I think you can sometimes tell, right from the opening pages, when a book is going to be everything you want it to be. From our first meeting with Frankie – not Frances, that name belongs in the former life that she was glad to leave behind – contentedly baking through the night at Duggan’s bakery in readiness for the next day’s customers, singing along to the radio, I knew I was going to really enjoy getting to know her rather better. The nights are her happy time – a world of her own, with no-one to disturb her, an opportunity to visit her happier memories, to think about her past and how her life has changed, and to cherish hopes about what the future might hold. We slowly learn more about her history, the events that knocked her confidence and made her fearful of the daytime world – but she’s not the only character in this lovely book that won my heart.
Beth is a nurse on the edge of exhaustion, working night shifts as they’re the only way she can manage the care of her husband Jack – living on a farm they’re unable to care for since the accident that left him in a wheelchair. One night, she slips on the wet cobbles outside the bakery while rushing to her car, and Frankie dashes to help her – and that proves to be the start of the friendship they need when life begins to throw its slings and arrows at them both. William works as a bouncer in a nearby nightclub, where he worries that the management might be caught up in illegal activities. He’s nearby when Frankie is disturbed by some nighttime revellers, intimidating them with his size and successfully seeing them off – and she comes to see that, despite his rather frightening appearance, he has a heart of gold, and he too becomes a regular visitor as their friendship grows. And then there’s Tam – working in a nursing home, living in his car since his life went pear-shaped – who I think perhaps might, by just a whisker, have been my favourite of them all. He used to own a horticultural business – and when his life begins yet another downward spiral, he’s perfectly placed to help out Beth and Jack with their neglected farm.
Their stories – past and present, with many emerging secrets – are so beautifully told, in third person but from their own perspectives, with extraordinary emotional depth. I grew to feel so deeply for all four, damaged in different ways by their experiences – and when it becomes clear that their individual problems are far from over, I really loved the way they were all there for each other, with support and practical help, making the relationships between them even stronger. The author’s emotional touch is perfect – they each become become a person you feel you know and really care about, each with a sad and compelling story they’ve chosen to hide from the world. And, as a reader, you become entirely part of their friendship group – hurting when they hurt, laughing with them during their lighter moments, really hoping for a change in their fortunes and a happier ending for them all, the connection that develops between them really warming the heart. And the storytelling is quite wonderful – the surprises, the disappointments, the worries, the sadnesses, the moments of drama, and the strength and joy they were able to find in each other.
The whole book felt like a warmest of hugs, through all the individuals’ many trials and tribulations up to its simply perfect ending. It’s a few weeks since I read it – in one sitting, I was so caught up in their lives – and I’m still thinking about the individuals at its heart, often with a smile, always with love. This is one that really needs to be on everyone’s reading list – I enjoyed it so much, and honestly couldn’t recommend it more highly.