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Roll For Survival
You know that stupid, age-old saying, "If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it was meant to be?" Well, fuck that shit. I should have never let her go. From the moment I laid eyes on that woman, I knew she was mine.
The instant pull that I felt toward her was almost nauseating. It was a feeling I'd only felt toward one other person before. Turns out those two women are one and the same. Some call it love, but it’s more than that. It’s an obsession. Her body, her mind, the fucking scent of her perfume. Her laugh, her smile, the sounds she made as she moaned my name. Everything about her consumed my every thought, every day.
I should’ve never let her go! I should’ve left everything and run away with her. I should’ve kept her by my side at all times. I should have kept her safe.
But no, I had to listen to HIM.
"Let her go," he said. "She doesn't belong in our world." "Men in our line of work don't get the luxury of love." Blah, blah fucking blah. I swear, I should’ve never let him get inside my head. Never let him make me think I couldn't have her.
Well, look what happened. I let her go, and someone took her. They took her, and there was nothing I could do to stop it. I heard her scream as she fought him. She screamed for me, and I couldn't save her. I couldn't protect her.
So, take a look. Take a good, hard fucking look. St. Petersburg is going to burn tonight. I will burn this whole fucking city to the ground until I have her back in my arms.
My woman…My princess…My Ash.
Mafia dark romance 🌶🌶🌶
Third book in the Dungeons & Desires series (read in order)
The instant pull that I felt toward her was almost nauseating. It was a feeling I'd only felt toward one other person before. Turns out those two women are one and the same. Some call it love, but it’s more than that. It’s an obsession. Her body, her mind, the fucking scent of her perfume. Her laugh, her smile, the sounds she made as she moaned my name. Everything about her consumed my every thought, every day.
I should’ve never let her go! I should’ve left everything and run away with her. I should’ve kept her by my side at all times. I should have kept her safe.
But no, I had to listen to HIM.
"Let her go," he said. "She doesn't belong in our world." "Men in our line of work don't get the luxury of love." Blah, blah fucking blah. I swear, I should’ve never let him get inside my head. Never let him make me think I couldn't have her.
Well, look what happened. I let her go, and someone took her. They took her, and there was nothing I could do to stop it. I heard her scream as she fought him. She screamed for me, and I couldn't save her. I couldn't protect her.
So, take a look. Take a good, hard fucking look. St. Petersburg is going to burn tonight. I will burn this whole fucking city to the ground until I have her back in my arms.
My woman…My princess…My Ash.
Mafia dark romance 🌶🌶🌶
Third book in the Dungeons & Desires series (read in order)
533 pages, Kindle Edition
Published April 25, 2025
About the author
Kalia Rose
10 books83 followersDark, Dirty, and a little bit Nerdy. Kalia Rose writes characters that you hate to love and love to hate. Her books take you on a rollercoaster of emotions but will leave you oh so satisfied at the end.
When she was a teen, she was obsessed with Stephen King and all horror. She wrote dark poetry and stories to pass the time.
Her debut novel, Roll For Initiative, started as a dare from a friend. "Dare you to write a spicy book," they said. And so she did.
When Kalia isn't writing, she is either playing video games with her husband, taking nature photos, or simply curled up with a new book.
When she was a teen, she was obsessed with Stephen King and all horror. She wrote dark poetry and stories to pass the time.
Her debut novel, Roll For Initiative, started as a dare from a friend. "Dare you to write a spicy book," they said. And so she did.
When Kalia isn't writing, she is either playing video games with her husband, taking nature photos, or simply curled up with a new book.
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January 4, 2026
This book was such a wild ride, but also an amazing way to finish Ash and Jayme's story! Definitely read the trigger warnings, because some parts are not for the faint of heart. I found myself crying in more spots in this one than the previous with the amount of hell these characters were put through. But it was all worth it in the end! I'm very curious to whats to come in this world of incredible and complex characters!
March 3, 2025
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️🌶🌶🌶
Loved this book, best of the 3 so far!!
Check your triggers there's a heavy amount of SA towards the beginning but mentioned again later a few times too. There's also torture on and off page throughout the book. If you're sick as me and love your romance black... you'll love this!
The storyline is dark, most the characters are dark, the scenes are hot, the love is full of obsessions and it's a rollercoaster of an emotional ride to read.
The plot had a great flow throughout, and I like that this book has a dual POV with just a MMC and FMC again... Who needs to know what that crazy pants is thinking any longer 😂 The MC's have the best kind of romance! Full of violence, torture and a sadistic side that match each other (done to others not each other) yet they have such a strong obsessive love for one another. There's primal play mixed in and mentioned several times.
I have to give a shout out to Elias, one of the best secondary characters I've ever read!! I love him in book 2 but in book 3, he's even more epic! I'm so glad he's going to get his own book too... Cannot wait for it! 😍
There's lots of praise kink and D/s lifestyle throughout... Some by the guys with no morals using degradation too. However, you also get the 'real' D/s with our MC's. Lots of "Yes Sir's" and "Good Girls" plenty of 🌶 chapters! Beautiful lady p*rn 👌🏼🥵
P.s... Being a switch is the way to be and by the end of this book, I'm sure you'll - agree it's hot both ways 😋
Loved this book, best of the 3 so far!!
Check your triggers there's a heavy amount of SA towards the beginning but mentioned again later a few times too. There's also torture on and off page throughout the book. If you're sick as me and love your romance black... you'll love this!
The storyline is dark, most the characters are dark, the scenes are hot, the love is full of obsessions and it's a rollercoaster of an emotional ride to read.
The plot had a great flow throughout, and I like that this book has a dual POV with just a MMC and FMC again... Who needs to know what that crazy pants is thinking any longer 😂 The MC's have the best kind of romance! Full of violence, torture and a sadistic side that match each other (done to others not each other) yet they have such a strong obsessive love for one another. There's primal play mixed in and mentioned several times.
I have to give a shout out to Elias, one of the best secondary characters I've ever read!! I love him in book 2 but in book 3, he's even more epic! I'm so glad he's going to get his own book too... Cannot wait for it! 😍
There's lots of praise kink and D/s lifestyle throughout... Some by the guys with no morals using degradation too. However, you also get the 'real' D/s with our MC's. Lots of "Yes Sir's" and "Good Girls" plenty of 🌶 chapters! Beautiful lady p*rn 👌🏼🥵
P.s... Being a switch is the way to be and by the end of this book, I'm sure you'll - agree it's hot both ways 😋
March 11, 2025
The book delves into the complicated relationship between Jayme and Ash. It's evident from the beginning that Jayme has a deep obsession with Ash, and the story explores the roots of this obsession. He carries a lot of regret, and the narrative reveals how his past actions have shaped his present. The story doesn't shy away from depicting the darker aspects of their world, and it's clear that both characters have endured significant hardships.
The relationships in this book are layered and often challenging. There's a lot of pain and trauma, but there's also a strong connection between Jayme and Ash. The book explores how they attempt to navigate their emotions and their past, and how they strive to find a way to be together. The narrative also shines a light on secondary characters, one of whom is particularly memorable.
The writing is straightforward, and the story maintains a steady pace. It addresses some heavy themes, and it's important to be aware of the content warnings. The book explores themes of obsession, regret, and the possibility of redemption, and it does so in a way that feels raw and authentic.
Overall, it's a compelling read for those interested in a dark and intense romance. It's not a lighthearted story, but it's one that leaves a lasting impression. It's a story that explores how people try to deal with their past.
The relationships in this book are layered and often challenging. There's a lot of pain and trauma, but there's also a strong connection between Jayme and Ash. The book explores how they attempt to navigate their emotions and their past, and how they strive to find a way to be together. The narrative also shines a light on secondary characters, one of whom is particularly memorable.
The writing is straightforward, and the story maintains a steady pace. It addresses some heavy themes, and it's important to be aware of the content warnings. The book explores themes of obsession, regret, and the possibility of redemption, and it does so in a way that feels raw and authentic.
Overall, it's a compelling read for those interested in a dark and intense romance. It's not a lighthearted story, but it's one that leaves a lasting impression. It's a story that explores how people try to deal with their past.
February 28, 2025
Roll for Survival
When I tell the chokehold this book had on me? I read the whole damn thing in a day and could 👏🏻not👏🏻 put 👏🏻it 👏🏻down. 👏🏻
This book was absolutely well written with its character development and plot (and of course spice 😮💨) I’ve always been a sucker for a tragic backstory and boy did Kalia Rose DELIVER. there were times where my jaw was on the floor, tears were shed, and shouts of joy were made. If you like dark mafia romance then PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE read this series.
Favorite moment in the book:
Girl….when they reunited at that ball??🥹🥹🥹😭😭😭
Favorite quote: “You’re dancing?” I say, shocked. I watch his eyes light up as he laughs. The sound of his laugh causes a warmth to spread across my entire body. I can feel everything melting away just from him being near me. “Yes, Ash. I told you I would do anything for you.” Tears build in my eyes. “Don’t cry. Victor is watching.” “What’s happening?” “You’ll see, Princess. You’ll see.” I simply melted away 🫠
Just as I told Kalia Rose when I started this book…. SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP 🥹🥹🥹
When I tell the chokehold this book had on me? I read the whole damn thing in a day and could 👏🏻not👏🏻 put 👏🏻it 👏🏻down. 👏🏻
This book was absolutely well written with its character development and plot (and of course spice 😮💨) I’ve always been a sucker for a tragic backstory and boy did Kalia Rose DELIVER. there were times where my jaw was on the floor, tears were shed, and shouts of joy were made. If you like dark mafia romance then PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE read this series.
Favorite moment in the book:
Girl….when they reunited at that ball??🥹🥹🥹😭😭😭
Favorite quote: “You’re dancing?” I say, shocked. I watch his eyes light up as he laughs. The sound of his laugh causes a warmth to spread across my entire body. I can feel everything melting away just from him being near me. “Yes, Ash. I told you I would do anything for you.” Tears build in my eyes. “Don’t cry. Victor is watching.” “What’s happening?” “You’ll see, Princess. You’ll see.” I simply melted away 🫠
Just as I told Kalia Rose when I started this book…. SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP 🥹🥹🥹
January 24, 2026
Well after the ending of book 2 I was both terrified and intrigued to read more!! I’ve said it once I’ll say it again. Kalia has a way with words that just SUCKS you in!!!! I swear 3 books in a row I’ve started and couldn’t stop until the book made me. 😂
The second part of Jayme and Ash’s duet is truly everything I needed, after that ending I wasn’t sure I could go on, but I am so glad I did. This book is much darker, there is so much suspense, love, hatred, tension and compassion wrapped up in this world. Jayme West is the true definition of “if he wanted to be would” that man would relocate the Earth for his love and wouldn’t bat an eyelash. Ash is the most badass girl EVER and it’s now going to be a life mission to adopt her no bullshit attitude!
Am I ready to see this series go? Absolutely not, but it’s not over forever. 😏
The second part of Jayme and Ash’s duet is truly everything I needed, after that ending I wasn’t sure I could go on, but I am so glad I did. This book is much darker, there is so much suspense, love, hatred, tension and compassion wrapped up in this world. Jayme West is the true definition of “if he wanted to be would” that man would relocate the Earth for his love and wouldn’t bat an eyelash. Ash is the most badass girl EVER and it’s now going to be a life mission to adopt her no bullshit attitude!
Am I ready to see this series go? Absolutely not, but it’s not over forever. 😏
February 28, 2025
If you thought Roll for Deception was good, hold on to your panties, ladies and gents. I said it before, but I'll say it again: There's going to be a hell of a baby boom after this releases.
This book is darker, but holy hell! The descriptions make my little black heart giddy when it comes to the good stuff. (You'll know it when you read it, and I'm not talking about the spice even though that's hot as hell too).
Kalia did it again. I was enthralled and lost SO much sleep before work because I couldn't put this book down. I'm so thankful to be on the Alpha team. Love you! ♡
This book is darker, but holy hell! The descriptions make my little black heart giddy when it comes to the good stuff. (You'll know it when you read it, and I'm not talking about the spice even though that's hot as hell too).
Kalia did it again. I was enthralled and lost SO much sleep before work because I couldn't put this book down. I'm so thankful to be on the Alpha team. Love you! ♡
March 20, 2025
Book 3 in this series and wow!
Please check TWs. This one has some heavy and dark themes. It is such a good read, it’s dark, hot and full of obsession and a true emotional rollercoaster, to say the least.
#we are back with Jayme and Ash and exploring the complicated relationship these two have, showing all the layers, the good, the bad and the ugly. It’s a compelling read, with beautiful writing, easy to follow and leaves a lasting impression.
Each book in this series so far has truly gripped me and I really connected with each character. 100% recommend. Can’t wait to see what’s next.
Please check TWs. This one has some heavy and dark themes. It is such a good read, it’s dark, hot and full of obsession and a true emotional rollercoaster, to say the least.
#we are back with Jayme and Ash and exploring the complicated relationship these two have, showing all the layers, the good, the bad and the ugly. It’s a compelling read, with beautiful writing, easy to follow and leaves a lasting impression.
Each book in this series so far has truly gripped me and I really connected with each character. 100% recommend. Can’t wait to see what’s next.
April 10, 2025
Loved the dual point of view from both MMC & MFC. There is plenty of 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️ in the book. Please make sure to check the triggers. It was such a great read very dark and an emotional roller coaster but I absolutely love the relationship with Ash and Jayme. This book had me all in my feelings.
“I will burn this whole fucking city to the ground until I have her back in my arms.
My woman…My princess…My Ash.” Great job 👏 Kaila Rose you did it again!!! ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
“I will burn this whole fucking city to the ground until I have her back in my arms.
My woman…My princess…My Ash.” Great job 👏 Kaila Rose you did it again!!! ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
March 18, 2026
**Dark. Obsessive. Brutal. Addictive.**
You know that cliché—*if you love something, set it free*? Yeah… no. Absolutely the fuck not.
This book takes that idea, drags it into a dark alley, and sets it on fire.
From the first moment he saw her, it was never just love—it was possession, obsession, the kind that sinks its claws in and refuses to let go. The chemistry? Immediate. Intense. Borderline suffocating in the best way. And when you realize the past connection between them? It hits even harder.
This isn’t soft romance. This is *all-consuming*. He doesn’t just want her—he **needs** her. Every thought, every breath, every memory revolves around her. The way he describes her? Unhinged. Devoted. Completely gone for her.
And then he lets her go.
Worst. Decision. Ever.
Because the second she’s gone, everything spirals. Regret turns into rage, and when she’s taken? Oh—it’s over for everyone.
That final shift? Chilling. Explosive. Absolutely feral.
A man ready to burn an entire city to the ground for the woman he should have never let go of? Say less.
And that ending? I need the next book immediately.
You know that cliché—*if you love something, set it free*? Yeah… no. Absolutely the fuck not.
This book takes that idea, drags it into a dark alley, and sets it on fire.
From the first moment he saw her, it was never just love—it was possession, obsession, the kind that sinks its claws in and refuses to let go. The chemistry? Immediate. Intense. Borderline suffocating in the best way. And when you realize the past connection between them? It hits even harder.
This isn’t soft romance. This is *all-consuming*. He doesn’t just want her—he **needs** her. Every thought, every breath, every memory revolves around her. The way he describes her? Unhinged. Devoted. Completely gone for her.
And then he lets her go.
Worst. Decision. Ever.
Because the second she’s gone, everything spirals. Regret turns into rage, and when she’s taken? Oh—it’s over for everyone.
That final shift? Chilling. Explosive. Absolutely feral.
A man ready to burn an entire city to the ground for the woman he should have never let go of? Say less.
And that ending? I need the next book immediately.
March 31, 2025
Loved this book and can’t wait for the next. Each and every book have you gripping the edges of your chair from all the twists and turns. Definitely thought certain sections were gonna go a certain way and then you get surprised again. Absolutely recommend this book.
April 9, 2025
Kalia gets me every single time. I wanted to scream, laugh, and cry during this one. She gives sick satisfaction while also making you fear for what’s about to come. Her way with words always has me in every emotion til the end. Sexy. Vindictive. And emotional warfare, what’s not to love?
May 19, 2025
OBSESSED!!!! That's all I have to say 🫣🤭🤣♥️ I must be broken because this was supposed to be the darkest and.... I felt it could be more 🤷🏼♀️🤭😅♥️ Always check your triggers though! Kalia, never stoppppp writing😭😍😘♥️ We (mostly me) need your beautiful mind forever😍😘💖
March 5, 2025
Absolutely loved this book! The pacing of the story was great and the heavy parts hit hard. Definitely did not want to put it down!
March 11, 2025
Book 2 of Jayme and Ash’s story was DARK. There are a lot of triggers, but holy hell was it worth it. Another great one by Kalia Rose.
April 20, 2025
Absolutely loved part 2 of Ash and Jayme’s story.
Kalia takes you on a wild ride with this one and it did not disappoint!
Kalia takes you on a wild ride with this one and it did not disappoint!
April 21, 2025
Another great addition to this wonderful series. I was hooked from the very first page and enjoyed reading the continuation and conclusion of Jayme and Ash's story.
January 1, 2026
This WHOLE SERIES stole my heart❤️ as always, check your triggers, but this is a MUST read series in my opinion🥰
August 22, 2025
so good! loved it. the ending got me, good job Kalia. making me tear up and shit.
February 20, 2025
The perfect ending to a duet. I cried. I screamed. Everything about this book was Everything i could ever ask for. Can't wait for the short to come out.
February 11, 2026
Roll For Survival is pure chaos in the best way possible, feral, emotional, and fueled by obsession that refuses to be denied. This book doesn’t tiptoe around love. It claws, burns, and bleeds for it.
This story lives inside that single, devastating mistake: letting her go. The narration is unhinged in the most intentional way, rage, regret, and devotion all tangled together until survival becomes the only goal left. The obsession isn’t pretty or poetic; it’s consuming, violent, and terrifyingly sincere.
What makes this installment hit so hard is the desperation. The guilt. The certainty that love wasn’t just lost, it was stolen. Every thought circles back to Ash: her presence, her absence, her scream. The emotional intensity is relentless, and the stakes feel personal, not abstract. This isn’t about winning or revenge, it’s about reclaiming what was always his.
The pacing is fast, brutal, and unforgiving, mirroring the spiral inside the MC’s head. There’s no room to breathe, no room to soften the edges. And honestly? That’s exactly why it works. The darkness feels earned. The obsession feels real. The threat feels inevitable.
Roll For Survival is not a gentle romance. It’s a declaration. A warning. A promise written in fire and blood that love, real love, doesn’t walk away quietly.
As always, be mindful of any trigger warnings, what I like, you may not.
Happy Reading!
This story lives inside that single, devastating mistake: letting her go. The narration is unhinged in the most intentional way, rage, regret, and devotion all tangled together until survival becomes the only goal left. The obsession isn’t pretty or poetic; it’s consuming, violent, and terrifyingly sincere.
What makes this installment hit so hard is the desperation. The guilt. The certainty that love wasn’t just lost, it was stolen. Every thought circles back to Ash: her presence, her absence, her scream. The emotional intensity is relentless, and the stakes feel personal, not abstract. This isn’t about winning or revenge, it’s about reclaiming what was always his.
The pacing is fast, brutal, and unforgiving, mirroring the spiral inside the MC’s head. There’s no room to breathe, no room to soften the edges. And honestly? That’s exactly why it works. The darkness feels earned. The obsession feels real. The threat feels inevitable.
Roll For Survival is not a gentle romance. It’s a declaration. A warning. A promise written in fire and blood that love, real love, doesn’t walk away quietly.
As always, be mindful of any trigger warnings, what I like, you may not.
Happy Reading!
April 30, 2025
As the stunning next chapter in the 'Roll for' series, Kalia ramps up this knock down, pulse pounding, slap me on the ass, dark mafia romance that climaxes with a crescendo of violence and utter devotion. Jayme and Elias' adventures takes them on a global hunt to find Ash and rip her from the vile cluthes of Victor.
This book has it all! Highly descriptive 'spicy' scenes, relentless and possessive characters, cloak and dagger operations, and such sinister endings to some characters that you'll want to hide in your closet and read with a flashlight.
I was bowled over by Kalia's continuity from previous books, character juggling, story telling points of view, and her creativity (both in the bedroom and at the end of a knife!)
This is a banner book in the saga and finishes strong with phenomenal story telling, attention to detail, and happily ever after. A masterpiece!
This book has it all! Highly descriptive 'spicy' scenes, relentless and possessive characters, cloak and dagger operations, and such sinister endings to some characters that you'll want to hide in your closet and read with a flashlight.
I was bowled over by Kalia's continuity from previous books, character juggling, story telling points of view, and her creativity (both in the bedroom and at the end of a knife!)
This is a banner book in the saga and finishes strong with phenomenal story telling, attention to detail, and happily ever after. A masterpiece!
March 10, 2025
Okay, this one hit me the hardest to be honest... I cried a lot with this one, it home in a lot of areas. Make sure to have tissues with you, you will need them. This book I would say is the DARKEST out of the series but if you can make it past the dark parts, I promise it will be so worth it. with this one being the darkest of the series so far, please please please read the trigger warnings, your mental health matters! This book DEFINTELY deserves 5 stars! I will be rereading this series that is for sure!
March 11, 2025
Book 3 of the Dungeons and Desires series, 2nd book in Jayme and Ash's story. Holy Moly!
What a ride this book too me on! So many emotions.
This is a dark, very dark romance book. Please take the trigger warnings seriously! The scenes broke my heart over and over.
There is plenty of spice, too, which put my heart back together. Kalia has a way with words when she writes. So much description, I felt like I was in the book as a character.
Please, read this series in order of the books. You will not be disappointed!
What a ride this book too me on! So many emotions.
This is a dark, very dark romance book. Please take the trigger warnings seriously! The scenes broke my heart over and over.
There is plenty of spice, too, which put my heart back together. Kalia has a way with words when she writes. So much description, I felt like I was in the book as a character.
Please, read this series in order of the books. You will not be disappointed!
March 31, 2025
5 Stars
4 Chili Peppers
This series keeps getting better and better! This book dives more into Jaymes and Ash's stories, and Kalia sends you on a rollercoaster ride! I was smiling, kicking my feet, crying, and then cheering them on! Roll for Survival is the third book in the Dungeon and Desires series, and you should read them in order. The characters are interconnected, and their interactions with each other are vital to understanding the relationships. Great story, Kalia! Now, please tell me there is a fourth because I need more...
4 Chili Peppers
This series keeps getting better and better! This book dives more into Jaymes and Ash's stories, and Kalia sends you on a rollercoaster ride! I was smiling, kicking my feet, crying, and then cheering them on! Roll for Survival is the third book in the Dungeon and Desires series, and you should read them in order. The characters are interconnected, and their interactions with each other are vital to understanding the relationships. Great story, Kalia! Now, please tell me there is a fourth because I need more...
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