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Not Even Death #1
Eternally Your Master
Part 1 in a series of four novellas
Calico Cruz's world was torn apart when the Master she loved lost his long, painful battle with a fatal illness. All she'd been and done over the past ten years had been because of Markus Cruz, now, she'd have to face life at the estate alone. Or would she?
The knock on the door surprised her, but not as much as what the knock would set into motion. After allowing her a month to grieve, Markus was reaching out and pulling her from the darkness—pushing her back into the light of life. Not even death would keep him from controlling and assuring her future path to love and submission.
Derrick Destry was Markus' best friend in life and first on the list of allies for his plan. After months of preparing, Derrick would help shake things up in all the right ways so Calico could return to really living as a slave.
Before she could find love again, she would need to be broken back to baseline and Derrick was trustworthy and strong enough to get the job done. He would be the one to break down her walls and help prepare the foundation for her future.
With Derrick's help Markus will remind her of the sweet taste of surrender and that he will be her Master—ETERNALLY. Together they will guarantee Calico another happily ever after.
In the meantime, she will have an earth shaking happy for now!
Calico Cruz's world was torn apart when the Master she loved lost his long, painful battle with a fatal illness. All she'd been and done over the past ten years had been because of Markus Cruz, now, she'd have to face life at the estate alone. Or would she?
The knock on the door surprised her, but not as much as what the knock would set into motion. After allowing her a month to grieve, Markus was reaching out and pulling her from the darkness—pushing her back into the light of life. Not even death would keep him from controlling and assuring her future path to love and submission.
Derrick Destry was Markus' best friend in life and first on the list of allies for his plan. After months of preparing, Derrick would help shake things up in all the right ways so Calico could return to really living as a slave.
Before she could find love again, she would need to be broken back to baseline and Derrick was trustworthy and strong enough to get the job done. He would be the one to break down her walls and help prepare the foundation for her future.
With Derrick's help Markus will remind her of the sweet taste of surrender and that he will be her Master—ETERNALLY. Together they will guarantee Calico another happily ever after.
In the meantime, she will have an earth shaking happy for now!
74 pages, Kindle Edition
First published June 9, 2014
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About the author
B.B. Blaque
35 books243 followers I write raw, gritty, and flawed characters who ultimately find, perfection is not a prerequisite. Our flaws are what make us unique and some flaws compliment each other better than others.
About B.B. Blaque
I’m a dark author . . . I won’t call the dark stuff romance in the least, but there is much erotica and SUPER MIND F**KERY. I’ve even been told recently there’s a big helping of horror. My other books do have a lot of romance and HEA, just not the Beautiful Evil or Sawree Duet)
I live the BDSM lifestyle (as a submissive/slave) and have for many years, so when I write it comes from knowledge of the subject matter. My dark stuff is NOT BDSM (except for Beautiful Evil the Master and The Masters M.C. #2 Beautiful Insanity.)
I’ve also been involved, in some way, with bikers, and motorcycle clubs since I was a teenager. What I write doesn’t come from research; it comes from living the lifestyles and writing what I know.
That being said, I also love psychology, the darkness of people’s minds, serial killer profiles, and horror. I write monsters who are real men—which to me are much more frightening because they could be anyone you know.
I love BDSM (Male dominant/female submissive.) There's something that just feels so right about a man wearing the pants (especially when he wears them well and fills them nicely.) I am interested in the psychological aspects of relationships in general and especially when there is a power-exchange dynamic.
My world would stopping revolving if not for heavy rock music (and the wonderfully talented people who make it.) Music and it's makers will definitely be strongly visible in my work. I listen, I remember...I listen, I'm inspired...to write...to love...to f**k...to live.
About B.B. Blaque
I’m a dark author . . . I won’t call the dark stuff romance in the least, but there is much erotica and SUPER MIND F**KERY. I’ve even been told recently there’s a big helping of horror. My other books do have a lot of romance and HEA, just not the Beautiful Evil or Sawree Duet)
I live the BDSM lifestyle (as a submissive/slave) and have for many years, so when I write it comes from knowledge of the subject matter. My dark stuff is NOT BDSM (except for Beautiful Evil the Master and The Masters M.C. #2 Beautiful Insanity.)
I’ve also been involved, in some way, with bikers, and motorcycle clubs since I was a teenager. What I write doesn’t come from research; it comes from living the lifestyles and writing what I know.
That being said, I also love psychology, the darkness of people’s minds, serial killer profiles, and horror. I write monsters who are real men—which to me are much more frightening because they could be anyone you know.
I love BDSM (Male dominant/female submissive.) There's something that just feels so right about a man wearing the pants (especially when he wears them well and fills them nicely.) I am interested in the psychological aspects of relationships in general and especially when there is a power-exchange dynamic.
My world would stopping revolving if not for heavy rock music (and the wonderfully talented people who make it.) Music and it's makers will definitely be strongly visible in my work. I listen, I remember...I listen, I'm inspired...to write...to love...to f**k...to live.
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January 1, 2016
Heat Level: 4 out of 4 flames
Overall: 4 out of 5 stars
Reviewed by Naughty Book Snitch: Mindy
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Love this and I can't wait to read more!
Markus is the most loving and attentive Master. Even from beyond the grave he is seeing to his slave's needs and happiness. Assuring that his slave Calico, will begin living life again and find purpose and ultimately serve a new Master one day. Calico must first surrender herself and learn new lessons from her Master that will help her move forward with her life. Derrick Destry is one of Markus allies and just the right man to start Calico on her new journey.
"Eternally Your Master" is one of those stories that when you're done reading, it sticks with you like a sweet and delicious aftertaste. It's memorable. There was even a moment when I almost got a little emotional, when Cali wanted to watch the sunset.
So, now let me get into some of the fun kinky fuckery. OHHH! It's so fucking good. For example... you know when you go to a water park and you're on a ride that gets you soaking wet and you have to walk around with a wet spot on your ass all day? Yeah. It's like that. Our first taste is the mutual masturbation scene over the webcam. Holy hell it was finger banging good.
The after dinner alley scene was really good. I mean, it was so well written that I felt like I was watching it actually happen. It was gloriously dirty.
Seriously, all of the sex scenes were amazing.
All of the characters were very interesting. Even though Mrakus is the deceased Master, I was still very intrigued by his character. I would really love to read more about Markus and Cali's relationship and how Cali became who she is today. With some of the flashbacks we do get to see that Cali is a street kid and Markus finds and helps her. But what we don't get to see is how Carissa becomes Calico the slave. Maybe that part is slowly revealed as we read through the series. *fingers crossed*
Markus
Derrick, Derrick, Derrick. I really want to know more about this guy. I think he's got a very dark side and he's been eyeing Cali for a long time. YUM I want to explore his dark side. When Derrick first came to see Cali and he surprised her... grrrrr!
I bet you're wondering why 4 stars? Well, to each their own right? First, the thought of "willing your slave to someone" is strange to me. However, I know that its only strange because I've never been in that type of relationship and I don't ever want to be. I'm interested and intrigued by it and love to read about it, but I could never personally do it. Maybe this is coming out wrong... It's not a bad part of the story, it's just one little sentence in the story that never even comes to fruition because Markus loves his Calico too much and that is perfectly fine with me.
The restaurant scene was hot but what Derrick did with her panties... well, no thank you.
Another thing that sort of bothered me was when the word slut is used. The word is only used a few times but it sort of takes me away from the moment. A lot of the books I read use the word slut and I'm not offended. I think the word slut can be a term of endearment and/or as an empowering word. It can be delicious dirty talk in bed too. Insert Soapbox Women are crammed into this tiny little box and expected to dress and act a certain way. If we step outside that box society starts to label us. Slut, whore or whatever. Actually, one of my most favorite words in the entire world is "cunt" and I only call my really good friends cunts. Anyway, back on track here. So I'm good with the word slut, but the few times its used just caught me off guard. With all that being said the sex scenes are still super filthy hot. I know when my husband takes me to bed, I AM his dirty little slut.
Something else that bothered me a little was why Cali cared if Derrick knew her background. Who cares where you came from, it only matters who you are now. The scenario sort of reminded me of Pretty Woman when Edwards friend Philip found out that Vivian was really a prostitute. The same thing didn't happen and Cali is not a prostitute.
Okay Derrick, I wanna play with you sooo bad!
And finally the last little thing that made me go hmmm. Was the stepping stones. I actually really liked them and thought it was very sweet. But then when Cali got one after Derrick left, it sort of felt like a Girl Scout badge was earned. Not really a big deal, but that was the first thing that popped in my head.
Overall, I really liked this and I can't wait to read more about Calico's journey through new lessons and a new beginning. I would like to know more about the characters though and I would like a little more back story on Markus and Cali. The sex is hot and totally a 2 finger 1 handed read. The Master/slave dynamic is really sweet and beautiful. I absolutely love it. I would recommend this to people who love to read erotic romance and BDSM. This is a Master/slave relationship so please be aware of that when you are reading this and enjoy the journey.
I received a copy of this book via the author in exchange for an honest review.
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Overall: 4 out of 5 stars
Reviewed by Naughty Book Snitch: Mindy
See Mindy’s Blog Review Here
Love this and I can't wait to read more!
Markus is the most loving and attentive Master. Even from beyond the grave he is seeing to his slave's needs and happiness. Assuring that his slave Calico, will begin living life again and find purpose and ultimately serve a new Master one day. Calico must first surrender herself and learn new lessons from her Master that will help her move forward with her life. Derrick Destry is one of Markus allies and just the right man to start Calico on her new journey.
"Now, she had purpose. She was a slave and her Master was still at the reigns."
"Eternally Your Master" is one of those stories that when you're done reading, it sticks with you like a sweet and delicious aftertaste. It's memorable. There was even a moment when I almost got a little emotional, when Cali wanted to watch the sunset.
"He'd managed to turn an alley cat into a pampered pet."
So, now let me get into some of the fun kinky fuckery. OHHH! It's so fucking good. For example... you know when you go to a water park and you're on a ride that gets you soaking wet and you have to walk around with a wet spot on your ass all day? Yeah. It's like that. Our first taste is the mutual masturbation scene over the webcam. Holy hell it was finger banging good.
The after dinner alley scene was really good. I mean, it was so well written that I felt like I was watching it actually happen. It was gloriously dirty.
"Yes, you need me to use your little body to stroke my cock. I'm going to jerk off with you right here in this dark alley. If someone happens along, maybe I'll let them use you too."
Seriously, all of the sex scenes were amazing.
All of the characters were very interesting. Even though Mrakus is the deceased Master, I was still very intrigued by his character. I would really love to read more about Markus and Cali's relationship and how Cali became who she is today. With some of the flashbacks we do get to see that Cali is a street kid and Markus finds and helps her. But what we don't get to see is how Carissa becomes Calico the slave. Maybe that part is slowly revealed as we read through the series. *fingers crossed*
Markus
Derrick, Derrick, Derrick. I really want to know more about this guy. I think he's got a very dark side and he's been eyeing Cali for a long time. YUM I want to explore his dark side. When Derrick first came to see Cali and he surprised her... grrrrr!
"Do you like it... that you can make girls cry when you fuck them?"
I bet you're wondering why 4 stars? Well, to each their own right? First, the thought of "willing your slave to someone" is strange to me. However, I know that its only strange because I've never been in that type of relationship and I don't ever want to be. I'm interested and intrigued by it and love to read about it, but I could never personally do it. Maybe this is coming out wrong... It's not a bad part of the story, it's just one little sentence in the story that never even comes to fruition because Markus loves his Calico too much and that is perfectly fine with me.
The restaurant scene was hot but what Derrick did with her panties... well, no thank you.
Another thing that sort of bothered me was when the word slut is used. The word is only used a few times but it sort of takes me away from the moment. A lot of the books I read use the word slut and I'm not offended. I think the word slut can be a term of endearment and/or as an empowering word. It can be delicious dirty talk in bed too. Insert Soapbox Women are crammed into this tiny little box and expected to dress and act a certain way. If we step outside that box society starts to label us. Slut, whore or whatever. Actually, one of my most favorite words in the entire world is "cunt" and I only call my really good friends cunts. Anyway, back on track here. So I'm good with the word slut, but the few times its used just caught me off guard. With all that being said the sex scenes are still super filthy hot. I know when my husband takes me to bed, I AM his dirty little slut.
Something else that bothered me a little was why Cali cared if Derrick knew her background. Who cares where you came from, it only matters who you are now. The scenario sort of reminded me of Pretty Woman when Edwards friend Philip found out that Vivian was really a prostitute. The same thing didn't happen and Cali is not a prostitute.
"Fuck yes, you dirty alley cat!-Looks like you can take the girl out of the alley-but you can always bring her back to play."
Okay Derrick, I wanna play with you sooo bad!
And finally the last little thing that made me go hmmm. Was the stepping stones. I actually really liked them and thought it was very sweet. But then when Cali got one after Derrick left, it sort of felt like a Girl Scout badge was earned. Not really a big deal, but that was the first thing that popped in my head.
Overall, I really liked this and I can't wait to read more about Calico's journey through new lessons and a new beginning. I would like to know more about the characters though and I would like a little more back story on Markus and Cali. The sex is hot and totally a 2 finger 1 handed read. The Master/slave dynamic is really sweet and beautiful. I absolutely love it. I would recommend this to people who love to read erotic romance and BDSM. This is a Master/slave relationship so please be aware of that when you are reading this and enjoy the journey.
"Holding Your Heart-Guiding You In Life-Loving you... Still-Eternally, Your Master."
I received a copy of this book via the author in exchange for an honest review.
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July 2, 2014
Calico is grieving. A month ago, her Master and love, Marcus, passed away and her life has been turned upside down. She no longer has someone to tie her up and spank her and whip her and treat her like the naughty slave she is. And then the letter arrives.
Her Master, loving her so much, has made plans for her. He doesn't want her to wallow in misery, but wants her to find happiness at the hands of another man. Marcus has arranged for three friends to take her and send her on her new path of happiness. First up is Derrick, Marcus's good friend. Everything Derrick will do to her is at Marcus's commands, arranged before he died, because even in death, he is still her master.
What follows is a heartbreakingly beautiful tale of a woman dealing with the death of her soulmate and and the journey he has prepared for her. Eternally Your Master is the first in the Not Even Death series, and it is full of hot, BDSM sex. She's bound, spanked, used for her Derrick's pleasure and she loves every second of it.
Eternally Your Master is well written, capturing the grief of Calico and slowly revealing the love she and Marcus shared and their special way of sharing it. It is said that to truly love someone is to want them to be happy, and Marcus proves it by selflessly spending his final days insuring that his love will be happy after his passing. I eagerly await the sequel 'Still Your Master', and if your a fan of romance, BDSM, and kinky sex, then this is the novella for you.
Her Master, loving her so much, has made plans for her. He doesn't want her to wallow in misery, but wants her to find happiness at the hands of another man. Marcus has arranged for three friends to take her and send her on her new path of happiness. First up is Derrick, Marcus's good friend. Everything Derrick will do to her is at Marcus's commands, arranged before he died, because even in death, he is still her master.
What follows is a heartbreakingly beautiful tale of a woman dealing with the death of her soulmate and and the journey he has prepared for her. Eternally Your Master is the first in the Not Even Death series, and it is full of hot, BDSM sex. She's bound, spanked, used for her Derrick's pleasure and she loves every second of it.
Eternally Your Master is well written, capturing the grief of Calico and slowly revealing the love she and Marcus shared and their special way of sharing it. It is said that to truly love someone is to want them to be happy, and Marcus proves it by selflessly spending his final days insuring that his love will be happy after his passing. I eagerly await the sequel 'Still Your Master', and if your a fan of romance, BDSM, and kinky sex, then this is the novella for you.
February 1, 2016
Writing: ★★★
Story: ★★
Characters: ★★
Overall rating: 2.3
This is a tough one. The blurb drew me in, it put me in the mind of The Reluctant Dom by Tymber Dalton, but the book turned out to be *nothing* like that book, or this blurb for that matter.
And then...
Well the *premise* of his idea was sweet.. until we meet Derrick. This character, he was just creepy. He sounded, and acted like a 20 year old virgin who couldn't wait to have sex. I can't, for the life of me, understand why Markus would choose someone like Derrick to help Calico. Yes, Markus and Derrick were best friends, and yes, Derrick is a Dominant. But beyond that, I just don't see why the choice was Derrick.
Marcus' letters, that arrived at particular times for Calico, were sweet, and firm. Letting her know what she was to do, and that he'd always be there with her. His words seemed to be that of a Master truly caring for his slave. His words were eloquent and sincere. So when Derrick comes into the picture, via Skype and in person, it was kind of a shock to the system.
Editing seemed to be a bit of a problem in this book also. Italics, when Marcus' letters were being read, or he was speaking in Calico's mind, were very helpful, it was the forgetting to *turn off* the Italics at times that caused a bit of confusion.
Story: ★★
Characters: ★★
Overall rating: 2.3
This is a tough one. The blurb drew me in, it put me in the mind of The Reluctant Dom by Tymber Dalton, but the book turned out to be *nothing* like that book, or this blurb for that matter.
Calico's Master, Markus, saved her from the street, trained her well, and she was the perfect slave for him. Markus gets sick, and dies, we don't know what from, but we know that Cali is alone now.
"So, my sweet kitten, I've taken this out of your hands. You will need to serve. It's who you are. The decision is mine."
But, even in death, Markus still has his hand on the top of his slave's head and guiding her path in life. What he does for her is so loving and so sweet.
"... she was all loose ends and heartbreak without him. What was a slave to do when there was no one to care for?"
And then...
And then there is Derrick.
"Ya' know, I've jerked off so many times with your surrender in mind, making you come until I feel the flood soaking my balls."
Well the *premise* of his idea was sweet.. until we meet Derrick. This character, he was just creepy. He sounded, and acted like a 20 year old virgin who couldn't wait to have sex. I can't, for the life of me, understand why Markus would choose someone like Derrick to help Calico. Yes, Markus and Derrick were best friends, and yes, Derrick is a Dominant. But beyond that, I just don't see why the choice was Derrick.
Marcus' letters, that arrived at particular times for Calico, were sweet, and firm. Letting her know what she was to do, and that he'd always be there with her. His words seemed to be that of a Master truly caring for his slave. His words were eloquent and sincere. So when Derrick comes into the picture, via Skype and in person, it was kind of a shock to the system.
This would have been a much better read if Derrick were more realistic, and less, what felt like to me, insecure.
Editing seemed to be a bit of a problem in this book also. Italics, when Marcus' letters were being read, or he was speaking in Calico's mind, were very helpful, it was the forgetting to *turn off* the Italics at times that caused a bit of confusion.
I don't imagine I'll be continuing with this series.
July 16, 2015
Not Even Death: Eternally Your Master
Calico is introduced to us as she suffers the loss of her Master from a fatal illness. After a month of grieving, and morning her Master’s death, Calico is without direction or purpose. But one month and a day later, she finds her Master is still taking care of her in death.
Markus knew he would need to push her back into the light, though carefully instructed words and items. Not even death will stop Markus from caring and controlling his Kitty Kat’s future path to life, love and submission.
Derrick is Markus' best friend and agrees to the laid out dying wishes to remind Calico of the sweet taste of surrender and that Markus will always be her Master, showing he knows best. With Markus choosing Derrick, the preparations he has taken to ensure her road to a new happily ever after, will surely be a hot and intense ride!
Calico and Derrick, with Markus, share some amazing moments in getting Calico back into the right frame of mind. You can feel the love Markus had for Calico throughout the pages. And the scene is set in such a way you can’t help but see the gazebo and all its glorious wonder as Calico returns to her happy place.
I can’t wait to see what happens when Blaze arrives! And I loved that she wrote a letter to Markus at the end, I was so emotionally moved by her genuine love and adoration of him and knowing he is with her. Truly a love story for any lifestyle, choice not just one of a BDSM - M/s relationship, written so beautifully, enchanting and captivating! Off to book two……
Calico is introduced to us as she suffers the loss of her Master from a fatal illness. After a month of grieving, and morning her Master’s death, Calico is without direction or purpose. But one month and a day later, she finds her Master is still taking care of her in death.
Markus knew he would need to push her back into the light, though carefully instructed words and items. Not even death will stop Markus from caring and controlling his Kitty Kat’s future path to life, love and submission.
Derrick is Markus' best friend and agrees to the laid out dying wishes to remind Calico of the sweet taste of surrender and that Markus will always be her Master, showing he knows best. With Markus choosing Derrick, the preparations he has taken to ensure her road to a new happily ever after, will surely be a hot and intense ride!
Calico and Derrick, with Markus, share some amazing moments in getting Calico back into the right frame of mind. You can feel the love Markus had for Calico throughout the pages. And the scene is set in such a way you can’t help but see the gazebo and all its glorious wonder as Calico returns to her happy place.
I can’t wait to see what happens when Blaze arrives! And I loved that she wrote a letter to Markus at the end, I was so emotionally moved by her genuine love and adoration of him and knowing he is with her. Truly a love story for any lifestyle, choice not just one of a BDSM - M/s relationship, written so beautifully, enchanting and captivating! Off to book two……
December 9, 2015
Let me start by saying THIS SHOULD HAVE COME WITH AN EMOTIONAL WARNING ;) It torn me up at the beginning, but HOLY CRAP IT WAS AMAZING!!!!! B.B. Blaque you are a rock star!!! This is on my top 5 for the year! If you haven't read it GET IT NOW!!!! I'm on to the next one!!!! Can't wait to see what Markus has planned next for Calico!!!!!
October 30, 2018
This is a beautiful story about Calico who is a slave and her Master that has passed away. It leads you on a journey of how her Master shows his love for her even in death. So buckle up and get your tissues ready your gonna need them.
February 9, 2020
Awesome
I tried to put it down, I couldn't. This has truly captivated me. I'm totally obsessed at this point and time!
I tried to put it down, I couldn't. This has truly captivated me. I'm totally obsessed at this point and time!
October 3, 2015
Title: ETERNALLY YOUR MASTER
Series: Not Even Death #1
Category /Genre: Erotica, BDSM
Recommended for: 18+ due to sexual content
Received from: B.B. Blaque (in exchange for an honest review)
Grammar/editing: A – near perfect
This is the first book in the Not Even Death series. They will need to be read in the order of publication.
My favorite character is the one who isn’t there. Master Markus loves his kitten so much that even in death he is caring for her. It must have taken him months to set up this final gift from beyond the grave. Calico was his Pygmalion. For ten years he loved, protected, and cherished his slave until a terminal illness left her without her rock and foundation.
Markus’ final gift to his Kitten is the type of sigh-worthy (and panty melting) last expression anybody would want, vanilla or multi-flavored. To know that you are cherished and cared for, to know that your partner’s every thought really is on you and your happiness.
This was BDSM erotica done right. Not only that, but this is only the first part of Markus' last expression of love and caring. There are more books in this series – two released and more to come (cum?).
My sister was recently in the hospital and I read this while visiting her while she slept. I am so glad she slept well for a few hours, because I could not put this down. I devoured it in a single reading and I can't wait to meet Blaze in the next book and to see how Markus will continue to show his devotion to his Kitten.
B.B., in you I have found a new friend and I hope that we have many years ahead of us as author/reader and as sisters-in-heart.
Series: Not Even Death #1
Category /Genre: Erotica, BDSM
Recommended for: 18+ due to sexual content
Received from: B.B. Blaque (in exchange for an honest review)
Grammar/editing: A – near perfect
This is the first book in the Not Even Death series. They will need to be read in the order of publication.
My favorite character is the one who isn’t there. Master Markus loves his kitten so much that even in death he is caring for her. It must have taken him months to set up this final gift from beyond the grave. Calico was his Pygmalion. For ten years he loved, protected, and cherished his slave until a terminal illness left her without her rock and foundation.
Markus’ final gift to his Kitten is the type of sigh-worthy (and panty melting) last expression anybody would want, vanilla or multi-flavored. To know that you are cherished and cared for, to know that your partner’s every thought really is on you and your happiness.
This was BDSM erotica done right. Not only that, but this is only the first part of Markus' last expression of love and caring. There are more books in this series – two released and more to come (cum?).
My sister was recently in the hospital and I read this while visiting her while she slept. I am so glad she slept well for a few hours, because I could not put this down. I devoured it in a single reading and I can't wait to meet Blaze in the next book and to see how Markus will continue to show his devotion to his Kitten.
B.B., in you I have found a new friend and I hope that we have many years ahead of us as author/reader and as sisters-in-heart.
November 28, 2015
Wow this book was a spicy hot read from the beginning. Where we learn a little bit about calico and Marcus little bit of their past and how she became his slave.. But I liked the concept of the story is even with Marcus who has passed away he is still taking care of her even in Death.. He knew that she needs to continue to serve and he knew her she would be without him there . Some parts in the story that just gave me shivers thinking how did he do that how did he know. When he had let her know that he still going to help her move on and be who she really needs to be and do what she really needs to do dots when we meet Derrick.. Someone who's always had his eye on calico and wow did he turn up the heat..*sigh* but also he could see calicoes need to serve also the hesitation and struggle.. This was a shirt but hard to read I would defiantly recommend this is a good read
February 10, 2016
Calico Cruz is heart broken and her life has been totally turned upside down following the loss of the love of her life, her husband and Master ; Markus Cruz. Suffering in pain and silence alone for weeks, but four weeks to the day, she recieves a surprise beyond belief. Its time for her to start living again and to make her heart re-start beating. Mainly for her to 'FEEL' once again!
Introducing Derrick . . . The first of Markus' trusted friends who was chosen to begin guiding Calico back to life, away from the numbness and help her back into her world of obeying a Master.
This book is heartbreaking yet thrilling. Such a wonderfully thoughtful yet very erotic story written by an amazing author. I will definiately have to give this book a top rating of : 10/10 MUST READ
Introducing Derrick . . . The first of Markus' trusted friends who was chosen to begin guiding Calico back to life, away from the numbness and help her back into her world of obeying a Master.
This book is heartbreaking yet thrilling. Such a wonderfully thoughtful yet very erotic story written by an amazing author. I will definiately have to give this book a top rating of : 10/10 MUST READ
January 14, 2016
Holy Crap! Where do I begin? My emotions are all over the place, I will admit it. Very few books that I have read had my emotions all over the place like this one has. I absolutely loved this book. Markus who is Calico’s master has died. She is hurting and grieving her master. Even after Markus’s death he wants Calico happy. He has made a plan to make her happy and for her to live. Through this he chose some friends to help her along the way. He want her to love again. I can’t wait to continue reading and see what happens. I would give more than 5 stars if I could I loved it that much!
January 25, 2016
Worthy of 5 stars
This story is not just about BSDM, but the love of Markus had for Calico. The elements of BDSM is there, it is the base of the story. However you need to look past that to get to the meaning of love. Unbelievable how he knew exactly how to get her through the stages of grief. To take the time to teach Derrick ( Markus's best friend ) what Calico would need to join the land of the living. Amazing if our own significant others could do this for us ,in real life. Cannot wait to see what Markus has planned for Calico and Blaze.
This story is not just about BSDM, but the love of Markus had for Calico. The elements of BDSM is there, it is the base of the story. However you need to look past that to get to the meaning of love. Unbelievable how he knew exactly how to get her through the stages of grief. To take the time to teach Derrick ( Markus's best friend ) what Calico would need to join the land of the living. Amazing if our own significant others could do this for us ,in real life. Cannot wait to see what Markus has planned for Calico and Blaze.
January 14, 2016
Heartbreakingly Beautiful
This book took me by surprise. I saw the genera and type of content and thought it’d just be another BDSM book but I was wrong. This was a story of love from beyond the grave. I originally thought it was paranormal but it’s not. It’s an amazing story of love, acceptance and moving on. FYI I cried, more than I’ll admit to. I recommend reading this book and look forward to the next in the series.
This book took me by surprise. I saw the genera and type of content and thought it’d just be another BDSM book but I was wrong. This was a story of love from beyond the grave. I originally thought it was paranormal but it’s not. It’s an amazing story of love, acceptance and moving on. FYI I cried, more than I’ll admit to. I recommend reading this book and look forward to the next in the series.
January 20, 2016
Holy OMG!!
Wow.. B.B. Blaque has done it again, another hot read! This story is an emotional rollercoaster that I rode through until the very end and loved it. People who love this genre will no doubt feel some sort of connection to the characters and their lives and I was no different. The writing, meanings behind each page, make you feel like you are a part of them and living it through their eyes.
Can’t wait to get started on the next B.B. book!
Wow.. B.B. Blaque has done it again, another hot read! This story is an emotional rollercoaster that I rode through until the very end and loved it. People who love this genre will no doubt feel some sort of connection to the characters and their lives and I was no different. The writing, meanings behind each page, make you feel like you are a part of them and living it through their eyes.
Can’t wait to get started on the next B.B. book!
November 28, 2015
Book 1 in the Not Even Death series
Wow, what an emotional roller coaster this book was. I was on the point of crying in chapter 1 and then again in a few more chapters.
This is a solid story that keeps you reading and wanting more. It has fun and laughter, as well as sadness and sorrow. Don't let any of that put you off though, there is more to the story.
Wow, what an emotional roller coaster this book was. I was on the point of crying in chapter 1 and then again in a few more chapters.
This is a solid story that keeps you reading and wanting more. It has fun and laughter, as well as sadness and sorrow. Don't let any of that put you off though, there is more to the story.
December 2, 2015
Love the story line just wish there was more background information (hopefully that is in the next book) and details in a few scenes. Can be read as a stand alone though by the end you will want to continue to follow Cali's journey in book two.
It is a quick read novella, was able to read in one day.
It is a quick read novella, was able to read in one day.
April 16, 2015
Love the concept of this book. I tend to like longer books, and shy away from these until I can get a bundle with a few books in it. I will probably read the others but will wait to see if a bundle comes out sometime.
December 9, 2015
This book was so hot. Markus was an outstanding Master he knew how to please and look after his Slave Cali even after his death! The world of BDSM never looked so good I was hooked from the first page... I can't wait to read more of Calico's journey with her true Master at her side the whole way!
January 26, 2016
Wow!
Wouldn't it be awesome for your master to set up play dates for you? After he's gone? Here's the story of Markus/Calico/Blaze. Two thumbs up. First read from this author, but definitely not the last!
Wouldn't it be awesome for your master to set up play dates for you? After he's gone? Here's the story of Markus/Calico/Blaze. Two thumbs up. First read from this author, but definitely not the last!
January 8, 2015
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