The Fondling of Details

by Panayotis Cacoyannis

"The bristling energy of Cacoyannis's text is its forte, helping it stand out from the crowd, with its tantalizing characters an undoubted highlight... Cacoyannis writes fluid, penetrating prose that ebbs and flows with his characters' passionate pursuits. It is at times crisp and forceful, at others soft and yielding." Publishers Weekly's BookLife Prize

36-year-old Londoner Harry is a successful but conflicted painter happily married to Max, a wealthy arts entrepreneur. For the last two years he has been meeting the mysterious Lina just for sex every Wednesday afternoon, behind Max's back. Because he adores his husband and has no feelings for Lina, Harry imagines that the affair is meaningless and does no harm. But then everything becomes upended when he and Lina are both chosen to be jurors in the same murder trial...

With a cast of characters that includes a homeless Czech man whose dream is to rewrite Kafka's Metamorphosis , the owner of a gallery that used to be a sex club, a documentarist fixated on Lolita , and an adorable songwriter with anatomical tattoos, The Fondling of Details tells the story of a (predominantly) gay artist's struggles with love, lust, and his art.

"Cacoyannis delivers an intricate, complex characterization in Harry, sifting his compulsion to continue meeting Lina against his devotion to Max—an angle that adds delicious conflict to the story. Just as striking and dynamic is the development of Harry and Lina serving on the same jury together." Publishers Weekly's BookLife Prize

"THE FONDLING OF DETAILS is clear in its scenic evocation of London, its disdain for art and art criticism without humanity, and its sympathy for the confusion of everyday people struggling to understand themselves and each other." IndieReader

"a convincing and well-orchestrated storyline peppered with lust and intrigue... elegantly fused with a dynamic rhythm that mirrors the passionate affairs that occupy its central characters." Publishers Weekly's BookLife Prize

"readers will find themselves slowly becoming invested in what will happen to these disparate people—who, after all, will wind up with who? Such questions keep the story alive and moving, all the way to its conclusion.... A well-balanced drama about memorable lovers and their uncomfortable secrets." Kirkus Reviews

"Reading Cacoyannis is always a pleasure. There seems always to be the issue of finding out who one is at the core of the story, and he has an unerring talent for identifying universal dilemmas... The Fondling of Details is a beautiful novel, an unforgettable read." Casey Dorman's Writer's Blog

FINALIST 2025 Independent Author Network Book of the Year Awards (LGBTQ+)

Contains Mature Themes

256 pages, Kindle Edition

Published February 10, 2025

About the author

Panayotis had a magical childhood growing up in a small seaside town in Cyprus. After two years as an army conscript (at a time when the island suffered first a military coup and then an invasion), he travelled to Britain where he studied law at Oxford and qualified to practise at the Bar. Having then decided (very wisely) that he didn't want to be a lawyer, he also graduated art school, and for many happy years he worked as a painter and sculptor, until a spell of artist's block led to a very short course in creative writing...

For the moment at least, Panayotis has no plans (not to mention the energy or any trace of talent) to embark on a fourth career. Aside from reading, writing, and watching movies with his cat, his favorite pastime is "spying" on his friends while gathering unique material for his novels - thankfully they're all too self-absorbed to notice. He also enjoys making things up, especially about his friends, all of whom he loves very dearly.

His time now exclusively devoted to writing, Panayotis lives in London but travels to Cyprus often, to visit family and be near the sea.

If anyone would like to get in touch with him, there is a contact email address for Panayotis on his website.

Reviews

[Ron · Rating 5 out of 5]

A wonderful novel of love and loss with a bit of raw magnetism and a generous dose of graciousness. I'm always pleased with a story that doesn't just automatically turn dark when the characters encounter challenges in their personal relationships, yet still manages to surprise the reader.

[Karen Peradon · Rating 5 out of 5]

I absolutely loved this book! It was funny, intelligent and touching. The characters all had such endearing qualities. Cacoyannis manages to get deep into the psyche of each and tells their stories and entanglements in clever scenarios, along with his iconic descriptions of the streets of London. It was such a sweet story. Highly recommend.

[Jill · Rating 5 out of 5]

The more I read, the more I fell in love!

Three of the central characters here are jurors in a murder trial, and I found myself judging them more so than the defendant. My feelings were based on Harry cheating with Lina while he professed to adore his husband Max, who he did not want to hurt, but put his own desires first. This seemed disingenuous to me, and yet Harry is otherwise very likable.

I then had to examine my own judgementalism. We all have hedonistic tendencies (don't tell me you don't!) and Harry's reasoning that his having no emotional ties to Lina makes the sex acceptable in his mind (and hopefully in Max's).

Cacoyannis's clever players always pop off the page as though they are on stage. They are especially endearing here, even Lina when she finally reveals her true self.

This book will make me think for a long time to come, and I'm looking forward to it. I thoroughly enjoyed it and all of his other books, and I highly recommend it. I think it would make a great movie.

[Leniwa Wenus · Rating 5 out of 5]

This is a story about love, art, and justice. But mostly love. Everything else is just a background.
The language is great, intricate and beautiful. The plot is captivating.

[Mimi · Rating 5 out of 5]

"Was it true that kindness should always begin with the truth? There were so many truths, not all of them compatible but all equally true – even the truths that would not be believed, because other truths would have obscured them."

[mikosmik · Rating 5 out of 5]

I fondled every detail. I fell in love with Jefferson. I think that seeing himself through Jefferson's eyes is what helped Harry resolve the "chaos" and find the clarity that he was looking for both as a man and an artist.

[Annie Callahan · Rating 1 out of 5]

Skimmed to get to the end.

[Jackie · Rating 4 out of 5]

Panayotis Cacoyannis’ The Fondling of Details is a thought-provoking novel that masterfully weaves a philosophical undercurrent into its gripping narrative, drawing frequent allusions to Franz Kafka’s Metamorphosis. As the story unfolds, readers are taken on a journey through the ever-shifting debate of right versus wrong, good versus evil, and the complexities of perspective. With exceptional character development, the novel constantly challenges our assumptions, leaving us questioning who the true protagonist and antagonist really are. At its core, The Fondling of Details is a story of self-discovery and the relentless pursuit of happiness, keeping readers captivated until the very last page.

At the heart of The Fondling of Details is Harry Wood, a 36-year-old artist trapped in a web of contradictions. For two years, he has met Lina every Wednesday in the same hotel room, maintaining a strictly physical affair devoid of emotional ties—yet he remains in love with his husband, Max. Fearing that ending things with Lina will lead to another creative dry spell, Harry clings to their arrangement, until an unexpected twist disrupts his carefully constructed routine: he and Lina are both selected to serve on the same jury for a high-profile murder trial. The case—a woman accused of killing her lover to keep him from exposing their affair—forces Harry to confront uncomfortable parallels to his own life. As the trial unfolds, themes of morality, desire, and identity blur, pulling Harry into a deeper exploration of selfhood. With Kafka’s Metamorphosis as a haunting backdrop and an unhoused man serving as an unlikely catalyst, Harry embarks on a journey of self-discovery, questioning the very foundation of his happiness, creativity, and truth.

Cacoyannis’ writing style is deeply engaging, largely due to his well-developed characters and their unexpected arcs. Each character is layered with complexity, making it difficult to fully embrace or condemn any of them. As the story unfolds, it becomes clear that good and evil are not fixed qualities but rather shifting forces influenced by circumstance. This moral ambiguity is mirrored in the novel’s exploration of art—just as a painting can be interpreted in multiple ways, so too can the choices and motivations of the characters. The connection between artwork and perspective adds depth to the narrative, reinforcing the idea that there are always two sides to a story and that things are rarely as they initially seem. The recurring ties to Kafka’s Metamorphosis further enhance this theme, underscoring the fluidity of identity and transformation. What made The Fondling of Details particularly enjoyable was its unpredictability; the story did not progress or resolve in the way I expected, keeping me engaged and reflective long after turning the final page.

Overall, The Fondling of Details is a compelling novel that offers both philosophical depth and emotional intrigue. It surprised me in ways I didn’t anticipate and left me contemplating its themes in the context of my own life. Cacoyannis crafts a story that is both thought-provoking and satisfying, making it a great read for those who appreciate complex storytelling. Artists, lovers of LGBTQ+ literature, and readers drawn to narratives with a subtle philosophical undertone will likely find this book especially rewarding. With its intricate character development and exploration of perspective, The Fondling of Details is a novel that lingers in the mind, challenging our understanding of morality, identity, and truth.

[Muhammed · Rating 5 out of 5]

Panayotis Cacoyannis' The Fondling of Details is an intricate and immersive exploration of identity, human connection, and the ever-blurring lines between perception and reality. At its core is Harry Wood, a mid-thirties artist navigating the complexities of love, desire, and self-awareness amidst the vibrant yet often isolating landscape of modern London. When Harry is unexpectedly drawn into a murder trial, his carefully compartmentalized world begins to unravel, revealing the tangled web of relationships, secrets, and vulnerabilities that define both his art and his existence. Cacoyannis masterfully crafts a protagonist who is both introspective and impulsive, driven by unseen forces and unconscious motivations, making his journey of self-discovery deeply resonant and profoundly human.

The novel is a feast of psychological depth and lyrical prose, immersing readers in the richly detailed world of London’s art scene and its eclectic inhabitants. Harry's interactions with his lovers—Max, Lina, and Jefferson—and his encounters with the enigmatic street artists, Gregor and Slimboy, form a compelling mosaic of relationships that challenge his perceptions of himself and others. Each character is a story in themselves, layered and enigmatic, their true selves often only partially revealed through Harry’s lens. This theme of fragmented identity extends to the murder trial at the heart of the novel, where Harry, serving as a juror, is tasked with discerning the truth amid performances of partial selves—a task that mirrors his own internal struggles. The courtroom sequences are taut with tension, their theatricality amplifying the novel’s central questions about authenticity, deception, and the elusive nature of certainty.

Cacoyannis’ prose is nothing short of mesmerizing, painting the novel’s settings and emotions with an artist’s precision. His ability to weave psychological realism with poetic beauty makes The Fondling of Details a literary experience that lingers long after the final page. Through Harry’s perspective, readers are invited into a deeply personal and often subconscious journey, one that resonates with the universal struggle to understand oneself in a world of shifting truths. The novel’s exploration of art, identity, and human nature is both thought-provoking and profoundly moving, making it a must-read for those who appreciate character-driven narratives rich in introspection and nuance. With its intricate storytelling and masterful character development, The Fondling of Details is an unforgettable novel that cements Cacoyannis’ place as a gifted storyteller.

[Malcriado · Rating 5 out of 5]

I can confidently say that the Fondling of Details stays in your mind long after you wrap up your reading. This is a raw, intimate exploration of desire and fidelity. It’s the black, white and gray of the push and pull of relationships, and the beauty and mess that comes with it.

Harry is torn between his love for Max and his undeniable attraction to Lina. His moral conflicts, his justifications, and his hedonistic impulses make him a deeply human protagonist—flawed yet compelling. The novel’s structure, which intertwines a murder trial with Harry’s personal entanglements, reinforces the theme of judgment, not only in a legal sense but also in the way we judge ourselves and others. The recurring game between the protagonists—dragging each other back into bed “just for five minutes”—becomes a symbol of their bond, a ritual that now carries the weight of impending betrayal.

I enjoyed how Cacoyannis’ writing elevates even the smallest gestures into something far more meaningful, far more self-aware. We see Harry’s internal struggle: his hesitation, his rationalizations, and the deliberate vagueness with which he envisions the aftermath of his choices, which can make you either love him or hate him as a main character. The characters feel human, like real people, with real backstories, trauma, and, of course, bad decisions.

At its core, The Fondling of Details invites us to reflect on the nature of fidelity, ours perceptions and biases, much like Harry is forced to confront his own. With its richly drawn characters, exquisite prose, and profound thematic depth, this novel stands as an enjoyable summer read.

[Octavia · Rating 4 out of 5]

The Fondling of Details, written by Panayotis Cacoyannis, was interesting, to say the least. The summary is what made me curious about the novel. After reading it, though, I realized that I had mixed feelings about it.

I enjoyed some of the side characters. I found them to be interesting, and they made me giggle from time to time. And then, there was Harry.

Harry, Harry, Harry! He had me very much infuriated. There was a point where I wanted to "talk" with him for doing some things and saying some things. Harry was selfish, always thinking about himself and acting like he had a choice in everything. I can only remember one moment where it seemed like he had matured, and that was basically at the end of the novel. He's still not my cup of tea, though.

I enjoyed how the story ended in a way that no one would ever have expected. I also didn't enjoy the way it ended. Here's the thing: I like a book that does something unpredictable, but in the same breath, I dislike it when an ending leaves a bitter taste in my mouth.

Although I had mixed feelings about the ending, overall, I liked reading this novel, more or less, because of the plot. I would recommend this novel to those who enjoy contemporary fiction and don't mind reading about a character in the Queer community. I rate this novel 4 out of 5 stars.

[Jay Elm · Rating 5 out of 5]

I read the author's last three novels one after the other but in reverse order. First I read this, The Fondling of Details. I know people like Harry, and enjoyed it for that reason. I also liked the idea of his paintings acting as signposts: "Maybe use your paintings as a map," Amanda answers when he asks her for advice. And that's exactly what he does.

Then I read The Love of Impossible Sums, and thought the scene of the performance with the dummy was brilliant – someone should actually stage it.

And finally I read REIMAGINING BEN, which I thought was hilarious. Of the three, it was the most original. The film set scene was so clever, and my two favourite characters were Ben and Bendy Andy. Every page was a gem.

Unforgettable characters in all three, and in all three London comes to life.

[Aditya · Rating 5 out of 5]

Panayotis Cacoyannis’ The Fondling of Details is a masterfully woven tale of love, desire, and the complexities of human relationships. At its heart is Harry, a talented yet conflicted artist, whose seemingly compartmentalized life unravels when he is thrust into a murder trial alongside Lina, his secret lover. The novel brilliantly captures the delicate dance between loyalty and temptation, with each character revealing hidden depths that challenge both Harry’s perceptions and the reader’s own judgments.

Cacoyannis’ prose is as mesmerizing as ever, crafting vivid scenes of London’s art world and its eclectic inhabitants. From the refined Max to the enigmatic Lina, and the fascinating street artists Gregor and Slimboy, each character is richly developed, their motivations unfolding with a painter’s precision. The narrative is immersive, blending psychological depth with a touch of theatricality, making every twist and revelation all the more compelling.

With its sharp wit, intricate plotting, and profound emotional resonance, The Fondling of Details is a novel that lingers in the mind long after the final page. Highly recommended for those who appreciate character-driven stories that explore the intricacies of human nature.

Thank you,
Happy Reading!

[Joyce · Rating 5 out of 5]

In The Fondling of Details, Panayotis Cacoyannis brings together a stellar cast of characters who are in the orbit of Harry, the main protagonist. Pay attention to the details, because PC uses these to lead us through Harry’s quest to determine what love means to him and how his life and lies have been keeping him in a stasis of unfulfilling marital and extra-marital relationships. As various characters gain prominence in the book and Harry’s heart, ultimately only Harry knows his true feelings.

Stick through to the ending, as it is surprising and gives closure to so many of the book’s themes. As is often the case with Cacoyannis’ books, I would love to see this on screen or stage. The pace of the book becomes quite taut in the last half and really kept me on the edge of my seat.

[Isabelle Preece · Rating 5 out of 5]

There are so many reasons for reading The Fondling of Details, and indeed, every other book by Panayotis Cacoyannis. His use of language is always a joy, his subject matter and handling of plots is always original, and he expresses feelings in a way that no other writer does. And did I mention his characters? There is never a stereotype or stock character among them; they are wholly believable and you feel he is writing about people whom he may once have known. I loved this book and have already read it twice through. I think I enjoyed it even more the second time. I urge you, if you haven't read any before, start reading them in chronological order. Each one is a joy and makes me eager for his next one to be published.

[Meghan · Rating 4 out of 5]

The Fondling of Details by Panayotis Cacoyannis is a beautifully written and thought-provoking novel that delves into the complexities of human relationships and emotions. The author’s prose is elegant and immersive, drawing readers into a world rich with detail and nuance. The characters are well-developed, and their interactions feel authentic and engaging. While the pacing is occasionally slow, the depth of the storytelling makes up for it. Cacoyannis has a keen eye for the subtleties of life, making this a rewarding read for those who appreciate literary fiction. A compelling book that lingers in the mind long after finishing.

[Yvonne Bugelow · Rating 5 out of 5]

A lovely story of two interconnected journeys, of Harry the artist and Harry the man, culminating in a common destination. I liked the ruminative pace, Harry's introspection, and the way all the other characters are brought to life by the details that make them distinct. Very human and affectionate.

[Andy Berry · Rating 5 out of 5]

I look forward to what is the annual release of the latest book from Panayotis Cacoyannis, and The Fondling of Details doesn't disappoint. The characters are interesting and endearing and the storyline is captivating. I must now wait to see what next year brings, I'm sure it will be well worth the wait.

[Kim · Rating 5 out of 5]

I absolutely loved this book! I couldn't put it down. Interesting characters, great story. This is the 5th book I've read by Panayotis Cacoyannis and this was definitely one of my favourites. He always weaves art, grief and realistic love into his books. He is truly a beautiful writer.

[Dean Luft · Rating 5 out of 5]

More Kafka! I suppose we do live in Kafkaesque times. The book, though, is not Kafkaesque. It's about love and creativity, and the lies we tell ourselves.

[Thomas Hamilton · Rating 5 out of 5]

My wish came true. From dystopia to dysfunction and now to... the complexities of love? But so well told. Tenderly.

[Mimi · Rating 3 out of 5]

I am not the audience for this book. The premise was intriguing, however the story was a drag. I had completely different expectations.

[Eren · Rating 5 out of 5]

Another exceptional character-driven story from an author who clearly loves London, in spite of its "ugly side", which he once again portrays movingly and with skill. Expect the unexpected.

[Ainiah · Rating 3 out of 5]

I'm not a big fan of overly philosophical takes on romance, but I enjoyed the second half a lot more when the pace picked up.

[Vicki · Rating 5 out of 5]

Loved the way complexity of humanity explored

It's rare to read a book where the author tackles the complexity of human relationships to this degree. Great story and imsights.

[Debs · Rating 4 out of 5]

Read this in 24 hours. Couldn’t put it down. Enjoyed the characters and the surprise ending.

[Anteater · Rating 5 out of 5]

I wish there had been more of Amanda and the history of her gallery. I could almost smell those smells of the Pit!

[Mel Berry · Rating 4 out of 5]

Very enjoyable but too many coincidences to be great.

[Ju.styna · Rating 4 out of 5]

I enjoyed a lot of fondling details in this book and for very long time I thought it will be 5 stars. Very strong beginning up to nearly end of the court case, which is very far in the book. Then something happens, perhaps everything got too sudden, feels a bit in a rush. I would love to see stretched out the ending, to 'even up' to the first part of the book.
Some subjects in 'The Fondling of Details' were thought provoking. I will definitely think of this book for some time now.
Thank you Panayotis 😊