This Is More Than A Story......
Though I started reading the series at the end instead of at the beginning, I felt I had some reverse catching up to do in order to get the best out of Tisha's story. Lucky for me, not so much! It was of course interesting to learn about her dysfunctional beginning that lead her to where she ended in the last story in the sequel; it all makes sense. It is amazing to me how much insight she had though she continued to live the life that defines insanity. Insanity is often defined as engaging in the same nonsensical behavior time and time again but expecting a different outcome. However, I'm not sure Tisha expected a different outcome or necessarily cared for that matter, she only lived for the moment knowing she was a comedy of errors and just trying to make it. I completely admired her tenacity despite her horrific circumstances which were in constant change mode, because she had a goal based on academics and allowed nothing or no one to deter her from her goal, even herself. The choice to enlist in the military caught me completely off guard however, and I just didn't see that coming. It also surprised me that she made the disastrous sexual choices she made due to the life she was privy to seeing her mother and every other female in her life live. I know children normally make one of two choices coming from extremely dysfunctional families and that is either to mimic what was modeled or be determined to an unhealthy fault sometimes, to do the opposite of what was modeled. I desperately wanted Tisha to choose the latter and I found that to be a disappointment but to date she hadn't let that choice steer her off course either, but now she's pregnant at the best time in her formulating years which is the worst time in the process of building her life. This is more than a story......