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386 pages, Kindle Edition
Published May 27, 2025

“I’m falling hard and fast, and it’s making me dizzy. Nothing makes sense. How can I curse the day I hurt you and be grateful for it at the same time? How could you even want me after everything? You are so loving, so forgiving, and so beautifully, unequivocally, perfectly you. Marina, you’re everything I want, exactly as you are—and that scares the hell out of me. I’m sorry for that shitshow. Sorry for pulling away. Sorry that I let you think for a second that you aren’t enough for me. You are more than enough. You’re *everything* to me. Truly.”
Grady hops out with me and doesn’t let go of my hand, as if crashing into each other has affixed us permanently.
What a funny thought—but true, regardless. He and I will always share this memory and our unique before-and-afters of the crash. We may be strangers. We may never speak again. But we will always have this.
“Pianos are meant to be played, Grady. Played and enjoyed and shared with people. They should spread joy, not be turned into dust collectors, mocking your pain every day. It’s right there, waiting for you, hoping you’ll take a chance and try again, and you walk on by it, selfishly ignoring a beautiful opportunity. This is why you’ll never be happy—you’re too damn busy being miserable.”
I decide this is my defining moment. Not the accident. Not becoming barren. Not losing Ashe. Not getting fired. But this. This beautiful clarity and confidence she’s inspired. Me taking back control of my life rather than being someone else’s puppet or plaything or breeder. They won’t see me break. I don’t break. I bend. I have built my life from nothing. I’ll rebuild it even stronger. They have not seen the last of me.
I wrap around her, her head tucked under my chin, and my hand laced into the soft bands of her hair, holding her close to me. She grips my shoulders like she doesn’t want me to let go. Not that I would.FAV QUOTES
For her, anything goes. I know this already. Whatever I have to give is hers to take.