Born in 1975, Louise was living a happy, normal life as the much adored only child of two loving and hard-working parents. But then the tragic deaths of her father and grandfather within two years of each other turn her life upside down. Having moved in with her mother's parents after the death of her father, Louise finds that her grandmother's increasing reliance on the local church for comfort after her husband's death draws a soon to be unwelcome guest to the family the verger, Mr. Jarvis. Whilst outwardly paying attention to her widowed grandmother, he also seems to be focussed on Louise herself, and abuses his position of trust, both at the church's Sunday school and in the family home, to force his unnatural obsessions on her. Even after Louise's mother remarries and she can finally look forward to moving away from Mr. Jarvis, Louise must endure one more harrowing attack before he is finally caught out. But even then, with child protection teams still very much in their infancy in the early 1980s, Louise still lives with the consequences of her unstable childhood. This book is based upon a true story of child abuse, and as such contains passages that some readers may find disturbing.
This is a sad story of child abuse. It's a worldwide problem that too often goes unreported. The perpetrator knows just how to make the child feel like it's all their fault so they should keep quiet about it. I believe Louise proves this theory in her book. To make her believe she is demon possessed so he could have his way with her is sickening.. Gave it 4 stars for poor editing.
The Scars of Child Abuse can be Emotionally Forever.
I gave this book a 5 star rating only because in my eyes the author, with the encouragement of Alice, had the strength to put her tragedy on paper thereby releasing her hell. This was a very difficult read. May the authors future continually be filled with strength, health, and forever happiness.
It is always such a sad thing to see this kind of abuse that is going on whether in a nice and elite neighborhood or the less fortunate ones! No child or human being should ever suffer this abuse from anyone! Thank you for sharing your story...I would give money to see the look on that bastards face when he was caught with his pants down...literally!!!!?
Book was short, needed some editing as words were left out. I understand that the book was Therapy for the writer, I can see how it was likely helpful. The book was terrifying even for an adult to read. fitting end for the perp.
I had so hoped to learn more about the impact of not only Louise but her family and that sick pig! I only hope as life continues on Louise will continue to share her story so that people such as myself a victim realize we are not the cause of such actions.
A really good read and glad child abuse is no longer a taboo subject. Without these writers writing stories straight to the point, it would still be a taboo subject. Hard to read and upsetting, but others need to know about these abusers.
This story really hit home but Mr Jarvas was my 94 year old Great Grandfather. He repeatedly touched me down below. I was also around the same age as our young girl in book. I tried to find excuses not to be around him but the younger adults needed a break and made me spend time with him. It wasn't until I found out he was doing the same to my cousin who was like a Sister that I freaked and told my Dad. He was put in a senior home. You never really get over things like that. Luckily I have a loving Hubby in my life who Loves me with all his heart as I do him. Almost 40 years together. Life eventually goes on.
This story is so beyond words in how heartbreaking and horrific. I can't put into words the way my heart hurts for the abuse this young girl had to deal with. I pray that she was able to get as much help as needed to process and heal from this trauma. The scars will always remain but I truly hope she has found peace.
My heart broke for Louise as I felt her fear so deep- understood it cause I faced it as a child from a trusted family friend- it helped me to release a few of my own demons
Very good, although disturbing, account of what happened to a young girl at the hands of a person who should be trusted, but instead betrays, making her feel as if the abuse is her own fault.
Not the best book ive read but as louise the author writes this is her way of moving on and if it helps just one person learn that ABUSE IS NOT THEIR FAULT Its well worth it
Some very upsetting scenes, your heart breaks for Louise. I think this would have been a better experience for me if I had read it myself. The audio was a bit emotionless for me, there didn't seem to be much change in how she spoke about the good times compared to the bad.
The pain is real. And the reading, although hard, was enlightening. I recommend this book for those needing to believe there are better things to come after abuse.
I’m so sorry this happened to you. I’m really glad you got though this and by having this written will help many other girls to reach out Wish you all the best
It's a short story, but still worth reading. What 'Louise' went through is traumatic, and it was easy to get into the mind of the confused child and grasp (at least partially) the horror she lived through because of the perp. I'm glad to know he was caught and held for it (something that isn't done often enough), and I can sympathize the hardship of trying to push through the past experience while trying to find her own sexuality. It's something that never really goes away.