The title, Fade to Black, is catchy, poetic. I might have passed this book up, however, because the title suggests a slide into personal tragedy. I was pleasantly surprised that even though the main characters suffer, this is a story of how damaged people struggle to overcome immense pressures rather than wallow in defeat. Enough decent people with inner strength exist to lift the story from the dregs of depression.
From Page One, we are pulling for Piper, the female protagonist. She is damaged when at age eleven her father dies and her mother and her mother’s boyfriend brutalize her. The sickening incidents are narrated rather than shown as detailed scenes, for which I am grateful. Physically she escapes. Mentally she struggles to overcome the ruin of her sense of self worth.
Then there is Ryan, the male protagonist. He realizes his dream to become a movie star, only to discover that fame is hell. How can he escape his fans who are deadly in their devotion.
Ryan suffers from too much adoration; Piper suffers from too much hate. Both are driven to apparent self-destruction in their efforts to survive. They are self medicating by seeking refuge in drugs, alcohol, or self mutilation as a way toward normalcy. Salvation comes in the form of good relationships. Solid friends and relatives help to guide Ryan and Piper to wholesome living. One of several who help Piper is my favorite character, Nana, who is wise and compassionate, the kind of person I like to emulate.
Eventually Piper and Ryan have each other. The detailed sex scene between Piper and Ryan is a contrast to the narrative that glosses over most of the story.
The narrative quickens the pace, so the story never stalls. Some transitions, however, are so quick and subtle, the reader has to backtrack. One moment, Ellie is 4 and suddenly she is 8. Sometimes we don’t have the preparation we need. For example, Piper meets Ryan once and then ten years later, having never heard what was going on with him, suddenly she is involved with and concerned about his health. Part of the story is missing. When did she learn of his drug addiction before the two of them meet again?
Nevertheless the author handles well the reader’s anticipation of Piper and Ryan meeting for the second time.
Eventually Piper grows stronger, more confident, and happier. The struggle, the love, and the glossing over of the evil acts, lift this story from unrelenting darkness. However I am disappointed that the litany of “I’m no good” isn’t replaced in Piper’s head with “I am loved. I have worth.” We know she loves, is compassionate, and protective. Piper is like the finest silk who considers herself a dirty rag, desiring only to be tossed against the threshold to protect loved ones from a poisonous draft.
The story has its fine points, but there is no escaping the need for more proofreading to clean up errors.
The writing is often reporting, with only a few scenes developed, mostly the positive scenes and the climactic scene. But even the climactic action scene has missing details, which leave the reader wondering what happened or how this situation ended as it did. The action scene near the novel’s end has only a hint of preamble and a muddy ending. Joshua—family friend and protector—comes to the rescue, supposedly blowing away the antagonist. Afterward we discover Joshua is injured and the antagonist is still a threat. How did that happen?
And then we have Piper’s noble deed, understandable, but leaving us with a cliff hanger.
I don’t like novels to end in cliff hangers, with the story to be continued in a following novel. Do I read the next book because I love the characters or because I love the story?
I’m left thinking this is a melancholy tale. Like the “she or he-done-me-wrong” sad song. Some find comfort in sadness, treating it like an old friend. I loved Piper’s and Ryan’s victories. I wanted them to come into the sunshine of life and stay there.
This story is mostly a report. But fascinating. It is intense and compassionately written. The main characters are likable and convincing. The author gives us a sensitive and stunning insight into different lifestyles.