This novel grows out of, but is not a sequel to Itani’s award winning novel “Deafening” (2003). That novel, set at the beginning of World War 1, told the story of Grania O’Neil, who lost her hearing after a bout of scarlet fever when she was five and her new husband, who survived the horrors of the war on the Belgium front. It explored themes of love, identity and the resilience required to face the challenge of devastating loss. This book explores similar themes and returns to the small Ontario town of Deseronto located between Kingston and Belleville, pulling characters from "Deafening" to begin a new narrative. The stories of Tress and Kenan Oak and Maggie O’Neill and her husband Am form the core of the book.
It is 1919, and people in this small town are still struggling to make a life after they lost sons, brothers and husbands on the battlefields. Many who returned from the war were damaged physically and mentally by events overseas. Kenan Oak is one of those men, the husband of Grania’s sister Tress. In 1914 at the age of twenty, he volunteered to go to war and returned from France with devastating injuries. Wounded by shrapnel, he has one left arm that hangs uselessly by his side and from which he has no feeling and only one eye he can see from. His face is a mess of scars. Since his return, Keenan has remained isolated in his home, never venturing out and letting only his adoptive father, his wife Tress and Tress’s Aunt Maggie and Uncle Am to see him. He has chosen to stay in his house until he is ready to leave. His condition is such, that no one pushes him.
Kenan and his wife are struggling to reestablish their married life, but there is little conversation between them. Tress desperately wants to bring him back from the darkness that hangs over him, trying to be patient and give him time to heal. But she is frustrated and impatient with his progress. She is trying to accept what he has become and what she has become in response, but her spirit is flagging as are her efforts. The couple would desperately like to have a child, but so far their attempts to conceive have failed and there is no explanation for it.
Itani describes Kenan’s shell shock, a condition today known as PTSD, with its never ending flashbacks, hallucinations, depression and the anxiety he experiences as he sits day after day watching activity on the Bay of Quinte. He is entertained by the water traffic, watching the fishermen, the pleasure craft, the row boats and the canoes. As it becomes colder and he watches the annual resurrection of the skating rink, he begins to reminisce about his time skating as a boy. The rink is one familiar thing that has not been affected by the war and becomes a key to his reawakening.
Kenan receives a letter from Hugh one of his fellow soldiers from P.E.I. who was with him in the trenches. Hugh is recovering in a sanatorium and suggests they reconnect when he completes his treatment from tuberculosis. Like Kenan he is isolated, forced to rest in bed to recover from his illness. The two exchange stories about the random carnage on the battlefields and in the trenches where there was no logical explanation for who walked away, who returned home and who just vanished into the landscape.
Another story unfolds parallel to that of Kenan and Tress. It is the story of her Aunt Maggie and Uncle Am whose relationship is struggling. A tragedy in their early married life marked them both. Undone by their grief, they agreed to bury it with their past life on the farm and move to the city to begin a new life. But that secret kept hidden for so many years has left something behind. It has become a festering wound that has created a rift in their relationship and continues to grow wider and deeper with each passing year, slowly chipping away at their sense of togetherness and driving them apart. There remains little connection between them. They cannot even enjoy a comfortable silence, instead the quiet is fraught with a hovering tension. Am desperately wants to talk to Maggie about the past. He realizes now that it was a mistake to live with a sorrow pushed down and hidden instead of living with it, talking about it and trying to make things better. At one time, their vow to secrecy had helped keep them together, now it is driving them apart. But Am remains silent and spends most of his time in the clock tower above their tiny apartment, keeping busy.
Maggie dreamed of a singing career but has had to be content with participating in the church choir. She has always had an intense connection to music which made her happy. When the new choir director Lukas Sebastian, a voice teacher with a quiet passion for music arrives from Europe to take the position of choir director, her love of music is once again awakened. Lukas challenges her to sing a solo for the Xmas concert and although it scares her, it also stirs her long buried need for a personal connection in a life that has been devoid of emotional feeling for many years. Her musical performance becomes a cathartic beginning that releases a hurt that has been locked away and begins a chain of events that both frees and devastates her.
A sub plot involving Kenan’s birth and adoption by a quiet, taciturn welder begins with a photo his adoptive father brings him and gives Kenan the courage to ask about his birth mother. That leads to questions that have puzzled him and answers he would never have believed possible.
While Itani’s novel “Deafening” brought readers face to face with violent scenes from the battlefields, this novel deals more with the difficulties soldiers faced when they returned home to their families. Itani explores the debilitating physical injuries these men suffered with the equally painful mental images they carried in their memories. The character of Kenan and his friend Hugh beautifully illustrate different aspects of this theme. Hugh has little outward signs of his experience but his mind is locked with battlefield images. Kenan, on the other hand is so physically disfigured he has trouble reconnecting with the life he once knew, his injuries the outward sign of a scarred and wounded soul.
Itani shows how Kenan finally makes a breakthrough to establishing a new life when after a year of confinement, he takes his first tentative steps on the skating rink that was always a source of enjoyment for him before the war. He does so under cover of dark, taking the first steps on his journey to connect once again with his community and practicing for the day he will be able to skate in daylight. It is difficult to read how he painfully laces up his skates with one hand, a passage beautifully and movingly described by Itani. It is a grim reminder of the cost of his lost limb.
The landscape is an important part of the narrative as Itani portrays life in small town Ontario after the war, filling her narrative with the important details that lend it authenticity to time and place. Her meticulous research shows in those small important details such as the recipe for Maggie’s soup, her home remedies for illness of the day, the do-it-yourself Christmas gifts people fashioned from whatever sparse materials were available to the furs and muffs women wore as they skated on the Bay. She also includes fragments of articles from the Deseronto Post with its mix of local reports, gossip, advertisements and comments on world events. Even Kenan’s litany of products available at the local drugstore where he balances the books reflects the times. And the characters quirky names, Tress, Oak, Am and Zel must surely come from the past as well.
This is a story which describes what happens when people do not say the things they want to say, letting time pass, memories fester and leaving loneliness in its wake. Keeping secrets was a way of life that reflected the times, when difficult events were hidden and a community colluded to enact a vow of silence over illegitimate children, unfaithful spouses, mental illness and domestic violence, things considered unmentionable. The title is a clarion call to “tell” rather than keep the past hidden, to share stories that really should be told. Itani’s narrative warns of the dangers of burying them or pushing them away because they always seem to find a way to haunt those who would not face them, appearing at a later time in their lives.
This is a well written story with beautiful understated language. However I found the pacing difficult. The narrative was bookended by a very slow start and an abrupt conclusion with secrets revealed on New Year’s Eve and coming before readers are ready for them. One of those secrets many probably expected while two others are not. There are so many unanswered questions with the sad and unsettling ending and so much more could have been explored before things were brought to a conclusion, with a marriage forever damaged and an unexpected and life changing gift arriving and thankfully received.
This novel was short listed for the prestigious Giller prize in 2014, a notable achievement.