If you thought Break Me and Take Me were tough to read,think again…..because Heal Me hurts só much more!!
Ella Jacobs added trigger warnings you really need to heed before you consider reading…..and while you might be able read this without the other 2,i do suggest you read them to enhance the experience.
Because we already met Lavinia,and we already know Dorin,and we already saw some of the things that happen to her…..
And even though i knew those things,and even though i braced for those moments,they still hit me with a sledgehammer…..right where it hurts the most!
Lavinia is at the lowest point in her life,on the run,after surviving the most vile man you can imagine.
Her mother and little sister died before he conned his way into her life,but after suffering through his abuse,she knew it wouldn’t take long before he killed her…..and she ran the first chance she got.
But being on the run,having to constantly look over your shoulder grows tiring,and she’s ready to give up.
She’ll sing one more time,and say goodbye to life when she’s home.
Dorin is a hard man,one that knows he’ll be alone for his entire life,not worthy of anyone to love.
His life consists of taking women,and training them before they’re sold.
His colleague,Dax,has grown soft,and kept one for himself,but Dorin doesn’t see that happening to him.
Until Lavinia…..hearing the Songbird sing gives him the peace he could never find before.
But when he’s ready to collect her,she shocks the hell out of him…..he nearly was too late!
The feelings she evokes in him at that very moment,stay with him,and he finds himself tempted to break his own rules.
Lavinia is convinced Dorin saved her,and tries to heal her,and he goes along with the illusion.
Until it’s,again,nearly too late and a colleague with a grudge harms her.
When Lavinia finally starts to talk to Dorin again,and he doesn’t give her the answer to her most important question,she’s done.
If what he says will happen,it might as well happen right now!
Only,there’s one thing neither of them counted on……the man she was running from has found her.
What happens then,is heartbreaking…..
I barely survived Lavinia and Dorin’s story,it had só many emotions,só many heartbreaking moments.
But in the end,i feel happy with where both ended up,even if it wasn’t the flowery happy after romance dictates.
It was what felt good for them,where they were happy that mattered,and that in turn made me happy too.
I ám however left with a question…….when are we getting Mikhail’s story???