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304 pages, Hardcover
First published March 7, 2013

Because we all want more than is due to us. That's human nature. Because we want more than we are worth.
I will bow my head to the force of the real. I will call it submitting to the verdict of history.
Children live in the present, not the past. Why not take your lead from them? Instead of waiting to be transfigured, why not try to be like a child again?
You throw your hands in exasperation, and I can see why.
We like to believe we are special, my boy, each of us. But, strictly speaking, that cannot be so. If we were all special, there would be no specialness left. Yet we continue to believe in ourselves.
Don Quixote is an unusual book. To the lady in the library who lent it to us it looks like a simple book for children, but in truth it isn’t simple at all. It presents the world to us through two pairs of eyes, Don Quixote’s eyes and Sancho’s eyes.
[He has] a specific deficit linked to symbolic activities. To working with words and numbers. He cannot read. He cannot write. He cannot count ……. He can recite all kinds of numbers, yes, but not in the right order. As for the marks he makes with his pencil, you may call them writing, he may call them writing, but they are not writing as generally understood. Whether they have a more private meaning I cannot say …… A specialist may be able to tell us whether there is some common factor underlying the deficit on the one hand and the inattentiveness on the other.
He won’t take the steps we take when we count: one step two step three. It is as if the numbers were islands floating in a great black see of nothingness, and he were each time being asked to close his eyes and launch himself across the void.
As for being afraid of the empty space between numbers, have you ever pointed out to David that the number of numbers is infinite ….
There are good infinities and bad infinites, Simón … A bad infinity is like finding yourself in a dream, within another dream within yet another dream and so forth endlessly. Or finding yourself in a life that is only a prelude to another life, which is only a prelude et cetera. But the numbers aren’t like that. The numbers constitute a good infinity. Why? Because being infinite in number, they fill all the spaces in the universe packed against each other as tight as bricks.
Is he insisting on the primacy of the personal (desire, love) over the universal (goodwill, benevolence). And why is he continually asking himself questions instead of just living like everyone else? Is it all part of a far too tardy transition from the old and comfortable (the personal) to the new and unsettling (the universal)?
The real I want to suggest is what David misses in his life. The experience of lacking the real includes the experience of lacking real parents. David has no anchor in life. Hence his withdrawal and retreat into a fantasy world where he feels more in control.