Look, I've told you all before that there's a certain subsection of the romantasy genre that uses the same collection of 8 words in different patterns as book titles and you can guarantee I will consume the series and love every moment. For me books like these are like taking off my bra after a long day or getting into a hot bath, they provide me with such a bone deep comfort. Buuuuuttt this book didn't quite hit me like that.
At the start of this book we meet Emelin. She is a 20-year-old human living in fae-controlled land, born with powers she shouldn’t have, so her seemingly shitty parents force her to spend most of her life secluded to hide away her magic. Emelin is kind of hopeless if I'm honest, and nothing proves that fact more than the start of book 1 when she's using her magic...outside...unknowingly in front a fae assassin known as the Silent Death, who watches the entire thing. When she spots him she's pretty certain that she is about to be killed, so imagine her surprise when he takes her away to a remote island of the fae empire, the Crimson Court (now I don't want to nit pick but I've read another book called the Crimson Court so I'm asking who copied who?) The plot gets pretty interesting from here because it would seem that the Silent Death (must I really keep calling him this? he's called Creon okay.) isn't quite who he seems...
I enjoyed the world building in this book and I thought the magic system was unique and interesting but you kind of lost me with the characters. Creon is fine, however I don't feel especially connected to him. This man is a mute (should I have mentioned this sooner?) so really we aren't given much from him, I think it would have been far more effective to make this book dual POV so we could have got some insight into his mind. Emelin is my main issue here, this girl is fucking infuriating. Her emotions gave me serious whiplash throughout this book, she would so rapidly go from caring about Creon and trusting him, to being incredibly angry and screaming in his face? I mean, please you knew who this man was from page 1 along with his reputation. All he did since page 1 was make himself more endearing, so why are you being so mean to him? This man is a mute, he isn't talking, he's treating you very kindly, like what are you expecting from him? And don't get me started on how often she keeeeppss demanding to go to her parents, sweetie your parents hate you. She would also KEEP being like why isn't he defending himself to me? Why isn't he fighting back? IS SHE FOR REAL? This man hasn't communicated in 130 years, he started learning sign language 2 days ago and you're screaming at him a mile a minute what do you expect?
Yikes and sigh.
I will move onto book 2 because I'm intrigued to see how this story plays out but I neeeeeddd Emelin👏 to 👏get 👏it👏 together 👏 or she risks being one of the most insufferable MFCs I have read in a fantasy book for a long long time