She thought she buried her past...until it shows up in a Santa suit at her sister’s wedding.
Natalie Bennett has a plan: survive her big sister’s Christmas Eve wedding, avoid her estranged father, and absolutely do not fall apart in front of the ex she walked away from...even if he does look annoyingly good in red velvet.
Easton Maddox was supposed to be a high school memory—before Hollywood, before heartbreak, before she convinced herself walking away was the right thing. But when one broken down car, a meddling grandmother, and a very compromising duet throws them back together, old feelings resurface faster than you can say “I saw Mommy kissing Santa Claus.”
Now stuck in a cozy mountain lodge with one very determined ex, Natalie’s forced to confront the truth: maybe love doesn’t follow logic. And maybe, just maybe…the boy she left behind is the man who never left her heart.
Merry Me is a funny, tender, and swoon-filled second-chance romance standalone about finding your way back to the one who never really let you go.
*A standalone set in the Wrong Player Series world*
I'm a wife, mother, and author! Writing has always been a passion for me, and publishing my first series is a dream come true. I drink too much caffeine, never sleep, and my imagination is always churning out ideas. Eva and her men have been in my head for awhile, and I'm so glad to finally take you with me on this journey!
Rating: 3.75 or 4 stars. Honestly, this book was fun, cute, and super easy to sink into, but it also left me weirdly frustrated at times. I’m still torn on how many stars to give it because it hit me with such mixed emotions. On one hand, it’s emotional, raw, and genuinely entertaining.
The vibes? Perfect. The setting? Cozy and magical. I laughed, giggled, and “hehe’d” my way through so many scenes.
But then there were moments where I was rolling my eyes out of pure annoyance or secondhand cringe. It’s like the story knew exactly how to charm me and irritate me at the same time. Still, I ended up really loving the overall storyline and the way everything unfolds. I’ve never read a book set during such a full-on Christmas festival where the characters work through their issues while wrapped in winter lights and holiday chaos, and that uniqueness definitely stuck with me.
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Merry Me is a cozy, second-chance Christmas romance where Natalie shows up to her sister’s wedding determined to avoid her past, especially her estranged dad and the ex-boyfriend she once ran from. But Easton, now a charming Hollywood star in a Santa suit (because of course), ends up stuck with her thanks to bad luck, nosy relatives, and a dangerously romantic duet. As they’re forced into close quarters in a snowy mountain lodge, all those buried feelings start bubbling back up. It’s funny, tender, and full of that “oh no…I still love you” energy.
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Now, let's talk about the characters. I actually loved all of them as their journeys unfolded throughout the book, everything was slow, loud, and messy in that very realistic way. But the relationship buildup? Yeah… I didn’t love it, and I’ll explain why.
°˖➴Natalie: Natalie is such a calm, emotional character. She hides her feelings to avoid drama, and honestly, I love that for her at first. But sometimes it crossed into being childish and unnecessary, like, this entire 400-page book could’ve been cut down if she just said one thing out loud. I get her fear of dating someone famous. I get that she’s 18 and still figuring herself out. I didn’t try to blame her for that. But as the story goes on, you expect some growth, right? You expect her to start facing things head-on instead of running from every tiny confrontation.
Instead, she kept avoiding, hiding, overthinking, and it dragged the plot out in a frustrating way. She honestly annoyed me until the point of giving up and finally confessing her feelings.
°˖➴Easton: On the other hand, Easton is fierce, strong, and genuinely kind. I loved this man, truly, deeply. Even after all those years, he still held onto his love for her, even though she was the one who ended things. And the way he had that quiet, steady “what was mine is still mine” energy? I screamed. Every woman deserves to experience that kind of devoted, patient love at least once in her life.
Sometimes young love doesn’t work out at the time, but this one? This one had the exact kind of intensity and loyalty I always hope for in a romance book. He wasn’t closed off when he saw her again, he didn’t pretend not to know her, he didn’t act distant or awkward. He stayed soft, and warm, and real. I LOVED THAT SO MUCH.
Also… did you see how handsome he is on the cover? Oh my god. If that man were my boyfriend, I would hide him from the entire world. And I’d absolutely fight Natalie, because she was too scared. Like girl, stay scared, I’m taking him. I need my own Easton too, please and thank you.
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Okay, moving on from the giggly side of this book, let’s talk about the “here we go again” problem or the relationship build up, because I am genuinely exhausted. I swear, every time I even sense this trope creeping into a romance book, I physically scream. Yes, I know it’s a spicy book, I’m aware, but that does not mean the entire relationship needs to be built on intimacy. I hate that.
I SWEAR, if the spice had started in the last part of the book, this would’ve been an easy five-star read for me. But no. Their minds were literally overflowing from page one with “I want to do this and this with him/her,” and honestly? It was exhausting. Like mentally draining.
THIS SHOULD BE ILLEGAL IN ROMANCE WRITING. What is the point of making them swoon over each other in the first chapter? You killed all the tension, all the buildup, all the potential fun. You gave me dessert before the actual meal. Enough. I’m done. Literally.
I loved the forced proximity in this book, it felt so natural and flawless, like it was exactly what the story needed for these two to finally find their way back to each other. It didn’t feel forced at all; it felt right. And honestly? I really enjoyed every moment of it.
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The ending was good, nothing mind-blowing, but solid enough. Honestly, I’m just impressed I made it out alive because this book was hella long. The real shocker is that I finished it in two days. Two. Days. The writing was so fast-paced and bingeable that I just kept flying through pages, and for that, I’m actually grateful.
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⋆♡⸝💌⊹➴ I saw the cover and immediately said “yup, I’m reading this,” no questions asked. It just looks like the kind of fun, goofy, giggle-filled book I’m always in the mood for. So honestly? I’m diving in purely on vibes alone, let’s see if it lives up to the energy it’s giving!
Gird you Christmas loins 🎄✨ second chance romance full of cozy Christmas cheer & smutty longing!
“My perfect, dirty girl. Soaking wet for Santa’s cock.”
✨🎁 ♥️✨ 👅 ✨♥️ 🎁 ✨
Natalie is a glorious basic bitch who broke up with her high school boyfriend years ago but still thinks about him daily. Now Easton is back as a Hollywood movie star & he is set to win her back!! They are stuck together in a Christmas wedding party 🎄 and he is not above light trickery to get her to notice him…and his new abs.
Second chance is typically not my favorite trope BUT Easton was obsessed & there was never any ambiguity around his desire for her!! Their dynamic was a mix of public foreplay & deep longing that was drenched in cozy Christmas smut!
♥️ obsessed mmc that is seducing the house down
🎄 she bangs Santa!
♥️ EMOTIONAL dialogue & abandonment issues
🎄 filthy mistletoe traditions
♥️ dirty talking mmc
Easton’s ONLY MISSION is to win Natalie back & he brings out the big dick guns 👀 that man can get it!!! The endless flirting, sincere vulnerability layered with desperate smut…I’m deceased!!!! ♥️✨
I absolutely loved every single chapter of this story! The Christmas vibes, the desperate mmc and filthy smuttiness. I didn’t expect to be so emotionally packed & have me chocked up though. Don’t make me cry on Christmas!!
4.5 ⭐️
second chance romance celebrity/superstar mmc bold fmc one bed dirty talk touching in public forced proximity Christmas karaoke crazy Memaw HEA
it’s already getting repetitive and they already fucked and there isn’t even a serious reason for the break up in the first place. i wish this was a novella
Natalie pushed away the only boy she ever loved because he was going to become a movie star. So, at 18, she broke up with him. Two years later, she's slowly moving on with life until her sister informed her she's getting married. Nat is excited and worried that Easton would be there but thinks he won't since he's a movie star now. But nope, Easton is going, and he's going to win back his woman.
Lots of banter, a couple of tense moments between the two. Easton not giving up, showing up to cute moments. Rescuing her from a dead car, sharing his room, and making sure she heard him when he got himself off in the bathroom. Hehe, he's making grand plans. And poor Nat doesn't know what to do; she misses him and still thinks she doesn't fit into his Hollywood life. Besides that, she has news that her estranged father might show up to the wedding. So there are some heartfelt moments that made you tear up (or was it just me, lol).
Drama-wise, it's Nat and her push/pull, a coworker for a split second trying to cause drama, and father drama. Besides that, I'm glad Nat and Easton got their happy ending.
No ow/om drama (one second of ow), no cheating, slight secondary character, drama, sexy times, no virgins
Recommend-yes Cover-⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ Heat level-🌶🌶🌶.5
Prologue Seperation (2 years) Praise kink Tiny public play Stalking Masturbation Parental abandonment Estranged parent-child relationships Mentions of emotional neglect and childhood trauma Brief mention of a loved one with cancer No condom Hea Epilogue
DNF 31% this book had good potential (and a really cute cover), but I didn’t like the fmc and, in my opinion, everything was made too dramatic without a valid reason. While reading, I was bored and annoyed at the same time. Overall I just found it mediocre and kinda cringe
I have been so excited for this book, and unfortunately, it was a huge disappointment. I absolutely love the Pucking Wrong series (and the Wrong Player one), but this book felt like she took her usual wit / humor and dialed it up to the point of being unbearable. Literally every single line of this book was forced to be clever or had an over-the-top simile, and it made the book tedious to get through. It also felt like she tried to recreate the magic of the Circle of Trust’s text messages with the girls in this book, and it just didn’t work.
Also, Easton deserved so much better than Natalie. From the start of the book, I found her immature and unlikable, and it never got better. It made no sense at all why she would break up with him. Easton adored her and waited for her for two years, and he deserved someone who had been missing him too and wouldn’t run away at every possible opportunity.
3.75⭐️ I truly love the vibes of all of CR Jane’s books. They’re a full kick-your-feet-up good time, and her humor is absolutely top-tier. This one was absolutely giving all the romcom vibes, and she’s always gonna make me laugh out loud. If there’s one thing I always know going into one of her books is that I’m going to have the best time.
This is a cute, spicy second-chance romance, and the audiobook narration? Really freaking good. It honestly added so much to the experience.
There are so many fun moments in this book forced proximity, and an ex who is completely hell-bent on getting his woman back. And I mean down bad since the second they broke up. This man does not try to play it cool. He does not try to hide it. He literally plans to see her at her sister’s wedding and pulls every string possible to make sure they’re stuck in the same space together. I loved how unapologetically obsessed he was with her.
I will say the FMC wasn’t my favorite, but honestly, that’s okay because I still really enjoyed the book. I wasn’t super invested in the characters overall, which usually throws me off a bit, but this ended up being such a fun, easy Christmas read and I’d absolutely recommend it.
Likes: * Easton, the MMC, is very swoon worthy. That was a man who knew how to fight for love * Great banter, this author writes some of the best banter. * Lots of Christmasy stuff to keep the book feeling like you’re reading a Christmas book but it’s not over the top
Dislikes: * never thought I’d find myself saying something like this but I actually wish the book was longer when it’s already a perfect length! There were a few things that I felt were left unresolved/hanging out there.
Conclusion: I really enjoy this author. If you’ve previously read her and enjoyed her books then this one is a must! It has her strong banter style, a quirky/crazy family member, and 🔥🌶️.
The MMC, Easton, and the FMC, Natalie, were high school sweethearts. Natalie ends things her senior year (my guess is Easton is a year older) because she doesn’t want to make him feel like he’s missing out on his dreams due to her being back home and him wanting to go to Hollywood to act. With a little family manipulation Easton decides not to fight for Natalie at that time and give her what she wants.
Jump 2 years later and Natalie’s sister is marrying Easton best friend. So Easton comes back home for the wedding week with the complete intention of winning Natalie back. This man never stopped loving her and pining over her. It was so 😍😍😍.
The family manipulation was actually a good thing and everything made sense as to why Natalie ended things, why Easton did not fight for her at that time, and why now it was time for them to reunite!
Lots of angst, tension, family drama, romance, and Christmas activities to keep this book feeling like a Christmas story!
Quote by Easton: “You’re my soulmate, Natalie Bennett.” A pause. A breath. “And I was made to never stop loving you.”
.5 stars for me for finishing this absurdity Another day, another annoying FMC. There’s literally no real conflict here, just a self-absorbed girl acting like the world revolves around her while her poor love interest treats her like she hung the moon. The guy deserves not just an Oscar but a Nobel Prize for patience and blind devotion. The group chats are secondhand embarrassment and those so-called witty dialogues? Yeah, they’re not witty, they are painfully irritating. The whole book screams “me, me, me and more, let's f××k everywhere."
I try to never write a review for a book if I didn't finish it... So I don't think you should pay attention to this review.It's really just more of a note to myself should I forget why I stopped reading.
Dear self on the shelf,
The mmc is swoon worthy and you really liked him the way that you like hot chocolate....the way you like the first snow of winter....the way you like snuggling under an electric blanket when the house is just a little bit chilly and your feet are just a tiny bit cold, but...BUUUT...the fmc in this book made you want to violently punch a cute little christmas elf in the face. You quit reading because you could not stand her flakiness and the dance she was making Easton do right after she told him she would always be there for him. So when she ran, literraly, for like the fifth time it became apparent to you that maturity was chasing her, but she just runs faster. You don't enjoy female characters like this... The way that you don't enjoy sand in your sheets... The way you don't enjoy burning your mouth on the first bite of pizza.... The way that you hate it when you get that itch between your shoulder blades on the one area of your back that you cannot reach so you bought a claw at The End of a long stick on Amazon. And now, your cat won't stop demanding that you pet her with it!!!!! 😡🤬 So, the ghost of today me wants to warn the ghost of tomorrow you ... that you should only attempt this book again if you had a stellar day at work.
That being said, I really have enjoyed the majority of this author's work... The Pucking Wrong Number will be my favorite hockey romance likely for all time. the wrong play.... The pucking wrong guy.... This author really knows how to write an over the top unhinged possessive, obsessive hero. i can't wait for her next book, this one was just a bit of a miss for me because of my own personal issues with female characters that become cyclical instead of directional. happy reading.
This honestly might be the Christmas book of the year for me. From the moment I started, I was hooked. It’s a perfectly messy, perfectly delicious second-chance romance with the funniest Meemaw, the kind of spice that makes you blush, and tension that crackles on every single page.
And that twist at the end? WTF in the best way. I did not see that coming.
I literally couldn’t put this down and devoured it in one sitting. If you’re looking for a holiday romance that will give you heart eyes, laughter, and a little bit of chaos, Merry Me deserves a spot at the top of your TBR. 🎄🔥
I love a good second chance romance, and this one was super cute, and a lot of fun to read. I love all the guys that CR Jane writes and Easton was the perfect amount of adorable, obsessed with and possessive of Natalie.
I was so bored, it was too long and I cared very little about the characters. I’ve enjoyed the series so far but this book is nothing like the others. Don’t want to waste any more of my time.
If this hadn’t been my book club pick, it would’ve been an unapologetic DNF. The whole story leans way too hard into “romance” behaviors that were supposed to feel intense or swoony but honestly just came off toxic, obsessive, and weirdly uncomfortable. Easton? Walking red flag. The man orchestrates an entire situation to get her alone, pursues her even when she literally runs away, and the book frames it as romantic instead of “sir, please calm down.” He’s possessive, obsessed, and not in a fun dark romance way but more in an “absolutely not, put the mistletoe down” way. (Literally the mistletoe scene) The FMC didn’t help either. She’s written with hints of a deeper emotional arc the absentee dad, the complicated family dynamics, the lingering wounds but none of that gets explored with the depth it deserves. Instead, the weight of those themes gets buried under cheesiness, awkward insta-intensity, and cringey smut that made me physically wince more than once. I kept waiting for the story to balance out, or for the characters to develop into something more layered than their tropes, but it just… never happened. There were glimpses of something real in the father subplot, but it was outnumbered by scenes that felt clunky, forced, or straight-up uncomfortable.
Holy freaking crap that was an excellent book! Easton is probably my top tier man of the year for romance reads! If you are looking for book husband material, he is it! Natalie is a girl who has been broken and doesn’t trust love. But having a man like Easton love you, oh man it’s intense! Also, I was very pleasantly surprised with how spicy this book was! And the fact that it started so soon in the book made it even better! We get a chance to enjoy the raw passion longer! Best second chance romance I have read to date! Definitely recommend!
this will be my first CR Jane read, and it looks SO CUTE!! First, that COVER 😍 adorable. Second, the tropes + premise ✅ 🎙 Alexis Paige + Sean Masters? Yes please.
What to expect: *Second chance *Forced proximity *Obsessed MMC
Pros: Winter is my favorite season. Christmas is my favorite holiday. C.R. Jane writes some of my favorite male characters. Combine all of those and you get a Christmas themed novel featuring an over the top MMC who is ready to claim his forever girl, no matter what it takes!
Easton isn’t an unhinged as we are used to from this author, but he definitely doesn’t let anything or anyone stand in his way once Natalie is back in his life. So glad these characters got their HEA!
Thank you to Edelweiss and Podium Publishing for the opportunity to read and review this title!
Safety: No OM drama, tiny OW drama in the form of a coworker, but the MMC shuts her down real quick. No third act breakup!
One of those books that relies on spice to progress the plot. I didn't see a connection between the two causing him to seem obsessive to me. The FMC was one dimensional and whiny, so I wasn't rooting for her. I thought Easton was funny at times but he fell flat for me too.
This was painful to get through. I do not understand how this can be called a second chance romance when it’s been two years not even but these characters are acting like they’ve been separated for 10-15 years when really no time has passed. Nothing has happened for them to change and grow as people but yet when they come back together, it’s like they’ve spent a lifetime apart.in a super annoying dumb way
Natalie was insufferable. She placed everything on Easton and made it seem like he was This person that ran away,was the root cause of evil for her. When in reality she left she did the things that she did and placed all of that judgement onto him.
I feel like this could have been a good book had it actually been second chance things happened for them to break up for not a stupid reason and then finding themselves after they grew apart and realized OK I still love you but none of that happened. This felt like it could’ve been resolved if they just talked because in no way did anything that happened make any bit of sense with the timeline that they were on.
This book just left me frustrated in everything. The smut scenes were cringy,The dialogue didn’t make sense. The friend group was weird because why is this not a paranormal romance but you have a cat that is sentient. This was my second chance for this author, and I can confidently say I never want to touch another book by her.
I freaking loveeee a second chance story and this one did not disappoint, I was waiting for these two. This may be my top second chance book of the year
Natalie ended things with Easton before college started because she didn’t want to stand in his way to become a big star but Easton did not see it that way. And never gave up on their love or even on her
Easton friend is marrying Natalie sister and he sees it as an opening to finally see and get his girl back, these two are just made for each other and literally soulmates since middle school I’m so glad they found their way back to each other
Natalie and Easton relationship was sooo good and amazing and the angst!?! Oh my it had me going through it but I couldn’t get enough of these them
THE MANNNN EASTON ISSS, I literally love him so bad. This may be a rom-com but he’s just a possessive and obsessive as her other mmc’s he’s so sweet and patient with Natalie
I’m so glad they found their way back because their story was amazing and needed to be told. And their banter and chemistry was off the charts
❤️ what to expect -Second Chance -Holiday Romcom -Boy Obsessed -One Bed -She’s always been the one -Mistletoe Antics -Hollywood Star x Normal Girl
So I typically LOVE this author but I did not love this book…
Possible spoilers…
I disliked the FMC so much! She was just so immature. I felt like Easton the MC was amazing and deserved so much better! She breaks up with him for pretty dumb reasons even though he is the love of her life. Then they are apart for two years and during this time he is so heartbroken that he can’t even think about other women while she is “collecting one night stands but at least she didn’t let them go d@wn on her” yuck. Then after all her crap he is still the one chasing and chasing hard! She did not deserve him! The wrong number series was amazing this not so much.
This holiday read didn’t quite work for me. The story dove straight in with very little buildup, which made it hard to connect, and I honestly think it could have been shorter. The pacing felt rushed rather than engaging.
I listened to this on audio, and unfortunately the narrators really took me out of the story. They just didn’t hit for me, which affected my overall enjoyment more than I expected.
The only part I truly related to was the daddy-issues element, which added some emotional depth, but beyond that, this one fell flat for me and didn’t live up to what I was hoping for in a holiday read.
Christmas came early!!!! I had such a good time reading this one. It was short, sweet, and romantic. Easton is a man with a plan 👏🏼 She might’ve broke his heart, but he had no plans to truly let her go! I highly recommend the audiobook!!
-second chance -Christmas romance -high school sweethearts -movie star x college student
Thank you to the author and Valentine PR for the ALC!
I want to make something very clear: Easton is absolutely perfect.Those three stars are all for him.
However— Natalie is exactly the type of person anyone should steer clear of. She broke up with him without any reason at all and all throughout the book she was the victim and Easton had to do all the chasing?? Whilst he was abstinent and didn’t even look at other women she was out there sleeping with men left and right??? Get the hell out of here.
Ah yes! CR Jane’s Merry Me is how a second-chance holiday romance should be. Many readers will appreciate that the movie star ex-boyfriend, MMC, never stopped loving the girl he had left behind. And Easton hadn’t been with anyone since Natalie walked away. No one could compare to her. But because of Natalie’s sister’s wedding, their paths are crossing again.
Readers will understand how Easton and Natalie got to where they are from the memory scenes. You will see how and where things went. And if you’ve read any of CR Jane’s books, expect the spice factor to be there as well as humor to be throughout. It doesn’t overpower the entire plot. Easton and Natalie have issues that need to be addressed. That’s how they got to where they are. I loved the heart-to-heart conversations that Natalie had with her mother.
I enjoyed the narration performed by Alexis Paige and Sean Masters. Both did a great job.
Thank you to Podium Entertainment and Author CR Jane for the gifted ALC. I am leaving this review voluntarily.
DNF@55% This story had promise but it was far too long, (I thought this was a novella) too repetitive and quite boring. The fmc was annoying, Easton (the mmc) deserved better.