones where you're like, ooo yeah, this author should be published, but more than that this book covers a lot of my bases.
Let me break down what made it amazing for me:
1.) Well placed pet names.
I adore a good, well placed "baby". This book? An oasis of "baby". A veritable MECCA of pet names. The MCs both use them, one more than the other, but most importantly the author, who I'm convinced is plugged into my brain, uses the pet names to "show not tell" emotions/vulnerability/changes that the MCs are feeling. Ugh! So good.
2.) Spice
Along that same vein, the spice in this book is PLENTIFUL. However I'm a picky bitch, especially about spice and definitely about excessive spice. But this book, y'all. The author uses the sex scenes to show not tell as well. Did I sometimes wish they would just talk? Yes. However, it wasn't to the point of irritation like I've had in other books. Think similar tonThe Long Game and Heated Rivalry, the sex is plentiful, but it also tells the story, it's not like a break or an interlude it's APART of their relationship and the story of their growth. This is sex used to show the reader the characters developing in the relationship, in themselves, etc.
And a sub point: there is SO MUCH PREP. Every couple of minutes I'd think of that TikTok creator who made a video about how there needs to be more rimming in MM romance and giggle cause this book understood the assignment. And it's honestly not about reading sex scenes, it's about how much love and adoration these MCs have for each other. It makes it more real. I'd go into more detail but just know, this book is kinky and fabulous and GOOD.
3.) Dennis
I'll stop after this because I can talk about this book till I'm blue in the face. Dennis coming into his own, feeling empowered about what he wants, finding who HE is through his relationship with Chris and the relentless way Chris (who is a little unhinged and a lot lovely and tender) loves him? Ugh!! This author slayed me with that.
(Sidebar: Because I'm not Japanese or Korean but was raised in a place with a high population of both, I won't speak to the authenticity of Dennis' family experience, however from what I heard from my friends who were, I felt it was pretty solid.)
Every single time Dennis relinquished a little more of himself to Chris and Chris took such sweet care of his vulnerability? My heart ached. It's rare a book hits all these spots with abundance. This book is 500 pages. I was so happy.
In conclusion:
This was a love story, it unfolded so beautifully. Relationship angst that I was expecting was not there. It was about two men just finding a connection, falling in love, dealing with a couple issues they didn't sort because they were too buys falling in love, and a happy ending.
There is a third act break up but not a bad one and not stupid. The whole thing with Chris is a little dramatic but ultimately still loved it because it gave Dennis space to be the one making the first moves and being the caretaker and I really appreciated the purpose of that and the continued development of their relationship.
Read. This. Book. I left it in my Kindle library for like a month, saw a review here, immediately read it and lived my best life for two days straight.