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The Chosen #5

Not My Will...

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In Not My Will… Jerry Jenkins invites you into the tumultuous final days of Jesus’ earthly ministry—what’s become known as Holy Week. Beginning with His triumphant entry into Jerusalem astride a donkey’s colt, the story covers a side of Jesus we haven’t seen before: His righteous rage at the moneychangers in the temple.

The story delves deeply into the minds of the disciples and other close followers of Jesus, including the fear and scheming of both High Priest Caiaphas and Governor Pontius Pilate and his dream-tormented wife.

Judas’s haunting betrayal looms while Jesus faces His darkest night of the soul in Gethsemane, where His surrender to His Father and then to the Romans comes at an unspeakable cost. In vivid detail and with emotional depth, this novel captures the heartbreak, hope, and humanity of the most pivotal week in the history of the world.

More than retelling the story, Not My Will… takes you deeper into the hearts and minds of the show’s many intriguing characters like Mary Magdalene, Pontius Pilate and his wife Claudia, and Judas.

320 pages, Hardcover

First published July 1, 2025

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Jerry B. Jenkins

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Jerry Bruce Jenkins is an American novelist and biographer. He is best known as the writer of the Left Behind series of books for Tim LaHaye and The Chosen novels to accompany his son Dallas's TV series. Jenkins has written more than 200 books, including mysteries, historical fiction, biblical fiction, cop thrillers, international spy thrillers, and children's adventures, as well as nonfiction. His works usually feature Christians as protagonists. In 2005, Jenkins and LaHaye ranked 9th in Amazon.com's 10th Anniversary list of Hall of Fame authors based on books sold at Amazon.com during its first 10 years. Jenkins now teaches writers to become authors here at his website. He and his wife Dianna have three sons and eight grandchildren.

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January 11, 2026
In a mini reading slump, but still not the greatest. Stopped at page 50 ish.
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January 12, 2026
I so enjoy the internal insights in the thoughts of each character. It helps me relate to what they must have gone through to a deeper level than only the tv show. Their humanity displayed brings me comfort and relief as I too am often not sure what God is doing in my life. But like these depictions of the Apostles and followers of Jesus, even when we do not understand we continue to love our Lord and follow Him wherever He may lead, knowing God is still working all things together for our good. (Romans 8:28) Excellent read if you watch The Chosen or not…but I highly recommend both!
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142 reviews
August 29, 2025
I have enjoyed seeing the Bible in a different way. I tend to read these as I watch this series. Yet this book was hard for me to put down in between episodes.

I would recommend all of The Chosen Series books.
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Author 8 books15 followers
May 26, 2025
Great series. I love the movies. The books are each also excellent. This was no exception.
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Author 4 books21 followers
July 7, 2025
Best yet of the novels. I like that it presents the events chronologically, which the TV series does not.
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September 22, 2025
it's so awesome how the biblical accounts come to life in real characters we can relate to. I can't wait to watch this season and of course what is to come!
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