I received a free copy of the book via NetGalley, and the following review is entirely my own voluntary, and honest opinion.
Wendy’s story taught me many things – lessons I’m grateful to have learned not from personal or secondhand experience by a family member or close friend, but through the pages of a book.
This mother of two's marriage and the relationship with her children are falling apart, which she blames on the quarantine, the pandemic that caused it, and her job. This is not so far from the truth, since as a nurse, the threat of contamination loomed over her family after every shift, which further increased the tension at home. Eventually, she moves into her friend's empty Airbnb, initially for just a few weeks, which eventually turns into months. The emotional gap between her and her family only widens. Until one day, Wendy realizes that her children and husband are no longer waiting for her to return to their shared home and would rather spend Christmas without her.
It seems unfair, even cruel, since we see all this from the woman's perspective, who, in her initial resentment, finds it difficult to admit her own responsibility. Her family seems to believe some time apart would do them good, and she is unable to continue her work after the horrors she experienced during COVID-19, so she flees to France. She rents a beautiful but almost completely isolated cabin where she can be alone with her thoughts. She tries to understand what truly happened and what she wants from her life.
As the story unfolds, flashbacks to the past help us better understand what really happened. As we read, we realize – perhaps even sooner than Wendy would admit to herself – that the problems run much deeper, and the pandemic has merely brought them to light, made them more visible. Nick Alexander masterfully portrays how our protagonist reaches the point of admitting that she is struggling with alcoholism. Yet just when the reader thinks we have finally found the root of the problems, the author shows us that alcohol is merely a coping mechanism, not the only problem.
“Where Do We Go From Here?” is about ordinary people – people like us, or like our neighbours. It explores struggles that many of us can relate to. While every family and every addiction is unique, and grief looks different for everyone, I believe that at some point in this novel, we can all recognize a piece of ourselves.