I wasn't prepared to hear those words. Neither was my loving husband, family or friends. And none of us were prepared for what life had in store after they were spoken.
I should have seen the signs all around me. I should have paid attention to the people who supposedly loved me, the people who I'd always trusted. But I was blind to what was going on. The effects on my flourishing career, passionate marriage and carefree lifestyle would be insurmountable.
It was time to take control of my life and the overwhelming chaos. Time to make the choices that were right for me. Right for my future. The future I hadn't planned on.
My life didn't stop when I heard those four little words…it was only just beginning.
Happily married and the mother of two, Tori has spent the last seven years in the non-profit world making a difference in lives of others. She is an avid reader, lover of life and a breast cancer survivor.
Writing a book was never on her radar. After a challenge from an author friend to write 2,500 words the story came to life and a new opportunity to make a difference was born.
“If this story can touch the life of just one woman, then I succeeded.”
Victoria Madison is a young woman, who discovers a lump in her left breast in one of her trips with her husband, Noah. She goes to check herself out and then she receives the heartbreaking results.
"You. Have. Breast. Cancer."
Meanwhile, Victoria meets many doctors in her journey to kick cancer's ass. One of them is the sexy Dr. Blake Forrester, or as her best friends call him "Dr. McHottie". Someone who helps her take her own decisions, guides her and shows that he cares for her.
What can I say about this book? The writing was excellent, so realistic and honest. It was fun, painful and gave me so many emotions while reading it. I loved the heroine!! She was strong, funny, flirty and her relationship with her best friends was admirable. They were such a fresh breath when things got harsh on the heroine. Especially after 70% when something happened and had me boiling from anger. And yes, even though there were signs for what was going on, I still couldn't believe the audacity of some people and the part they played in this story. I'm still trying to calm down (days later) and that says a lot.
Even though it's a book talking about breast cancer, it's not gloomy. On the other side, this book had plenty of sexy moments between her and her husband, fun moments with her friends and of course the side effects of cancer and how she dealt with them. So if you're afraid that it's a sad read, get this out of your mind. You'll get mad, you'll get sad, but you'll also smile.
Keep fighting ladies and don't forget to check on your tatas, because even though this was fiction, cancer is real.
PS: If you're worried about this being a love triangle with the doctor DON'T!
PS2: I may have stalked the author's page so I used the people she thought as the characters & one of her teasers *guilty* #teamsizzletits["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>
4.5 stars! Breast cancer. But readers not the boo hoo story you're expecting! It's real. It's honest. It's a struggle....then there is NOAH....HOT. SEXY. The sex scenes in this book ... Holy fucking cow. Ms. Madison did us all a favor writing this one!!
Banana. Chocolate cake. Chicago. These things I will think of fondly when you all start reading this book September 2014. Bring on book 2!! Come to mama.
*Beta reader & hot guy sneaky picture taker for Tori Madison*
Beneath It All by Tori Madison is a beautifully written journey about pain and healing, love and loss. Following Victoria on this path was heartbreaking and breathtaking all at the same time. This novel was well written and makes you understand what women can go through while battling breast cancer.
“Opening my eyes, I expected to see pity, but I didn’t. What I saw was indescribable. It was love, lust, compassion, fear, and anger. What a fucked up combination this is, I thought when I realized I had the same look on my face. We were in this together. Feeling this together. Coupled.”
This look inside is very personal and heartfelt. Tori speaks to us through Victoria, giving us a very technical look at the unfolding of the discovery of a possible tumor through the early treatment phases. My heart was with Victoria through the ups and the downs, the discoveries and the decisions….my heart was bleeding for her.
“This is all kinds of fucked up, and I feel like I’m in some sick dream. I can’t do this!”
She is one of those characters that you just want to reach out and hug. She is brave, strong, courageous….you name it, she owns it. Victoria has family and friends that support her, even when it all seems to go to shit.
I finished Beneath It All in one day and immediately moved on to Beneath You’re Beautiful.
This was a difficult one for me to rate. At it's core the subject matter is so important and heart wrenching that it made "enjoying" the book difficult for me at times. Because though this story is fictional I know that it is based on real events and most of those parts that were so brutal and awful really happened to the author.
With that being said. I thought it was written excellently for a debut novel. I feel that if you have personally been through this experience or have been affected by it that it's definitely a must read for you. This story at it's core is one of strength and courage and I highly recommend you give it a shot.
I love every bold and beautiful word of this story. It's full of so many laughs, tears and raw emotion that I found it impossible to put down. Easily one of my favorite reads of 2014, this is a MUST READ for EVERY woman. It hit me right in the chest, and it packed one powerful punch.
This is a brilliant debut from a very talented author. I can't wait to read more from her. Love you big time T. Madison!! BRAVO!!!
4 Highly Emotional Stars This book is just, WOW! It is a subject I would normally avoid, I usually steer clear of a book I know will emotionally tear me up, and yet it was so balanced that while it was definitely a tear jerker it was funny too. There are things that made me so very angry and others that really touched my heart. I'm very excited to see where this journey leads.
I can't put into words how amazing this book was! Everyone should read this.
I experienced so many emotions reading this because it truly is an eye opener. You never know what can happen and in this case Victoria knows first hand. After she finds out about the breast cancer, you see the amazing support system she has to give her the strength to fight.
Tori did an amazing job with the writing. We go on this journey learning so much..the good and the bad. I can't wait to see what Tori has in store for us in book 2, because Victoria's story is far from over. Do yourself a favor and get this book now..you will be glad that you did.
Tori, thank you writing this! Looking forward to more from you <3
I was fortunate enough to win an ARC of this wonderful story. When I read the synopsis I thought I knew what I was in for, but I was so wrong!!!! This book literally kept me up all night and i couldn't put it down until I finished! At one point I was going to put it down and BOOM - a twist I did not expect happened and there was no way possible to stop
Victoria is strong, courageous and you feel like you know her personally! You kind of wish you were part of her posse!
I cried, laughed, smiled, giggled and even screamed! Yes screamed because there was at least one part that left my jaw wide open...this book has it all but most of all it is real- the characters, storyline & emotions!
Congratulations Tori on your first novel...I wish you great success!
I highly recommend this book - Five Stars!!!!!!!!!
I absolutely LOVED this story and it has GOT to be one of the most emotional reads I've read this year.....
Victoria just found out she has breast cancer and not only is she struggling and battling that but she's also struggling with how much not only SHE is changing but how much her life is changing. She has an amazing support system with her three friends Dana, Bobbie Joe and Jen who are there for her through everything and a seemingly loving husband (who needs a needle in the eye) .... I'm not going to say anymore because I don't want to spoil it but this story had me laughing, crying (A LOT) , and SERIOUSLY pissed!
Its a story about survival and hope and with the way it left off there has GOT to be a second part in the works... there just has to!!!! Because honestly I'd love to see what happens with Blake and see Noah get what's coming to him....
This book made me literally feel like I was right there going through the journey with Victoria.
Victoria thought she had it all, great husband, great friends, great job, great home. Then....she heard the words....you have breast cancer. It tore her world apart.
I imagine what she was feeling was pretty typical when you hear those words. She's a fighter though. She's fighting the whole entire time, she's not going to give up. Her friends are amazing and help keep her spirits up.
She's met some amazing doctors and nurses along the way. Each one of them is very helpful and treat her with kindness.
Her loving husband is in reality a douche. I want to junk punch him and then knee him in his face. Ok, I'm off to read the second book now.
This review is not going to be a regurgitation of the story, plot summary, character analysis. This is a review of why I think you should read this and not shy away. I am going to be honest. This book appeared on my “Recommended for You”. I read the book summary: “You. Have. Breast. Cancer.” Oh heck no – not going to read. I want my romance with steam, sexy, seductive, angsty females, alpha males. I do not want to deal with real life. I’ve been there; done breast cancer. Nope. Not. Going. There. The novel will handle the subject trite or cliched. Or worse, have the characters do things that I fought and hated. No. Nope. Not interested.
Then a friend gifted me a copy and asked me to give it a try.
I am so glad I did. It’s well worth the time.
Let’s cover the basic reviewer’s questions. Were the characters credible? Yes, all characters main and minor were completely authentic and believable. Did the main characters run into problems? Breast Cancer- given. A plot twist that is not worn or thrown in for a wow. A wholly realistic journey. Who was your favorite character? Why? Hell, I have to pick one. We all have a little bit in us or around us of Victoria, Bobbie Jo, Jen and Dana. Enough said. Could you relate to any of the characters in the story? Unfortunately, too easily. Was it hard to think about again? Yes. Was I glad I did? Yes. Because Victoria was such an amazing, strong character I fell in love with. If I could change something, what would it be? Okay, can’t say without giving away the story. But yes, some of the stuff in Victoria’s journey, not particularly happy that had to happen. But, I know that stuff does.
Who do I recommend this to? Everyone who likes anything in this genre. It’s loving, it’s heart breaking, it’s steamy, it’s great girl power, and it’s just a beautiful ride.
THIS BOOK!! I loved it so much. Yes, this is a story that involves cancer but it is so much more than just that! It's a story of a lives turned upside down, of betrayal, friendship and of strength, survival and growth as a person. I couldn't put this down until I finished!
Victoria's life has been flipped right around, happily married and well on her way to where she wanted to be in her career, cancer wasn't apart of her plans. Having cancer is something no one ever wants or needs to hear. At times Victoria wants to just crumble, she doesn't know what else to do but her group of friends who are amazing refuse to let her mope, as they so bluntly put it! and with her sarcastic personality making an appearance at the most needed times she is an entertaining and strong character for sure. Sarcasm, wit, mixed with outrageously funny people, amazing friendships and hot doctors, this really is a great story especially with what the main subject of the story is.
"Find the positives...always the positives!"
With cancer apart of the story it’s not always an easy journey but it’s one that is more than worth experiencing. It’s a tough subject matter but mixed with Victoria’s wit and sense of humor and sarcasm its a heart warming and surprisingly a story that will have you laughing. I loved the friendship with Victoria and her three friends, through all the highs and lows they were a strong presence through out it all. This book is so real, it pulled so many emotions from me. I was hooked. She is definitely thrown some curve balls. Sometimes the dialogue was hard to connect with for me, too formal and structured but the story continued to grow and there’s no way I could give it anything less than a 5 smooches review!
I cannot tell you how much I LOVED this book. There are just no words! I was lucky enough to help edit this book for the author and I am so blessed to have been chosen. Tori Madison's first book is full of laughter and tears.
Here's a little bit of the e-mail I sent her after I finished the book..."I loved the story. It made me laugh and cry (hard). It made me so angry, I wanted to pitch my laptop across the room. It gave me peace and made me feel good. It gave me hope. Hope that other cancer survivors will read this book and realize their lives aren't over. Realize there are good men out there (hopefully, their husbands). I am amazed by Victoria's strength and I hope other survivors read it and realize they too can have life after cancer. They too can have that strength.
Her posse is one of my favorite parts of the book. I have a posse and, I hope that if something like that ever happened to me or one of them, we would all rally around each other like Victoria's girls did with her."
I started reading this, as I do most of my books in work..... Big mistake. Moved is an understatement.... I am tearing up writing the review and it is because of everything that happens from the moment Victoria goes to the Doctor.
This is a work of fiction, although some of the experiences related to Victoria's breast cancer are drawn from the author's own experiences and this obviously comes across as it is honest and laid out and so insightful for someone who hasn't been in the situation of even having an examination.
But, lets not forget about the other aspects of a woman's life, her family and supportive friends, laughter, her Hot hubby Noah, and the sex life..... man, Tori can write a sex scene!!
Well written, every single emotion I have experienced in this book, it really is a must read, woman are amazing, Tori is amazing and I can't wait for the next book!!!!!!!
Yup - i love, Love, LOVE it!!!!!!!!!!!!! Beneath it all is an incredible story. You will experience at the very least:
Highs and lows and loop-de-loops... Serious topics balanced with pragmatism and humor... Lovers and fighters... Travel...good food...and HOT sex!
The characters leap off of the page from the main characters, Victoria, Noah, and Blake, but also the circle of friends that support Victoria every step of the way. A fabulous book all around and I cannot wait for Book 2!
Beneath It All by Tori Madison will grab your heart and not let it go!
Victoria is facing not only cancer but changes in her life that no one should have to face in her situation. It's with fierce and fearless determination she takes on the words "You have breast cancer."
Through the love and support of some amazing friends, and let me tell you they're a crazy good crew, and the own strength she finds within herself she faces some of the most difficult and ugly situations a person can face.
Tori Madison has done a smashing job with this debut novel and I can not wait for more !!!! I was immediately submersed into Victoria's life and all the emotions that went with the challenges she faces with strength and dignity.
This is one book I'll be recommending to all of my friends!
Looks like it's just me who gave it 2 stars, not that there's anything wrong with the book.. I just didn't connect to the story as other people. This does not mean i'm a stone cold bitch, i did feel for the MC (forgot her name already) but i just was not emotionally involved. When the husband cheated on her and he gave that whole speech about not being in love with her anymore.. I did not buy it at all, the whole thing felt forced - it was as if he was trying to talk himself out of the marriage as a way to protect her or him but obviously the author was not trying to come across like that. He did cheat on her. He does not love her. And that whole drama left me more detached to the book.
You will get sucked into this book, it will leave you not wanting to stop reading until you find out what will happens next.
Not knowing a whole lot about breast cancer, this book definitely helped me connect with Victoria as she walked through her journey. Informative and real.
I don’t want to give too much away, but if you don’t read this book, you are definitely missing out on one of the best books of 2014!!
Total cliffhanger. Major book hangover. Book #2 can't come out fast enough.
This is one of the most beautifully written books I have ever read, who wants to hear the words "you have breast cancer" this story is about pain, love and healing. It was heartbreaking and it will make you understand what women go through when they are told those 4 words. But along with the tears there was laughter and I could not put it down. What can I say about Dr McHottie apart from he is hot and I mean sizzling hot! All I'm going to say this is a must read for women and what a debut novel from Tori Madison. This story blew me away
wow. oh. my. goodness. this book is sooo amazing. it's well written and you take the journey with Victoria. & I truly felt all the emotions. happiness, love, pain, fear, betrayal, anger. hope. If there's anything I can say to convince you to read this? Every woman should read this story, if only to take a step in a breast cancer survivors shoes.
Talk about an emotional rollercoaster! I laughed, I cried, I got pissed off, and I fell in love with the characters and friendships contained in this book. What an emotional "journey".
I'm truth this book was too hard for me to read it all but what I did read was well written with a good story line and I loved seeing a husband and wife in love the way they were.
I won this book in a giveaway and it came highly recommended. I did approach the book with some trepidation, I mean Breast Cancer is hardly going to make for an uplifting topic (pardon the pun) but actually it deals with the subject so honestly, that although it was emotional it felt very real and not just for dramatic effect.
Victoria is a strong lead character, we see how she is affected by the diagnosis, the treatments and the affect of cancer on her relationships. How she finds inner strength and isn't prepared to compromise just because of her current situation.
One of my favourite aspects of this book is the strong friendships that are portrayed, and the power of humour to get you through the tough times.
I look forward to seeing the rest of the journey in the next instalment
I love it when I find new authors that are super talented and make me feel raw emotions from their books. I think it's a true sign that writing is what they are meant to do. And when they put some of their personal story into the work of fiction, it turns out even better and that's what Tori Madison has done.
The "C" word, nobody likes it, but a lot of people have lived through having it; have loved ones affected by it, and a lot of people have seen it destroy family and friends that they love. This story was about the heroine and her fight to live. She not only has breast cancer- but is going through major life changes.
This book was super descriptive and well researched; the author was definitely well versed in knowing what came with having breast cancer. So I looked her up. She is a survivor herself! And it made me love this book- that much more.
This book was filled with humor and sadness, laughter and tears, all consuming joy, and wretched hate. And promises. Promises of survival; promises that relationships will last; promises of the future.
I loved the heroine Victoria. And while she had weak moments- she was so very strong. And hilarious in the face of evil.
Yep, I had officially taken a topless mug shot picture. I felt like a whore.�
And I loved her gaggle of friends- she was lucky to have that support system of women. Bobbie Jo was my fav! She was always trying to comfort her but most of all to make her smile, and laugh. I have always said laughter is the best medicine- and maybe Bobbie Jo felt the same way.
Time for us to put on our bitch bras and ass-kicking shoes in support of Victoria as she prepares to kick cancer's ass.
And then there was Noah. I really liked Noah- in the first half of the book. Throughout the diagnosis he seemed to take it like a champ, was super supportive. Until I felt like something was off with him.
Would this be the last time we had sex while I had breasts? Would he look at me like this again or be totally disgusted when my body was disfigured? Would he find me attractive anymore? Would he want me when I was damaged?�
I felt so bad for Victoria in the second half of the book- but there was one shining light- Dr. Forrester. Sigh, I loved him. Like SO hard core it isn't even funny!! He was caring and sensitive to Victoria's situation and dare I say it- a little bit smitten.
"The journey?"� I pondered that for a moment. "You have always called it a journey. Why is that?"�
"Because that's what this is. A battle sounds like you are going to war, and death is a high probability in war. A journey will bring you many highs and lows, and while some journeys end well, some don't. What you experience along the way can have a positive effect on the outcome. Good or bad."
I absolutely can not wait to see where book two takes Victoria! It is sure to be a long, hard journey for her- and I want to see her through it to the very end. I am so very excited for Tori Madison's voice in the book world and I' m so ready for more!
I want to first start off by saying that this booked moved me very deeply. I, like so many others have had family members and/or friends diagnosed with cancer and it’s never an easy thing to hear. In fact when these events have happened in my own life I was young and stupid and I never understood the importance of “community” and family bonding. My first instinct was to run, and this beautifully written book about a woman’s journey with breast cancer made me see how life is too short to run from your problems. This book in my opinion is not a romance novel, this is a love story, a real story.
Victoria Madison is living the life with her own personal design company and her sexy lawyer husband Noah when she gets the worst news of her life. She has breast cancer.
When Victoria first hears this she is obviously shocked and scared and confused. What she didn’t expect was the outpouring of support from everyone around her. Sure, she was aware that she had an amazing husband and a wonderful group of girlfriends (which I loved by the way) but she really was able to see their true colors when it got to be too rough on her, which it did.
I honestly loved all of the detail and dialogue that was put in this book. I’m not a person who has any knowledge about cancer or chemotherapy or any of the tribulations involving cancer at all, and I found myself completely fascinated by everything I read. I knew cancer treatment was tough I just never lived it through the eyes of a storyteller before. I lived through Victoria’s eyes and it was heartbreaking and scary and beautiful all at once. I was honestly mesmerized by the journey alone. Not the battle, the journey. (You’ll see)
So as Victoria embarks on this journey you get to meet so many cool people along that way. You have her Doctors who are all amazing, specifically a HOT Dr. Forrester! Kidding, they are all awesome! You have her best Friends who are saints! You will fall in love with Bobbi Jo and Jen, in fact I want my own! They are truly her backbone through this whole thing, and Noah too. They all go out of their way to make Victoria comfortable the best they can.
What you don’t see coming is something I can’t reveal do to spoiler issues but I can say this. I wasn’t happy I was livid. I just went through this whole story crying and living through the pages and then, whaaaatttttt?!?!? Oh I was so mad! So so so MAD! And then I cried again, and then laughed again. I know I sound like a basket case, but this book definitely has some twists that you won’t see coming.
By the end I was still pissed off, but better! Ha! This book was honestly something so different and beautiful and I’m not gonna lie, a little sad and aggravating at times. But it was all necessary I believe. I really REALLY enjoyed reading Victoria’s story, it’s a little different pace than you might expect but it is truly a gem. I couldn’t be happier with it, and I can’t wait for book 2!