Being a teenager is not easy. Either you're surrounded by friends, or you're feeling like you're the only one who wasn't invited to the party. You have your secrets and desires, but you try to be like the rest, to be accepted into the tribe. But what about when it doesn't work? And when you realize you don't fit in even with your gang? Julia is confused. She doesn't know what she is, what she likes or what she should like. She also doesn't know who she can talk to about it. Her only option for venting is a tacky flowery notebook she received as a gift from his aunt. In it, she will write her impressions of her skater friends, her femme fatale cousin, her disgust with her appearance and school. But mostly, she'll try to understand her friendship with the red-haired girl who just moved to town and seems just as confused as she is.