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Pax Cymrica: The True History #1
Just Playing
Michael and Jamie seem fated to make music together. But the thrill of playing soon turns into something more, something neither of the young men can handle. Unable to just stay friends, their only option may be to avoid each other completely. But when things start moving for Jamie's band, a decision has to be made: either this is goodbye, or they risk everything and let Michael join.
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Ingela Bohm
18 books19 followersIngela Bohm lives in an old cinema, tucked away in a northern Swedish forest where she can wander around all day long and dictate her books. She used to dream of being an actor until an actual actor asked, “Do you really need to do it?” That’s when she realized that the only thing she really needed to do was to write. She has since pretended to be a dietician, a teacher, a receptionist and a cook, but only to conceal her real identity.
Her first imaginary friend was called Grabolina and lived in her closet. Nowadays she has too many imaginary friends to count, but at least some of them are out of the closet. Her men may not be conventionally handsome, but they can charm your pants off, and that’s all that matters.
Ingela’s more useless talents include reading tarot cards, killing pot plants and drawing scandalous pictures that no one gets to see. She can’t walk in heels and she’s stopped trying, but she has cycled 12 000 miles in the UK and knows which campsites to avoid if you don’t like spiders. If you see her on the train you will wonder what age she is.
Her first imaginary friend was called Grabolina and lived in her closet. Nowadays she has too many imaginary friends to count, but at least some of them are out of the closet. Her men may not be conventionally handsome, but they can charm your pants off, and that’s all that matters.
Ingela’s more useless talents include reading tarot cards, killing pot plants and drawing scandalous pictures that no one gets to see. She can’t walk in heels and she’s stopped trying, but she has cycled 12 000 miles in the UK and knows which campsites to avoid if you don’t like spiders. If you see her on the train you will wonder what age she is.
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June 17, 2014
Let me introduce you to an author that doesn't need to be giving her work away. I stumbled across Ingela by accident and started working with her on another book she is writing, which I can't wait for her to finish. In the meantime, I thought I'd check something else out that she had written. My instinct about this author were spot on. She is SOOO damned talented. The only warning here is there is a cliffhanger. But Thank the powers that be! That means there will be another book in this series.
I can't tell you how many times I was interrupted while reading this book. Usually that results in my mind not being able to catch back up to where I was in the book and the feelings it had given me before interrupted. Not with this one. I have a burning need for these two in my life. I don't want to leave them. I want to take on the world and rid it of all the hurt they have to go through to even allow themselves to finally admit they love each other.
This book is set in the '70s and you know what that mean. Rough on men that love each other, even for rock stars. Ridiculously, hurtful rough. I sniffled all through this book. It has made my heart hurt. As I have learned, Ingela has a beautiful way of writings almost haunting. I just can't explain it. You'll have to experience her for yourself. You will not be disappointed. Dare you to disagree with me. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!
I can't tell you how many times I was interrupted while reading this book. Usually that results in my mind not being able to catch back up to where I was in the book and the feelings it had given me before interrupted. Not with this one. I have a burning need for these two in my life. I don't want to leave them. I want to take on the world and rid it of all the hurt they have to go through to even allow themselves to finally admit they love each other.
This book is set in the '70s and you know what that mean. Rough on men that love each other, even for rock stars. Ridiculously, hurtful rough. I sniffled all through this book. It has made my heart hurt. As I have learned, Ingela has a beautiful way of writings almost haunting. I just can't explain it. You'll have to experience her for yourself. You will not be disappointed. Dare you to disagree with me. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!
September 11, 2014
I signed up for reviewing the second book of this series, and as part of the deal and for the reader to understand better the story the author gave us this book, too, which is the first one in the series.
The story is set in 1975 in Wales where two boys, Michael and Jamie meet. Michael doesn't have friends, really, he's bullied at school and has quite a low opinion of himself. Jamie is a cool kid, the new kid in the school and he feels drawn to Michael... the fact that he was told that Michael plays the guitar plays a part in this, but in the end the chemistry between them is noticeable, the music just makes it more obvious.
They become friends, with music as that thing that made their bond stronger, and practically impossible to break. They realize they're attracted to each other but then they deny it, as much as they can. They DO experiment, though. They wank together, touch, kiss, but they blame it on the apparent lack of girls around them and also excuse it on trying to get more experience and not look like complete morons when a girl comes along. The wanking part reminded me of those wanking sessions that The Beatles used to have when they were teens, and some of the things I read in this book reminded me of things I've read about boarding school back in the day, especially in England; whether those things I read were true or not is hard to tell, (and 1975 seems a bit too late for that, anyway), but apparently it was common practice to wank with your best mate or experiment somehow with them.
As I said before, music is what makes them bond in the first place. I've always found creative partnerships to be quite fascinating, and I truly believe that what two artists are sharing while working on a piece is probably one of the most amazing overwhelming experiences that a human being can ever have. You're connecting to another level, somewhere where practically no one else can reach you but THAT person, and it's fascinating. The way the author describes how the attraction these two kids feel for each other becomes bolder while they play/compose, is amazing.
The attraction and tension between Jamie and Michael becomes pretty much impossible to stop, they engage in different things but then regret and shame would hit... I confess it bothered me, you know? but in the end, to be honest, it was quite realistic, IMO, being that the time where this story was set (and maybe even the place, and the circumstances) it was a normal reaction. I think that these days, while kids may still struggle a bit with their sexuality it is nothing compared to what kids back then had to go through. I think there was lots of denial and trying to find a way out, and I'm sure tons of kids got hurt in the way, of course I'm not generalizing, I'm pretty sure there were kids who embraced their sexuality and accepted it much easier than others. So, at some point they have this fight and grow apart. They both have bands but Jamie's seems to be doing a bit better. One day the drummer of Jamie's band invites Michael to play and there's where everything starts... again.
I really enjoyed this, even with all the frustration I felt at times, I actually truly enjoyed this, and I'm glad I decided to participate in this. I want to know what happens and if these kids will ever really find the way to each other and leave those fears behind.
I enjoyed the writing style a lot, the author has a beautiful way with words.
The story is set in 1975 in Wales where two boys, Michael and Jamie meet. Michael doesn't have friends, really, he's bullied at school and has quite a low opinion of himself. Jamie is a cool kid, the new kid in the school and he feels drawn to Michael... the fact that he was told that Michael plays the guitar plays a part in this, but in the end the chemistry between them is noticeable, the music just makes it more obvious.
They become friends, with music as that thing that made their bond stronger, and practically impossible to break. They realize they're attracted to each other but then they deny it, as much as they can. They DO experiment, though. They wank together, touch, kiss, but they blame it on the apparent lack of girls around them and also excuse it on trying to get more experience and not look like complete morons when a girl comes along. The wanking part reminded me of those wanking sessions that The Beatles used to have when they were teens, and some of the things I read in this book reminded me of things I've read about boarding school back in the day, especially in England; whether those things I read were true or not is hard to tell, (and 1975 seems a bit too late for that, anyway), but apparently it was common practice to wank with your best mate or experiment somehow with them.
As I said before, music is what makes them bond in the first place. I've always found creative partnerships to be quite fascinating, and I truly believe that what two artists are sharing while working on a piece is probably one of the most amazing overwhelming experiences that a human being can ever have. You're connecting to another level, somewhere where practically no one else can reach you but THAT person, and it's fascinating. The way the author describes how the attraction these two kids feel for each other becomes bolder while they play/compose, is amazing.
The attraction and tension between Jamie and Michael becomes pretty much impossible to stop, they engage in different things but then regret and shame would hit... I confess it bothered me, you know? but in the end, to be honest, it was quite realistic, IMO, being that the time where this story was set (and maybe even the place, and the circumstances) it was a normal reaction. I think that these days, while kids may still struggle a bit with their sexuality it is nothing compared to what kids back then had to go through. I think there was lots of denial and trying to find a way out, and I'm sure tons of kids got hurt in the way, of course I'm not generalizing, I'm pretty sure there were kids who embraced their sexuality and accepted it much easier than others. So, at some point they have this fight and grow apart. They both have bands but Jamie's seems to be doing a bit better. One day the drummer of Jamie's band invites Michael to play and there's where everything starts... again.
I really enjoyed this, even with all the frustration I felt at times, I actually truly enjoyed this, and I'm glad I decided to participate in this. I want to know what happens and if these kids will ever really find the way to each other and leave those fears behind.
I enjoyed the writing style a lot, the author has a beautiful way with words.
August 19, 2014
I received this book from the author--as I was reviewing the sequel. This is my honest review.
4.5 stars for this near historical, M/M rock romance.
To preface, i had an inkling that this book was not contemporary when the characters began comparing music bands--loving the Moody Blues and Genesis, and hating David Cassidy. I had wished for just a LITTLE more grounding in time--before I was thirty+ pages in...
The book begins in Spring 1975. In Wales. Jamie has just moved from London and attempts to befriend the awkward waif, Mike, who he has heard plays guitar. Jamie's hellbent on becoming a musician, and form a band. Mike is a painfully shy, kicked puppy of a young man, routinely harassed and beaten by his schoolmates who know there is something "off" about him. Both characters are approaching 19 y/o, but Jamie is fair and strong, the epitome of beauty in Mike's opinion, and Mike can't understand why this golden god would deign to even speak to a low being like himself. These are my words, but Mike could've said them; the manling has zero self-esteem, and hates himself for being attracted to the one friend he's ever had.
Yet, the friendship, and music making, thrives. It's as if Mike is the dark yang to Jamie's golden yin. Of course, neither boy has any sexual experience, and it was somewhat socially acceptable to "do a wank" near a mate, or so we are given to understand. (Not my area of expertise, though I can believe it. I did see Angela's Ashes....) Mike and Jamie have some limited self-experimentation while in each other's company, for which Jamie is later horrified. Still, Jamie can't remain apart from Mike long. His family begins to suspect an unnatural affection growing between the boys, and endeavor to separate them.
Through tribulation after tribulation Mike and Jamie separate and reconnect; Mike hating himself for secretly loving Jamie, Jamie hating himself for secretly loving Mike. They do form a band, and even get signed to a label and tour, but the tension and angst is great. Plus, there are problems with Mike being effeminate--it's the beginning of the "glam" era, and their band is a bit too avant grade to be socially acceptable. Mike has to 'tone it down' or face problems--like beat downs from brutes in dark alleys...
Can they find happiness? Can they succeed in a world where their love cannot be expressed openly--or at all?
The book was beautifully written with very compelling characters suffering the historically unmentionable illness of "homosexuality." The anguish of Mike pining for Jamie, the heartbreak of Jamie knowing that his (actually innocent, but clearly suggestive) behavior makes Mike a target for homophobic violence. I couldn't stop reading, needing to know if they ever found some solace, some peace to express their deep, yet secret, love.
I was not disappointed. Great book.
4.5 stars for this near historical, M/M rock romance.
To preface, i had an inkling that this book was not contemporary when the characters began comparing music bands--loving the Moody Blues and Genesis, and hating David Cassidy. I had wished for just a LITTLE more grounding in time--before I was thirty+ pages in...
The book begins in Spring 1975. In Wales. Jamie has just moved from London and attempts to befriend the awkward waif, Mike, who he has heard plays guitar. Jamie's hellbent on becoming a musician, and form a band. Mike is a painfully shy, kicked puppy of a young man, routinely harassed and beaten by his schoolmates who know there is something "off" about him. Both characters are approaching 19 y/o, but Jamie is fair and strong, the epitome of beauty in Mike's opinion, and Mike can't understand why this golden god would deign to even speak to a low being like himself. These are my words, but Mike could've said them; the manling has zero self-esteem, and hates himself for being attracted to the one friend he's ever had.
Yet, the friendship, and music making, thrives. It's as if Mike is the dark yang to Jamie's golden yin. Of course, neither boy has any sexual experience, and it was somewhat socially acceptable to "do a wank" near a mate, or so we are given to understand. (Not my area of expertise, though I can believe it. I did see Angela's Ashes....) Mike and Jamie have some limited self-experimentation while in each other's company, for which Jamie is later horrified. Still, Jamie can't remain apart from Mike long. His family begins to suspect an unnatural affection growing between the boys, and endeavor to separate them.
Through tribulation after tribulation Mike and Jamie separate and reconnect; Mike hating himself for secretly loving Jamie, Jamie hating himself for secretly loving Mike. They do form a band, and even get signed to a label and tour, but the tension and angst is great. Plus, there are problems with Mike being effeminate--it's the beginning of the "glam" era, and their band is a bit too avant grade to be socially acceptable. Mike has to 'tone it down' or face problems--like beat downs from brutes in dark alleys...
Can they find happiness? Can they succeed in a world where their love cannot be expressed openly--or at all?
The book was beautifully written with very compelling characters suffering the historically unmentionable illness of "homosexuality." The anguish of Mike pining for Jamie, the heartbreak of Jamie knowing that his (actually innocent, but clearly suggestive) behavior makes Mike a target for homophobic violence. I couldn't stop reading, needing to know if they ever found some solace, some peace to express their deep, yet secret, love.
I was not disappointed. Great book.
September 2, 2014
A free copy of this book was provided by the author in exchange for an honest review.
Just Playing is the first part of the Pax Cymrica series. It is a story about Michael and Jamie, two boys who meet during their last year of high school. Right from the start the author takes the readers inside these boys’ thoughts; their fears, their insecurities, their passions. At the beginning of their story, Michael is shy and sort of an outsider in most situations. He doesn’t value himself too high, and often has difficulties believing the good in him other people see easily. Jamie, however, is the new kid, the kid who’s popular and brave in any situation. They couldn’t really be further from each other, except that there’s music. And music’s what ultimately bounds these two together.
When Michael was first introduced and his (daily?) battles were brought to the light, I really felt bad for him. Something about the way his character is portrayed, gives a sense of loneliness rather than self-pity. Sure, he does wallow in misery quite much, but I still got the feeling that he really just doesn’t have anyone. I could easily picture him hiding in the corner of the classroom, just hoping that no one will notice him so that he won’t be in trouble. The way he just blossomed and bloomed with Jamie was amazing, and this is where the story really got interesting for me.
I felt that Jamie lost some of his confidence as the story prolonged. It was as if their roles were switched, and suddenly Michael was the one who was so sure of what he felt. Their pain was painful to watch; the hiding, the pretending, the regrets afterwards. Michael fell harder and harder, and I felt Jamie provoked him to do so, all the while knowing he was only adding to the torture. The story is set in the 70's, so being together openly wasn't an option. And that's the thing that makes this story so good; these boys have no idea what they want or what to do with what they feel. They don't even know what to call this friendship-kind-of-thing they have, they have no labels that would fit flawlessly. And still they go on, loving and wanting and needing, desperate to be together, but afraid at the same time. And it was beautiful. Somehow it was all written so perfectly, the beauty was what drove me to read on, not the agony.
Their music still binding them together, Michael and Jamie work towards stardom, but with the beginning of their journey, compromises have to be made. This book has a bitter sweet ending, one that convinces the reader to read the next in the series.
Just Playing is the first part of the Pax Cymrica series. It is a story about Michael and Jamie, two boys who meet during their last year of high school. Right from the start the author takes the readers inside these boys’ thoughts; their fears, their insecurities, their passions. At the beginning of their story, Michael is shy and sort of an outsider in most situations. He doesn’t value himself too high, and often has difficulties believing the good in him other people see easily. Jamie, however, is the new kid, the kid who’s popular and brave in any situation. They couldn’t really be further from each other, except that there’s music. And music’s what ultimately bounds these two together.
When Michael was first introduced and his (daily?) battles were brought to the light, I really felt bad for him. Something about the way his character is portrayed, gives a sense of loneliness rather than self-pity. Sure, he does wallow in misery quite much, but I still got the feeling that he really just doesn’t have anyone. I could easily picture him hiding in the corner of the classroom, just hoping that no one will notice him so that he won’t be in trouble. The way he just blossomed and bloomed with Jamie was amazing, and this is where the story really got interesting for me.
I felt that Jamie lost some of his confidence as the story prolonged. It was as if their roles were switched, and suddenly Michael was the one who was so sure of what he felt. Their pain was painful to watch; the hiding, the pretending, the regrets afterwards. Michael fell harder and harder, and I felt Jamie provoked him to do so, all the while knowing he was only adding to the torture. The story is set in the 70's, so being together openly wasn't an option. And that's the thing that makes this story so good; these boys have no idea what they want or what to do with what they feel. They don't even know what to call this friendship-kind-of-thing they have, they have no labels that would fit flawlessly. And still they go on, loving and wanting and needing, desperate to be together, but afraid at the same time. And it was beautiful. Somehow it was all written so perfectly, the beauty was what drove me to read on, not the agony.
Their music still binding them together, Michael and Jamie work towards stardom, but with the beginning of their journey, compromises have to be made. This book has a bitter sweet ending, one that convinces the reader to read the next in the series.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
August 29, 2014
I received this book from the author for an honest review. Thank you.
I really liked this book and would give it 4.5 stars if possible. This story is about Michael and Jamie who meet in the last month of high school. Michael is a bullying victim and suffers from low self esteem. Jamie is friendly, outgoing and he and Michael bond over their love of playing music. They begin to jam together in Jamie's basement and Jamie is awed by Michael's talent. Michael is also in awe of Jamie; his talent, his beauty and his personality. Neither boy is expecting to be more than friends, but they both begin feeling more for the other. Michael doesn't believe anyone could love him and Jamie believes that the feelings are wrong and unnatural. We spend a lot of time in each of their heads wondering if they will ever come to realize the other's feelings.
Although at times I got impatient for these boys to figure it out, I had to stop and realize that they were boys, not men and events in this tale took place 40 years ago. Even though the '70's saw a lot of change in attitudes, being gay was still not widely accepted. Ingela Bohm is a very descriptive writer allowing the reader to "see" what is happening. Her style is mature and flows well and I only encountered a few editing mistakes. I think my only real complaint is in how long we had to wait to see if Jamie and Michael would get together. Then when it looks like things are looking up, the story ends! Fortunately, book 2 is out and I plan to read it next.
I really came to love these characters. They are so beautifully written and their feelings feel real and never forced. Be sure to have tissues handy, because parts are real tearjerkers. I definitely recommend this book to any who are fans of the m/m genre.
I really liked this book and would give it 4.5 stars if possible. This story is about Michael and Jamie who meet in the last month of high school. Michael is a bullying victim and suffers from low self esteem. Jamie is friendly, outgoing and he and Michael bond over their love of playing music. They begin to jam together in Jamie's basement and Jamie is awed by Michael's talent. Michael is also in awe of Jamie; his talent, his beauty and his personality. Neither boy is expecting to be more than friends, but they both begin feeling more for the other. Michael doesn't believe anyone could love him and Jamie believes that the feelings are wrong and unnatural. We spend a lot of time in each of their heads wondering if they will ever come to realize the other's feelings.
Although at times I got impatient for these boys to figure it out, I had to stop and realize that they were boys, not men and events in this tale took place 40 years ago. Even though the '70's saw a lot of change in attitudes, being gay was still not widely accepted. Ingela Bohm is a very descriptive writer allowing the reader to "see" what is happening. Her style is mature and flows well and I only encountered a few editing mistakes. I think my only real complaint is in how long we had to wait to see if Jamie and Michael would get together. Then when it looks like things are looking up, the story ends! Fortunately, book 2 is out and I plan to read it next.
I really came to love these characters. They are so beautifully written and their feelings feel real and never forced. Be sure to have tissues handy, because parts are real tearjerkers. I definitely recommend this book to any who are fans of the m/m genre.
August 18, 2014
This is the story of Michael Vaughan and Jamie Gardiner, which starts the last month of their senior year of high school in 1975 in Swansea, Wales. They bond over music until Michael decides his family needs the money he can get from his bass and amp. Each guy joins a band and Michael eventually leaves his to join Jamie's. This sets the tone for their budding relationship. However, due to the time period, they are slow to realize what's right in front of them. When they do, can they keep the band together.
Michael and Jamie are likeable if predictable in the beginning. They bond after Jamie rescues Michael from an attack and this theme continues. They are fighting the usual in their families, but due to year, also for their safety in general. This is frustratingly real, but makes the are we, aren't we take forever. The story takes a while to get going as well. Not knowing much about British rock then, the accuracy of the scene is hard to judge, but the band dynamics seem well done. I would give this three stars.
Michael and Jamie are likeable if predictable in the beginning. They bond after Jamie rescues Michael from an attack and this theme continues. They are fighting the usual in their families, but due to year, also for their safety in general. This is frustratingly real, but makes the are we, aren't we take forever. The story takes a while to get going as well. Not knowing much about British rock then, the accuracy of the scene is hard to judge, but the band dynamics seem well done. I would give this three stars.
April 18, 2017
I adore the way Ingela Bohm writes. It's all so crystal clear, like life playing out in front of your eyes, or like you've fallen into your sharpest memories. This book was pretty amazing. I admit I need a breather before the second book, given that it looks like it's going to be an emotional rollercoaster, too. But this was, quite frankly, GORGEOUS and I recommend it. Though don't expect anything to be wrapped up at the end. It just heads right into the next book...which I own and will read before long. It's worth it, though. It's the kind of book I won't forget. It will definitely end up on my Best Of list at the end of the year. For sure.
June 5, 2014
Ugh!! Where is the 2nd book? Or information about it? This is a really good story despite how very angsty & frustrating the MC's behave but I'm hooked! I really want to know what happens next! What's going to happen with Michael & Jaimie?!
June 1, 2014
I loved this book, but I hated I got to the end and it wasn't the end...so now I have to wait and see what happens and don't even know when the next comes out.
October 11, 2014
Just Playing and The Road Taken are the first two (hopefully not only two) books in the story of Jamie and Michael. Well, they are actually the story of Pax Cymrica, a rock band formed by Jamie and Michael. But more than the story of the band's ups and downs and personnel changes, it's the story of Jamie and Michael and the love they feel for each other beginning at a very early age. They begin to explore their attraction in a joint masturbation session while camping as young teens. There are many hurdles to their having a relationship. The highest of which is that it's the early 1970s and they want to be rock musicians. There just weren't out gay rock stars in the 1970s. Elton John and Freddie Mercury were both rumored to be gay, but no one dared say it as truth. There were very few out gay men or women in the early 1970s period.
When Jamie and Michael come to the realization that they can't be lovers and they can't force themselves to just be friends, they have to live completely separate lives. They form separate bands. They still live in the same town but have nothing to do with each other. An impromptu drop-in on Jamie's band practice to get in out of the rain turns into Michael stepping in to jam with them. Michael winds up joining Pax just before they take off on the road to success.
This is the beginning of their real struggle. To make it in a tough business. To continue to create and perform great music. To put on their stage faces and their interview faces and their fan faces without ever touching or staring longingly at each other or god help us, being alone together. The problem with this plan is that their chemistry, the feelings between them were what made the music they created so great. The love and longing between them came through clearly in the music they made together. Without the 'together' part, the music didn't cut it.
Someone comes up with the brilliant idea to involve Sapphire, a long-time groupie of the first band Pax toured with and then of Pax themselves, to act as a beard for one of the men, allowing them to be together behind that front. Michael just couldn't do it and the record executive (nicknamed: O'Devil) was beginning to scream about the sexual vibes flowing between Michael and Jamie onstage, so Jamie took the plunge with Sapphire. If you've ever read any gay fiction before, I don't have to tell you how that went.
During my reading of both these books, which I am reviewing as one because they felt like one, the end of Just Playing flowed right into The Road Taken, I was struck repeatedly by how different things are today in 2014 than they were in 1976. I know there aren't many out gay successful musicians even today. For some reason the world can accept homosexuality in many walks of life, but our athletes and musicians are supposed to maintain this societally imposed idea of 'masculinity' that doesn't include lovers of the same gender. I find it as ridiculous today as it was forty years ago. Seriously.
Ingela Bohm, a 'friend' on Goodreads, whom I didn't realize was an author, has created a cast of characters that draw the reader in. They feel real and you want to go to their concert to see the way Michael and Jamie play off each other on the stage. You want to hug Cal (their drummer and staunch supporter) for trying to allow them to be together in whatever way they can. You want to KILL O'Devil and beat Zoltan about the head and neck with his bass.
But most of all? You'll want Jamie and Michael to admit they are meant to be together and just be. Ingela Bohm generated some really strong emotions in me both about and toward her characters and their shitty situations. That's the hallmark of a great writer for me. If I feel like lashing out violently (aside from in my real life!) or long to hold one of the characters about whom I am reading while they get through their pain, or cry along with them, I feel deeply satisfied as a reader. I'm not always up for an emotional read, but sometimes it's just what I want. The Pax books packed (pun completely intended) an emotional punch.
And did I mention that Ms. Bohm also wrote song lyrics? It's difficult enough to write 600 compelling pages of quality gay fiction, but to write the songs that your characters sing? Ingela Bohm is a force to be reckoned with in this genre, and I look forward to reading more from her. The Road Taken ends at the beginning of 1977. I hope Michael and Jamie won't let Ms. Bohm sleep soundly until she gets them to a place in time where they can be together. The way two people in love deserve to be.
When Jamie and Michael come to the realization that they can't be lovers and they can't force themselves to just be friends, they have to live completely separate lives. They form separate bands. They still live in the same town but have nothing to do with each other. An impromptu drop-in on Jamie's band practice to get in out of the rain turns into Michael stepping in to jam with them. Michael winds up joining Pax just before they take off on the road to success.
This is the beginning of their real struggle. To make it in a tough business. To continue to create and perform great music. To put on their stage faces and their interview faces and their fan faces without ever touching or staring longingly at each other or god help us, being alone together. The problem with this plan is that their chemistry, the feelings between them were what made the music they created so great. The love and longing between them came through clearly in the music they made together. Without the 'together' part, the music didn't cut it.
Someone comes up with the brilliant idea to involve Sapphire, a long-time groupie of the first band Pax toured with and then of Pax themselves, to act as a beard for one of the men, allowing them to be together behind that front. Michael just couldn't do it and the record executive (nicknamed: O'Devil) was beginning to scream about the sexual vibes flowing between Michael and Jamie onstage, so Jamie took the plunge with Sapphire. If you've ever read any gay fiction before, I don't have to tell you how that went.
During my reading of both these books, which I am reviewing as one because they felt like one, the end of Just Playing flowed right into The Road Taken, I was struck repeatedly by how different things are today in 2014 than they were in 1976. I know there aren't many out gay successful musicians even today. For some reason the world can accept homosexuality in many walks of life, but our athletes and musicians are supposed to maintain this societally imposed idea of 'masculinity' that doesn't include lovers of the same gender. I find it as ridiculous today as it was forty years ago. Seriously.
Ingela Bohm, a 'friend' on Goodreads, whom I didn't realize was an author, has created a cast of characters that draw the reader in. They feel real and you want to go to their concert to see the way Michael and Jamie play off each other on the stage. You want to hug Cal (their drummer and staunch supporter) for trying to allow them to be together in whatever way they can. You want to KILL O'Devil and beat Zoltan about the head and neck with his bass.
But most of all? You'll want Jamie and Michael to admit they are meant to be together and just be. Ingela Bohm generated some really strong emotions in me both about and toward her characters and their shitty situations. That's the hallmark of a great writer for me. If I feel like lashing out violently (aside from in my real life!) or long to hold one of the characters about whom I am reading while they get through their pain, or cry along with them, I feel deeply satisfied as a reader. I'm not always up for an emotional read, but sometimes it's just what I want. The Pax books packed (pun completely intended) an emotional punch.
And did I mention that Ms. Bohm also wrote song lyrics? It's difficult enough to write 600 compelling pages of quality gay fiction, but to write the songs that your characters sing? Ingela Bohm is a force to be reckoned with in this genre, and I look forward to reading more from her. The Road Taken ends at the beginning of 1977. I hope Michael and Jamie won't let Ms. Bohm sleep soundly until she gets them to a place in time where they can be together. The way two people in love deserve to be.
July 19, 2015
I was just writing in another review Learning How to Lose, in Six Easy Steps. Step One: Tetris / Step Two: Fun and Games how much I like a slow-blooming romance. And now I am going to criticize this one for being too darn slow.
So I had to figure out why what was so delightful in LHtL, was so dreary here. And the difference was that in LHtL the relationship between the two men started from nothing and very slowly grew to close friendship with tiny hints of more by the end of the book (with 2 more books to come). There was growth in the narrator, and in the relationship. While in this one there is a seemingly never-ending back and forth and worse, it seems for every step forward the next page throws us two steps back, and there isn't enough plot to carry me through. And while I am in both people's heads, I am not seeing a lot of personal growth in either. LHtL was a delight of slow discovery, this book didn't really give me anything similar. Yes, I understand that this book takes place in the 70s, and so naturally there were dangers in finding oneself gay, and that makes it all extra fraught and invites massive denial. But LHtL takes place in Japanese Idol culture where you can't even have a real heterosexual relationship, never mind a homosexual one, so its characters also have to stay under the radar. And yet they manage to deal -- while denying it to everyone else, among each other, at least, they manage to deal. I like stories of the lovers against the world; I get tired when the lovers never manage to stick it out even once against the world, and when instead they sabotage their relationship before anyone else even has a chance at it.
I liked the world building here. Great lyrics, too! I want to hear those songs! It was sentimental for me, since that's my kinda music. But what joy of discovery there is in this book between the main characters is more sexual than anything else, and while that aspect is actually good, i wanted to see more of the people -- LHtL had no sex whatsoever, but I really got to know those two. Here the main characters spend much of the book apart, and there is just not enough growth. Heck, by the end of the book, are we done with all that crap? No, we're hanging over a cliff, and there'll be second book which has been clearly foreshadowed to bring us more of the same, oh, and I see there is a third now.
So that's what it boiled down to for me. Not enough joy of discovery between the two, and too darn much angsty back-back-back and too little forth. I didn't hate it, but I'm so aggravated by them at this time that I am not gonna get the second book in the series, at least not now. I'll try another book by the author though because I like some aspects of her writing.
So I had to figure out why what was so delightful in LHtL, was so dreary here. And the difference was that in LHtL the relationship between the two men started from nothing and very slowly grew to close friendship with tiny hints of more by the end of the book (with 2 more books to come). There was growth in the narrator, and in the relationship. While in this one there is a seemingly never-ending back and forth and worse, it seems for every step forward the next page throws us two steps back, and there isn't enough plot to carry me through. And while I am in both people's heads, I am not seeing a lot of personal growth in either. LHtL was a delight of slow discovery, this book didn't really give me anything similar. Yes, I understand that this book takes place in the 70s, and so naturally there were dangers in finding oneself gay, and that makes it all extra fraught and invites massive denial. But LHtL takes place in Japanese Idol culture where you can't even have a real heterosexual relationship, never mind a homosexual one, so its characters also have to stay under the radar. And yet they manage to deal -- while denying it to everyone else, among each other, at least, they manage to deal. I like stories of the lovers against the world; I get tired when the lovers never manage to stick it out even once against the world, and when instead they sabotage their relationship before anyone else even has a chance at it.
I liked the world building here. Great lyrics, too! I want to hear those songs! It was sentimental for me, since that's my kinda music. But what joy of discovery there is in this book between the main characters is more sexual than anything else, and while that aspect is actually good, i wanted to see more of the people -- LHtL had no sex whatsoever, but I really got to know those two. Here the main characters spend much of the book apart, and there is just not enough growth. Heck, by the end of the book, are we done with all that crap? No, we're hanging over a cliff, and there'll be second book which has been clearly foreshadowed to bring us more of the same, oh, and I see there is a third now.
So that's what it boiled down to for me. Not enough joy of discovery between the two, and too darn much angsty back-back-back and too little forth. I didn't hate it, but I'm so aggravated by them at this time that I am not gonna get the second book in the series, at least not now. I'll try another book by the author though because I like some aspects of her writing.
August 18, 2014
3.5~4 stars
Not a run of your mill romance story with rockers.The story spans from 1975-1976 and is told from two POV, Michael and Jamie. Readers first meet Michael on his first day of meeting Jamie, who is inquiring on whether or not Michael plays the guitar. Michael is a bit wary with his answer but before Jamie can question him more Michael's bullies show up. Michael protects Jamie from the bullies so he won't get hurt by association. After the bullies have a go at Michael, Jamie happens along and helps Michael home. Thee two bond over their love of music and have a jamming session. There starts their friendship which becomes a bit complicated when they each feel attraction for one another. Both being virgins, they use that as a bit of an excuse to experiment with each other. Being immature and young, the two don't really know how to handle the new development in their relationship which effects their music and friendship.
The delivery of story was interesting. The back and forth between Michael and Jamie was a bit confusing for me at the start but after a while it just straighten itself out. I thought the lyrics/proses from Michael and Jamie's songs a nice to touch for the start of each chapter. There were times were I thought the author was carrying the description of what either characters were seeing too far (example first three pages of chapter nine...sorry too lazy to go back and find the passage to make my point).
I just wanted to warn those who don't appreciate m/f sex in their
stories that Michael and Jamie do have moments when they imagine the other having sex with girls when their first masturbating together. Not detailed bits about girly parts so it should suck too much enjoyment from the tale.
I didn't like reading about Jamie's manipulation of Michael. His lying, leading him on and conjoling Michael into certain situations had me hating him a tad bit. Michael's belief about how he was being treated was heart breaking to read. His belief that he deserved whatever came his way just had me wanting to bundle him up and protect him. I was hoping to see Michael do some growing in this book..but it didn't really happen and I hope in the next one he would be depicted a bit more confident.
The birthday surprise made me want to crush Jamie. I just felt like Michael was used, it was a horrible feeling. In the book the two gave off a bit of a soul mate feeling so to read that portion of the book was just depressing.
The banter while they are having sex the last 20-25 pages were humorous. Patrick meddling in their affairs kind of pissed me off. The set back in their relationship felt as if they were going to have start off their relationship from the beginning again. It wasn't exactly a good feeling.
Not a run of your mill romance story with rockers.The story spans from 1975-1976 and is told from two POV, Michael and Jamie. Readers first meet Michael on his first day of meeting Jamie, who is inquiring on whether or not Michael plays the guitar. Michael is a bit wary with his answer but before Jamie can question him more Michael's bullies show up. Michael protects Jamie from the bullies so he won't get hurt by association. After the bullies have a go at Michael, Jamie happens along and helps Michael home. Thee two bond over their love of music and have a jamming session. There starts their friendship which becomes a bit complicated when they each feel attraction for one another. Both being virgins, they use that as a bit of an excuse to experiment with each other. Being immature and young, the two don't really know how to handle the new development in their relationship which effects their music and friendship.
The delivery of story was interesting. The back and forth between Michael and Jamie was a bit confusing for me at the start but after a while it just straighten itself out. I thought the lyrics/proses from Michael and Jamie's songs a nice to touch for the start of each chapter. There were times were I thought the author was carrying the description of what either characters were seeing too far (example first three pages of chapter nine...sorry too lazy to go back and find the passage to make my point).
I just wanted to warn those who don't appreciate m/f sex in their
stories that Michael and Jamie do have moments when they imagine the other having sex with girls when their first masturbating together. Not detailed bits about girly parts so it should suck too much enjoyment from the tale.
I didn't like reading about Jamie's manipulation of Michael. His lying, leading him on and conjoling Michael into certain situations had me hating him a tad bit. Michael's belief about how he was being treated was heart breaking to read. His belief that he deserved whatever came his way just had me wanting to bundle him up and protect him. I was hoping to see Michael do some growing in this book..but it didn't really happen and I hope in the next one he would be depicted a bit more confident.
The birthday surprise made me want to crush Jamie. I just felt like Michael was used, it was a horrible feeling. In the book the two gave off a bit of a soul mate feeling so to read that portion of the book was just depressing.
The banter while they are having sex the last 20-25 pages were humorous. Patrick meddling in their affairs kind of pissed me off. The set back in their relationship felt as if they were going to have start off their relationship from the beginning again. It wasn't exactly a good feeling.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
August 15, 2016
**I received a free copy of this book in exchange for a honest review as part of the M/M Group's DBML program**
There was a lot to enjoy about this book, but a lot that was under-developed, too. Its strengths are the gorgeous writing and the innocent pleasure that the two teen boys find in exploring their sexual responses. Their self-discovery unfolds naturally, in a way that's hard to imagine happening today, with our overload of X-rated material online. Many M/M romances are written in a functional, prosaic style that just moves the plot along, but here, every important scene (not only the sex scenes) is a beautiful sensory immersion. A glass of lemonade or a January snowfall is as sublime as a first kiss. I think that's what made the erotic scenes extra enjoyable. The writing style already puts one in a state of heightened physical awareness.
Unfortunately, that's all there was to the story. The plot was not complex enough to justify the length of the book. None of the secondary characters were developed at all, to the point where I often had trouble understanding the context of the two guys' relationship. I had to guess from certain details (e.g. records instead of cassettes or CDs) that we were somewhere in the late 70s or early 80s, but it wasn't until 1/4 of the way through that we find out the year is 1975. What do their parents do for work? What is their class background? Is it the same or different? Why did Jamie's family move to Wales from London? A shared passion for music and sex is not enough, in my opinion, to create a relationship that feels true-to-life and interesting for an entire novel. Plus, it seemed inconsistent that Michael was worried about having to give up music because his family was poor, but then he's suddenly in a rock band after graduation, with no explanation of how this issue was resolved.
Negatively stereotyped female characters are a pet peeve of mine in M/M. I didn't like how Michael and Jamie would casually use girls for failed attempts at heterosexuality, or view them as needy and repulsive because the girls made sexual advances to them. There's nothing wrong with M/M protagonists having flaws, but it should be part of a story arc where they deal with those flaws or suffer the consequences. Here, their lack of reflection or remorse about their prejudices merely encourages sexist attitudes in the reader, rather than showing the characters' growth.
I did like the funny yet sad scene where Jamie's parents are throwing him together with a girl, but she is hinting that she's interested in his sister instead! Lesbian visibility is so rare in this genre. More scenes like that one would have made the book feel like a fully developed world.
There was a lot to enjoy about this book, but a lot that was under-developed, too. Its strengths are the gorgeous writing and the innocent pleasure that the two teen boys find in exploring their sexual responses. Their self-discovery unfolds naturally, in a way that's hard to imagine happening today, with our overload of X-rated material online. Many M/M romances are written in a functional, prosaic style that just moves the plot along, but here, every important scene (not only the sex scenes) is a beautiful sensory immersion. A glass of lemonade or a January snowfall is as sublime as a first kiss. I think that's what made the erotic scenes extra enjoyable. The writing style already puts one in a state of heightened physical awareness.
Unfortunately, that's all there was to the story. The plot was not complex enough to justify the length of the book. None of the secondary characters were developed at all, to the point where I often had trouble understanding the context of the two guys' relationship. I had to guess from certain details (e.g. records instead of cassettes or CDs) that we were somewhere in the late 70s or early 80s, but it wasn't until 1/4 of the way through that we find out the year is 1975. What do their parents do for work? What is their class background? Is it the same or different? Why did Jamie's family move to Wales from London? A shared passion for music and sex is not enough, in my opinion, to create a relationship that feels true-to-life and interesting for an entire novel. Plus, it seemed inconsistent that Michael was worried about having to give up music because his family was poor, but then he's suddenly in a rock band after graduation, with no explanation of how this issue was resolved.
Negatively stereotyped female characters are a pet peeve of mine in M/M. I didn't like how Michael and Jamie would casually use girls for failed attempts at heterosexuality, or view them as needy and repulsive because the girls made sexual advances to them. There's nothing wrong with M/M protagonists having flaws, but it should be part of a story arc where they deal with those flaws or suffer the consequences. Here, their lack of reflection or remorse about their prejudices merely encourages sexist attitudes in the reader, rather than showing the characters' growth.
I did like the funny yet sad scene where Jamie's parents are throwing him together with a girl, but she is hinting that she's interested in his sister instead! Lesbian visibility is so rare in this genre. More scenes like that one would have made the book feel like a fully developed world.
September 8, 2014
DISCLAIMER: I received a free copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.
Rating: 3
Whew. This was a heavy read, and having read its sequel, I know that the story's bound to get heavier. Again, having mixed emotions about the characters. I love the world-building and how it was written but for some reason, I can't really connect with the characters. I'm sure that this is all on me, though.
This book's set in 1975 Wales, wherein a boy who gets bullied everyday came across this new boy in town who saves him. The two became the best of friends and together, they explore their sexuality, and strengthen their bonds through music. However, because of the stigma and the pressure that they are unable to handle, both separated ways. They did meet again after some time since Jamie's band needs a new bassist, and they are given the chance to rekindle their consuming attachment with each other. The conflict lies within their acceptance of said attachment and if they're willing to overcome their struggles to get what they want: each other.
Here are a few things that I love about this book (and series):
-Song lyrics are amazing! I think if these songs were real, people would still be listening to these songs.
-Alternately changing of perspectives is helpful--it captured the emotional turbulence and mindset of these two boys
-The prose is well-written. Confusion is palpable and understandable. there's also a lovely description of fear and eagerness with the way they touch (full of longing hesitance and tension)
-The book has shown how miscommunication can destroy even the strongest of relationships. i wanted to smack these boys so hard for staying too long inside their own heads always thinking of the worst case scenarios.
-Sad ending is heart-wrenching and a cliff-hanger but it's okay because a) it's understandable, b) it's only just the first book
Then here are a few things that I wasn't really impressed with:
-I got a bit confused with the transitions. I have no idea how many days/months/years have elapsed with each scene which would've helped for a stronger world-builing/characterization, imo.
-Am not really sure why but there are some lines that I don't get, phrases that seem disjointed, etc. that it has a translated feel to it?
-Sex without proper lubrication, esp when you're a virgin.
Anyway, since this is only a prequel, more complications and conflicts will surely ensue, and this book's successfully paved the way to all of them.
Rating: 3
Whew. This was a heavy read, and having read its sequel, I know that the story's bound to get heavier. Again, having mixed emotions about the characters. I love the world-building and how it was written but for some reason, I can't really connect with the characters. I'm sure that this is all on me, though.
This book's set in 1975 Wales, wherein a boy who gets bullied everyday came across this new boy in town who saves him. The two became the best of friends and together, they explore their sexuality, and strengthen their bonds through music. However, because of the stigma and the pressure that they are unable to handle, both separated ways. They did meet again after some time since Jamie's band needs a new bassist, and they are given the chance to rekindle their consuming attachment with each other. The conflict lies within their acceptance of said attachment and if they're willing to overcome their struggles to get what they want: each other.
Here are a few things that I love about this book (and series):
-Song lyrics are amazing! I think if these songs were real, people would still be listening to these songs.
-Alternately changing of perspectives is helpful--it captured the emotional turbulence and mindset of these two boys
-The prose is well-written. Confusion is palpable and understandable. there's also a lovely description of fear and eagerness with the way they touch (full of longing hesitance and tension)
-The book has shown how miscommunication can destroy even the strongest of relationships. i wanted to smack these boys so hard for staying too long inside their own heads always thinking of the worst case scenarios.
-Sad ending is heart-wrenching and a cliff-hanger but it's okay because a) it's understandable, b) it's only just the first book
Then here are a few things that I wasn't really impressed with:
-I got a bit confused with the transitions. I have no idea how many days/months/years have elapsed with each scene which would've helped for a stronger world-builing/characterization, imo.
-Am not really sure why but there are some lines that I don't get, phrases that seem disjointed, etc. that it has a translated feel to it?
-Sex without proper lubrication, esp when you're a virgin.
Anyway, since this is only a prequel, more complications and conflicts will surely ensue, and this book's successfully paved the way to all of them.
August 2, 2015
Review also posted on http://www.wodfreview.com
4.5 Stars
ANGST, ANGST, ANGST, galore! My heart hurt reading this story but I wouldn’t have wanted to miss this for anything! Ingela Bohm’s characters – Jamie and Michael – felt so real and their story broke my heart. Just when it looked like the two were about to become a couple something happened to tear them apart. The mom in me wanted desperately to reach out and hold them and tell them everything was going to be alright, but alas it’s just a story with characters birthed by a very talented author.
The story takes place in the mid-seventies, a time when coming out wasn’t an option if you valued your safety. Unlike present times, when young men found themselves in love in Jamie and Michael’s era they had to deal with it in secret always staying in that proverbial closet. With Jamie and Michael it was clear from the start the Michael was gay and soon after meeting Jamie he was falling in love. He tried to keep it “just friends” but when you’re in love with your best friend that’s difficult to do. Jamie on the other hand took a lot longer to realize he was gay and for a good portion of the book he lives in denial. With the brief encounters Jamie shared with Michael he was always able to explain away – at least in Jamie’s mind – the attraction he felt for Michael but that confused and hurt Michael. Just when things are finally looking up for the couple something happens that makes their world crash around them.
Just Playing is one of those stories that will stay with me for a long time. It’s hard to explain the roller coaster of emotions this story put me through. I loved Jamie and Michael and I loved their story, thankfully it’s not over I’ll be seeing them again in The Road Taken the second book in the series.
As much as I loved this story I have to take off a half star for the few times I had difficulty telling whose head I was in and had to re-read those parts. Luckily it only happened at the beginning of the story, after that things moved along perfectly.
I highly recommend this book for lovers of angst and anyone that wants to know what it’s like to love someone of the same sex in a time when you know it could be extremely dangerous if you do.
August 10, 2016
Holy wow, this was quite a ride. This is an intense, compelling story which takes us on a heartbreaking journey of self-discovery between the main characters. Readers should be aware that this story features a lot of heavy internalized homophobia. It makes sense, given the era in which it takes place, but it may be a bit much for anyone who has grappled with those feelings. It also ends on a cliffhanger, so readers need to be aware that this is not a happily-ever-after sweet romance.
From the first page, Michael and Jamie had my attention. I loved them right away. It was easier for me to connect to Michael, in his loneliness and insecurity. But I fell in step with Jamie too, the way he so carefully began deconstructing all the lies Michael believed about himself.
I loved the slow pace of their romance and the way they had such different paths of working through what they'd always assumed about themselves. Jamie's utter loathing for the idea that he is gay is gut-wrenching. Even at the end, he still seems to see Michael as the only person in the entire universe he is attracted to. In contrast, Michael develops enough self-awareness to accept who he is, but he's afraid of revealing it even to Jamie---and not merely because he's in love with him. It is achingly real in a way which most "but I can't be gay!" stories fail to achieve.
For me, the background of the 1970s and the music were icing on the cake. This is a beautifully told love story, for sure, but it's made even better by recalling an era in which such things were only just entering public consciousness. I would not hesitate to label this as historical fiction, though it is the recent past. The story captures aspects of the era so well, and I'm anxious to see the story progress through the turbulent 1980s.
This book is an emotional roller coaster. From the highs of sexual discovery, new love, and intense pleasure to the lows of denial, self-hatred, and fear, there isn't a misstep to be found here. Beautifully written, and I'm already longing for the next part.
For intense emotions, a perfect slow-burn friends-to-lovers, and a promise of more to come, this gets 5 stars.
From the first page, Michael and Jamie had my attention. I loved them right away. It was easier for me to connect to Michael, in his loneliness and insecurity. But I fell in step with Jamie too, the way he so carefully began deconstructing all the lies Michael believed about himself.
I loved the slow pace of their romance and the way they had such different paths of working through what they'd always assumed about themselves. Jamie's utter loathing for the idea that he is gay is gut-wrenching. Even at the end, he still seems to see Michael as the only person in the entire universe he is attracted to. In contrast, Michael develops enough self-awareness to accept who he is, but he's afraid of revealing it even to Jamie---and not merely because he's in love with him. It is achingly real in a way which most "but I can't be gay!" stories fail to achieve.
For me, the background of the 1970s and the music were icing on the cake. This is a beautifully told love story, for sure, but it's made even better by recalling an era in which such things were only just entering public consciousness. I would not hesitate to label this as historical fiction, though it is the recent past. The story captures aspects of the era so well, and I'm anxious to see the story progress through the turbulent 1980s.
This book is an emotional roller coaster. From the highs of sexual discovery, new love, and intense pleasure to the lows of denial, self-hatred, and fear, there isn't a misstep to be found here. Beautifully written, and I'm already longing for the next part.
For intense emotions, a perfect slow-burn friends-to-lovers, and a promise of more to come, this gets 5 stars.
August 26, 2014
I received this book for free in return for an honest review.
I’m not sure what I think about the book. That I’m half-way in the second one (The Road Taken) doesn’t help, because I’m not really liking it. This first one I enjoyed, but didn’t love and I find I hard to say why.
For starters I did love the writing style. The writing is poetic at times and this gives for many beautiful moments and some pretty crazy attraction between the MC’s. One point of criticism is that both MC’s sound the same, and use the same poetic way to look at the world, and that while Jamie often mentions he’s not good with words, and that Michael is the songwriter of the both of them. I would’ve like it better if they’re pov’s would’ve sounded different as well.
It was a easy read, and the continual start-and-stop of the rollercoaster of the relationship between Michael and Jamie kept it interesting for most of the book… until it started to irritated me. Jamie and Michal are supposed to be best friends, but are completely unable to communicate and even more completely oblivious to each other’s feelings. Because of the time it is set (1975) in that is kind of understandable. I would not have forgiven it in a contemporary novel.
However, both the time period as the setting (England) are only clear when the year is actually named (or when they started talking about VCRs). The book would’ve gained a lot if the book would’ve had a greater sense of both time and place.
I’ll give Just Playing 3,5 stars, rounded up, because I did enjoy reading it, it was hard to put down at times, and I know my current opinion of the book is colored by the next, that I regrettably like less.
I’m not sure what I think about the book. That I’m half-way in the second one (The Road Taken) doesn’t help, because I’m not really liking it. This first one I enjoyed, but didn’t love and I find I hard to say why.
For starters I did love the writing style. The writing is poetic at times and this gives for many beautiful moments and some pretty crazy attraction between the MC’s. One point of criticism is that both MC’s sound the same, and use the same poetic way to look at the world, and that while Jamie often mentions he’s not good with words, and that Michael is the songwriter of the both of them. I would’ve like it better if they’re pov’s would’ve sounded different as well.
It was a easy read, and the continual start-and-stop of the rollercoaster of the relationship between Michael and Jamie kept it interesting for most of the book… until it started to irritated me. Jamie and Michal are supposed to be best friends, but are completely unable to communicate and even more completely oblivious to each other’s feelings. Because of the time it is set (1975) in that is kind of understandable. I would not have forgiven it in a contemporary novel.
However, both the time period as the setting (England) are only clear when the year is actually named (or when they started talking about VCRs). The book would’ve gained a lot if the book would’ve had a greater sense of both time and place.
I’ll give Just Playing 3,5 stars, rounded up, because I did enjoy reading it, it was hard to put down at times, and I know my current opinion of the book is colored by the next, that I regrettably like less.
September 4, 2016
I was given a free copy of this book by the author in exchange for an honest review.
This story starts out in 1975 in Wales. Jamie and Michael are teens in high school when they first meet. Michael is bullied and has issues with low self-esteem while Jamie is outgoing, but they become best friends soon after meeting. Music is their bond. They form the band called Pax Cymerica. Their friendship grows and they form feelings for each other. They never seem to get it together though and there is a lot of angst between the two, and I mean a ton of angst. There are also people intentionally trying to keep the apart, mainly their band manager. At times I did find it almost frustrating, their coming together (almost) and then falling apart. This book is full of constant heartbreak. But I loved it. I wanted so desperately for them to be together. And you do have to remember that this is the mid-seventies when it wasn’t acceptable to be gay, and they are young. This is a very slow angsty burn full of lots of heavy feels. Each chapter starts with song lyrics that are beautiful. Their lyrics are kind of how they deal with their feelings for each other. It’s a very well written story and I highly recommend it to anyone who enjoys angst and lots of feels in their stories. The secondary characters are also interesting and add a lot to the story. This one does end a bit abruptly with a bit of a cliff hanger. The second book is available so I would recommend having the sequel handy. You’ll want to start it right away.
This story starts out in 1975 in Wales. Jamie and Michael are teens in high school when they first meet. Michael is bullied and has issues with low self-esteem while Jamie is outgoing, but they become best friends soon after meeting. Music is their bond. They form the band called Pax Cymerica. Their friendship grows and they form feelings for each other. They never seem to get it together though and there is a lot of angst between the two, and I mean a ton of angst. There are also people intentionally trying to keep the apart, mainly their band manager. At times I did find it almost frustrating, their coming together (almost) and then falling apart. This book is full of constant heartbreak. But I loved it. I wanted so desperately for them to be together. And you do have to remember that this is the mid-seventies when it wasn’t acceptable to be gay, and they are young. This is a very slow angsty burn full of lots of heavy feels. Each chapter starts with song lyrics that are beautiful. Their lyrics are kind of how they deal with their feelings for each other. It’s a very well written story and I highly recommend it to anyone who enjoys angst and lots of feels in their stories. The secondary characters are also interesting and add a lot to the story. This one does end a bit abruptly with a bit of a cliff hanger. The second book is available so I would recommend having the sequel handy. You’ll want to start it right away.
August 28, 2014
A Joyfully Jay review.
4.5 stars
Just Playing is a novel, but in its most basic form it’s a love letter written by both Michael and Jamie. It’s excruciatingly breathtaking in its simplicity and it’s excruciatingly breathtaking in its complexity. The story is Michael and Jamie, their relationship and their feelings, without much of a larger plot line, that’s the simplicity. The era of the 1970s that they lived in and the confusion and sheer emotional turmoil they both go through, that’s the complexity. The writing is descriptive, lyrical, poetic, romantic, and at times beautiful. It’s quite something to see how Bohm is not only able to keep the intensity up, but gradually increase it all the way through the story. If lots of descriptions, adjectives, and visual narrative passages are not your thing, this probably will not be your liking. But, there are so few books out there delivering this and it’s a rare and worthy treat.
Bohm does an amazing job of dissecting the sheer terror both boys feel about being attracted to each other. The entire book is read with a rush of adrenaline, a higher awareness, as the angst Michael and Jamie feel walks right off the page and sits next to you.
Read Michelle's review in its entirety here.
4.5 stars
Just Playing is a novel, but in its most basic form it’s a love letter written by both Michael and Jamie. It’s excruciatingly breathtaking in its simplicity and it’s excruciatingly breathtaking in its complexity. The story is Michael and Jamie, their relationship and their feelings, without much of a larger plot line, that’s the simplicity. The era of the 1970s that they lived in and the confusion and sheer emotional turmoil they both go through, that’s the complexity. The writing is descriptive, lyrical, poetic, romantic, and at times beautiful. It’s quite something to see how Bohm is not only able to keep the intensity up, but gradually increase it all the way through the story. If lots of descriptions, adjectives, and visual narrative passages are not your thing, this probably will not be your liking. But, there are so few books out there delivering this and it’s a rare and worthy treat.
Bohm does an amazing job of dissecting the sheer terror both boys feel about being attracted to each other. The entire book is read with a rush of adrenaline, a higher awareness, as the angst Michael and Jamie feel walks right off the page and sits next to you.
Read Michelle's review in its entirety here.
September 9, 2014
This book was provided for free by the author in exchange for an honest review.
This book though well written, was frustrating to me as a reader. The point of view changes between Michael and Jamie, I frequently had to read back and forth to remember whose mind I was in. The characters while likable did not stick with me, and I think I’m not enough of a music person to appreciate the music of the seventies. In fact, the setting confused me at first because you figure it out from the bands referenced more than anything else. So being gay in the seventies, not widely accepted, hence the big central conflict. The angst in this first of what is presumably a trilogy was just angsty enough if a bit drawn out. The problem I have with this book as I did with its sequel is that it is too long. Don’t get me wrong, I love long books, however there is not enough plot here to justify the length. I love how the author writes but she needs a better editor, as I felt like there was too much back and forth between the characters. If the story had stuck to one point of view or had been more tightly edited this book would have landed among my favorites. I also have to say the seventies prog rock scene isn’t my bailiwick so often my eyes glazed over when the characters went into music mode.
That being said, I did finish the book quickly despite the fact that I thought it was too long and the author does have a wonderful way with language.
This book though well written, was frustrating to me as a reader. The point of view changes between Michael and Jamie, I frequently had to read back and forth to remember whose mind I was in. The characters while likable did not stick with me, and I think I’m not enough of a music person to appreciate the music of the seventies. In fact, the setting confused me at first because you figure it out from the bands referenced more than anything else. So being gay in the seventies, not widely accepted, hence the big central conflict. The angst in this first of what is presumably a trilogy was just angsty enough if a bit drawn out. The problem I have with this book as I did with its sequel is that it is too long. Don’t get me wrong, I love long books, however there is not enough plot here to justify the length. I love how the author writes but she needs a better editor, as I felt like there was too much back and forth between the characters. If the story had stuck to one point of view or had been more tightly edited this book would have landed among my favorites. I also have to say the seventies prog rock scene isn’t my bailiwick so often my eyes glazed over when the characters went into music mode.
That being said, I did finish the book quickly despite the fact that I thought it was too long and the author does have a wonderful way with language.
May 21, 2016
I’m going to start out by saying this was a very emotional story. Heartbreaking at times. It’s packed with tension and intense moments.
Jamie is the new kid, and a very cool kid at that. Michael is not the new kid, he is however bullied and quite lonely. For reasons you understand as you read the story, Jamie is drawn to Michael. Trust me, you get it. Michael is a tender, sweet, kind hearted, remarkable person and it’s no wonder Jamie keeps coming back to him.
And there lies the issue. Jamie keeps going back to him. See, Michael and Jamie are friends but with benefits of sorts. Where Michael is confident in their “situation” Jamie has SO many hang ups. Which leads to him constantly breaking Michael’s heart. Like A LOT. I wasn’t so thrilled with Michael’s acceptance of that. Though he does get kind of tough toward the end it just shows in a way how Michael is so in need for love he will take whatever Jamie gives him.
Friend wise they have an outstanding connection, and when they are intimate it’s perfection. But it’s 1975 and times were different back then so I tried to relate a lot to that.
The writing was stunning. Great flow, and almost poetic at times.
As the author states it does end on a bit of a cliffy so you’ll want to read the next book in this series to see how much more heartache these guys will have to deal with.
Jamie is the new kid, and a very cool kid at that. Michael is not the new kid, he is however bullied and quite lonely. For reasons you understand as you read the story, Jamie is drawn to Michael. Trust me, you get it. Michael is a tender, sweet, kind hearted, remarkable person and it’s no wonder Jamie keeps coming back to him.
And there lies the issue. Jamie keeps going back to him. See, Michael and Jamie are friends but with benefits of sorts. Where Michael is confident in their “situation” Jamie has SO many hang ups. Which leads to him constantly breaking Michael’s heart. Like A LOT. I wasn’t so thrilled with Michael’s acceptance of that. Though he does get kind of tough toward the end it just shows in a way how Michael is so in need for love he will take whatever Jamie gives him.
Friend wise they have an outstanding connection, and when they are intimate it’s perfection. But it’s 1975 and times were different back then so I tried to relate a lot to that.
The writing was stunning. Great flow, and almost poetic at times.
As the author states it does end on a bit of a cliffy so you’ll want to read the next book in this series to see how much more heartache these guys will have to deal with.
May 17, 2015
How many times can two people break each other's hearts??? In this book nearly every chapter.
I was drawn in straightaway to this twisted tale of two boys, teenagers and then young men as they fought through the trials of adolescence. This was made harder by the time they were born into and the beliefs of the time.
There is sexual tension and a lot of mutual satisfaction sessions. Michael is willing to take whatever Jamie gives and then goes back for more aftermarket Jamie has freaked out.
Michael accepts the way things are going a lot quicker than Jamie. And when Jamie accepts his feelings the band and the future get in the way. The book ends on a cliff hanger here.
There is love jumping of the page at you the emotion is so well written. It's a surprise that it was drawn out so much which was a bit of a draw back to the book. The turmoil in both men over there sexuality was also amazingly written.
I am so happy that there is another book I need to see Michael's and Jamie's love gain the rightful place in their lives. They have spent so long denying each other and themselves they deserve their HEA.
*** I was provided this book for an honest review***
I was drawn in straightaway to this twisted tale of two boys, teenagers and then young men as they fought through the trials of adolescence. This was made harder by the time they were born into and the beliefs of the time.
There is sexual tension and a lot of mutual satisfaction sessions. Michael is willing to take whatever Jamie gives and then goes back for more aftermarket Jamie has freaked out.
Michael accepts the way things are going a lot quicker than Jamie. And when Jamie accepts his feelings the band and the future get in the way. The book ends on a cliff hanger here.
There is love jumping of the page at you the emotion is so well written. It's a surprise that it was drawn out so much which was a bit of a draw back to the book. The turmoil in both men over there sexuality was also amazingly written.
I am so happy that there is another book I need to see Michael's and Jamie's love gain the rightful place in their lives. They have spent so long denying each other and themselves they deserve their HEA.
*** I was provided this book for an honest review***
August 22, 2016
I got this book for free from the Author in exchange for an honest review through the DBML program of the M/M Romance group at goodreads.
This story is set in Swansea, Wales in 1975. Michael and Jamie are high school students who don't have friends, but for different reasons. Michael is shy and low self esteem, while Jamie just moved from London to Swansea. Jamie make many attempts to befriend Michael until it finally works. These best friend are both Gay but as for the times full of self hate. Both are interested in Music but Michael thinks his voice is not good enough and it isn't until he sing for Jamie's band Pax Cymrica that hearing from people other than Jamie how good he is that he finally step in. Pax Cymerica Opens for a well known act and their Manager Patrick tries to steer them away from anything that will label them as gay whether or not that is what is in the best interest of Jamie and Michael since doing that is just what is best for the record label. the sex is slow but sweet in coming and the angst is high, what hormone laden teen boys will bring. 3.5 stars rounded up to four.
This story is set in Swansea, Wales in 1975. Michael and Jamie are high school students who don't have friends, but for different reasons. Michael is shy and low self esteem, while Jamie just moved from London to Swansea. Jamie make many attempts to befriend Michael until it finally works. These best friend are both Gay but as for the times full of self hate. Both are interested in Music but Michael thinks his voice is not good enough and it isn't until he sing for Jamie's band Pax Cymrica that hearing from people other than Jamie how good he is that he finally step in. Pax Cymerica Opens for a well known act and their Manager Patrick tries to steer them away from anything that will label them as gay whether or not that is what is in the best interest of Jamie and Michael since doing that is just what is best for the record label. the sex is slow but sweet in coming and the angst is high, what hormone laden teen boys will bring. 3.5 stars rounded up to four.
September 3, 2014
**I was given this book by the author in exchange for a honest review as part of the M/M Group's DBML program**
This story starts in the mid 1970's where we meet Michael Vaughn and Jaime Gardiner. The boys are high school seniors and although very different become friends through their music. The boys are attracted to each other but resist it the entire time. There is some sexual experimentation but they make on going excuses as to the reasons behind it. Michael plays bass and vocals and Jaime plays guitar. They are inititally in different bands but then form one together. I enjoyed this book and was saddened to see how badly the guys struggled with their feelings for each other. It was hard to watch these young men dislike themselves so much and also dislike each other in ways because of their own fears and phobias. The writer has a unique style and I liked it combined with the historical setting. This book is the begining of these boy's story and should be followed up with the second book in the series for the complete story.
This story starts in the mid 1970's where we meet Michael Vaughn and Jaime Gardiner. The boys are high school seniors and although very different become friends through their music. The boys are attracted to each other but resist it the entire time. There is some sexual experimentation but they make on going excuses as to the reasons behind it. Michael plays bass and vocals and Jaime plays guitar. They are inititally in different bands but then form one together. I enjoyed this book and was saddened to see how badly the guys struggled with their feelings for each other. It was hard to watch these young men dislike themselves so much and also dislike each other in ways because of their own fears and phobias. The writer has a unique style and I liked it combined with the historical setting. This book is the begining of these boy's story and should be followed up with the second book in the series for the complete story.
July 4, 2015
Duplicate review from another site. (https://www.goodreads.com/review/show...)
This book was received free via the Goodreads Don't Buy My Love read and review program in return for an honest review.)
Set in the mid 1970's in Wales, Jamie befriends bullied Michael during their senior year in high school. The boys bond over guitars and music, dreaming one day to start a band together. Their bond goes beyond friendship when one experimentation leads to another and another. But it's not cool to be different in the 1970's and they are forced to hide their feelings not only from one another, but from those they meet along the way.
The story was beautifully written. To say that one can turn a phrase is an understatement for this author. Her symbolism and phrasing is exquisite. The drama is gritty and feels true to life, although the bleakness in the story gets a little rough on the reader, there are highlights and fun times along the way too.
This is Book one of a planned two part series.
This book was received free via the Goodreads Don't Buy My Love read and review program in return for an honest review.)
Set in the mid 1970's in Wales, Jamie befriends bullied Michael during their senior year in high school. The boys bond over guitars and music, dreaming one day to start a band together. Their bond goes beyond friendship when one experimentation leads to another and another. But it's not cool to be different in the 1970's and they are forced to hide their feelings not only from one another, but from those they meet along the way.
The story was beautifully written. To say that one can turn a phrase is an understatement for this author. Her symbolism and phrasing is exquisite. The drama is gritty and feels true to life, although the bleakness in the story gets a little rough on the reader, there are highlights and fun times along the way too.
This is Book one of a planned two part series.
August 24, 2014
This book was received free via the Goodreads Don't Buy My Love read and review program in return for an honest review.)
Set in the mid 1970's in Wales, Jamie befriends bullied Michael during their senior year in high school. The boys bond over guitars and music, dreaming one day to start a band together. Their bond goes beyond friendship when one experimentation leads to another and another. But it's not cool to be different in the 1970's and they are forced to hide their feelings not only from one another, but from those they meet along the way.
The story was beautifully written. To say that one can turn a phrase is an understatement for this author. Her symbolism and phrasing is exquisite. The drama is gritty and feels true to life, although the bleakness in the story gets a little rough on the reader, there are highlights and fun times along the way too.
This is Book one of a planned two part series.
Set in the mid 1970's in Wales, Jamie befriends bullied Michael during their senior year in high school. The boys bond over guitars and music, dreaming one day to start a band together. Their bond goes beyond friendship when one experimentation leads to another and another. But it's not cool to be different in the 1970's and they are forced to hide their feelings not only from one another, but from those they meet along the way.
The story was beautifully written. To say that one can turn a phrase is an understatement for this author. Her symbolism and phrasing is exquisite. The drama is gritty and feels true to life, although the bleakness in the story gets a little rough on the reader, there are highlights and fun times along the way too.
This is Book one of a planned two part series.
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