"So we beat on, boats against the current,
borne back ceaselessly into the past."
-last line from the novel,
'The Great Gatsby' by F. Scott Fitzgerald
I have never been a fan of F. Scott Fitzgerald, although I admit that I have read only two of his novels.... 'The Great Gatsby' and 'Tender is the Night'. Perhaps it would be fairer to say that I look at the 1920s (the time period Fitzgerald writes about in some of his novels) with distaste and disgust. Other than the introduction of jazz into the culture, I view the 1920s as symbolic of all that I dislike about society at that time... the excesses, greed and the huge inequality present among the social classes. However, I DO like the writing of Stewart O'Nan. I have been working my way through his novels and even though I had my doubts about the appeal of this one, 'West of Sunset', I decided to read it anyway. Perhaps it is due to Stewart O'Nan's expert storytelling but what I found was an engaging and compulsively readable story.. the story of a tragic figure, trying his best to come to terms with consequences of his own poor decisions, trying to find a way to take care of his obligations to his family and wrestling with the reality that he had moved beyond his creative peak.
This story, 'West of Sunset' is a fictional account of the last several years in the life of F. Scott Fitzgerald.. a period from 1937-1940. The opening scene sets the mood for the entire book... a mood of sadness, bewilderment and desperation... and maybe just a little hope. The reader's first experience with Scott Fitzgerald is his arrival at the Highland Hospital in North Carolina.. the mental hospital where his wife Zelda has been residing to treat her continuing emotional problems. Scott had been given permission to take Zelda on an outing for the day to celebrate their 17th wedding anniversary. This beautifully heartbreaking scene evoked so many feelings... feelings of longing and nostalgia for better times, regret, sadness and weariness. Sitting beside Zelda in the car, Scott thought.... "In her twenties, baby faced and petite, she's seemed girlish. She'd been an athlete and a dancer, a notorious flirt, her stamina and fearlessness irresistible. Now, just shy of thirty-seven, she was pinched and haggard, cronelike, her smile ruined by a broken tooth. Some well-meaning soul had fixed her hair for the occasion.. one (a style) she would never choose, especially since it made her face even sharper, hawkish." Although Scott and Zelda had been married for 17 years, they had been living apart for a long time, both trying to deal with Zelda's emotional issues. Scott, in a moment of self-awareness, questioned whether it was this very unpredictability and volatility characterizing Zelda's emotional state that had attracted him from the beginning...... "As his wife, she'd now been hospitalized as long as not and in fitful moments the question of whether she's been mad all along and he had been attracted to that madness unsettled him."
Not only was Scott Fitzgerald dealing with his wife's mental illness and their forced separation as husband and wife, but he was also trying to cope with his own health problems... recurrent bouts of pneumonia which he was sure was a result of his having contracted tuberculosis years before, heart problems and of course alcoholism. His fondness for gin had caused many problems in his life.. in his marriage and his inability to write. Because of this problem, he was finding it difficult to make a living. He had earned the reputation as being unreliable to publishers and yet, he needed money desperately for Zelda's continued care, boarding school expenses for their daughter, Scottie and of course, his own living expenses. Scott Fitzgerald was a man under a great deal of strain and pressure.
Finally, his agent Harold Ober managed to talk MGM Studios in Hollywood into giving him a chance at writing movie scripts. At this time Scott also had an idea for a new novel.... one that would be his last and left unfinished at his death. Scott had people depending on him. He had no money and he hoped the script writing would allow him to meet his obligations. So in 1937, Scott Fitzgerald boarded a train and headed west.
Once in Hollywood, Scott was determined to stay sober. He was aware that everyone was skeptical that he could and they were expecting him to fail. At first, he did well. He arose early each morning, filled his briefcase with Coca Colas and went to his office. He started early... first working on his novel and various short stories, some which sold, some which were rejected. He then joined the writing team to work on movie scripts; but it didn't take long for him to become frustrated. Hollywood, being what it was, was often fickle and a script he was working on one day might be abandoned for unknown reasons the next. The work was unfulfilling and he was lonely.
Scott met up with some old friends in Hollywood... Dorothy Parker and her husband, Marlon Brando and his girlfriend and of course, Ernest Hemingway. Scott was convinced to move to Dorothy Parker's hotel.. the Garden of Allah and immediately he was pulled back into his old habits. The alcohol flowed freely and often. One night at a party, Scott saw a woman across the room.. a woman whose resemblance to a young Zelda, took his breath away and he became obsessed with her. The woman, a gossip columnist, was hiding a particularly colorful past she had left behind in London but Scott pursued her and the two fell in love. Ultimately though, the love affair would become just one more thing which added to the pressures and complications of Scott Fitzgerald's life.
This story, based partly on fact and partly on imagination, contained all the elements of an American tragedy...one that played out against the backdrop of the glamorous facade of old Hollywood. Scott Fitzgerald, weary in body and spirit, was trying desperately to hold his crumbling life together. He climbed onto and fell off the wagon of sobriety so many times I lost count and yet the strangest thing happened... even though I was aware that many of Scott's problems were of his own making, I couldn't help but root for him and hope that he could finally pull himself together. I have never been a fan of F. Scott Fitzgerald's writing but Stewart O'Nan created a story which allowed me to see the humanity of not only the writer but the person. Like many others, Fitzgerald was a slave to his vices and his demons and despite all evidence to the contrary, he doggedly pursued that ever elusive dream of fame and fortune in Hollywood. The dream never did materialize for him there and yet I couldn't help but admire his tenacity. I still don't think I would read more novels or short stories written by Fitzgerald; but after reading this book, I don't believe I will ever think of him in quite the same way I used to.