Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
Spice: 🌶🌶.75
Audiobook Rating: 🎧🎧🎧🎧
I am a fan of Jennifer Sucevic's books. I normally read her hockey romances, but this was my first football romance by her. This was a cute new adult romance that gave neighbors growing up beside each other to a one night stand that led to hurt feelings and avoidance until the MMC refused to be avoided any longer.
Tropes:
🏈 College Sports Romance (Football QB)
💙 Neighbors
🏈 One Night Stand
💙 Childhood Crush
🏈 Hidden Hurt Feelings
💙 Second Chance
🏈 Bad Boy/Good Girl (Jock × Nerd)
💙 Vrgn FMC
🏈 It's Always Been You
💙 Friends/Enemies/Lover's
🏈 Angsty
This book started out with an end to senior year of high school party at bad boy, Beck's house. Beck and Mia grew up as next-door neighbors, but after a tragic past in Mia's family, Beck's and Mia grew apart. Mia wanted to be the goods girl in the family to make up for a loss they were all dealing with. She threw herself into school and tennis and focused on getting into college to become a lawyer.
Beck's is the star quarterback and comes from a very wealthy family much like Mia's, but richer. He always got away with being the bad boy because of who his father was. He partied all the time and did some reckless things. There is a reason he was acting out like that, but Mia just sees him as a spoiled, bad boy rich kid.
Mia's best friend Alyssa, who I also thought wasn't the best influence, talked her into going to Beck's party next door. All because Alyssa was chasing a boy who never saw her and was a manwh0re. The reason I say these two didn't seem like best friends, even though the book referred to them as inseparable, is because every party Alyssa dragged Mia to, she ditched her right away to go chase after the same guy. Never once seeming to care about Mia wanting to stay home or being let alone. Straight up ditched her every time to go get some 🍆 Plus, Alyssa did some pretty daring things to get this boys attention. There are some more things throughout this book that she's a different light on their closeness.²ŵ
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Even though Beck's was a party playboy, he always looked out for Mia when she was around. He picked and challenged her to let lose in life, but Mia always saw him as someone who made her feel stupid. She thought Beck's couldn't stand her, and tried to stay away from him.
Miss always had funny feelings whenever Beck's was around. He was the only guy she's ever been attracted to. It never really stated how Beck's felt about Mia during the high school years, but I imagined he really liked her but thought he wasn't good enough for her.
Mia gets drunk at this party, and that leads Beck's making her stay the night in his room. By morning, they both caved into their feelings and slept together. He wanted to go out with her every thigh he's never dated anyone before. Mia wanted the same but was scared her feelings would get hurt by him, but she's to it anyway.
Beck's father was a piece of work. Telling Beck's to leave Mia alone that he wasn't the right guy for her. Always telling him that his older brother Ari was the right choice for Mia. Even though Beck's was suspected to get drafted while in college.
After Beck's pretty much turns Mia down, she feels like another one of his playthings he got for the night. It really hurt her, and as time went on throughout this book, she never really let anyone get closer to them besides maybe a few dates. She stayed focused and driven throughout college.
Throughout college, Beck tried to talk to her and wanted another chance, but she always refused. Her feelings for him never went away. There were a couple of run in's throughout the years, but not many, and it was very angsty between them. So much chemistry and the tension was real, but no acting on those feelings until senior year at Wesly U. Beck's said enough was enough, and he was going after her.
At the start of senior year, Alyssa came home after a year abroad because her and the playboy broke up, and she ran. Leaving Mia alone her while junior year. But Mia, being the goods friend she is gets them an apartment together and surprise surprise, their neighbors are Beck's and his best friend, a.k.a Alyssa's ex. We don't really see Alyssa and Mia together that much throughout the book even though they live together. And Alyssa hounds Mia about her and Beck's, but keeps secrets from Mia herself.
Plus, a side note. Mia always talked down about Alyssa's ex, from the beginning. She ex very negative about him from the start. Making comments like, "It's a matter of time before he cheats on her." Or, "He'll never give Alyssa a chance. Why does she waste her time." But Alyssa did nag this dude from the end of senior year in high school to junior year in college. Their book is the second one in this series, so I'm sure they get back together.
Ok, Beck's is done playing around and chases Mia hard senior year. She is also his TA for an English class. We'll get to that in a minute. Mia constantly refuses because she doesn't want to get hurt, and Beck's sees that his dad is pushing her and his brother together. Even though they were just friends.
Mia's mother is the one who actually puts some sense into Mia about Beck's and his father, and she finally gives him a shot. A lot happens their senior year with Mia's family, and Beck's is there for her the entire time. He protects her or tries to from the hurt and gives her advice and just take care of her needs and never pushed for more. He was a great boyfriend.
Beck's actually talks to Mia about a problem he is having with the English teacher she TA's for. He tells her that the professor makes him feel uncomfortable, and it feels like she is coming on to him. Always wanting to meet with him one on one and pushes herself against him and touches him on the thigh or arm, or pushes her knockers up against him. She gives him her cell number and keeps taking him to text or call her any time, night of day. He can't shake the feeling, but Mia tells him it's nothing to worry about, she's like that with so the students and to get over it pretty much.
She pretty much brushed his feelings aside on this, and then when the professor finally does something inappropriate, Mia walks in and then blames Beck's and breaks up with him. Never even listening to him after he expressed his concerns to her. Beck's begs he to listen and can't explain why he froze up. He was being s3xually harassed and almost abused by his professor. She even ignores and blocks Beck's number.
Days later, when she is taking it over with Alyssa, realizing she messed up, Alyssa says well what are you going to do about the professor. They've all heard the rumors about her and the male students. Mia agreed to knowing about the rumors, but thought they weren't true. That made me angry with her. She knew there were rumors, but when her boyfriend came to her, who was also a student and told her what was going on and how the professor was making him feel, she told him it was nothing and to get over it. It still never made it clear whether she reported the professor or not.
This is a new adult romance, and the one night stand in the beginning was a good spicy part, but it was the only time in the book they actually slept together. Yes, later on, there was a chapter of two where he took care of her needs, that was, but never then together again. I wish there would have been. I think that needed to be in there, or more of it besides the one time at the beginning.
I thought the book was cute, but I didn't rant like Mia as a character. She referred to herself one time as a Debbie downer, but she was really a negative Nancy. She didn't really have a life and voiced her negative thoughts aloud. Or she avoided the problem all together and ran away. She never really listened to those who loved her. She always thought she was right and didn't like anyone who didn't agree with or go with her thoughts and opinions.
It was a cute read that went by fast. I would read it if you wanted a palette cleanser. I love this authors books, but this one was not a favorite. I listened to it on Audible, and I wasn't a huge fan of the narrators, but I enjoyed listening to this.